Juz back from Cherry. Yup again lolx.. This time went with jason, S, B and a surprising Stan. Heard that he no longer drinking liao and his child out liao.. But how come he's here..? Maybe to kpo look see bah.. Told him abt dawn jobless and asked if he tat side got vancant or not, gave me a little fake face. =.=" Den disturb him say he scared then come and gek hard hard again. His usual form. =.=" He's quite surprised i still in ctc with her. I mean, wtf why can't we? Lolx me and got nothing going on leh. Never lor. haha. Somemore she's leading a better life now, sounds better than before.. I miss her dog. =.="
Anyway, did have the intention to diao hua de but those gals dun make me stand at all. Not as if i got no money to throw but rather, no point to me. Forseen no point lah coz totally not interested leh.. But going there is ok, still got techno to hear.. Miss sparks and MU.. Haiz.. Guess moving on to ST James pretty soon.. Need to find new kakis.. Wakao been drinking lately like nv ending.. =.="
Yest supposed to meet up the gang to SH de but msg came before i got cab and told me not to go down coz no gals.. =.=" So sudden and since my heart is out, no way can settled.. Wanna go QB to finish my bottle since i'm out but kinda lazy and tired from walking.. In the end head home with alcohol free. lolx..
When got home got a beep from her telling me she's back in sg... Heng i nv go SH.. Anyway, was that even an impt issue.. lolx.. Chatted a little on the fone, nothing much den she need to work so i dun wanna disturb her.. Anyway, if she cannot feel that the fire is diminishing then too bad lor.. It is.. Sooner or later i guess. Always thot that playing in the dark is fun, but that doesn't seems to be the case.. Gotta resolve it ASAP i guess coz it never settles and it bothers me alot..
Dawn said i'm running away.. Well, maybe i guess.. Naturally for one to run away from reality when it hurts.. Coz running away is the easiest way out than to face reality.. Still dare to say me... If that time she intro that gal to me, maybe things already made for the change even if me and the gal are not meant to be at all.. Coz i'm bad at many-timings. Sure thing that i will resolve current prob immediately before going for the next objective. Haiz... Really dunno what to do or how to do. When there's no definite direction, it's like going merry-go-round in a simple roundabout without knowing where to exit, coz scared to exit wrong.. It's not like driving when exit wrong still can U-turn. Some things cannot U-turn de.. Knn why i so emo today.. I think it's becoz there's totally nothing heard from her the whole day bah somemore today's her offday. Whole day do what i also dunno. I think silence killing better bah. Dun call and msg her anymore.. Anyway, the responds will not be favourable in my case. I'm no longer impt piece liao.. Juz like how i been keeping a lookout for job for dawn but she dun even msg me to chitchat abit. Lolx... Too bad my side HP all taken liao and Dell no opening. Dare not get her into sony and lenovo coz doesn't seems prospective enuff..
Think beer and liquor are my best mate now.. Anyway, another holiday in two wks time! Really looking forward to that! This shld be fun and very fun. lolx....
10 February, 2009
I super love this song.. Seems like an old song from dong lai dong wang but how come i never spotted it until at QB.. Someone re sang i guess.. Or maybe becoz she was there that time at QB also and she's so engrossed in the mtv bah.. Watever she's interested in, i wun let a single chance slip by to make myself more sensitive and attentive.. Haiz... Juz how someone love to eat prawns and especially mushrooms.. Lolx. Or maybe the 'sensitive and attentive' applies on all positive gals of coz not on those that i dun like lah.. Oops! Discrimination! Lolx..
Sunday Carol came woodlands and look for me for a smoke. When she came in, the security alarm went off lolx.. The Sims II inside her bag was making it sound due to the security bar.. She so scared to walk out of the shop.. lolx.. Remove the bar liao then ok le. While smoking she did mentioned that i look much better with short hair but this time diff. Of coz lah cut at woodlands specially look for vonn to look for sam leh. Then buy the clay 30+ lor.. =.= Salesman gana sales-tok.. lolx.. I know business bad but ok lah for her only. Anyway i really need to style my hair since no longer riding and wearing helmet. At night meet up with the gang at Cherry and S said the same thing too. Still can asked me "Cut hair ah?" =.=
After Cherry went down to Lip. Gana grabbed by a gal. Ya i know she CMI but i told her to leave as i wanna be alone to drink only. Knn she juz dun wanna go and still wan to steal my kiss. Wtf lor straightaway reject and kept asking her to leave. But die die dun wan to go. =.= ZzZzZzZzZz.. No matter how u wanna rub me or ask me to hug u, no use de lor. I can be anything but no means no. Wah kao i thot i gonna gana rape. =.= Eww.. Anyway, sooner or later cannot go there liao. Curfew.. lolx.. Unless i really broke up with her lah.. But no matter the case, Cherry quite relax but diff from Nana. Prefer Cherry, not too messy not so many ppl. Jason did suggest a few gals but dunno leh. Juz no mood. Quite pretty a few. Somemore thai not bad IMO.. At least i prefer thai to viet. But of coz if really got a good MIS will be best lah.
FT taking over market from what i see, no matter what fields. More and more rolling in. Pinoy nurses, MIC waitresses, Thai & Viet gals, etc. Not to even mentioned malaysian gals long time come into market liao.. Like erica doing pedicure and medicure. Joanne doing sales job at sls last time. Erica doing distribution for Abadi computers that time. Dion former colleague from ATF. Huiwen doing waitress at clean pub at night and day doing office recept.
Aiya dunno wat to say lah. Anyway, it's not the end of the world. Mixed is not an uncommon thingy anymore anyway. I dun mind my son/daughter to be mix-blood though. Can be quite cool lol.. Toking abt next gen.. Had been thinking abt it.. Coming to 30 in 3yrs. If settle down by then my child will be 20yrs while i'm 50. =.= To be frank, the next gen is the thing that make the life ongoing. A new stage of life, a new chapter.. But of coz there are so many mummies out there with child(ren) without a complete family.. Sad case. Young doesn't mean stable.. Even my uncle now 40 over and juz divorced. 3 sons all follow ex-wife.. But if flowers do prick, then watever for..? Mentioning these, i came to realise i'm like totally no mood. =.= No one to thrill me or nothing thrilling? No idea.. Maybe i still prefer natural than sought after bah..
Richard rec me to go after Rena but juz no feel leh.. Though i dun mind trying to make it work lah. Toking abt that, saw Regina at QB looking for Brenda. So dao lolx.. However din see Von.. Ok back to topic. I asked a few in regards to Diners and ProTrim. Seems Protrim is easier while Diners might be scary after removing makeups.. Lolx.. Seems all see me as looking for short-term. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.. And only going for looks. Knn i really very shui bian one lor. I mean, quite shui bian.. But i shy lah.. Lolx..............
The Pixon batt cannot make it. =.= But still no regrets on that.. Quite a nice phone. Anyway, it's one of the phone that i did considered before when it says 8megapixels cam. It's not abt the cam though coz i dun really take pics but abt the sleek design. Not too bad overall.
Sunday Carol came woodlands and look for me for a smoke. When she came in, the security alarm went off lolx.. The Sims II inside her bag was making it sound due to the security bar.. She so scared to walk out of the shop.. lolx.. Remove the bar liao then ok le. While smoking she did mentioned that i look much better with short hair but this time diff. Of coz lah cut at woodlands specially look for vonn to look for sam leh. Then buy the clay 30+ lor.. =.= Salesman gana sales-tok.. lolx.. I know business bad but ok lah for her only. Anyway i really need to style my hair since no longer riding and wearing helmet. At night meet up with the gang at Cherry and S said the same thing too. Still can asked me "Cut hair ah?" =.=
After Cherry went down to Lip. Gana grabbed by a gal. Ya i know she CMI but i told her to leave as i wanna be alone to drink only. Knn she juz dun wanna go and still wan to steal my kiss. Wtf lor straightaway reject and kept asking her to leave. But die die dun wan to go. =.= ZzZzZzZzZz.. No matter how u wanna rub me or ask me to hug u, no use de lor. I can be anything but no means no. Wah kao i thot i gonna gana rape. =.= Eww.. Anyway, sooner or later cannot go there liao. Curfew.. lolx.. Unless i really broke up with her lah.. But no matter the case, Cherry quite relax but diff from Nana. Prefer Cherry, not too messy not so many ppl. Jason did suggest a few gals but dunno leh. Juz no mood. Quite pretty a few. Somemore thai not bad IMO.. At least i prefer thai to viet. But of coz if really got a good MIS will be best lah.
FT taking over market from what i see, no matter what fields. More and more rolling in. Pinoy nurses, MIC waitresses, Thai & Viet gals, etc. Not to even mentioned malaysian gals long time come into market liao.. Like erica doing pedicure and medicure. Joanne doing sales job at sls last time. Erica doing distribution for Abadi computers that time. Dion former colleague from ATF. Huiwen doing waitress at clean pub at night and day doing office recept.
Aiya dunno wat to say lah. Anyway, it's not the end of the world. Mixed is not an uncommon thingy anymore anyway. I dun mind my son/daughter to be mix-blood though. Can be quite cool lol.. Toking abt next gen.. Had been thinking abt it.. Coming to 30 in 3yrs. If settle down by then my child will be 20yrs while i'm 50. =.= To be frank, the next gen is the thing that make the life ongoing. A new stage of life, a new chapter.. But of coz there are so many mummies out there with child(ren) without a complete family.. Sad case. Young doesn't mean stable.. Even my uncle now 40 over and juz divorced. 3 sons all follow ex-wife.. But if flowers do prick, then watever for..? Mentioning these, i came to realise i'm like totally no mood. =.= No one to thrill me or nothing thrilling? No idea.. Maybe i still prefer natural than sought after bah..
Richard rec me to go after Rena but juz no feel leh.. Though i dun mind trying to make it work lah. Toking abt that, saw Regina at QB looking for Brenda. So dao lolx.. However din see Von.. Ok back to topic. I asked a few in regards to Diners and ProTrim. Seems Protrim is easier while Diners might be scary after removing makeups.. Lolx.. Seems all see me as looking for short-term. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.. And only going for looks. Knn i really very shui bian one lor. I mean, quite shui bian.. But i shy lah.. Lolx..............
The Pixon batt cannot make it. =.= But still no regrets on that.. Quite a nice phone. Anyway, it's one of the phone that i did considered before when it says 8megapixels cam. It's not abt the cam though coz i dun really take pics but abt the sleek design. Not too bad overall.
08 February, 2009
Lately dunno wat got into me. Went JB relax. Buy Pixon. Buy HP mini note. Preparing to DIY a new computer desktop. Going Batam holiday for two days near mth end. Been going Cherry and Lips. =.="
But still i dun owe a single cent to all my credit cards.. Plus ppl out there total owe me 1k over. =.=" 1.7k cpf contributions... Damn when can i ever hit that amount. =.= Or am i even able to hit. Lolx..
Bought Jason to QB and seems that only xiaoling caught his attention.. Lolx.. Well, she's sweet afterall.. But too bad leh i really dun like nightlife gals.. Juz like now, if she gonna carrying like that, it will be the end of story pretty soon.. Anyway, he really did tried his best to get her number but in the end seems she gotten his num but plane put high.. Instincts told me he got chance. Haiz everytime he around i cannot perform well. lolx.. Juz like that time, my gf machiam his gf, coz we got nothing to tok abt since she got so many prob and yet dun wan to bother me. Ya seems i'm such a bother.
Went jb and relax. Took bus in then go city square walk walk then proceed to our relaxation. Jacuzzi, steam bath and suana. Shiok!! The Nasi Lemak also not bad but 1st time eat Nasi Lemak got curry one.. lolx.. Anyway, not bad trip though with new group members.
March think will die. Coz last mth pay is crap. 60% down wtf. Market already so bad then no stocks. CB 1.5k dunno how to survive. This mth muz really try my best to close watever freaking sales that i catch. Really cannot care wat friendship this and that. Afterall only one will look at spif. If u catch i will do my best for u, if i catch u better eat wat i give. Give and Take, not Take and Take.
