Shag..

Tired sia.. The few days been chiong-ing.. >_<>_<>

Wah today i hit it off with one the pen-tablet promoter sia.. Disturb her until she blush.. lolx.. Cute sia. Then one of the gals in my company got disturb by me. Not those two in my previous post de. We got 3 female staffs mah. In that pic only got 2, KR & JJ. The one i disturb is called Dionne. She used to be at a shop named Video P. When i was at Top Uni(my previous company), i used to beo her every now and then.. lolx.. But i shy mah, so no approach at all. =X But then she is attached. =.= How come so many attached? Sian.. Oh KR is not! But no thx.. =D Later see her tattoo liao i also wan put. hehe.. Anyway, her tattoo is at a place not easily visible... Oops! =X That Dionne ah. Today at there i'm lilke, whenever she says something, i suan her back. Lolx.. See her cute pissed off face makes me wanna pinch her chubby cheeks sia.. Haha.. But she's not fat at all. =) But quite cute. If got chance i post let u all see. Hehe.. See lah, i seriously need my O2 mini.. >_<

Then today Serene came, as i called her to come down. Again she wore low cut.. My nose almost bleed lor.. =X White short-sleeved blouse with cyan long skirt and slight make-up. One word, CHIO! lolx. I bring her go Jeffrey there to intro to them her products as Jeffrey's shop is the only one selling cases, cables, cradles, silicon cases, crystal cases for all sorts of PDAs including PDA-fone like TREO, TUNGSTEN, PALM & XDA. I knew they will not order from Serene if both Serene and Jerome approach them juz like that.. Thus, i made a plan. I bring some of my Ipod Nano silicon cases to them and let them sell. Then i gave them a list of Serene's products. (Wah i machiam working for Serene sia.. =.=) Then i ask Serene to come down today with the leather cases to show them. And when at their shop, i took the chance and pull Jerome for a little while Serene entertain them. As u know, pretty gal's tok definitely interest guys more. Another guy to be there would simply turn them off. =D i'm so clever. hehe.. In the end, they ordered some stuffs from Serene. She happy sia.. Haha.. Then after that we go smoke. On the way there, few of my colleagues disturb us sia but to vain of coz. =P Guess tml she's coming down again. great ^^ If not by next mth no chance ask her smoke liao coz she's quitting. =) Good for her. Anyway, she will definitely come my shop chat with me de whenever she is in Sim Lim. ^o^

These two days i only used 30sec to make my hair in the morning lor.. =.= Coz i din put anything on. No Moouse, no gel, no clay. Simply nerdy look. lolx. It's been a long time since i like that sia.. 40 over ppl in SLS, all see me they stunned. lolx.. It's been a long time i look like that. Then all my colleagues wanna touch my hair.. =.= Esspecially Yong An sia. He knn kept on playing with my hair saying they are soft. =.= They thought i juz dyed my hair but the fact is i did it long ago.. lolx.. There are good and bad lah.. Got ppl say i machiam jap style, some say i look weird, some say i look nerdy, some says i look like i haven't wake up. =.= Actually i intended to go cut hair, thus i cannot put any clay on it mah.. I dun wanna shampoo my hair before cutting de. Somemore i finish work late.. =.= If go home wash up, by the time the shop close liao.. Actually i'm thinking of not wanting to put on any clay anymore liao.. Can't think of a style unless i go Chapter 2 and let Nana cut. Nana is the Creative Hair-stylist there.. But i can't bear to go there leh.. If not, then i have to find a new style that requires no clay nor gel.. Most of the style needs though coz my my wavey hair. Though now short and not too wavey yet, and it's smooth and soft lah.. But eventually will need de lor.. Haiz.. Headache.. >_<>

Hmmm, shan wan me to tui siao her wor.. Oops! i mean, say her good points.. Hehe.. My previous post already say liao mah.. It's the biggest compliment for her liao. And the best thing abt her if she dun zhi zhuo. =) Juz like me. Muahahaha! =P Rmb that few hundreds of 'handmade chocolates'? Hehe, every since i pass u those, u see me when in game i wun even hiu u.. =P That time TPL still jealous sia.. Say i give u so many and i only gave her one. lolx.. But anyway, wat's gone is gone. Let it be a memory. =) As for the chalet ah, wan me to go for the BBQ nite ah? Why leh? U wan BBQ for me ah..? Dun wan lah, later ur bf jealous.. =X Later i cannot return home sia.. =D But anyway i see how 1st. See when my friends they all playing the overnight majong, so that i can schedule for the week. Dun forget i no off de hor.. >_< x ="P">

That gal sms me again.. Though i wanna stay neutral to her but she too sensitive liao. Still with a kid's thinking. I hate immature gals. Simply hate them. Seriously hate them. Now shoo and dun ever come near me. I am not worth being ur friend. Now go.

