14 May, 2009

Tired..

Yest went down boat quay with jessie and jason.. Supposed to report work earlier today to help out richard.. Too tired unable to wakey.. =.=" Yest drank a bit too much liao... Headache..

Yest saw pamela, she no more working pub liao she said.. But suddenly she promised raymond that she will help out on tue, thurs and sat.. =.=" She actually came boat quay to find her 'auntie' de.. The white colour ah lian.. Lolx.. When outside whiskey smoking saw them. Then her 'auntie' drunk liao put her head on pamela's shoulder.. Then when pamela turn her head to look at her, they kissed! (O.O) Then i gave them the astonishing look but that gal looked at me and smile then sticked out her tongue. =.=" Think her age almost similar to pamela but slightly older. Pam called her auntie is becoz of the generation different, related in blood i guess.. But she vomit until sibei jialat. Ended up pam had to take care of her. =.="

Then Cyndi working yest also at whiskey.. Then wanting me to open bottle. ZzZzZzZzZz.. Seems like she got prob with her bf liao. All ask me to go ahead. =.=" But frankly my mind is full of the white gal.. She also got come in whiskey bar to take water, still can give me a 'V' sign.. Lolx.. I showed her a thumbs-up then she showed she's ok.. Well, that was before she vomit. =.="

The big spec guy beside us kept wanting to talk to my jessie.. Lolx.. Then i write in my iphone to ask her to go ahead lolx.. Cute mah. =P Wah Jessie's pool skills getting better and better.. Especially her double.. Lost so much to her yest.. Power..

Yest got a lot of randoms in mind.. Abt work abt gals abt life abt game. =.=" Jason is right. It's all becoz i dun have a home to bring gals home to, tat's why i always restrain.. Got the signal to go forward but when seeing the fish is bitting the bait, i reel back.. Actually it's not really becoz of a home but more of a commitment or rather a reason to back off.. Days back i juz scolded jessica.. Sigh.. It was a mistake.. Becoz my msn said i divorcing my 'wife', she thot i was married.. Then she asked when i said since the time in ST where jessica working too.. Then scolded me that i'm married but still play around.. Then i scold her back saying that me and her got nothing at all so why bother so much whether i'm married or not.. She said she thot there's something between us that's why she mind that i'm married. Actually it's complicated, in actually fact we truely clean juz went out once to bugis village walk walk nia.. She pissed off and away. =.="

Well, another reeling back in place.. Cyndi's reel also back liao.. Xiaoling's reel also back liao. Xiaocui and Amy also back liao coz they went back china le.. No need reels at all lah.. Anyway, put liao also always not wanting to get any fishes... I'm bad at many-timings. =.="

Genting trip this month end before my roadshow.. Looking forward to this getaway for relaxation..

07 May, 2009

吴克群-爱太痛

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑哭不敢哭人
不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了
因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了
爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了
却无法把爱割舍
...我不能睡...
我不能够不能够不爱了

01 May, 2009

226 posts...

Now then i know i had blogged this much already.. =.=" Back from Taiwan days back. Still haven't adapt to the hot weather.. Lolx.. It's like so humid and warm here.. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.. Half naked also no use. Got alot photos incl jason's total more than 200+.. =.= All had been updated onto my photobucket but kinda lazy to post here.. Maybe after i back from my EXPO bah.. YES EXPO! KNN! =.=" In fact i dun like doing shows.. Shag leh... Always not enuff water.. Sigh!

Fri, Sat & Sun full shift at da show at expo. Arbo will be full shift at cwp. Though i seem rusty liao but i need to buck up somemore to pick up my momentum.. Not enuff work time.. Haiz.. Then bike gives me problem again.. No headlights and signal lights.. ZzZzZz.. On and off lah not totally gone.. Really cannot take it liao.. Monday off day will go BBDC register class 3 then head to cwp for my invoices then do my report then after that will meet weihao go see bike.. If see got like one i think i will proposed to change it.. Waste time and effort and money..