Clarified. MICs are not my only cup of tea! =.=" Machiam i dun wan local delights. Juz that all i saw are rubbish. All ok one i'm not in the list. My standard where got high? ZzZzZz. My gf very pretty meh? Pls lor on the ground anyhow find also can find one better than her. But why? Why i chose her in the 1st place when knowing not supposed to be? Coz it's she chase me de. lolx.. Yeah i'm such an easy target. =.=" Anyway, she not local so i not easy to reject. Well, it's a fact coz till now i still fare my gal as top on the list then follow MII, MIT then MIV then MIM then MIS. WTF i'm toking abt? Indo-chi, Thai, Viet, Malaysia, Sing. So far dun really got friends from taiwan, only one which is my HP one but not much comms with her so can't say much but i believe when Taiwan is in ctc, they cfm top of the list. Lolx.. Maybe Japan.. Omg i'm fantasizing.. =.="
Taiwan trip shld be this yr end with jason. That shld be fun. Never bored outing with him. 10yrs ain't for nothing i guess. Can't imagine we so buay gam last time.. lolx.. Coz we knew how to work hard but play hard too. Need to enjoy, only live once. Anyway, preparing my savings liao and now totally no personal debts also no bills and liabilities. Lucky my gf easy to maintain.. Lolx.. She's like no requirements de. Bought her own hp at around 1k, bought her own air tix, bought her own dress and clothings. But of coz occasinally still got pampered her lah. ZzZzZz.. Cannot ask her wat she wan de, coz she sure wan me save more money for my 'plan'. Yeah, the 'plan' is still on. But seems so far away. I guess might be able to make it. Cannot drag too late, few more yrs i guess it will be time..
Went raining bar yest.. Wanted to go Speed for a little while de but headache and cannot drink much and somemore back also pain.. Saw jason's coll then he treated us some beer. Saw lion dance and dragon dance then went off at around 1am.. Our usual timing.. Went back home started charging and explore a little on my Pixon. Wtf dunno how to use. =.=" Guess it's time. Anyway, this is better than i get a PS3. Waste money.
Today sales grabbed ok. Had quite a few sales for Adam. Near the end accidentally close one CB for Acer, uncle customer, and i closed him 6920 for adam. Anyway, can't blamed me coz cust ask me and i tok tok closed. Realised that i knew the cust's friend that's y so easy close also. Cust still wan to think de lor. Anyway, business really bad lately. For a sat to do a sales of around 30sets, low lor. Expect tml maybe around 20. Cake is so small.. Have to grab faster than other promotors and staffs.. Trying to learn the 'owl eyes' from uncle... Oops!! Lolx.. Anyway, keith's luck also not bad. Been trying to see his cust also.. But normally he only let go of the non-napster.. So have to grab even before he tok to cust.. Actually have to do the same for ALL staffs. Hungry...
Ever since that genting trip, i always been feeling hungry.. Not that i'm hunger for gamble but food.. Think the several times of topic on shit makes me shit everyday. Wtf. Constipation is like so natural everyday. Routine sia.. Juz like breathing and u dun even know that u are breathing.. I dun mean breathe shit lah... Anyway, hoping to becoming bigger size ASAP.. Think i need more milk... I mean FULL CREAM not HUMAN!! =.= Knn why am i so connie today... I MEANT CORNY... =.=
Looking forward to the Batam trip.. Alot of things needed to get there.. Belts, shoes, polo, pants, shorts, watch, etc. >.< Lucky not taiwan or hongkong.. Lolx.. If thailand also not bad...
Shag liao.. Maybe go shit one more time before sleeping.. lolx..
But still i dun owe a single cent to all my credit cards.. Plus ppl out there total owe me 1k over. =.=" 1.7k cpf contributions... Damn when can i ever hit that amount. =.= Or am i even able to hit. Lolx..
Bought Jason to QB and seems that only xiaoling caught his attention.. Lolx.. Well, she's sweet afterall.. But too bad leh i really dun like nightlife gals.. Juz like now, if she gonna carrying like that, it will be the end of story pretty soon.. Anyway, he really did tried his best to get her number but in the end seems she gotten his num but plane put high.. Instincts told me he got chance. Haiz everytime he around i cannot perform well. lolx.. Juz like that time, my gf machiam his gf, coz we got nothing to tok abt since she got so many prob and yet dun wan to bother me. Ya seems i'm such a bother.
Went jb and relax. Took bus in then go city square walk walk then proceed to our relaxation. Jacuzzi, steam bath and suana. Shiok!! The Nasi Lemak also not bad but 1st time eat Nasi Lemak got curry one.. lolx.. Anyway, not bad trip though with new group members.
March think will die. Coz last mth pay is crap. 60% down wtf. Market already so bad then no stocks. CB 1.5k dunno how to survive. This mth muz really try my best to close watever freaking sales that i catch. Really cannot care wat friendship this and that. Afterall only one will look at spif. If u catch i will do my best for u, if i catch u better eat wat i give. Give and Take, not Take and Take.
Clarified. MICs are not my only cup of tea! =.=" Machiam i dun wan local delights. Juz that all i saw are rubbish. All ok one i'm not in the list. My standard where got high? ZzZzZz. My gf very pretty meh? Pls lor on the ground anyhow find also can find one better than her. But why? Why i chose her in the 1st place when knowing not supposed to be? Coz it's she chase me de. lolx.. Yeah i'm such an easy target. =.=" Anyway, she not local so i not easy to reject. Well, it's a fact coz till now i still fare my gal as top on the list then follow MII, MIT then MIV then MIM then MIS. WTF i'm toking abt? Indo-chi, Thai, Viet, Malaysia, Sing. So far dun really got friends from taiwan, only one which is my HP one but not much comms with her so can't say much but i believe when Taiwan is in ctc, they cfm top of the list. Lolx.. Maybe Japan.. Omg i'm fantasizing.. =.="
Taiwan trip shld be this yr end with jason. That shld be fun. Never bored outing with him. 10yrs ain't for nothing i guess. Can't imagine we so buay gam last time.. lolx.. Coz we knew how to work hard but play hard too. Need to enjoy, only live once. Anyway, preparing my savings liao and now totally no personal debts also no bills and liabilities. Lucky my gf easy to maintain.. Lolx.. She's like no requirements de. Bought her own hp at around 1k, bought her own air tix, bought her own dress and clothings. But of coz occasinally still got pampered her lah. ZzZzZz.. Cannot ask her wat she wan de, coz she sure wan me save more money for my 'plan'. Yeah, the 'plan' is still on. But seems so far away. I guess might be able to make it. Cannot drag too late, few more yrs i guess it will be time..
Went raining bar yest.. Wanted to go Speed for a little while de but headache and cannot drink much and somemore back also pain.. Saw jason's coll then he treated us some beer. Saw lion dance and dragon dance then went off at around 1am.. Our usual timing.. Went back home started charging and explore a little on my Pixon. Wtf dunno how to use. =.=" Guess it's time. Anyway, this is better than i get a PS3. Waste money.
Today sales grabbed ok. Had quite a few sales for Adam. Near the end accidentally close one CB for Acer, uncle customer, and i closed him 6920 for adam. Anyway, can't blamed me coz cust ask me and i tok tok closed. Realised that i knew the cust's friend that's y so easy close also. Cust still wan to think de lor. Anyway, business really bad lately. For a sat to do a sales of around 30sets, low lor. Expect tml maybe around 20. Cake is so small.. Have to grab faster than other promotors and staffs.. Trying to learn the 'owl eyes' from uncle... Oops!! Lolx.. Anyway, keith's luck also not bad. Been trying to see his cust also.. But normally he only let go of the non-napster.. So have to grab even before he tok to cust.. Actually have to do the same for ALL staffs. Hungry...
Ever since that genting trip, i always been feeling hungry.. Not that i'm hunger for gamble but food.. Think the several times of topic on shit makes me shit everyday. Wtf. Constipation is like so natural everyday. Routine sia.. Juz like breathing and u dun even know that u are breathing.. I dun mean breathe shit lah... Anyway, hoping to becoming bigger size ASAP.. Think i need more milk... I mean FULL CREAM not HUMAN!! =.= Knn why am i so connie today... I MEANT CORNY... =.=
Looking forward to the Batam trip.. Alot of things needed to get there.. Belts, shoes, polo, pants, shorts, watch, etc. >.< Lucky not taiwan or hongkong.. Lolx.. If thailand also not bad...
Shag liao.. Maybe go shit one more time before sleeping.. lolx..
31 January, 2009
Class 2A
Wat a busy day yest.. Early morning supposed to go see chinese doc at Bras Basah then while in the cab trying to call Dawn Tan, TP ssgt who is in-charged of my accident case. Gana fucked by her, wtf. Say i give wrong number become uncontactable, asked me if i'm really uninterested in getting the claim. =.=" It's the freaking guy in the ambulance took down wrong number lor.. Then she said she's leaving at 1pm so i have to go down to TP immediately. Went down and settle the report then continued to the chi doc. Pain! Made me smell like walking medicine. Duh!
Head back home thereafter to get my bike insurance then head to police station to fax over to Dawn's office then after that go back home and took a short nap. Woke up at 7.30pm and head to BBDC for my class 2A theory lesson. Boring lesson but it's compulsory.
After the lesson i walked all the way back to Bukit Gombat MRT. At the station upstairs, i saw a gal with blue dress, quite short above knee. That's not the point. She's chatting on her mobile and while she's talking she's used the other hand to cover her mouth.. That action, in fact overall, looks exactly like HER! She stopped at Jurong East and changed to EW-Line but dropped off at Clementi.. Knn my heart almost stopped coz i kept looking at her to confirm that it's not her.. There's no way possible that she's still in singapore at this point of time.. But on the other hand i wished it was really her.. Complicated and confused..
I was thinking, if it's really her what would i do..? Go up to her and slapped her on the face..? Or go up to her and hug her tight..? Intriguing as it can be, i can't decide.. The more u love, the more u hate. I thought all along it was juz companionship coz afterall there's no future at all from what i can see.. shrugs.
My bike is ready for collection next week onwards.. Still dunno to take or not to take.. This accident is like a Deja Vu.. I had been thinking that if i were to meet with an accident, would she abandone her work immediately and rushed to hospital to see me..? And my instinct is correct, she will not. Juz a call and that's it.. Ever since she started working there, she's totally different from before.. I'm like no longer an impt piece in her life anymore.. She knew she neglected me but can't helped it other than apologising.. I mean, if apologise do works then there's no need for police.. I juz dun understand her anymore.. Aquarius are hard to please. Ya i'm hard to please.. So, stay away from me..
Head back home thereafter to get my bike insurance then head to police station to fax over to Dawn's office then after that go back home and took a short nap. Woke up at 7.30pm and head to BBDC for my class 2A theory lesson. Boring lesson but it's compulsory.
After the lesson i walked all the way back to Bukit Gombat MRT. At the station upstairs, i saw a gal with blue dress, quite short above knee. That's not the point. She's chatting on her mobile and while she's talking she's used the other hand to cover her mouth.. That action, in fact overall, looks exactly like HER! She stopped at Jurong East and changed to EW-Line but dropped off at Clementi.. Knn my heart almost stopped coz i kept looking at her to confirm that it's not her.. There's no way possible that she's still in singapore at this point of time.. But on the other hand i wished it was really her.. Complicated and confused..
I was thinking, if it's really her what would i do..? Go up to her and slapped her on the face..? Or go up to her and hug her tight..? Intriguing as it can be, i can't decide.. The more u love, the more u hate. I thought all along it was juz companionship coz afterall there's no future at all from what i can see.. shrugs.
My bike is ready for collection next week onwards.. Still dunno to take or not to take.. This accident is like a Deja Vu.. I had been thinking that if i were to meet with an accident, would she abandone her work immediately and rushed to hospital to see me..? And my instinct is correct, she will not. Juz a call and that's it.. Ever since she started working there, she's totally different from before.. I'm like no longer an impt piece in her life anymore.. She knew she neglected me but can't helped it other than apologising.. I mean, if apologise do works then there's no need for police.. I juz dun understand her anymore.. Aquarius are hard to please. Ya i'm hard to please.. So, stay away from me..
29 January, 2009
Madness
The fateful day of 22nd Jan 2009, also the bday of my best buddy, i met with an accident at Keppel Road while heading for the ECP at the last traffic light.. KNN. I was on my way to Changi Road to pay my installment for my bike and this happened... What a day.
I was entering Keppel Road and was stopped by the red light. A lorry on my left so i took the right lane, both turning left.. Ended up stopping at the next traffic light again but before that i already saw two big trucks parking after the traffic lights occupying the left lane so i stopped at the rightmost lane. There was a bike beside me and another behind him. The green showed and off we go. I wasn't speeding at all coz i'm not the type who speed thus the bike on my left zoom off then me follow then the third bike behind. Seeing the front traffic light(YES THE THIRD TRAFFIC LIGHT! DAMN!) in our favor we juz carry on. Since i'm on the rightmost lane, the bushes are blocking my right side. Upon passing the traffic light, a car came on from the right directly crossed our path! There's no way i can stop in time... So i crashed on the malaysian car.. For what i remembered, the 1st bike is safe. Me and the second bike gana.