The thing went like this.

"Hello, how are u lately?"

"Normal lor."

"How come we are like strangers?"

"We are strangers mah."

This is part of it. Ok wat's wrong with short and sharp? Okok my fault my fault. I shld be more gentle and polite. My foot. I do not wan to take any risks and have her come fan me again. Later i cannot take it, and my words will make her jump off the building. Dun forget my words can be piercing and hurtful. Being cautious is better than taking any risks. Not even the slightest risk. Hope she read this. But anyway, not like i care. Muahahahaha! This gonna scare all gals away. Good good. Being friends will do. =)

"Friendships are forever, relationships are not. At least that's what i believe in."

i'm bad. ^_^

I influenced my friend on how to look upon gals.. Taught him how to see gals as dirt. Taught him how to think differently instead of being traditional. Taught how to look at life at a more relax pace and perspective.

He is a real stubborn guy who do not listen at all when he's agitated or angry. Just like how he was at primary school. Oh well, my nagging do works though but i might seriously lead him astray. I'm refering to ways of thinking not really 'bad things'. But i kinda feel weird myself. After talking senses into him and turn his despair into nothing, next comes 'gals are nothing but rubbish'. All these are taught by my friends as well as through research and also through friends' experiences.

Shan is one example. I'm not saying she's bad. To me, she is a person who can take it up and put it down easily. Was she not serious at all at BGR? Well, i'm sure she IS serious. So how can she just easily got hitch after few days break-up with ex bf? Well, a new one can heal one's wound. Happiness will cover the sadness. No matter how deep is the sadness, happiness definitely can cover it. But conservative people do not think that way. Simply dwell on it and cried buckets over spilled bean. Well, you can cry buckets over it but after that just get it over and clear the mess lah. It's not as if crying for years and the mess would be cleared automatically. Clearing the mess refers to your thoughts on how to handle it.

Well, so what did i told him exactly? Hmmm i not too sure as i was drunk too. Thus, my words are pretty aggressive on changing his thinking. For example, "break? break lor. Gals only what. So what? I've been single for 4 years ever since Karen and how come i'm still here happy-go-lucky? The pain is not gone, for it is forever there. But nothing's gonna changed even if i were to still be in that sad state. I don't need a gf to survive. Ask them save it up and don't come waste my time." This is how aggressive i'm on emphasising how gals shld be treated when heart-broken. Well, it's not the end of the world but the start of a new begining.

Come to think about what i had said. Am i really like that? Well, i don't know. I leave it to my friends to judge. Anyway, i can't just change anyone's point of view on me, neither would i really care. Might change a bit of my life but not much. =) Coz most ppl know how bad i'm liao. MUAHAHAHAHAAHA~~ =D

Oh well, i had gastric i think.. Constant gastric is no good.. I dun wanna see the doctor leh.. >_< Wait i got time then go pay him a visit.. At least for now, it's minor. Dun worry, i said i'll be glad if i'm able to live until age of 30. Should be able to tahan till then. =)

Hmmm, the shop that is opposite my shop is not moving liao.. Thus, if i were to take control of the accessories shop beside them, i might be changing my job soon. When i wan to think positively, no negative can get to me. When i wan to think negatively, no positive can get to me. But i'm afraid i can't bear to leave.. Sigh.. I hate life sometimes.. Reality bites..


Cubbing at Double-O with Ken(Left) and Mike(Right)


Logitech Promoter at one of our outlet. She is fierce one lor... >.<


My two colleagues at the other branch. JingJing and Kristina. Both also fierce de...


My colleague Kevin. He is also my camp-mate in School of Signals. I dun have his self pic and i promise not to anyhow show ppl this pic thus i had to cut.. ^o^


I dunno who is this. =.= But cute rite? ^o^

Okie lah, enuff of bo liao. I'm intending to get a digital camera.. A slim one rather than a good quality one. Kevin advise me to get Canon FX-series but i see Canon S80 chio leh.. Aiya when i go see i will know which to get. Still awaiting my bonus.. ^^ It's been a long time since i last received a bonus. First time and last time was from my 1st computer company before i went army.. sad.. Who want yang wo~~? lolx. =P Ok then i go play my game liao. bubye~~

Weeee~~

Here i am again, here to post again~~ lolx. i'm crazy, dun care me. =P Yesterday wanted to post but kinda tired thus i didn't. Anyway, lemme start with updates of these few days.

