"The number you had dialed is no longer in service" =.=" Expected and see it coming. Lolx.. No comments.. Only 3 person contacting me now i guess. Tracy, yuxiang and my sis.. Anyway, 75% of the time i will not pick up the call.. Haha.. At home? Only 20% of the time i will hear it rings. Lolx..
Started working liao is like that one. This new job is very regimental.. No hp, no mp3, no cameras, no cigarettes, no lighters, no laptops, no thumbdrives, no diskettes, etc. Anyway, will get charged if i were to smuggle any of these in.. =.=" I'm working from 7.30am till 7pm for monday to thursdays. 8am to 5pm on fridays and saturdays and sometimes sundays too. Yeah, i'm working the life outta me.. Well, both my starhub lines got cut, starhub internet got cut, M1 line got barred(maybe cut already), water bills pending to be stopped too, singtel and singnet pressing me too. Well yeah the world is collapsing on me and there's no one else but me, myself and i. Not even my parents and sister. Lolx as if they are able to help when they can't even save their own asses..
Actually small amout only lah, roughly $2500 i think. =) Small issues.. Then today came back had a fight with him again. I almost farking wacked him. Ccb. Farking wanna talk about death, just jump off the farking building and that will solve it. Dun farking talk big. 20th floor only. Balls to you. Fuck you. Damn it, looking at the state i might die earlier than him. This job of mine had been deteriorating my health due to harmful substances and threatening my life with unseen dangers. I might just die due to an accident any day. What the hell is that job, u ask? It's a dangerous job, that's all i can say. Pardon me for unable to reveal anything any further. Had been thinking abt death lately but still being cautious at work lah.. Had so much reflections.. Lolx.. Maybe my time is really up.. 4 and a half year more i thought? I did said i will only able live till 30 ah.. =.=" Lolx i think so much for fuck, it's almost time. haha
My basic pay here is $900 per mth and i rejected an offer of $1400 at sim lim square and another offer of $1300 at HP. Why chose a high risk and lower pay job? Coz i dun want my life anyway.. Well, it's true partially.. =) I'm sick of the world, i'm sick of my life, i'm sick of everyone and i'm even sick of the game now. Lags and more lags. Getting more and more like A3. I see it coming. The future is near and it's telling me that i shld stop my clock now.. Can i kill him before i go..? That's my greatest wish i guess! Waahhahahaha!! And he just made me hate my ex even more. Well, he hated her as well. =.=" If i'm gonna kill, i dun mind killing a few more... Yes my hatelist. The three of them. They are such a waste to live and dwell on earth wasting resources. Let us all go to hell.. I love playing with fire..
Ok i had cooled down a bit though the weather is freaking humid and not failing to keep me getting irritated by the slightest thing. I'm looking at the near future.. Trying to visualise some stuffs.. I'm smiling even when i sleep.. lolx.. Lyn shld know... Haha.. It's no longer a dream i guess.. Hehe..
I'm really sorry that my dog really eats strangers.. Chill, honey.. Hope u would understand.. I guess not, so forget it then.. No one understands me anyway. Lolx.. I will not let you come no matter what.. Unless i'm dead lah, then u can pay me a last visit.. ^^
YankeeX is so hard to lvl up.. ZzZzZzZzZzZz.. It's taking forever to catch up with Weixing.. =.=" Now only lvl 41, need to rush to lvl 42.. =.=" Aiyo slow poke leh.. I thought shld be faster since there's a scout.. Scout is still useless IMO. LOLX. Yes i hate medics.. =.= Now in my guild no one dare PvP me.. WTF lor.. Only get to PvP those whose lvls are lower than me. There's this Poker, Feng, Pallmall, Vigour, Runeus, Bloodknight. These peeps are almost the same lvls as me and yet dare not pvp. WTF. This game is not all about lvls. Fuck you understand. PvP is to increase your skills in fighting and controlling your freaking characters! Big fuck even if you are higher lvl than me. Pui! Pui! Pui! Pui! Pui! Useless bums of asses. Not happy? Come challenge me then! I wait you. Be it ingame or RL. Just come.
28 June, 2007
21 June, 2007
So dead..