The second bike merely braked, stopped and fell. Whereas for me, i crashed and fell. No i did not fly coz my speed is slow. However, all i can do is lying on the ground groaning in pain coz my back is pain. Think i landed on my butt and sprained my bloody back. I broke a tooth also. Nothing i can do but lie down there in the middle of the road and pressing my lowerback coz the pain is unbearable as if the spine is broken.. Many ppl came and shouting were heard everywhere. There were ppl toking to me, some toking abt the whole enactment. Nothing came in except for hoping that the ambulance come quick coz the pain is sickening.. A Civil Defence Ambulance came and took me to SGH immediately to the intensive care at the A&E.
In there lying on the bed the pain was truely unbearable and still cannot get the doc to see me. Knn still have to queue? >.< Tried to move a bit here and there but i found myself the more i move the more painful it gets. Finally the doc came and gave me an injection from behind trying to ease me of some pain.. Well, the needle was painful too. =.=" Wat to do, no pain no gain.. Went for X-ray for my spinal and pelvis. Waited like no tml for the freaking results. The pain doesn't goes off. Even i wanna go pee also difficult.. They offered me a wheelchair but i told them i cannot sit.. Limp all the way to the wrong gents then limp all the way to the other gents.. Freak day.. Results are out and doc said all's well, nothing broken. Hearing him saying so casually, i dun wanna stay in hospital despite the pain to walk.. Drag myself, my bag and my helmet to the cashier then head for a taxi home. CB.. That was the longest and toughest road i ever have had.
Reached home still gana KPKB. CB why i crashed onto the car and not the car crashed me? If he crashed me then there will be lesser nonsenses liao mah. Took the doc's given pain-killers and had two days MC. Tried going to work on the 3rd day but i was rather in bad shape to work.. Cannot stand long and walking damn slow like ah peh.. Thus, ended up going home early.. Anyway, no sales..
Before the accident i even went Genting with brandon, Joan, Jessie, Johnny, TT Tan. 1st trip there and the temperature is superb, cold. =.=" Though only like 16-18 degree but i was always purring like a kitten. =.=" Really cannot stand coldness but shiok, not the slightest sweat at all. We took a night bus there, 7hrs, 2 stopping breaks and arrived at Highland Hotel at around 5am+.. Unable to check in at all coz only can check in at 12.30pm. WTF. Whole night din slp much then no place to slp.. =.= Went directly to the casino coz that's the only 24/7. =.=" TT, Jess and Johnny straight go for the jackpot. The rest of us juz stare in blank.. Hungry, sleepy, tired.. =.=" Finally when we go further into the casino, there's a mini restaurant! Immediately Brandon, Joan and me went in for a bite. Ham, egg, bread, butter, jam, peas, coffee. The breakfast sux big time. =.= The coffee and tea are ultra sweet. wtf. U call this cafe? I think drink plain water better..
After the meal, we head on to find Jess and TT at the baracat tables. They are playing 'Player & Banker' game. The 3 of us who dun gamble juz watch how ppl play, some win some lose.. I also dunno wat i'm seeing coz too tired.. To keep myself awake, kept beo-ing gals.. Wow a lot of MICs... Lolx.. Quite a lot of C-cups and D-cups too.. lolx.. Nothing better to do. =.= Stood there, walk here and there for around 4hrs then i finally give up. I brought rm450 there but spent rm50 at the 1st stopping point for food and cigarettes and drinks. So, i took out a $100 note and change for some chips. I was thinking 100 can play for 4 games coz per bet minimal is 25. But the lady gave me two $50 chip. =.=" Lazy to change again. Thus, juz try my luck for 2 games.. From 100 become 500 then after that go up and down and up and down and up and down until i tulan. Neverending game. =.=" Thus, when i'm left with 500, i'm tired. I was thinking since my cost price is 100 so why not i juz bet everything in? At most i lose 100 nia mah. Ok bet and i won 500. Total chips 1000 and i stopped and went to cash out. WTF 20 pieces of $50 notes. =.= My Gucci wallet cannot be use liao.. Lolx.. So in the end, my pocket had 1.3k.
Later noon, all of us go check in our room then go for lunch around 1pm. Everyone is tired.. Went for Dim Sum. Ok lah the food. Advice from Cheryl, Do Not Eat At The Foodcourt! It's Dirty & Not Nice! Lolx.. Jess, brandon and Joan went back to their room to slp. Johnny and TT carry on their battle.. Me wanted to go walk walk coz i nv come genting before.. All here and there, nothing much leh.. Somemore weather outside so cold, wan to smoke also sian.. Nothing much there coz i dunno can go down many many many many escalators and will reach a super big place like a shopping paradise. =.=" Tired to walk also thus head back to my room. I share room with brandon while his wife share with jess. Brandon still wan to put either me or johnny same room as jess de. Lolx.. Not funny. =.= Though i dun really mind lah. Lolx.. Aiyo the room is for resting de lah nothing else. Gamble more impt..
When i was at my room door, i slotted in my card key. Red Light. =.=" Did i went to the wrong room? I rmb it was 26 ah 6th floor.. o.O Tried on 28, 30, 22, 36, 38. All cannot open.. Called Brandon, his fone cannot get thru. Wtf i'm locked out.. Called jessie, cannot get thru. =.= Lan lan go back casino to pass time. At that time i was extremely tired liao.. I only rmb i kept taking out money.. At the end of the day i think i lost everything i earned. Lolx... Then gave up and went to the lobby starbucks for a nice smoothing coffee. Dopod was unable to connect to internet. =.=" Smoked like chimney and drank my coffee then after tried my luck again to go back to my room around 6pm+. The cardkey still cannot work.. =.= Then suddenly saw brandon coming over from the lift side eating ice-cream leisurely.. Oh my hero.. Finally i can get some sleep.. Fell onto the bed and knocked out almost immediately.. Woke up around 8pm+ for dinner.. Still tired..
Met up with the gang and go to the chinese restaurant for some good food. Knn really went all the way down hill via escators. Lolx.. After our food, went for bowling there nearby. I sux at bowl coz really super long time no play liao. Kept washing the drains.. Lolx.. After that we went to another casino nearby. Again they continue their battle. I'm scared liao so i play jackpot with cigarettes in my mouth lolx.. So unglam.. A guy approached me and asked me to sign up for membership, i ignored him.. Mins later a gal approached me for the same thing. Then i told her i'm singaporean. She said can also juz need my passport so she will filled up for me while i carry on my jackpot.. Then after that signature then proceed to the counter to get my cards. Took photo also. Gotten two cards, one for slots and the other for tables. When i'm done, the gang is gone nowhere to be found lol.... Searched the whole casino up and down inside to outside. Nothing.. =.=" I was abandoned.. They muz be thinking i'm such a gambling freak and abandoned me.. =.=" Walked here and there trying to find my way back to highland. Took abt an hr+ then i reached.. In the end, jess & TT & johnny did came back juz to take money to continue battle.. =.=" Unable to tahan, took a quick bath then go sleep.. Actually seems energetic so i took out my psp to play.. Actually wanted to ask brandon if he wanna drink de but seeing him watch tv until eyes closed. I off the lights and knock out. Wat a long and tiring day.
Next day, went for breakfast then go back to casino again. Remaining around 200+ only. Juz wanna try my luck to win something but in the end lost everything.. Lolx.. Thinking that this is merely the second day and i was penniless.. Went to ATM and withdraw 400 from my credit card but not for gamble. After drawing went back to room to relax. Then took my laptop and went to starbucks with brandon while waiting for the two ladies to join us after their bath. After that went for dinner for western food then TT suggest going to VIP room. One amazing thing i did at the restaurant, i put salt into my coffee. LMAO! Anyway i cannot go into the VIP room with the white card. So, played jackpot and earn 1 point then proceed to change to green card. After that head on to the VIP area. Brandon and joan went back to their room coz they dun gamble at all.. VIP is scary coz everyone played so big.. Min 300 per bet. But shiok lah got waiter and waitress bring ginseng water for us.. Sat down at one table while johnny and jess played baracat, TT went around trying his luck. Me stand there like an idiot trying to enjoy the fun. Min 300 leh i only got 400, isn't this courting death? =.=" After a while i also cannot tahan so changed all 400 into chips.. But i dun play much juz on and off each round. Kept breaking even. It's all abt patience. Cannot keep playing de.. Sometimes muz endure.. lolx.. Suddenly i spotted something new.. Can place bet on 'TIE GAME' and the payout is 8times. Learnt something new. Then also got 'Player Pair' & 'Bank Pair', payout is 11times! O.O Looking at the scoreboard and the bets on the table. I put a 50 chip on the tie and i won 400. Then put again 50 on tie and i won again 400. In two games i won 800. =.= Started to spot here and there and trying out the pairs too. At the end of the session, won abt 1000. Think got total rm1500 in my pocket.. lolx..
At nite, went with brandon and joan to pub for a little drink and pool. Had a Long Island Tea and a bottle of beer. Quite tipsy liao lolx.. Then we head back to sleep. Next day was the last day had to check out 12.30pm and gather at 1.30pm then head to bus terminal for bus back home. Morning went for breakfast dim sum again then went back casino to play again. Again i keep spotting TIE and jess was quite stunned and amused by that.. Lolx.. Actually i dunno how to play de.. Juz that got feeling only then juz put in for the TIE lor.. Lose 50 only but win is 400 + the 50 back. Ok mah... But gambling is like that lah.. Not everyday is sunday.. Somemore TIE are hard to come by coz the possiblities are so small. Out of 60 games, maybe 8 or even less.. Some tables dun even have tie game at all.. It's all abt luck.. Then they called me TIE BOY. Wtf.. Is this for good or bad lol.. At the end of the day total money in pocket around rm2200. Actually had 3k+ but lost some of it due to greedy wanting to place 100 on tie and yet none of the 100 opened tie.. haha..
Ok lah overall quite a new experience and nice too. ^^ Will consider going again if got ppl jio lor.. If not i can booked myself also.. lolx.. But i'm not so daring lah.. Haha.. Sorry for such long post.. Type until my back start to ache also.. >.< Time to sleep liao..
I was entering Keppel Road and was stopped by the red light. A lorry on my left so i took the right lane, both turning left.. Ended up stopping at the next traffic light again but before that i already saw two big trucks parking after the traffic lights occupying the left lane so i stopped at the rightmost lane. There was a bike beside me and another behind him. The green showed and off we go. I wasn't speeding at all coz i'm not the type who speed thus the bike on my left zoom off then me follow then the third bike behind. Seeing the front traffic light(YES THE THIRD TRAFFIC LIGHT! DAMN!) in our favor we juz carry on. Since i'm on the rightmost lane, the bushes are blocking my right side. Upon passing the traffic light, a car came on from the right directly crossed our path! There's no way i can stop in time... So i crashed on the malaysian car.. For what i remembered, the 1st bike is safe. Me and the second bike gana.
The second bike merely braked, stopped and fell. Whereas for me, i crashed and fell. No i did not fly coz my speed is slow. However, all i can do is lying on the ground groaning in pain coz my back is pain. Think i landed on my butt and sprained my bloody back. I broke a tooth also. Nothing i can do but lie down there in the middle of the road and pressing my lowerback coz the pain is unbearable as if the spine is broken.. Many ppl came and shouting were heard everywhere. There were ppl toking to me, some toking abt the whole enactment. Nothing came in except for hoping that the ambulance come quick coz the pain is sickening.. A Civil Defence Ambulance came and took me to SGH immediately to the intensive care at the A&E.
In there lying on the bed the pain was truely unbearable and still cannot get the doc to see me. Knn still have to queue? >.< Tried to move a bit here and there but i found myself the more i move the more painful it gets. Finally the doc came and gave me an injection from behind trying to ease me of some pain.. Well, the needle was painful too. =.=" Wat to do, no pain no gain.. Went for X-ray for my spinal and pelvis. Waited like no tml for the freaking results. The pain doesn't goes off. Even i wanna go pee also difficult.. They offered me a wheelchair but i told them i cannot sit.. Limp all the way to the wrong gents then limp all the way to the other gents.. Freak day.. Results are out and doc said all's well, nothing broken. Hearing him saying so casually, i dun wanna stay in hospital despite the pain to walk.. Drag myself, my bag and my helmet to the cashier then head for a taxi home. CB.. That was the longest and toughest road i ever have had.
Reached home still gana KPKB. CB why i crashed onto the car and not the car crashed me? If he crashed me then there will be lesser nonsenses liao mah. Took the doc's given pain-killers and had two days MC. Tried going to work on the 3rd day but i was rather in bad shape to work.. Cannot stand long and walking damn slow like ah peh.. Thus, ended up going home early.. Anyway, no sales..