Yesterday morning i tio di siao.. >_< By Angela, the gal opp my shop de. Early in the morning 1st thing that i did is to check my ink cartridges and see if there's any need to top-up from my main branch.. All my ink cartridges are placed near the entrance of my shop. As i was walking over i saw Angela standing near her shop entrance outside the counter leaning her butt by the side against the glass table chatting with Eric who was inside the counter. She was facing our shop. =.= Ok i admit, i took a glance of them. When i was checking my Canon inks, suddenly she told Eric, "Wah, ta zhen de hen shou leh. Bu guo hai hao lah..". She was obviously saying me.. =.= The whole stretch of shops, i'm still the only skinny one. =.= When she passed that remarks, i did not even care to look out to them but i endure trying not to smile.. Simply bo chap.. =P But then, not very comfortable lor.. Really feel like stopping watever i'm doing and walk over to them and say, "Wah, ni zhen de hen da zhi.." Well, she IS big size mah, for a 18-yr-old gal with a 25-yr-old figure and built.. =X Upon thinking this, my mind is full of thoughts of how she gonna react.. Lolx.. Feel like laughing but can't lor.. lolx.. Later she thought otherwise.. haha.. Dun care better.. =P Then today got a guy went into their shop and got her num. Teehee.. Afterall she's a popular one with so many guys eyeing her body. =X

I told mike my planning for the next dbl-o outing and he was scareded.. lolx.. That time that waterfall at dbl-o had made him fall sick(with stomach flu i think) for almost a wk lor.. But this time if we go we each shall ordered a dozen of shots(Neat Tequila i prefered. ^o^) and 3 jugs of different vodka. I presummed there are total of 3 person going, thus, 36 shots and 3 jugs. ^o^ Then after that we play 5-10(hands guessing game which will made one drink fast coz loser will drink one shots). Everyone muz finish their own dozen of shots and if anyone finish shall drink those jugs of vodka, sip by sip with 10 straws of coz! Muahahaha~! Scarli my idea got myself drunk 1st.. =.= But anyway, that will be very fun coz EVERYONE will be drunk very soon. Then the happy-clubbing will start. =) I do not know why but when everyone is drunk, the fun then will start. Of coz with me starting the ball rolling. =P I can't wait till then! >_< But might change the plan to half a dozen coz ken dun really know how to drink neat. Later he got raped then i'm gonna be answerable for it(though he will not lose out if the partner is a gal.. ^o^). Anyway, since the 3 of us not having any gf, it's time for a little wild fun. Somemore without any gals around us would make things easier.. =P But it's true. =) However, if can choose i would still wanted a gf beside me. ^_^ Anyway, not long liao.. hehehe.. *Fingers crossed* =P

The shop CYMAX had been renovated and in a few days time, grand opening is starting. The deco is no diff as eSquare lor.. Crap.. Still say wan a change.. =.= Today, a lot of our printers and LCDs are inside the new shop liao.. The table for displaying Notebooks had been setup and ready to use liao.. I'm so excited yet scared. Coz till now i still do not know wat's the actual planning.. At 1st, they said the planning for 5th floor is, they will be taking up 5 shops and join them up to one(as in breaking the 'walls' or rather partition) and opposite the big shop are 2 shops(also join together). Last but not least, one more shop beside the big shop(1 shop away from the big shop) and will be still linked to the big shop as the back can be broken and link-up.. I show u the floor-plan..



See the big square boxes? The 'new shop' and the shop between 'new shop' and 'my shop' is currently occupied by Laser. HWH is my previous company before i went army. Broken lines indicate to be broken down. 'Laser' and 'new shop' are oredi 2 shops combined into one.. Thus when combined all the grey would be combining 6 shops.. Oppsite us would be combined too.. Grey shop will be selling Notebooks, LCDs, Networks, DIY computers, Softwares and Games(the shop above HWH is a gameshop owned by us), etc. Oppsite will be selling computer accessories like my current shop.. Now the thing is, i dunno would i be placed at grey or orange.. If grey, it would be stressful and exciting. If orange, it gonna be boring.. The previously planning is i would be at grey but i heard that i might be at orange or will be running both.. >_< I'm a human lor.. Everything also wan me to tahan meh? Tahan so much but salary din go up lor.. Somemore might not have off again.. Walao.. But still, working in this company is fun and challenging.. ^_^ Anyway, even if i were to leave, they will not close down lor and anytime i can get approach for other jobs.. Afterall, i had been working in Sim Lim for 5yrs(including the 2yrs before i went army) liao.. =)

Jasmine suddenly called me today and ask me go pei her eat dinner tomorrow nite.. As she wanted to go shopping at Bugis Parco and her bf not free to accompany her.. =.= Spare tire.. lolx.. No lah, yuxiang and jinlun might be coming too. Another childhood gathering dinner. ^o^