Long time no blog.. Darm internet explorer. =.= Download firefox and now everything works fine.. But firefox isn't that good for viewing things as in, the alignment. =.= Been too busy on Granado Espada.. Haha.. Yes i'm a game freak, someone who can give up anything for games.. But i still dun understand why i gave up Cabal Online for her.. So, love still wins over obsession. Ha! Anyway, i'm hooked!! Though i'm starting work tml but the ghost is asking me not to go work!! =.="
Oh yes, i can give up anything for gaming.. But i can give up gaming for love..? Ridiculous lol. Yeah gals are all bullshits. None are worth me.. =P Yes i said none. =D Oops! Discrimination is still in progress. Hehe.. Anyway, though nowadays i seems to be back to myself however still not really that stable yet.. I can disturb Siti the 16yrs old kid at BB. i can disturb Tracy, Joy & Hyun in Granado. I can disturb anyone basically.. But an empty shell is forever an empty shell.. lolx.. =P Well, i dun really care anyway.. That's why i'm such a wolf in guild lol.. Talking dirty is considered a wolf lol.. Well, not as if i'm seeking something in return. So why shld i act innocent and act like a good guy and afterall i ain't any good guy in the 1st place so juz leave me as it is.. Solitude or isolate, doesn't really matters. =)
Did i mentioned starting work tml? Yeah finally!! lolx.. Been slacking for more than 2mths.. Muscles had went soft.. Time to toughen them again coz i'll be on hard labour i think.. lolx.. I dun even know what exactly i'm working.. Was it ST Technologies or One Marine or something like that. Well, government sector i think. Nothing related to IT, anyway i'm not exactly on IT. I dun even have a cert for it lol.. I believe this coming job will be very xiong with lotsa OTs. Had to work on weekends and even long hrs.. 7.30am-5pm and maybe will OT till 7pm.. =.=" Exchange your life for money. In order to get money, what you willing to sacrifice? If nothing, then you will get nothing. There's no such thing as best of both worlds. Face the reality. Anyway, i ain't attached, i dun need to give spare time for anyone.. There's no need for commitments, it's such a troublesome thing and waste of time and not worth it somemore. lolx.. My life dun belongs to anyone but me, myself and i, solely. So, dun demand and i might give a bit. Yes i might be shui bian but i'm fan jian too. I repeat, dun demand. =)
A kiss to seal it all. It no longer works.. Anyway, thanks.. I'm kinda becoming particular in choosing a companion. lolx.. Few days back i had a dream, yes a sweet dream.. Dunno if it's Deja Vu.. She's not pretty but comfortable.. Not like i care much.. Lolx..
To you, he is just another guy. To him, you are already his everything..
Oh yes, i can give up anything for gaming.. But i can give up gaming for love..? Ridiculous lol. Yeah gals are all bullshits. None are worth me.. =P Yes i said none. =D Oops! Discrimination is still in progress. Hehe.. Anyway, though nowadays i seems to be back to myself however still not really that stable yet.. I can disturb Siti the 16yrs old kid at BB. i can disturb Tracy, Joy & Hyun in Granado. I can disturb anyone basically.. But an empty shell is forever an empty shell.. lolx.. =P Well, i dun really care anyway.. That's why i'm such a wolf in guild lol.. Talking dirty is considered a wolf lol.. Well, not as if i'm seeking something in return. So why shld i act innocent and act like a good guy and afterall i ain't any good guy in the 1st place so juz leave me as it is.. Solitude or isolate, doesn't really matters. =)
Did i mentioned starting work tml? Yeah finally!! lolx.. Been slacking for more than 2mths.. Muscles had went soft.. Time to toughen them again coz i'll be on hard labour i think.. lolx.. I dun even know what exactly i'm working.. Was it ST Technologies or One Marine or something like that. Well, government sector i think. Nothing related to IT, anyway i'm not exactly on IT. I dun even have a cert for it lol.. I believe this coming job will be very xiong with lotsa OTs. Had to work on weekends and even long hrs.. 7.30am-5pm and maybe will OT till 7pm.. =.=" Exchange your life for money. In order to get money, what you willing to sacrifice? If nothing, then you will get nothing. There's no such thing as best of both worlds. Face the reality. Anyway, i ain't attached, i dun need to give spare time for anyone.. There's no need for commitments, it's such a troublesome thing and waste of time and not worth it somemore. lolx.. My life dun belongs to anyone but me, myself and i, solely. So, dun demand and i might give a bit. Yes i might be shui bian but i'm fan jian too. I repeat, dun demand. =)
A kiss to seal it all. It no longer works.. Anyway, thanks.. I'm kinda becoming particular in choosing a companion. lolx.. Few days back i had a dream, yes a sweet dream.. Dunno if it's Deja Vu.. She's not pretty but comfortable.. Not like i care much.. Lolx..