Before the accident i even went Genting with brandon, Joan, Jessie, Johnny, TT Tan. 1st trip there and the temperature is superb, cold. =.=" Though only like 16-18 degree but i was always purring like a kitten. =.=" Really cannot stand coldness but shiok, not the slightest sweat at all. We took a night bus there, 7hrs, 2 stopping breaks and arrived at Highland Hotel at around 5am+.. Unable to check in at all coz only can check in at 12.30pm. WTF. Whole night din slp much then no place to slp.. =.= Went directly to the casino coz that's the only 24/7. =.=" TT, Jess and Johnny straight go for the jackpot. The rest of us juz stare in blank.. Hungry, sleepy, tired.. =.=" Finally when we go further into the casino, there's a mini restaurant! Immediately Brandon, Joan and me went in for a bite. Ham, egg, bread, butter, jam, peas, coffee. The breakfast sux big time. =.= The coffee and tea are ultra sweet. wtf. U call this cafe? I think drink plain water better..
After the meal, we head on to find Jess and TT at the baracat tables. They are playing 'Player & Banker' game. The 3 of us who dun gamble juz watch how ppl play, some win some lose.. I also dunno wat i'm seeing coz too tired.. To keep myself awake, kept beo-ing gals.. Wow a lot of MICs... Lolx.. Quite a lot of C-cups and D-cups too.. lolx.. Nothing better to do. =.= Stood there, walk here and there for around 4hrs then i finally give up. I brought rm450 there but spent rm50 at the 1st stopping point for food and cigarettes and drinks. So, i took out a $100 note and change for some chips. I was thinking 100 can play for 4 games coz per bet minimal is 25. But the lady gave me two $50 chip. =.=" Lazy to change again. Thus, juz try my luck for 2 games.. From 100 become 500 then after that go up and down and up and down and up and down until i tulan. Neverending game. =.=" Thus, when i'm left with 500, i'm tired. I was thinking since my cost price is 100 so why not i juz bet everything in? At most i lose 100 nia mah. Ok bet and i won 500. Total chips 1000 and i stopped and went to cash out. WTF 20 pieces of $50 notes. =.= My Gucci wallet cannot be use liao.. Lolx.. So in the end, my pocket had 1.3k.
Later noon, all of us go check in our room then go for lunch around 1pm. Everyone is tired.. Went for Dim Sum. Ok lah the food. Advice from Cheryl, Do Not Eat At The Foodcourt! It's Dirty & Not Nice! Lolx.. Jess, brandon and Joan went back to their room to slp. Johnny and TT carry on their battle.. Me wanted to go walk walk coz i nv come genting before.. All here and there, nothing much leh.. Somemore weather outside so cold, wan to smoke also sian.. Nothing much there coz i dunno can go down many many many many escalators and will reach a super big place like a shopping paradise. =.=" Tired to walk also thus head back to my room. I share room with brandon while his wife share with jess. Brandon still wan to put either me or johnny same room as jess de. Lolx.. Not funny. =.= Though i dun really mind lah. Lolx.. Aiyo the room is for resting de lah nothing else. Gamble more impt..
When i was at my room door, i slotted in my card key. Red Light. =.=" Did i went to the wrong room? I rmb it was 26 ah 6th floor.. o.O Tried on 28, 30, 22, 36, 38. All cannot open.. Called Brandon, his fone cannot get thru. Wtf i'm locked out.. Called jessie, cannot get thru. =.= Lan lan go back casino to pass time. At that time i was extremely tired liao.. I only rmb i kept taking out money.. At the end of the day i think i lost everything i earned. Lolx... Then gave up and went to the lobby starbucks for a nice smoothing coffee. Dopod was unable to connect to internet. =.=" Smoked like chimney and drank my coffee then after tried my luck again to go back to my room around 6pm+. The cardkey still cannot work.. =.= Then suddenly saw brandon coming over from the lift side eating ice-cream leisurely.. Oh my hero.. Finally i can get some sleep.. Fell onto the bed and knocked out almost immediately.. Woke up around 8pm+ for dinner.. Still tired..
Met up with the gang and go to the chinese restaurant for some good food. Knn really went all the way down hill via escators. Lolx.. After our food, went for bowling there nearby. I sux at bowl coz really super long time no play liao. Kept washing the drains.. Lolx.. After that we went to another casino nearby. Again they continue their battle. I'm scared liao so i play jackpot with cigarettes in my mouth lolx.. So unglam.. A guy approached me and asked me to sign up for membership, i ignored him.. Mins later a gal approached me for the same thing. Then i told her i'm singaporean. She said can also juz need my passport so she will filled up for me while i carry on my jackpot.. Then after that signature then proceed to the counter to get my cards. Took photo also. Gotten two cards, one for slots and the other for tables. When i'm done, the gang is gone nowhere to be found lol.... Searched the whole casino up and down inside to outside. Nothing.. =.=" I was abandoned.. They muz be thinking i'm such a gambling freak and abandoned me.. =.=" Walked here and there trying to find my way back to highland. Took abt an hr+ then i reached.. In the end, jess & TT & johnny did came back juz to take money to continue battle.. =.=" Unable to tahan, took a quick bath then go sleep.. Actually seems energetic so i took out my psp to play.. Actually wanted to ask brandon if he wanna drink de but seeing him watch tv until eyes closed. I off the lights and knock out. Wat a long and tiring day.
Next day, went for breakfast then go back to casino again. Remaining around 200+ only. Juz wanna try my luck to win something but in the end lost everything.. Lolx.. Thinking that this is merely the second day and i was penniless.. Went to ATM and withdraw 400 from my credit card but not for gamble. After drawing went back to room to relax. Then took my laptop and went to starbucks with brandon while waiting for the two ladies to join us after their bath. After that went for dinner for western food then TT suggest going to VIP room. One amazing thing i did at the restaurant, i put salt into my coffee. LMAO! Anyway i cannot go into the VIP room with the white card. So, played jackpot and earn 1 point then proceed to change to green card. After that head on to the VIP area. Brandon and joan went back to their room coz they dun gamble at all.. VIP is scary coz everyone played so big.. Min 300 per bet. But shiok lah got waiter and waitress bring ginseng water for us.. Sat down at one table while johnny and jess played baracat, TT went around trying his luck. Me stand there like an idiot trying to enjoy the fun. Min 300 leh i only got 400, isn't this courting death? =.=" After a while i also cannot tahan so changed all 400 into chips.. But i dun play much juz on and off each round. Kept breaking even. It's all abt patience. Cannot keep playing de.. Sometimes muz endure.. lolx.. Suddenly i spotted something new.. Can place bet on 'TIE GAME' and the payout is 8times. Learnt something new. Then also got 'Player Pair' & 'Bank Pair', payout is 11times! O.O Looking at the scoreboard and the bets on the table. I put a 50 chip on the tie and i won 400. Then put again 50 on tie and i won again 400. In two games i won 800. =.= Started to spot here and there and trying out the pairs too. At the end of the session, won abt 1000. Think got total rm1500 in my pocket.. lolx..
At nite, went with brandon and joan to pub for a little drink and pool. Had a Long Island Tea and a bottle of beer. Quite tipsy liao lolx.. Then we head back to sleep. Next day was the last day had to check out 12.30pm and gather at 1.30pm then head to bus terminal for bus back home. Morning went for breakfast dim sum again then went back casino to play again. Again i keep spotting TIE and jess was quite stunned and amused by that.. Lolx.. Actually i dunno how to play de.. Juz that got feeling only then juz put in for the TIE lor.. Lose 50 only but win is 400 + the 50 back. Ok mah... But gambling is like that lah.. Not everyday is sunday.. Somemore TIE are hard to come by coz the possiblities are so small. Out of 60 games, maybe 8 or even less.. Some tables dun even have tie game at all.. It's all abt luck.. Then they called me TIE BOY. Wtf.. Is this for good or bad lol.. At the end of the day total money in pocket around rm2200. Actually had 3k+ but lost some of it due to greedy wanting to place 100 on tie and yet none of the 100 opened tie.. haha..
Ok lah overall quite a new experience and nice too. ^^ Will consider going again if got ppl jio lor.. If not i can booked myself also.. lolx.. But i'm not so daring lah.. Haha.. Sorry for such long post.. Type until my back start to ache also.. >.< Time to sleep liao..
16 January, 2009
Surprise
Hormone linked to infidelity
Women with high levels of a key sex hormone may be more inclined to cheat on their partners.
When tumbled upon yahoo mail saw this.. Wtf. =.= I said wtf is not becoz of anything but becoz of my ex. Was it for good or was it for bad? Confused. Coz current is the opposite. Does it mean i had wronged her? No idea.. Nor do i wanted sleepless nites.. God save me...
Juz passed my pract 2 yest nite.. Shiok.. Confident level came back liao.. Last pract + theory and i can go for my TP in feb liao...
Women with high levels of a key sex hormone may be more inclined to cheat on their partners.
When tumbled upon yahoo mail saw this.. Wtf. =.= I said wtf is not becoz of anything but becoz of my ex. Was it for good or was it for bad? Confused. Coz current is the opposite. Does it mean i had wronged her? No idea.. Nor do i wanted sleepless nites.. God save me...
Juz passed my pract 2 yest nite.. Shiok.. Confident level came back liao.. Last pract + theory and i can go for my TP in feb liao...
14 January, 2009
Emo-ing..
Been stuffy lately but got shuo bu chu lai de tong ku.. Damn sian... Actually been wanting to go drinking alone yet scared to go coz if going to drink i believe there will be like as the last, no end in gulping the VSOP.. Unstoppable till whole mind gone wild.. Yet, dun really wanna pull anyone go also.. Even though that would means at least someone there if i were to total lost control.. I juz dun wanna trouble anyone.. I'm that introvert sometimes.. Even rejected a few sessions from friends lately.. Rather indulged myself into my Cabal. In a world of my own..
Maybe i will be making my move first.. Silent killing is my tactic. I dun like noisy breakups.
Never liked nightlife gals. Never. Thus, i will not consider any gals who are working nightlife..
Going genting this sat night liao and still haven't prepare my stuffs. Haven't go change money also.. Haven't go change money for my mum to bao ang pow also.. Haven't go renew my insurance and road tax.. Haven't go cut hair.. Haven't go tidy up area at home.. Haven't buy cny stuffs for my granny also.. Haven't end my torment...
Think not going Taiwan for the time being.. Business is bad and economy is bad.. Best to keep for raining days.. Haiz.. I need to breathe.. Maybe i shld change my number already.. Life sux..
It's a routine. Same all over again and again. But enough is never enough. That's not all, the future had no lights for the path. Time for a new route.. Anyway, routine is just a routine.. Can be adapt to when time comes.. Every chapter of life starts and ends. These are all part and parcel of life..
It's time to venture out of the circle liao.. Seeking new chapters in life. But the first thing will be personal life not involving anyone else.. =)
Maybe i will be making my move first.. Silent killing is my tactic. I dun like noisy breakups.
Never liked nightlife gals. Never. Thus, i will not consider any gals who are working nightlife..
Going genting this sat night liao and still haven't prepare my stuffs. Haven't go change money also.. Haven't go change money for my mum to bao ang pow also.. Haven't go renew my insurance and road tax.. Haven't go cut hair.. Haven't go tidy up area at home.. Haven't buy cny stuffs for my granny also.. Haven't end my torment...
Think not going Taiwan for the time being.. Business is bad and economy is bad.. Best to keep for raining days.. Haiz.. I need to breathe.. Maybe i shld change my number already.. Life sux..
It's a routine. Same all over again and again. But enough is never enough. That's not all, the future had no lights for the path. Time for a new route.. Anyway, routine is just a routine.. Can be adapt to when time comes.. Every chapter of life starts and ends. These are all part and parcel of life..
It's time to venture out of the circle liao.. Seeking new chapters in life. But the first thing will be personal life not involving anyone else.. =)
04 January, 2009
Drunken me..
Damn sh!t!! Juz came back from QB bar.. Damn high liao.. Knn juz now outside whiskey smoking and finally that gal came out liao.. Did exchanged a few words liao lor.. Ccb my heart beat damn fast.. Dunno it's becoz of the liq or the gal.. Hardly can breathe.. So close almost leaning against one another liao.. Wtf.. In fact saw them a few times liao. Find that they are quite ok but kept going whiskey whereas we at QB.. She said juz now, "Wah u frequent here hor..?" And i got no reaction.. Not really that lah.. Actually another guy came out for smoke and knew her de.. Then they are playing 'wu gui wu gui tiao'. Wtf.. =.= Then as time goes i really cannot tahan liao coz the kick is coming in.. Therefore i made a move leaving my bro and friends there.. As well as the gal.. Knn haven't take number lor.. >.< Got mood liao yet like that.. Cb.. Dunno i down so many glasses for wat fuck.. Cb.. Not as if i'm really emo or wat. Kao.. VSOP somemore.. Once it's hard liq, i hardly can control myself it's seems.. But when it's really kicking in hard then i will be making myself scram liao.. If not i really can't stop and will knock out and not juz vomit.. That's y i always say i cannot vomit coz once i do, that's it for me.. Super duper fugly. There goes my chance... Sigh.. Anyway, she did mentioned she's also frequent Whiskey.. Time will tell..
