13 September, 2009

Sick..

Sick.. Having flu and bad cough.. Dunno wats wrong.. So suddenly..

Feeling emo outta sudden tonite.. Wth.. So its not sick but really love sick? lolx..

Yup i really miss her.. =( Miss her voice, her smell and her touch.. Haiz... World apart.. I thot death shall do us apart.. Guess not..

Going in real soon.. Was it gonna be chalet or hell..? Afterall its ATEC this yr... Seems like its genting trip again.. I would prefer bkk though.. Really wan me to fly alone meh.... Haiz haiz..

Long time no drink liao.. Really headache.. Need to concuss le..

05 September, 2009

A so warm voice that warm the heart..

Today called her all the way and we like chatted for around 15min.. So happy to hear her voice.. Straight away tell her "Kit Teng Mak Mak"... Haha.. Asked me abt my sales, well, it was rather bad... Then she said it's becoz she's not by my side that's why got no luck.. Lolx.. I told her i agreed that's why i love her.. Lolx.. Melt her a little i guess. =D Really can't wait to go all the way to bkk to find her and relax my days.. =( The feeling of yearning is back.. Haiz.. Dawn said marry her lor so that she can stay in sg.. Well, the point is not that but rather she dun wanna come sg.. Lolx.. So even though i do really had that thought also no use mah.. It takes two hands to clap. =) Afterall, i only left with 1yr 6mths..

Been real hectic lately.. Like so busy and tired and no time to slp.. Gotta packed my baggy for genting and army together.. FULL SHIFTS all the way till reservist starts sia coz when come back from genting gotta go PCSHOW then after PCSHOW gotta go reservist liao... Haiz..

01 September, 2009

Roadshow..

Always dun really like roadshows... Haiz.. Makes me so free.. Craving for bubbletea everyday for honeydew de sago.. =(

One day after she left, nothing but an emptiness. Funny, no craving for alcohol at all.. Never thot of making myself numb.. She ended her sufferings here already, shld be happy for her instead.. Haiz.. Juz wished her by my side nia..

"Proposed to her lah so that she can stay in sg liao lor.."
"Duh... Not as if i dun wan.."
"Then go lah!"
"=.=' It takes two hands to clap.. Sian lah 1yr 6mths more to go..."
"Huh..? So u really thot of that ah...?"
"Well, yeah.. Coz she's not MIS!! Lolx.."
"Fark euu! Eat shit!"
"Lolx.. At least when i sick she knows how to cook porridge, u only know maggie.."
"I also know. Maggie Porridge!"
"Nabeiz.."
"She's not ur gf in the 1st place lor!!"
"Maybe.. But she regards me as her teerak even among my friends, like jinshen trying to take me away from her, she would scold him and say i'm her teerak.."

Short memories but somehow, good enuff.. I dun need a super chio gf, i dun need a big bust gf, i dun need a super caring gf, i dun need a chef gf.. All i always wanted is juz owned. Lolx.. Yeah i'm fan jian but i'm not like that to all gals wat.. That MIC is out liao ah, the MIM also out but she got chance, all MIS are definitely outted. =.="

Wah i really wanna go bkk now!! Damn!!

But i really dun understand one thing.. Guys going to those thai discos aren't really nice ppl.. Mainly 'butterflies' lor.. =.=" Why do i deserved tears from her..? Haiz.. Think i'm really too easy liao bah... Somemore dun have any hit-and-run. =.="