To you, he is just another guy. To him, you are already his everything..
10 June, 2007
Finally...
It's been a long time since I last blogged.. Hmmm.. Been busy with the pc show.. Last day of the show ended at 5.15am at sim lim square.. Well, some other part-timers left at 11pm+.. Ironically, i'm also a part-timer.. Not that i'm complaining i'm being ill-treat lah.. Ppl shld know, i'm very anything de.. Yup anything in anything.. =X The memory cards we are selling at the pc show are damn cheap lor.. Imagine 2gb micro sd at $30.90 and 4gb pro duo at $100.00... And there are many meimeis.. =D haven't check out the showgirls yet though.. Maybe later bah.. Hehe..
Monday rest and I slept late again, like 5am.. Tuesday 10am Terenia called me and asked me to start work later at 2pm at HP's contractor Dyder at Alexandra distripark.. Ended today.. Doing packing and unpacking and inspection.. Production officer? =X A crude word, coolie. =.= There's this uncle colleague who really looks like Wang Qiu Sheng, so everyone calls ihim that.. Lolx.. Another colleague working with me is from HongKong.
thursday during work, topic of the day is chickens. =.= Conclusions come to, MICs are the worst playmates and MITs are the best. All toking abt chickens in sg ah.. Well, totally agree.. Lolx.. MISs got no placing coz even MIMs are better.. Oh i'm talking in tongue.. =P
MIC = made in china
MIT = made in thailand
MIS = made in singapore
MIM = made in malaysia
Well, vietnam and yunan are same to MIC at the moment.. Long time no play such things liao so no updates.. =.= I dun think there's a need to update anyway.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Maybe that's why sg guys not faithful at all.. Demand so much and yet not much satisfaction.. Anyway, not my problem.
Wah started working liao my ability seems to be coming back again.. I thought I had lost them.. I thought I forgot how to honeyed-tongue.. Lolx.. =P Well, it's not honeyed-tongue lor.. I'm juz love to say only the nice things.. Plus a little bit sacarstic lah.. That would get it done. =.= All thanks to those cute lady customers at the show.. Hehe.. =P
Debts had been piled up to more than $1700.. Thru the pc show, only cleared $200+.. Current part-time only $140.. Pending another job $200.. If goes smoothly, mon start full time and by EOM abt $800 coming in maybe more if got more tips... EOM GST rebates coming in $250.. If I can get everything down to at least $500 then next mth debts would be around $1200.. So juz need another one or two mths shld be able to level my official debts.. Not counting my personal debts which are around $6k.. Haha.. I'm used to it liao.. That's why girls are nothing but troubles.. Say no to all girls and say no to all entertainments.. I'm still sick of the world.. So, leave me alone.. =)
Went velvet dragon by accident.. =.= all thanks to my lovely sis ya..? =P No different from MoMo lor.. Except for those additional cages and a bit diff on the music.. Zzzzz.. I forbid myself to drink and yet I still drank.. Neat somemore.. No choice, someone's sad and blue.. Lolx.. Well, I did advised him already.. =X Anyway love sux.. Lolx.. Everyone's bothered by it, I juz dunno why. It's all craps and bullshits lor.. It's juz for fun, laughter and joy. Why take it so seriously..? =.= Aiyo life's short and there are never-ending shits lor.. Why gave up the forest becoz of a tree. I juz dun understand.. A partner only mah, scared dun have meh. Chey.