Heart prob is always the case for letting a person emo.. Wtf.. Drinking is not the only solution leh.. Somehow even though i knew the logic but today i really cannot stop.. Izzit becoz of chionging the drink or i juz wanna let it down.. I let of signs of letting go and yet the response is good.. Damn the mind games, rick! =.= Even though attached but still not letting it be a secret.. Wat kind of game is this.. Like wat karman says, huh not even a together photo..? Yeah... Jian bu de guang.. Some things are beyond control.. Wat's meant to be will be, wat's not to be will not be.. But i still believe there's something out there for me.. I always dun like initiative.. Coz if i do, that's faking.. That's y when that gal tok to me, i was extremely excited though high liao.. Sigh.. Now say wat also no use liao..
Why dun u let her go? Why dun u juz let go since she already said she cannot make a decision? Is her husband more impt or u more impt? Well, even she herself cannot make up her freaking mind lor and yet why the hell are u still clinging to her when u jolly well know that there's not much hope since her husband is making a counter attack? Wtf. Go and die lah. It's not the fucking and it's juz a new begining and yet u are so hard-headed abt her. Knn. Not as if she's super good in bed or super good as a gf ah.. This kind of gal scared cannot find meh? Sigh!! Piff!! Dunno when u can wake up ur fucking ideas! Cb coming to 27 liao lor not 17 leh!! Even though she chose her husband she got nothing to lose lor and yet u gonna lose not only ur time but ur heart too!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heart prob is always the case for letting a person emo.. Wtf.. Drinking is not the only solution leh.. Somehow even though i knew the logic but today i really cannot stop.. Izzit becoz of chionging the drink or i juz wanna let it down.. I let of signs of letting go and yet the response is good.. Damn the mind games, rick! =.= Even though attached but still not letting it be a secret.. Wat kind of game is this.. Like wat karman says, huh not even a together photo..? Yeah... Jian bu de guang.. Some things are beyond control.. Wat's meant to be will be, wat's not to be will not be.. But i still believe there's something out there for me.. I always dun like initiative.. Coz if i do, that's faking.. That's y when that gal tok to me, i was extremely excited though high liao.. Sigh.. Now say wat also no use liao..
Why dun u let her go? Why dun u juz let go since she already said she cannot make a decision? Is her husband more impt or u more impt? Well, even she herself cannot make up her freaking mind lor and yet why the hell are u still clinging to her when u jolly well know that there's not much hope since her husband is making a counter attack? Wtf. Go and die lah. It's not the fucking and it's juz a new begining and yet u are so hard-headed abt her. Knn. Not as if she's super good in bed or super good as a gf ah.. This kind of gal scared cannot find meh? Sigh!! Piff!! Dunno when u can wake up ur fucking ideas! Cb coming to 27 liao lor not 17 leh!! Even though she chose her husband she got nothing to lose lor and yet u gonna lose not only ur time but ur heart too!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
26 December, 2008
It's been such a long week.. Time is so hard to pass.. So many things to do... =.= Yet at work so little to be done with such low amount of stocks.. I'm left with mainly display sets... Wtf..
Went for my motor prac 2 this morning.. Wakey so early at 6.30am.. =.= During the lesson on bumpy course, lost control and fell down. The metal guard press right on my right leg, to be precise, my toes.. My shoe is a soft type not safety boots.. Damn 3 toes swollen. Damn pain lor. Stupid bike so heavy lol.. But i'm not giving up yet. The next time i will pass my stage 2. Hmpf!
Went to vicom to have my bike checked, passed liao.. No more smokey bike. Went over to Queensway and have my valve checked coz bike is maxed out at 70km/h. Diao.. The screw came out again.. This time my technician use a rubber tube to block it off.. Saying if it doesn't help then i gotta change valve liao.. Another hundred odds. Then the fairing i haven't change also.. Also a hundred plus.. wtf almost 1k liao if i count this way.. Juz for servicing.. =.= He advise me to go for a trade-up.. Think maybe i will get a 'little lamp' or wave or sparks or x1.. Small is good.. Juz like how i always prefer small gals.. lolx.. Perv..
Juz for her only. Went to Orchard yest nite and did some shooting and filming.. Though to singaporeans this is a bo liao thing to do, but not for the case of foreigners.. Anyway, she dun have the time to go down to snap so i do it on her behalf so that when she's going back to china, she can show her family members on the season in sg.. Reached Orchard and it's so crowded there.. Unable to really film while walking.. Needed a handycam instead.. Sigh.. Did many shots along the way and several videos all the way to Plaza Singapura then from there walk home coz no more public transport other than taxi.. Did not ride coz Orchard had been sealed off so juz walk lor.. This is at least something little that i can do.. Well yeah, i still dote on her.. When on the way home, she accompany me on the fone till i walked home. Despite she's cycling and doing delivery.. So dangerous for her.. I told her that special events are nothing much unless there's someone there beside to share the joy.. She felt my neglect.. Kept apologise but well, there's nothing we can do.. Maybe if i burn down the shop she's working at? Lolx... I'm not that unreasonable.
Mon and tue will be my off day.. Think mon will go see if i can change bike as well as settle my installment.. Hopefully my fone also ready for collection.. Think tue will meet up with her bah.. Long time no be with her liao.. Somemore this coming wed which is her off day, she still have to work coz her aunt got open shop.. Still thinking of bring her to mount faber and maybe a trip of cablecar also.. ZzZzZzZzZzZz.. Bo bian lor.. Think meet her liao then when she go work, i go home play game bah.. Need to chiong more wars... Yup i'm back into my game.. More healthy also lol.. But i dun mind going for a few glasses since Pamela kept msg me to go down support her.. Can lah think can support even if she's on top.. Oops! =X Time to go work. Sian. Go work to stand not to sell coz nothing to sell.. Waste time.. But still got to go.. Integrity problem. =.=
Went for my motor prac 2 this morning.. Wakey so early at 6.30am.. =.= During the lesson on bumpy course, lost control and fell down. The metal guard press right on my right leg, to be precise, my toes.. My shoe is a soft type not safety boots.. Damn 3 toes swollen. Damn pain lor. Stupid bike so heavy lol.. But i'm not giving up yet. The next time i will pass my stage 2. Hmpf!
Went to vicom to have my bike checked, passed liao.. No more smokey bike. Went over to Queensway and have my valve checked coz bike is maxed out at 70km/h. Diao.. The screw came out again.. This time my technician use a rubber tube to block it off.. Saying if it doesn't help then i gotta change valve liao.. Another hundred odds. Then the fairing i haven't change also.. Also a hundred plus.. wtf almost 1k liao if i count this way.. Juz for servicing.. =.= He advise me to go for a trade-up.. Think maybe i will get a 'little lamp' or wave or sparks or x1.. Small is good.. Juz like how i always prefer small gals.. lolx.. Perv..
Juz for her only. Went to Orchard yest nite and did some shooting and filming.. Though to singaporeans this is a bo liao thing to do, but not for the case of foreigners.. Anyway, she dun have the time to go down to snap so i do it on her behalf so that when she's going back to china, she can show her family members on the season in sg.. Reached Orchard and it's so crowded there.. Unable to really film while walking.. Needed a handycam instead.. Sigh.. Did many shots along the way and several videos all the way to Plaza Singapura then from there walk home coz no more public transport other than taxi.. Did not ride coz Orchard had been sealed off so juz walk lor.. This is at least something little that i can do.. Well yeah, i still dote on her.. When on the way home, she accompany me on the fone till i walked home. Despite she's cycling and doing delivery.. So dangerous for her.. I told her that special events are nothing much unless there's someone there beside to share the joy.. She felt my neglect.. Kept apologise but well, there's nothing we can do.. Maybe if i burn down the shop she's working at? Lolx... I'm not that unreasonable.
Mon and tue will be my off day.. Think mon will go see if i can change bike as well as settle my installment.. Hopefully my fone also ready for collection.. Think tue will meet up with her bah.. Long time no be with her liao.. Somemore this coming wed which is her off day, she still have to work coz her aunt got open shop.. Still thinking of bring her to mount faber and maybe a trip of cablecar also.. ZzZzZzZzZzZz.. Bo bian lor.. Think meet her liao then when she go work, i go home play game bah.. Need to chiong more wars... Yup i'm back into my game.. More healthy also lol.. But i dun mind going for a few glasses since Pamela kept msg me to go down support her.. Can lah think can support even if she's on top.. Oops! =X Time to go work. Sian. Go work to stand not to sell coz nothing to sell.. Waste time.. But still got to go.. Integrity problem. =.=
23 December, 2008
A new resolution?
2009 is coming.. Isn't it time for a new resolution..?
Been thru her friendster yesterday.. She indeed become fatter and fatter.. Lolx.. Juz like wat jason described.. Her face almost bloated.. But when looking thru all the pics, a painful sensual running thru my veins.. The good old days and the bad old days.. I really dun deserved such a bitch.. Sigh..
It's complicated. That day went drinking with jason and her at Millions then after that went over to Raining.. Unable to finish up the balance despite her kept wanting to drink more.. We chatted a lot that day.. Surprisingly.. And she gave me a new vision also.. Told me that if there's really another nice gal, told me to go ahead.. Coz she felt it was unfair for me since she's unable to make a decision and commit herself.. It's neither this nor that for her.. Complications leading to nowhere.. Like Carisa always says that i'm the mr nice guy but well, i'm juz bad at rejecting unless i really dun like.. Juz like wat i did that time at Nana where she almost got me and plus those words from her ringing into me.. The more she advises, the more reluctant i'm to end the relation with my gf.. Though deep in there i wish i can, without any hesitation.. In fact, u might be the one who can release me.. But well, i'm again being sealed with a passionate kiss after the raining bar session.. Lolx..
This mth is so broke.. And yet sales so bad.. Worse still, low on stocks made me mad.. But afterall, xmas shld be a joyous occasion.. But wallet had quite a big hole.. lolx.. My sis bought me a Gucci Wallet with clip-function.. In return, i had ordered her an Ipod Nano 8gb limited edition Red. Got a Canon digital camera for my gf, short of the memory card though.. Will be going sls to get her a 8gb for the cam. She's going back to her country juz before my bday and she needed one for the holiday trip.. Bought myself a new specs finally.. Damn broke now..
Went to enrol for my class 2A liao and booked TP on the 18th Feb. Went for stage 1 and cleared with one try. WTF lor. =.= Unexpected. Coz the 2A bike is totally diff from my TZM.. Much more powerful but the bike that i gotten is awfully lousy with bitting point so far off. Not used to it. The body is much bigger than my bike. The weight is so much heavier than my bike. Hopefully i dun break my record of 1-time-pass for all tests. Lolx.. Going to enrol for my class 3 when next yr comes. Afterall, car is much better and more comfy.. Less danger..
My bike is finally settled. =.= Waste so much of my time and money.. Think will be selling it off or by trading in for 2A bike. Think will get S4.. But spec 1 will do i guess.. I dun need so good since i intend to change to car..
Sales been real bad lately and stocks had been reduced to dust today. Knn. She said since i dun wanna go show, she as well STN all stocks out. Wtf lor. Since when i said that. He called me and ask if my side got stocks or not only lor, not ordering me to go expo. If he ordered me to go, would i say a NO to that order? Think this time is gana framed and words are being put in my mouth. Freaking this superstore is not the only one that i can work at. Bastard and Bitch. A bastard who thinks with his cock and talks with his balls. A bitch who listens with her CB and talks with big hole. Pui. I dun have to be under your account. Precisely, i dun take the fucking bitch salary, less the fucking bastard. Wonder when they getting retrenched. Think pretty soon bah. Old liao shld rest at home or clean the toilet. Shld not waste on company's money. Piss.
Genting trip in Jan. =D In fact, really waiting for it coz can go overseas.. Lolx.. Though i dun gamble and i hate gamble, i dun mind going for exploration. So excited that i immediately did my passport online but got a feeling that i will still need to go down to ICA for photo.. =.= Anyway, spending money like nobody business. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz. Still haven't settle my bills yet lolx.. Hope they dun cut me out so fast..
Been thru her friendster yesterday.. She indeed become fatter and fatter.. Lolx.. Juz like wat jason described.. Her face almost bloated.. But when looking thru all the pics, a painful sensual running thru my veins.. The good old days and the bad old days.. I really dun deserved such a bitch.. Sigh..