Wed flew Taiwan and reached evening then after we eaten our mee sua, darling called me and did many complains.. Ya her usual rants.. Actually i'm more than glad to be there for her and i'm delighted to hear her complaining.. She's so cute.. Haha.. Then she doesn't seems to believe i'm at taiwan liao coz when she called me the ringing sounds local.. Lolx.. Then on sat morning she called me early in the morning 8am when she reached home. Haha.. Trying to catch if i'm sleeping with another gal bah... Really happy that i received her calls.. ^.^

When back at sg liao, one fine day jio go drinking.. Instead of BQ, went Nana.. Never really like nana though i dun mind the music there.. In fact such clubs i would prefer St James.. But nana liq is cheaper lah... Sigh.. Inside there noticed a siam bu named Coco.. Knew her since abt 2yrs ago when i was still in ST. There was once kelvin toh jio me and david go Parklane there drink then from there i got to know her de.. Ya, she's the one who took off my ring from my finger, that time the other one still on my neck.. The duo of roman time engraved were gotten by me to remind me that time will take away all the unwanted memories.. Still rmb when i with my darling during the 'honeymoon period', she ever asked me how come only got one.. =.=" I kept silence but she guessed it was with my ex, so she confiscated it then buy a new pair of another design.. She's so cute.. ^.^

Back to topic, saw that coco at nana but i din call out to her coz i did saw her but not really sure if it was her.. Then kelvin toh saw her and asked me.... I said ya.. Then she turned and saw me, immediately jumped table and grabbed me by my arms.. =.=" Then the whole nite became so complicated.. Yeah dawn always said nightlife were always complicated.. When the drinking session ending, left with only jason devin and jessie and me with that coco outside da club smoking, the 3 of them ditched me.. =.=" Smoked outside with her then after that she pulled me in again.. At the hallway saw the other gal lor and she's going back already.. Ya the one who looked like my ex.. =.=" The mole near her mouth and the face shape.. Actually i'm more interested in this one.. Lolx.. Then coco talked to her liao, the gal left then coco said she still gotta worked till 6am so told me to go home 1st, next day wan go my workplace find me.. =.=" So i went out and head home then saw the gal board a dark blue Subaru. Diao.. Taken liao.. ZzZzZzZzZzZz.. Kept thinking of her until i reached home then after bath i realised i forgot to buy cigarettes. Went down to buy since dad pester me to buy him some beer. Knn he already drank enuff still wan to drink somemore. Saw my money in my wallet then everyday also like that. Next day still gotta alot of things to do. Duh..

Afternoon went down vivo meet jason for lunch then get the invoices for the past wk from jessie then at vivo IT counter rush my report. =.=" Reported work at 5pm+.. At nite qiang jio go down BQ to drink then richard maybe going also.. Cannot decide coz called darling and she's not working. Playing game at home whole day.. Then asked if she wanted to meet later so that i can pass her the things i bought for her at Taiwan.. Quite indecisive so unable to promise qiang for BQ also.. At the end of the day, decided go her place find her. Met her and pass her the things.. Bought her 3 pairs of earrings, a necklace, a hp strap blink blink hello kitty, and 3 clothings.. 1st time buy clothing for someone without her trying before buying.. Coz i always scared buy wrong size or something.. Come to think of it, i shld be familiar mah. =.=" Anyway, she still looks great as usual.. No wonder i can't bear to let go.. Sigh.. Then i showed her the watch i bought from batam. She saw and loved it at the 1st sight.. Lolx.. I took down and let her wear. Wow the size is juz right! So...she confiscated it and said will buy a new one for me.. Lolx.. Well, i'm that anything de.. I juz dunno how to reject ppl.. Especially gals.. Haha.