Damn it. Neat + beer. Plus I long time no drink.. =.= I still dun like clubbing yet I love clubbing.. Yes i'm contradicting myself. =P I shall wait and see bah.. Hehe.. *whistle* =D Zouk on wed and sat.. I wonder.. Sigh.. Had been listening to R&B to satisfy my urge though.. Well, afterall they still turn me on.. Lolx.. I always had a thing for small-sized girls but all my ex are bigger size than me.. Ironic.. But bo bian lah.. I too anything liao and somemore i'm naturally small sized.. =X But anyway, smaller sized gals pain lor... =P That's meant to be a joke.. Hehe.. Coz not all will pain.. =X Saw 1 gal at vel.. Small size and yet....wow.... She's playing pool.. I think use a 50¢ coin can roll in lor.. Lolx.. But too bad, I ain't those type that will approach.. Haha..
Monday rest and I slept late again, like 5am.. Tuesday 10am Terenia called me and asked me to start work later at 2pm at HP's contractor Dyder at Alexandra distripark.. Ended today.. Doing packing and unpacking and inspection.. Production officer? =X A crude word, coolie. =.= There's this uncle colleague who really looks like Wang Qiu Sheng, so everyone calls ihim that.. Lolx.. Another colleague working with me is from HongKong.
thursday during work, topic of the day is chickens. =.= Conclusions come to, MICs are the worst playmates and MITs are the best. All toking abt chickens in sg ah.. Well, totally agree.. Lolx.. MISs got no placing coz even MIMs are better.. Oh i'm talking in tongue.. =P
MIC = made in china
MIT = made in thailand
MIS = made in singapore
MIM = made in malaysia
Well, vietnam and yunan are same to MIC at the moment.. Long time no play such things liao so no updates.. =.= I dun think there's a need to update anyway.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Maybe that's why sg guys not faithful at all.. Demand so much and yet not much satisfaction.. Anyway, not my problem.
Wah started working liao my ability seems to be coming back again.. I thought I had lost them.. I thought I forgot how to honeyed-tongue.. Lolx.. =P Well, it's not honeyed-tongue lor.. I'm juz love to say only the nice things.. Plus a little bit sacarstic lah.. That would get it done. =.= All thanks to those cute lady customers at the show.. Hehe.. =P
Debts had been piled up to more than $1700.. Thru the pc show, only cleared $200+.. Current part-time only $140.. Pending another job $200.. If goes smoothly, mon start full time and by EOM abt $800 coming in maybe more if got more tips... EOM GST rebates coming in $250.. If I can get everything down to at least $500 then next mth debts would be around $1200.. So juz need another one or two mths shld be able to level my official debts.. Not counting my personal debts which are around $6k.. Haha.. I'm used to it liao.. That's why girls are nothing but troubles.. Say no to all girls and say no to all entertainments.. I'm still sick of the world.. So, leave me alone.. =)
Went velvet dragon by accident.. =.= all thanks to my lovely sis ya..? =P No different from MoMo lor.. Except for those additional cages and a bit diff on the music.. Zzzzz.. I forbid myself to drink and yet I still drank.. Neat somemore.. No choice, someone's sad and blue.. Lolx.. Well, I did advised him already.. =X Anyway love sux.. Lolx.. Everyone's bothered by it, I juz dunno why. It's all craps and bullshits lor.. It's juz for fun, laughter and joy. Why take it so seriously..? =.= Aiyo life's short and there are never-ending shits lor.. Why gave up the forest becoz of a tree. I juz dun understand.. A partner only mah, scared dun have meh. Chey.
Damn it. Neat + beer. Plus I long time no drink.. =.= I still dun like clubbing yet I love clubbing.. Yes i'm contradicting myself. =P I shall wait and see bah.. Hehe.. *whistle* =D Zouk on wed and sat.. I wonder.. Sigh.. Had been listening to R&B to satisfy my urge though.. Well, afterall they still turn me on.. Lolx.. I always had a thing for small-sized girls but all my ex are bigger size than me.. Ironic.. But bo bian lah.. I too anything liao and somemore i'm naturally small sized.. =X But anyway, smaller sized gals pain lor... =P That's meant to be a joke.. Hehe.. Coz not all will pain.. =X Saw 1 gal at vel.. Small size and yet....wow.... She's playing pool.. I think use a 50¢ coin can roll in lor.. Lolx.. But too bad, I ain't those type that will approach.. Haha..
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