It's complicated. That day went drinking with jason and her at Millions then after that went over to Raining.. Unable to finish up the balance despite her kept wanting to drink more.. We chatted a lot that day.. Surprisingly.. And she gave me a new vision also.. Told me that if there's really another nice gal, told me to go ahead.. Coz she felt it was unfair for me since she's unable to make a decision and commit herself.. It's neither this nor that for her.. Complications leading to nowhere.. Like Carisa always says that i'm the mr nice guy but well, i'm juz bad at rejecting unless i really dun like.. Juz like wat i did that time at Nana where she almost got me and plus those words from her ringing into me.. The more she advises, the more reluctant i'm to end the relation with my gf.. Though deep in there i wish i can, without any hesitation.. In fact, u might be the one who can release me.. But well, i'm again being sealed with a passionate kiss after the raining bar session.. Lolx..
This mth is so broke.. And yet sales so bad.. Worse still, low on stocks made me mad.. But afterall, xmas shld be a joyous occasion.. But wallet had quite a big hole.. lolx.. My sis bought me a Gucci Wallet with clip-function.. In return, i had ordered her an Ipod Nano 8gb limited edition Red. Got a Canon digital camera for my gf, short of the memory card though.. Will be going sls to get her a 8gb for the cam. She's going back to her country juz before my bday and she needed one for the holiday trip.. Bought myself a new specs finally.. Damn broke now..
Went to enrol for my class 2A liao and booked TP on the 18th Feb. Went for stage 1 and cleared with one try. WTF lor. =.= Unexpected. Coz the 2A bike is totally diff from my TZM.. Much more powerful but the bike that i gotten is awfully lousy with bitting point so far off. Not used to it. The body is much bigger than my bike. The weight is so much heavier than my bike. Hopefully i dun break my record of 1-time-pass for all tests. Lolx.. Going to enrol for my class 3 when next yr comes. Afterall, car is much better and more comfy.. Less danger..
My bike is finally settled. =.= Waste so much of my time and money.. Think will be selling it off or by trading in for 2A bike. Think will get S4.. But spec 1 will do i guess.. I dun need so good since i intend to change to car..
Sales been real bad lately and stocks had been reduced to dust today. Knn. She said since i dun wanna go show, she as well STN all stocks out. Wtf lor. Since when i said that. He called me and ask if my side got stocks or not only lor, not ordering me to go expo. If he ordered me to go, would i say a NO to that order? Think this time is gana framed and words are being put in my mouth. Freaking this superstore is not the only one that i can work at. Bastard and Bitch. A bastard who thinks with his cock and talks with his balls. A bitch who listens with her CB and talks with big hole. Pui. I dun have to be under your account. Precisely, i dun take the fucking bitch salary, less the fucking bastard. Wonder when they getting retrenched. Think pretty soon bah. Old liao shld rest at home or clean the toilet. Shld not waste on company's money. Piss.
Genting trip in Jan. =D In fact, really waiting for it coz can go overseas.. Lolx.. Though i dun gamble and i hate gamble, i dun mind going for exploration. So excited that i immediately did my passport online but got a feeling that i will still need to go down to ICA for photo.. =.= Anyway, spending money like nobody business. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz. Still haven't settle my bills yet lolx.. Hope they dun cut me out so fast..
10 December, 2008
Really feeling very tired.. When the tension is too great to handle, it might juz snapped.. Even a rubberband had got its limit, less said a human. Been quite tolerant already.. Guess it's really time for me to say goodbye to my TZM.. A bad choice at the start.. Indeed bikes are like computers, similar to human.. One illness cured, another came then followed by another.. Never-ending shits, pile after another then another.. Regarding the other, i'm also growing tired.. Maybe it's time soon. Wo ye ke yi yi xi guan yi ge ren shen huo.. Though i dun need nobody but i'm fine with nobody either.
Some things had to be resolved before i start being unfaithful, coz that can be addictive.. Afterall, i haven't had enuff fun yet, not juz yet.. Bah, water flows surely to the sea. What comes around goes around. It's not the end yet it's juz another begining to start with. Anyway, it's far end that matters and not juz the near future. Still, my mindset of locals is still the same. None can be trusted. lolx..
Today Adam says how two-faced i am. Well, i juz need to cater myself to the world juz to make a simple living by earning meanie $700 per mth. Stop! Dun suan me! I'm really earning $700 basic pay per mth mah!! >.< I'm not lying!!
Talking abt two-faced, i can still rmb Dawn's face on how she can change that so quickly.. I kinda miss those days where i always disturb her from opposite when we are working at Suntec.. I still waiting for her to intro that cute gal to me. Neck long long liao lor. ZzZzZzZzZz.. Anyway, good things are worth waiting. I wonder.. Coz that's a MIS.. Oops!
So fake everyday.. That smiling face is nothing but a fake. So tiring.. Someone did mentioned that i'm good at acting innocent.. =.= Aiyo i may look blur while i know what's going on but that doesn't mean i have to get myself into quicksand.. Even though i dun get involved, nothing's gonna change a thing. Even if getting involved does that mean it will really change something? I'm not the kind who will waste meaningless time on trival matters which doesn't even concern my life..
If i feel something's gonna worth my effort, i wun even think for a moment to help out. I know i wun die even if i'm alone coz the world is too big, not to even mention small fly. Some things what u meant to see may not be what u think u had seen. More than to meet the eyes. Because reality itself is not as simple as ABC. Juz like how someone spur out however much more the someone earning, that someone still ended up with nothing. Juz like how someone spur out however much the someone saving, that someone still ended up with nothing in the end. This is quite confusing coz i have to be careful with what's posted here. There are eyes all around and i may mean no harm but harm might juz come anytime anywhere. Not that i really care nor it concern me. But i feel that both are neither right nor wrong. There's no such thing as a definite...
Some says it's a wastage for holiday trips..
Some says it's a wastage for good food..
Some says it's a wastage for pampering others..
Some says it's a wastage for gambling off..
Some says it's a wastage for being thrifty..
Some says it's a wastage for drinking while deteriotating body..
Some says it's a wastage for DIAO HUA..
There's so much wastage logically known by many but how come there are still ppl doing so?
Juz like how i never believed in 4D and yet once in a blue moon i still do buy $1..?
Juz like how i detest my own dad in wasting money on beer and cigerettes yet i'm doing it as well..?
Juz like how i hate ppl who gamble and yet i used to try it..?
Juz like how i hate ppl who took drugs and yet i still got friends who are like that..?
Juz like how i hate myself for being myself. Why was i born in the 1st place.. Damn.
Dun get me wrong. I dun need any sympathy nor do i need anyone. I'm fine with myself becoz i did, for 26yrs. Can't wait till March. Damn.
When in that state of mind where nothing goes in, that's where life buoy comes in. It's no longer there.. Not juz any life buoy will do, coz 'life buoy' do have an 'expiry'.. And yes i'm very fussy on that though can be easily satisfied and pleased on most occasions. Unfortunately, not.
Well, i guess i'm on my own. Ya, all along.. It's gonna be me, myself and i.
X'mas, New yr, CNY, Bday, Valen, Holi.. Even though already got events but inside still alone. Nothing's gonna change a thing for that.. But it's ok...
Some things had to be resolved before i start being unfaithful, coz that can be addictive.. Afterall, i haven't had enuff fun yet, not juz yet.. Bah, water flows surely to the sea. What comes around goes around. It's not the end yet it's juz another begining to start with. Anyway, it's far end that matters and not juz the near future. Still, my mindset of locals is still the same. None can be trusted. lolx..
Today Adam says how two-faced i am. Well, i juz need to cater myself to the world juz to make a simple living by earning meanie $700 per mth. Stop! Dun suan me! I'm really earning $700 basic pay per mth mah!! >.< I'm not lying!!
Talking abt two-faced, i can still rmb Dawn's face on how she can change that so quickly.. I kinda miss those days where i always disturb her from opposite when we are working at Suntec.. I still waiting for her to intro that cute gal to me. Neck long long liao lor. ZzZzZzZzZz.. Anyway, good things are worth waiting. I wonder.. Coz that's a MIS.. Oops!
So fake everyday.. That smiling face is nothing but a fake. So tiring.. Someone did mentioned that i'm good at acting innocent.. =.= Aiyo i may look blur while i know what's going on but that doesn't mean i have to get myself into quicksand.. Even though i dun get involved, nothing's gonna change a thing. Even if getting involved does that mean it will really change something? I'm not the kind who will waste meaningless time on trival matters which doesn't even concern my life..
If i feel something's gonna worth my effort, i wun even think for a moment to help out. I know i wun die even if i'm alone coz the world is too big, not to even mention small fly. Some things what u meant to see may not be what u think u had seen. More than to meet the eyes. Because reality itself is not as simple as ABC. Juz like how someone spur out however much more the someone earning, that someone still ended up with nothing. Juz like how someone spur out however much the someone saving, that someone still ended up with nothing in the end. This is quite confusing coz i have to be careful with what's posted here. There are eyes all around and i may mean no harm but harm might juz come anytime anywhere. Not that i really care nor it concern me. But i feel that both are neither right nor wrong. There's no such thing as a definite...
Some says it's a wastage for holiday trips..
Some says it's a wastage for good food..
Some says it's a wastage for pampering others..
Some says it's a wastage for gambling off..
Some says it's a wastage for being thrifty..
Some says it's a wastage for drinking while deteriotating body..
Some says it's a wastage for DIAO HUA..
There's so much wastage logically known by many but how come there are still ppl doing so?
Juz like how i never believed in 4D and yet once in a blue moon i still do buy $1..?
Juz like how i detest my own dad in wasting money on beer and cigerettes yet i'm doing it as well..?
Juz like how i hate ppl who gamble and yet i used to try it..?
Juz like how i hate ppl who took drugs and yet i still got friends who are like that..?
Juz like how i hate myself for being myself. Why was i born in the 1st place.. Damn.
Dun get me wrong. I dun need any sympathy nor do i need anyone. I'm fine with myself becoz i did, for 26yrs. Can't wait till March. Damn.
When in that state of mind where nothing goes in, that's where life buoy comes in. It's no longer there.. Not juz any life buoy will do, coz 'life buoy' do have an 'expiry'.. And yes i'm very fussy on that though can be easily satisfied and pleased on most occasions. Unfortunately, not.
Well, i guess i'm on my own. Ya, all along.. It's gonna be me, myself and i.
X'mas, New yr, CNY, Bday, Valen, Holi.. Even though already got events but inside still alone. Nothing's gonna change a thing for that.. But it's ok...
06 December, 2008
That day went to do bike and saw Huining there collecting her phantom with her friend.. She's wearing her uniform, like a dress, and yet she's riding.. =.= Power.. Lolx.. She still looks the same except that she had her teeth done already.. Been so many yrs liao of coz done liao lah.. Duh.. Still as attractive as before but she saw me and cannot recognised me.. =.= When i sms her then she know it was me, still thought which ah beng looking at her.. lol.. Please leh.. I so guai where got beng..? ZzZzZzZzZzZz.. And she's still on P-plate? Weird. Think she did not remove lah..
The excessive white smoke from my bike is driving me crazy lol.. Need to go put more cotton into the exhaust, heard from one colleague.
Sales going pretty normal as usual.. Ppl saying i 'cannot eat finish'.. =.= Dun have lor.. Can't even reach my target.. Sigh..
Pretty laid back lately.. Laying low on drinking also.. Good good.. Healthy lifestyle.. Lolx.. Botak din come work for quite a few days liao. Dunno what happened.. Hope he's ok..
Asked my sis to check for the flight to Taiwan in March.. When dad heard that, he was surprised that i was going alone. =.= I mean, what's there to be surprising.. Though in a foreign land, but still that place ain't indonesia nor thailand neither malaysia. That place shld be safe for solo-ing.. Not the least scared but more of looking forward to it. Something new ready for a little exploration.. Thrill. This is what they so-called adventure..? Free and easy, backpacked everything and go.
The excessive white smoke from my bike is driving me crazy lol.. Need to go put more cotton into the exhaust, heard from one colleague.
Sales going pretty normal as usual.. Ppl saying i 'cannot eat finish'.. =.= Dun have lor.. Can't even reach my target.. Sigh..
Pretty laid back lately.. Laying low on drinking also.. Good good.. Healthy lifestyle.. Lolx.. Botak din come work for quite a few days liao. Dunno what happened.. Hope he's ok..
Asked my sis to check for the flight to Taiwan in March.. When dad heard that, he was surprised that i was going alone. =.= I mean, what's there to be surprising.. Though in a foreign land, but still that place ain't indonesia nor thailand neither malaysia. That place shld be safe for solo-ing.. Not the least scared but more of looking forward to it. Something new ready for a little exploration.. Thrill. This is what they so-called adventure..? Free and easy, backpacked everything and go.
