Fantastic!!

Juz finsihed watching Final Fantasy VII – Advent Children… SHIOK!! Damn if this show is coming to Singapore, I’ll definitely wan to watch it again with full effects and quality in cinema!! It’s so touching.. Bringing me back to those days when I’m playing Final Fantasy VII. It’s like a series to that game.. If I didn’t play that game at all, I would not have understand and not being able to feel the show.. No matter wat, I simply love Final Fantasy VII among all… This show is definitely the BEST CG animation I’ve ever watched in my life, even the previous Final Fantasy Unlimited can’t fight the power of attraction of this show..

Cloud Strife is the best-looking guy in the show. Main lead is always main lead.. So cool and his smiles will definitely melt any gals’ heart if he’s real..

Tifa Lockhart is the cutest gal in the show. She’s so real, so beautiful..

Aeris is the most beautiful and pure gal in the show.. She’s so holy, so angelic.. Even after losing her life to the dark, she is still inside the planet protecting everyone living on it juz like a mother to all..

Yuffie Kisaragi is the most hyper gal in the show. Forever so active, and cute too.

Vincent Valentine is the most mysterious guy in the show. Cool and doesn’t want to talk much. He’s one of my fave char in game too..

Danzel is the cutest little boy in the show. Not too sure abt his relationship with Cloud or Tifa.. In the show, Barret ask him to take care of his mom(meaning Tifa).. Is he Tifa’s son? Whose the dad? Cloud? All is mystery coz this guy is not in game..

I can’t find individual pics from the web.. I will host them once I gotten them.. Oh man, really feel like watching it once again.. Though I juz finished it abt 15min ago.. Now I’m at the main website of Final Fantasy VII – Advent Children, thus it’s playing the background music right now.. >_< href="http://www.square-enix.co.jp/dvd/ff7ac/">http://www.square-enix.co.jp/dvd/ff7ac/

Hmmm, shan called me yesterday nite at abt 4am and she was crying real badly.. Wat the hell was going on…? I dunno a thing.. She said her bf beat her and she is in great pain and bleeding too.. The next thing I asked her where is she now, she immediately replied that she is with a friend now.. Then she hang up in a while.. After she hang up, I totally can’t get myself to slp.. Think I took at least at hour before I went back to my slump and woke up at 6am, 7am, 8am and finally 9am… Whole day at work I totally lost my mood to work.. When I got no customers for me to serve, I’m totally look as if I’m so depressed. Can’t even smile a bit even though there are 2 cute gals at opp my shop.. Worried sick but I guess I juz have to endure a bit more.. Coz tml, I mean today, after work I’ll be going to ECP to look for her and wait for her to off work.. Since she’s not working on Wed, we can chat till late or even till 1st light the next day.. Even though I still need to go for work, I also wan to learn the truth.. If not I really can’t slp and eat well.. Haiz..

Come to think of this, I suddenly had a question.. “Why do guys kept going back to their ex-gf?” My colleague, Jason, gave me a great insight.. When courting a gal, have to put in a lot efforts to get her. When courting an ex, dun have to put so much effort and it’s as easy as ABC. Ok, that is for him only. Coz no matter which ex-gf(well he got tons of them, he himself lost count) of his, simply a word from him, they will definitely nod in agreement. Easy catch for him, juz a fone call will do the trick. Easy to catch means cheap? No need to be so expensive? That I do not know. Well 70% of guys are only after one thing, which is sex. Ok this is my theory and estimation. Well I do not know exactly but friends around me, 90% are in the 70% category.. I’m not normal compared to them, coz I dun wan to, not I’m scared.. 30 minutes of pleasure leads to 10 months of pain leads to Wedding leads to Suffering. =.=

Bah I’m going back to my game to do something then I’m gonna go slp liao.. Tml is gonna be a long long day and nite for me.. Nite all..

Moody, Cloudy yet Calm.

Put my fave song into my blog again.. Haha.. That time Karen suddenly ask me in msn, "Oh after been so long, u still listening to this song ah?" Yeah, it's kinda old and long time ever since dunno when.. Haha..

Maybe it's time that i reveal a bit of insights.. I never mention this to anyone before.. It's abt inside me, my mind and my soul before things turn sour between me and the mysterious gal and before i go back reservist...

That night we went out together for a show and after that we were going to another place to meet up with her friend before we proceed to our destination.. Our relation is already pretty close then, but we were not attached.. Even though that day it had been quite sometime ago, it still lingered in my brain and i sensed it as if it's juz yesterday, so vividly in my mind.. The feeling is so real, so close yet so far.. Her hands are so smoothing, her hair smells so good and soft, her fragrance is so charming, her looks is so sweet.. However, who knows, that very day was the start of change of me.. The desire, the jealousy, the uncertainty...

The Uncertainty - I do not know how long can we be like this till the day we can be officially.. What made these drive into me? I'm not the kind who would rush.. It's all becoz of another person.. She touches my heart and moved me all out of a sudden..

The Jealousy - Someone whom i do not know, came close to her as what i seems to see.. He juz came, claiming he dropped by juz to see his friends. Hmm, though that doesn't seems normal to me, coz i would do the same thing giving the same reason.. Juz sitting at 1st floor all the way till all of us leaving the place.

The Desire - Basically my uncertainty add on to my jealousy which implant me with the desire..

This is bad, coz i'm like a changed person towards her.. Though as usual she wun say a single thing abt it, the more she behaves this way, the more worst i becoming.. Sigh, in the end, that's it for the two of us. It's a One-Way-Ticket-With-No-Return. I jeopardized my own future with my own hands..

Give-and-take is easy said than done. Giving too much; taking too little, is no good. Taking too much; give too little, is no good.

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