03 December, 2007

Yume..?

Damn it.. Wat a dream... It's not a good dream though it's sweet and memorable.. Damn. How could i possibly still thinking of her and patch back with her? The era is over. No matter how soft-hearted i am, there's no way we can get back to the past. IMPOSSIBLE! Becoz i say so. I will not allow another stupid mistake to occur. Damn. ARGH!

Slept at 6am and woke up at 2pm.. =.= I intended to wakey at 3pm de.. zzzz.. Too excited liao unable to slp well, and somemore got that 'nightmare'.. Haiz... Later abt 4pm hopefully can go pick up my baby before going for work.. ^^

By right i'm working morning shift today but requested for night shift.. Though more xiong but i needed to pick up my baby so unless i work until 5pm then i run off lah. Anyway, dun think my 'head', ah chong, will allow that.. lolx.. Logically, someone wanna cover 3rd shift for him and leaving early while on 1st shift is not allowed.. =) So, i won. lolx... =P

Night shift made me no life, no life to anyhow spend money which is what i like.. I needed more money the next mth.. Juz killed the singnet and the penalty came this mth instead of dec... But i guess it's ok.. Both starhub and singnet are dead now. Though there are two new incomings but those are easy to handle.. Hopefully, by CNY bad debts will all begone..

Karen's bday is approaching.. I will never forgot her bday.. 5days before i was enlisted into army was her bday.. That memorable day that i almost used up all my savings to buy her a hp and DHL it to her place.. I kinda miss her... However, it's not appropriate for me to get her a present and deliver it to her place... Coz i know that she will not want to meet me.. And i did remembered my promise that i will not go find her unless permission is granted by her..