04 December, 2008
Lazy to do much posting lately.. Tired of taking trains. Duh.. But there's so much to see on the train. Lolx.. See no evil mah.. Touch then evil lor.. =P
Been much into beer lately, all thanks to mr richard.. lolx.. But i'm still controlling myself. So refrain.. Yest went QB with richard only.. The table next to us came two ladies and immediately i spotted one who looks familiar but yet i juz cannot figure how where when. This Veron very very familiar lor and she also thought so but we aren't in the same sec sch leh. This ain't Deja Vu coz there's a little memories in her seeing me before. What the heck is going on? Anyway, richard hooked up that Regina while i did nothing. Yup nothing again.. At 1st was having the mood but the last 'bottoms up' got me outta mood entirely with no interest in anything except for wanting to go home that badly. Yeah, that's the bad point of me getting drunk.. When ppl drunk, they can go around vomiting here and there then can make joke outta it. Whereas i can't vomit, coz if i did, i'm as good as a dead fish.
And great, now almost everywhere in BQ know me as Nemo. =.=" ZZZZZZ.. The point is why am i in such a high profile state. Anyway, time to ration. Finally got my baby back to health with several IVs.. lolx.. Yeah, bikes also can be IVed. Next would be washing and polishing it back to clean clean.. Then finally would be going for changing of parts and maybe a little spraying for touch up..
Heard comments on my singing. It's been a while since i last heard that.. Bad sign.. Coz when that happens, bad things cropping up one after another.. This mth is a bad mth with so many bad things happening.. Juz gana caught for my visor for being too dark.. $50 fine. Wtf. I guess it's time to get full-face with no visor then get my specs and sunglass..
Finally sent my dopod for repairs.. They are unable to give me a 1-to-1 exchange policy due to it's repairable. Duh.. Anyway, it's still under warranty. Can't wait to have it back... Life's so miserable without it..
Sis said she will be booking the tix for Bangkok next mth for Feb trip.. I still wanna go Taiwan leh.. Maybe i shld go alone... Go there alone and no matter what i do, no one there to disturb. Like, shopping with my own sweet time, makan with my own sweet time, explore with my own sweet time.. Life's too hectic that one must enjoy once a while with a little pampering in the right area.. I dun need any materials to satisfy my needs, emo and soul.. It's the pleasure that satisfy my thirst for serenity.. WTF am i toking abt? Argh. I juz wan a break.
Guess it's time to clear the rest of my bad debts in the near future.. Never-ending shits. How i wish i got wings to fly away or if not juz stopped breathing in my sleep. Anyway, it's not important anymore whether if i exist. I yearn ceased to exist..
I think i still prefer short hair..
What's with that sour feeling in there..?
Shld i still stay at Causeway Point..?
Maybe i shld not get a car any sooner..
I wonder what lies in the future..
I think i need my med back too...
Afterall, it's me, myself and i..
Been much into beer lately, all thanks to mr richard.. lolx.. But i'm still controlling myself. So refrain.. Yest went QB with richard only.. The table next to us came two ladies and immediately i spotted one who looks familiar but yet i juz cannot figure how where when. This Veron very very familiar lor and she also thought so but we aren't in the same sec sch leh. This ain't Deja Vu coz there's a little memories in her seeing me before. What the heck is going on? Anyway, richard hooked up that Regina while i did nothing. Yup nothing again.. At 1st was having the mood but the last 'bottoms up' got me outta mood entirely with no interest in anything except for wanting to go home that badly. Yeah, that's the bad point of me getting drunk.. When ppl drunk, they can go around vomiting here and there then can make joke outta it. Whereas i can't vomit, coz if i did, i'm as good as a dead fish.
And great, now almost everywhere in BQ know me as Nemo. =.=" ZZZZZZ.. The point is why am i in such a high profile state. Anyway, time to ration. Finally got my baby back to health with several IVs.. lolx.. Yeah, bikes also can be IVed. Next would be washing and polishing it back to clean clean.. Then finally would be going for changing of parts and maybe a little spraying for touch up..
Heard comments on my singing. It's been a while since i last heard that.. Bad sign.. Coz when that happens, bad things cropping up one after another.. This mth is a bad mth with so many bad things happening.. Juz gana caught for my visor for being too dark.. $50 fine. Wtf. I guess it's time to get full-face with no visor then get my specs and sunglass..
Finally sent my dopod for repairs.. They are unable to give me a 1-to-1 exchange policy due to it's repairable. Duh.. Anyway, it's still under warranty. Can't wait to have it back... Life's so miserable without it..
Sis said she will be booking the tix for Bangkok next mth for Feb trip.. I still wanna go Taiwan leh.. Maybe i shld go alone... Go there alone and no matter what i do, no one there to disturb. Like, shopping with my own sweet time, makan with my own sweet time, explore with my own sweet time.. Life's too hectic that one must enjoy once a while with a little pampering in the right area.. I dun need any materials to satisfy my needs, emo and soul.. It's the pleasure that satisfy my thirst for serenity.. WTF am i toking abt? Argh. I juz wan a break.
Guess it's time to clear the rest of my bad debts in the near future.. Never-ending shits. How i wish i got wings to fly away or if not juz stopped breathing in my sleep. Anyway, it's not important anymore whether if i exist. I yearn ceased to exist..
I think i still prefer short hair..
What's with that sour feeling in there..?
Shld i still stay at Causeway Point..?
Maybe i shld not get a car any sooner..
I wonder what lies in the future..
I think i need my med back too...
Afterall, it's me, myself and i..
25 November, 2008
Sales going normal lately. Back to norm I guess.. Though that's really not enuff for me to hit my target, think shld be ok lah.. At least still can survive lah.. Juz like how I survive with nec pay.. Anyway, commitments aren't as great as before.. Juz normal house issues and that forever drunken guy issues. Really cannot have cash on me. Really knn. That place is utterly cannot be called a place, home. Hell with it.
Slept really early lately and wakey early for roadshows.. It's a bit extreme and unlike me.. Lolx.. But sometimes, that's our part to fulfill lah.. Juz like even though i'm not being paid on mon to thur, but still come work.
Bike was being sent to shop to do repairs and maintenances.. Repair valve, clean exhaust, change brakes, change engine oil, change spark plug, change a dunno wat thing that caused my bike to cannot start.. Oh, and put silencer. Anyway, doing these minors cost me over 300 bucks. =.= Shag. Maybe when take back liao and i'm more comfortable with it, I might juz keep it till the end of time or maybe till class 2 or class 3..
That had quite a long chat with my gf on the fone than usual.. Happened that somehow, several events were alien to me when she said she did told me before. My memory wasn't that bad lor. Haiz.. Can feel the bridge again.. Was it me or was it the dark cloud again? Commit myself? No way. At least not yet.
Been taking train lately.. Really not used to public transport.. Missed my train two times.. One time at Jurong Interchange and have to take cab back, that day had a few cans of beer with Richard and Steven after roadshow.. Second at Dhoby Ghaut and have to walk home, help cust to do installation and setup after work after her school.. Though Dhoby Ghaut near to home but kinda lazy from a tiring day of work yet dun wanna waste money on cab.. Money not easy to earn even though earning more than before.. Need to learn more from uncle tianxing.. Hahaha..
Wah wah wah. Adam and ken help me sell DV6773TX today and also a 2800 series from ken.. Uncle and keith help me sell DV4 series! Mr richard also help me sell DV5. Wow wow. Actually no matter what they sell, all of them are very nice ppl. Lol tripod.. But no leh, all of them really nice guys mah. Super duper good de. Haha. Anyway, what they sold are not impt lah, coz down the bottomline, I still have to do my job. It's not as if I can get lazy and slp at home. Though got ppl said that i'm a Three-Point-Five.. Ya three-point-five-floppy-disc. In short, flop. =.= Then I closed one power-pack and he took back his words. Not I dun wan to close deal leh.. Juz dun have the chance leh. Sigh..
Kept thinking of the negatives. Paliah leh.. For a such MIC, she shld be finding an old one with cpf credited into bank account de.. But why me? A broke with no future.. =.= And somemore that time when no working it wass her who supported me a bit financially.. Even when going drinking there's few times she's the one paying for it.. Joanne, brandon and jason do know abt this coz they saw.. Now what I did was merely a 30 bucks fone card monthly. Wtf. And repay with negative thoughts with that aroused suspicions on blank. For her there's no necessity to play such coz there's not much benefits from me and no liabilities.. Well I understand that she can 'do it' now and she might 'do it' the next time, but the reason for this case is, i'm not impotent.. It's neither the dark cloud nor her. It's juz me, myself and I. When will I stop playing..?
Juz came back from Tiong Bahru. Today supposed to meet up Jason for sentosa.. Put him plane and early morning went bukit panjang meet up Alicia and her younger cousin for breakfast. After that me and her cousin took a cab to great world city for her interview as CSA. Told her that it’s wiser to take up at IMM coz it’s nearer to her place but she chose Vivo instead.. Kinda worry coz I’m not there to look after her whereas Alicia told me to.. In fact she wanted me to get her into Courts instead since it’s nearer to her place and got me there to look after her.. Well, in fact her future is brighter at Best.. Work upwards lor.. At least got prospects from wat I see. Not that my side no prospects lah juz that I dunno what she wanted herself or rather what she wanted for the future.. Hope letting her into vivo is not a wrong move haha..
Hmmm… Her mum is the stall holder..? That means Alicia is working for her mum.. Anyway, thurs will be going down to vivo with her for her 1st day of work.. Haha machiam big brother bringing little sister to report work lolx…
Sunday drinking session on form sia.. Crazy.. But gotten super hangover the next day.. =.= Super woozy feeling at work.. Can’t rmb much on that nite.. Only a ‘moshi’ & ‘hello kitty’. Lolx.. And also a five-ten for a kiss. Hahaha.. Actually I dun have a thing for her at all. The xiao bu dian fares better. Lolx..
Maybe tonite got another drinking session.. Anyway, tml going to pick up my baby.. Guess need to wash her liao.. Sure very dirty de.. hmmm..
Slept really early lately and wakey early for roadshows.. It's a bit extreme and unlike me.. Lolx.. But sometimes, that's our part to fulfill lah.. Juz like even though i'm not being paid on mon to thur, but still come work.
Bike was being sent to shop to do repairs and maintenances.. Repair valve, clean exhaust, change brakes, change engine oil, change spark plug, change a dunno wat thing that caused my bike to cannot start.. Oh, and put silencer. Anyway, doing these minors cost me over 300 bucks. =.= Shag. Maybe when take back liao and i'm more comfortable with it, I might juz keep it till the end of time or maybe till class 2 or class 3..
That had quite a long chat with my gf on the fone than usual.. Happened that somehow, several events were alien to me when she said she did told me before. My memory wasn't that bad lor. Haiz.. Can feel the bridge again.. Was it me or was it the dark cloud again? Commit myself? No way. At least not yet.
Been taking train lately.. Really not used to public transport.. Missed my train two times.. One time at Jurong Interchange and have to take cab back, that day had a few cans of beer with Richard and Steven after roadshow.. Second at Dhoby Ghaut and have to walk home, help cust to do installation and setup after work after her school.. Though Dhoby Ghaut near to home but kinda lazy from a tiring day of work yet dun wanna waste money on cab.. Money not easy to earn even though earning more than before.. Need to learn more from uncle tianxing.. Hahaha..
Wah wah wah. Adam and ken help me sell DV6773TX today and also a 2800 series from ken.. Uncle and keith help me sell DV4 series! Mr richard also help me sell DV5. Wow wow. Actually no matter what they sell, all of them are very nice ppl. Lol tripod.. But no leh, all of them really nice guys mah. Super duper good de. Haha. Anyway, what they sold are not impt lah, coz down the bottomline, I still have to do my job. It's not as if I can get lazy and slp at home. Though got ppl said that i'm a Three-Point-Five.. Ya three-point-five-floppy-disc. In short, flop. =.= Then I closed one power-pack and he took back his words. Not I dun wan to close deal leh.. Juz dun have the chance leh. Sigh..
Kept thinking of the negatives. Paliah leh.. For a such MIC, she shld be finding an old one with cpf credited into bank account de.. But why me? A broke with no future.. =.= And somemore that time when no working it wass her who supported me a bit financially.. Even when going drinking there's few times she's the one paying for it.. Joanne, brandon and jason do know abt this coz they saw.. Now what I did was merely a 30 bucks fone card monthly. Wtf. And repay with negative thoughts with that aroused suspicions on blank. For her there's no necessity to play such coz there's not much benefits from me and no liabilities.. Well I understand that she can 'do it' now and she might 'do it' the next time, but the reason for this case is, i'm not impotent.. It's neither the dark cloud nor her. It's juz me, myself and I. When will I stop playing..?