Kiss her goodbye liao then i carry on my way to AYE.. On the road i kept thinking where to go.. Ride and ride and ride, ended up at Geylang. Lolx.. 1am+ we at lor 28 there.. Not really fun lah but quite ok the dancers.. Got a few quite nice they danced.. Nothing much there, also that i'm not interested.. Only wanted a few sip and listened to the techno.. Ended at 2.30am then the gang go eat with two of the gals. Jason went back on cab while i go to my bike.. Went on the BQ to find qiang coz i'm hungry.. He's at Whiskey.. Met up liao went for prata then go back to the pub.. Sit there tok cock, play games with amy and xiao cui, smoke, drink, sing. All the way till 6am. =.=" Lucky next day no work..

When wakey liao meet up with Jason at SLS as he going there to take the AION client from Leon. Then i learn how to top up my account for my AION so that i can get to play.. My account expired liao. =.=" After that we met up with brandon, joan and jess for steamboat at shaw there.. Ate quite alot but doesn't seems to get my stomach filled fully.. =.=" Thereafter, we went boatquay to relax.. I solo there 1st.. Then saw xiao cui and she immediately grab me over.. =.=" Told her i'm not the boss today but can help her a bit by sitting outside whiskey lah but in the end still gotta use her own strength to persuade the rest.. Lolx.. In the end, we are in. Pool almost all the way.. Then got something happened.. Got a xiaoqiang went up brandon's pants... Lolx.. Disgusting lor.. In the end we did not ordered another bottle though for me jess and jason, it's still early.. We went back early.

Wed nothing much. Morning bought concert tix on behalf of cousin then went work. Went makan with wendy then she followed me to basement to buy the birdnest, help my cousin buy de also. After work went back home and played my Aion.. Jason did called and asked me to go down Lips but kinda no mood to go.. So simply stayed at home..

Today bz day sia.. Went over to pay for my bike installment then go Bugis to pick up the concert tix then the sistic said their printer broke down, told me to go Bras Basah or Cityhall to collect.. =.=" Went on to Bras Basah to get the tix then straight to work.. Today working quite flop.. =.=" Got biten by a few customers though they really wanted to buy com de.. All also served so long.. But bo bian lah.. Need sales.. In the end only gotten 4sets. =.=" Dad called and said he din cook, told me to buy my own food.. At 1st qiang tempt me with BQ de.. But think think, dun wanna go.. Coz i wanna go down Geylang.. Lolx... Not to go to those places lah... But went to darling's workplace and ordered two packets of chicken chop takeaway.. Wah see her from afar i melt liao.. Lolx.. She saw me and was smiling. Made a funny face but still smiling.. ^.^ When i ordering food, she straightaway intro me to her aunt, as ex-colleague. As well as the person who intro yanyan to best denki. Yanyan is her lovely daughter. Thus, i was able to tabao the food for free.. =.=" Walao biz is biz leh.. Arbo i would look like someone who's trying to earn credit or rather favour.. But darling insist that she will not take my money. =.=" Thanked both of them then head to my bike and head back home.. Wah their store really busy.. =.= Biz is so good..

On my way back home, at Lavender there my fone rang. Since i at traffic light red, took out my fone and saw darling calling. Immediately stopped by the bus-stop and called her back. 4 missed calls to me.. =.=" Thought she called me becoz wan to find me to smoke.. Lolx.. Actually she's doing her delivery and was on her bicycle.. Said she unable to really tok to me coz gotta work.. Tok abt some usual stuffs of work and personal then she gotta get bz with work liao. Thus, i carry on my way home then eat my chicken chop. Yummy.. So full of love.. Lolx..

Msn with jessie and she sent me alot of songs. Wah all i dun have de.. O.O Think i really getting old and rusty liao.. Lolx.. Showed the casing that i wanna ordered from hongkong.. Nice lor.. Dunno shld i get it or not.. I always liked things that are unique and not easily available.. Shag.. At 1st thot wanna blog a little then go slp liao coz tml expo 10am muz reach.. Now then i know i rant so much.. Lolx..

But really, i really regret what i did.. =.=" Wtf.. Think i'm going back to the times that i shld reject all siam/viet clubs/pubs..