Juz came back from Tiong Bahru. Today supposed to meet up Jason for sentosa.. Put him plane and early morning went bukit panjang meet up Alicia and her younger cousin for breakfast. After that me and her cousin took a cab to great world city for her interview as CSA. Told her that it’s wiser to take up at IMM coz it’s nearer to her place but she chose Vivo instead.. Kinda worry coz I’m not there to look after her whereas Alicia told me to.. In fact she wanted me to get her into Courts instead since it’s nearer to her place and got me there to look after her.. Well, in fact her future is brighter at Best.. Work upwards lor.. At least got prospects from wat I see. Not that my side no prospects lah juz that I dunno what she wanted herself or rather what she wanted for the future.. Hope letting her into vivo is not a wrong move haha..
Hmmm… Her mum is the stall holder..? That means Alicia is working for her mum.. Anyway, thurs will be going down to vivo with her for her 1st day of work.. Haha machiam big brother bringing little sister to report work lolx…
Sunday drinking session on form sia.. Crazy.. But gotten super hangover the next day.. =.= Super woozy feeling at work.. Can’t rmb much on that nite.. Only a ‘moshi’ & ‘hello kitty’. Lolx.. And also a five-ten for a kiss. Hahaha.. Actually I dun have a thing for her at all. The xiao bu dian fares better. Lolx..
Maybe tonite got another drinking session.. Anyway, tml going to pick up my baby.. Guess need to wash her liao.. Sure very dirty de.. hmmm..
20 November, 2008
2 days back went nana with them again. This time so many ppl there.. Zhiwei, nicky, soon heng. Not the usual gang.. Lolx.. Unable to find a reason not to go coz was being pressed by my sweetie as I put her plane once. Haha.. Anyway relax only since i'm not the target.. Zhiwei gana down a lot of glasses.
He said she looks like dawn, not only the looks but the actions and reactions too.. I long time ago did mentioned they are resemblance but no comments from my gf that time.. Anyway, there's no way my sweetie can replace dawn and there's no way my dawn can replace my sweetie. =) Coz to each is individual, there's no replacement nor substitute..
Maybe there's a little confusion here.. Neither dawn nor sweetie are my gf.. Juz my friends. Haha.. A title is juz a title, there's nothing more to it. Anyway, i'm attached though available but made myself unavailable. Lolx contradictions plus complications.
Where are u when I need u most? =.= Off ur stupid fone and dunno wat u are doing. Heck.
Saw the upcoming events.. Sunday drink, monday drink, tuesday drink. Felt weak on the thought of that. Lolx..
From 'complicated' to 'attached'. Hmmm.. Then was it that I heard wrongly abt 'single' two days back? Coz it's that 'single' that's why that married man wanna go nana, or was it becoz she looks like dawn that's why he wanted to go? Anyway, I dunno wat's up but I will not be gone until sweetie is on her way home. She also drank a lot that day.. Thot soon heng sending her home when her guy not coming to pick her up. In the end, I did not send her back even though I planned to. =.=
He said she looks like dawn, not only the looks but the actions and reactions too.. I long time ago did mentioned they are resemblance but no comments from my gf that time.. Anyway, there's no way my sweetie can replace dawn and there's no way my dawn can replace my sweetie. =) Coz to each is individual, there's no replacement nor substitute..
Maybe there's a little confusion here.. Neither dawn nor sweetie are my gf.. Juz my friends. Haha.. A title is juz a title, there's nothing more to it. Anyway, i'm attached though available but made myself unavailable. Lolx contradictions plus complications.
Where are u when I need u most? =.= Off ur stupid fone and dunno wat u are doing. Heck.
Saw the upcoming events.. Sunday drink, monday drink, tuesday drink. Felt weak on the thought of that. Lolx..
From 'complicated' to 'attached'. Hmmm.. Then was it that I heard wrongly abt 'single' two days back? Coz it's that 'single' that's why that married man wanna go nana, or was it becoz she looks like dawn that's why he wanted to go? Anyway, I dunno wat's up but I will not be gone until sweetie is on her way home. She also drank a lot that day.. Thot soon heng sending her home when her guy not coming to pick her up. In the end, I did not send her back even though I planned to. =.=
16 November, 2008
ICQ
Suddenly received a mail from ICQ in my hotmail.. Did managed to login lolx after so many many years... Found this inside my own profile..
About Me
Setsunasa
Bagurakasu no niwa nareteru no ni
Konna toki dake namida ga
Tomerarenai nowa naze darou...
I dun even rmb wat that means.. I think this got something to do with celly... lolx.. Coz that time it's becoz of cel, i'm more into japanese..
Memories.. Yeah, they still linger.. But better not haunt.. Lolx.. Anyway, juz back from a quickie from boat quay. Coz my supervisor help me sold two DV5, so ok lor. Juz go down awhile.. Access Room reopening?!?! Actually, it's no longer the Access Room.. Took over by another boss dunno from Whiskey or Martin.
Dawn is at Dbl-O, asked me to go over.. Got a little bit tempted by her.. Actually not her but someone else.. Haha.. Tml got roadshow lah.. If not, can consider going de.. Anyway at Millions there quite boring and dun really like it there today.. Ok lah need to go koon liao.. Need wakey early tml.. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...
About Me
Setsunasa
Bagurakasu no niwa nareteru no ni
Konna toki dake namida ga
Tomerarenai nowa naze darou...
I dun even rmb wat that means.. I think this got something to do with celly... lolx.. Coz that time it's becoz of cel, i'm more into japanese..
Memories.. Yeah, they still linger.. But better not haunt.. Lolx.. Anyway, juz back from a quickie from boat quay. Coz my supervisor help me sold two DV5, so ok lor. Juz go down awhile.. Access Room reopening?!?! Actually, it's no longer the Access Room.. Took over by another boss dunno from Whiskey or Martin.
Dawn is at Dbl-O, asked me to go over.. Got a little bit tempted by her.. Actually not her but someone else.. Haha.. Tml got roadshow lah.. If not, can consider going de.. Anyway at Millions there quite boring and dun really like it there today.. Ok lah need to go koon liao.. Need wakey early tml.. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...
13 November, 2008
Locked..
Didn't know that she's so active in facebook.. Seeing her now makes me content, at least she can live without me. Live as if i do not exist in her world anymore.. Dunno if she's still in singapore but can see from her facebook she seems to be in New York now..
Days back i tumbled onto her facebook.. Going thru the contents and pics.. There still seems a slight pain in there.. Memories can be painful at times though blissful at the same time.. How ironic.. An untied knot. There's no way to turn back time, neither a way to undo that knot.. Forever etched and locked in that frozen cave that i once broke free with the help of celena.. Ever sentimental as it can be, as painful the agony i can feel inside her that time.. Regrets, are all that i had left with, in the book of life.. I only can wish for all the happiness that she can get.
Getting lazy lately. Rest is to allow more energy for the coming meteor. I simply hate roadshows.
Think no need to go book class 3 liao this week. Roadshow starting in 2 days.. When roadshow ends, can already book my class 2a. Guess will juz have to book both together.
Days back i tumbled onto her facebook.. Going thru the contents and pics.. There still seems a slight pain in there.. Memories can be painful at times though blissful at the same time.. How ironic.. An untied knot. There's no way to turn back time, neither a way to undo that knot.. Forever etched and locked in that frozen cave that i once broke free with the help of celena.. Ever sentimental as it can be, as painful the agony i can feel inside her that time.. Regrets, are all that i had left with, in the book of life.. I only can wish for all the happiness that she can get.
Getting lazy lately. Rest is to allow more energy for the coming meteor. I simply hate roadshows.
Think no need to go book class 3 liao this week. Roadshow starting in 2 days.. When roadshow ends, can already book my class 2a. Guess will juz have to book both together.
11 November, 2008
Lolx..
Haha really cannot tahan sia!! Marilyn looks real cute in that new pic with her frowning with her bear!! Lolx.. One word, SWEET! Haha.. Wat's got into me sia lolx.. Maybe i'm too stressed from the aftermath.. Any single little cutie can perk me up lolx.. I'm so fan jian. lolx.. I must be crazy.. Roflmao...
A pity yest didn't go work.. If not i think i can pick up more sales coz overall sales not bad.. Sigh.. Bo bian lah no mood to work also.. Today also ok lor.. At least can vie with Acer but of coz still lose. Haha.. Well i dun mind though. Hee. Coz it's not lenovo or dell that is dominating.
Anyway, thinking of the next upcoming roadshow. Maybe i shld use my c794 to kill the market in terms of pricing.. I mean, need all highs and lows model in order to balance out the nature.. If not ppl like dell or lenovo will kill and eat more shares.. Even though low end more prob also bo bian one..
A pity yest didn't go work.. If not i think i can pick up more sales coz overall sales not bad.. Sigh.. Bo bian lah no mood to work also.. Today also ok lor.. At least can vie with Acer but of coz still lose. Haha.. Well i dun mind though. Hee. Coz it's not lenovo or dell that is dominating.
Anyway, thinking of the next upcoming roadshow. Maybe i shld use my c794 to kill the market in terms of pricing.. I mean, need all highs and lows model in order to balance out the nature.. If not ppl like dell or lenovo will kill and eat more shares.. Even though low end more prob also bo bian one..
Beer Fest
Omg i really hate beer. Goddamn shit that i'm almost a goner within 3 glasses straight. Yet they see me can drink with gals then disturb me say i can't drink with them.. Zzzzzzz... I'm drinking Martell leh not beer that time. Beer is really not my cup of tea, erm drink.
Again left my bike at boat quay while richard and the golden hair send me home. I'm drunk but i still manage to walk myself home from the coffeeshop. In the end unable to wakey the next morning.. Rush report for an hr when i woke up at 4pm.. Mina called and asked for my report.. By 5pm, finally done and email it over to them..
Got quite a few calls during my slumber but can't really rmb it well lolx.. Supposed to go work today and pack up those mess of roadshow aftermath.. Got an sms from Olivia that pay will be late and expect delay from now onwards.. No mood to go work. Anyway, i'm not paid on weekdays.. Heck. 1 and a half mth to process pay. Wtf. And yet i'm earning lesser than Lenovo and Dell. Wtf wtf wtf.
Mei chin wanna disturb me to make me drink. Well, can do anything to make me drink but wanna play 'friendship' that's ridiculous. If i dun even treat u as a friend i dun even bother a single shit. Anyway, though i'm drunk but i rmb clearly that i saw Stacey crying outside. But the dog came out real fast. Was that her dog? No idea and not that i really care.
Another roadshow upcoming and pc show upcoming.. Shacks. I'm exhausted even though i got not much sales.. Need a break real soon i guess..
Hmmmm... She seems to be back into the picture. How come feeling slight sour inside..? That shld not be the case leh.. Sigh.. Wat's got into me? Anyway, i shld be happy for her ah.. Wtf dunno wat's my mind made of.
Again left my bike at boat quay while richard and the golden hair send me home. I'm drunk but i still manage to walk myself home from the coffeeshop. In the end unable to wakey the next morning.. Rush report for an hr when i woke up at 4pm.. Mina called and asked for my report.. By 5pm, finally done and email it over to them..
Got quite a few calls during my slumber but can't really rmb it well lolx.. Supposed to go work today and pack up those mess of roadshow aftermath.. Got an sms from Olivia that pay will be late and expect delay from now onwards.. No mood to go work. Anyway, i'm not paid on weekdays.. Heck. 1 and a half mth to process pay. Wtf. And yet i'm earning lesser than Lenovo and Dell. Wtf wtf wtf.
Mei chin wanna disturb me to make me drink. Well, can do anything to make me drink but wanna play 'friendship' that's ridiculous. If i dun even treat u as a friend i dun even bother a single shit. Anyway, though i'm drunk but i rmb clearly that i saw Stacey crying outside. But the dog came out real fast. Was that her dog? No idea and not that i really care.
Another roadshow upcoming and pc show upcoming.. Shacks. I'm exhausted even though i got not much sales.. Need a break real soon i guess..
Hmmmm... She seems to be back into the picture. How come feeling slight sour inside..? That shld not be the case leh.. Sigh.. Wat's got into me? Anyway, i shld be happy for her ah.. Wtf dunno wat's my mind made of.
07 November, 2008
原谅我
原谅我
请不要分了以后还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手
请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活
请不要分了以后还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久已不属於我
默默低头那时我很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我爱太多想太多
我能感受他比我适合
爱放了手我伪装冷漠比你先说分手
请原谅我原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口好让你离开我
请原谅我好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活
爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流我怕说不出口
原谅我没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我爱原来要舍得我
难过我才懂
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