I really dun understand why shan said that in my tag lor.. Did i say her? o.O No leh.. I dote on her so much, how would i bear to say her? I would only say her for her own good but not on smoking as i myself is a smoker so i will not say her de.. sigh.. Sad.. sob! But anyway, no matter wat i still will dote on her. Juz like how i dote on 'her'.. Toking abt shan, that time i went to see her at her working place that day. I missed my last bus.. Waited at the bus-stop till abt 1.15am.. Been thinking of lotsa things.. Then suddenly i felt the urge to walk home.. Yes, walk home from Marine Parade to Chinatown. HO EH! Good one lor. But really, i did. i reach home at 4am and the next day i still climb up and go work.. Though with my legs aching lah.. Too long no exercise liao.. hehe.. That walk seriously helped me think things thru.. That's how i'm able to post those words for the mysterious gal which touched her(she told me so..). With the theme song and the power of my words, well, any gals shld be moved.. Anyway, dun think she did moved to tears but anyway, i'm somehow glad when she smsed me and told me that comments.. That indeed bring a smile to my face and my life.. Waiting or not waiting is no longer important. Both of us had matured somehow in a way or another. Wat's meant to be will be. Wat's meant not to be, there's no point having the both of us in suffering. If only all of us can be like shan who can stand up so easily from fallen battles. I'm not one as i'm only putting on a tough front(as wat celena said and she really know me well. a hug for ya *hug* =P). But still, time will tell and heal everything but most impt is still on self.

Anyway, i wan go play my game liao. Nite all. Good luck to those who still studying. ^^ Gambatte ne! Oyasumninasai, minna san~

hmmmm..

Dunno how long ago i came across one of my friend's blog and i saw this



How come i post this out of the blue? Well, recently i've got a friend who told me that if he were to flinch with the same gal always, shld be safer than going around plucking all the roses. Well, how true is this? Upon recalling the advert above, i dun see it as any safe. Nothing is safe. There's always a price to pay. You stick to one, doesn't mean he/she will stick to one. Please pay attention. I did mentioned FLINCH. Not relationships. Well, it's the same to me though... I'm not being introvert even though sometimes i'm one. I'm open as most guys but i do know the risks in whatever things i do. But anyway, that's my personal, private.

Going back a few posts, rmb those 3 gals i mentioned opposite my shop? Joanne, Michelle and Michelle's sis? Yea, the sis is 27 this yr, name i still dunno. And the Michelle is not called Michelle, she is Angela. My colleague, mike, got her num liao. ^^ Though he's more interested in Joanne. He juz confessed today. =P Great minds think alike. lolx. But anyway, i suddenly lost interest totally on both due to the war their boss trying to wage on us. And my boss retaliated.. I'm being crushed in between.. =.= I knew one of their staff named Eric. Dun really wan to spoilt it due to the war of the two bosses... Haiz.. But that's life. I guess i gonna be more aggressive soon on the way i work to make my boss more happy. =.= Afterall, i've got the idea and creative and customer-catching ideas. But that's gonna make me and the opposite more sour than before. But anway i couldn't care less. Becoz sooner or later, their shop will be ours. Due to this war, my attitude had changed towards the gals. I wun even glanced at them as i usually would. Even if i see them straight in the eye, it would be nothng but a cold stare. No more friendly looks from me to them except for Eric. Well, i used to look friendly and approachable. Now, Angela wun even dare to talk to me, let say borrow my broom(she did once shyly and slowly and even tease me asking me to help them sweep =.=). So be it, let it be. Anyway, it's not as if i needed them or something.

My new supplier, Serene, is real cute. She showed me her Ipod Nano Silicon Case. Upon seeing that i ordered 10pcs each of the 5 different colours. She happy sia. =.= Then she learnt that i'm from ATF, she kinda shocked. Coz her company had longed to do business with us.. However, in getting sales with ATF is hard. Let's see how she fare. But anyway, i called her office-hp regarding the change of destination of delivery of goods then the next day she called me back using her personal hp. =.= We even smsed a while on personal stuffs. She's 23 this yr, attached, medium-length slight brown hair, face ok rather decent with a bit of rabbit's tooth(Jason like it best for a certain purpose.. =X), figure normal expected to be a B-cup due to the low-cut everything she wore. =.= She doesn't go clubbing anymore(even if her bf ask her to go) and she's a casual smoker(i dun like gals who smoke but ok lor i also dun mind Erica & shan mah). Asked her a few times go clubbing but were turned down flat.. =( However, she ask me out for lunch but too bad i lunch-in. What a pity.. Sigh.. Then she also did ask me go for dinner but my dinner time is forever so late.. >_< In the end, we decided that everytime she comes SLS she would jio me go smoke. ^o^ At last, got a gal to smoke with at work. Not to mention Erica, she only comes once in a blue moon. As for Serene, she came at least once a wk. =P But anyway, we are juz friends. I'm not used to breaking up couples. =)

Wah today i got good-hair-day. Happy! =D It's been a long time liao.. >_<>_<>_< But anyway, i had yet to learn how to make the back part of my hair... Wah lao i seriously need to go Chapter 2 for my shade, 2-toned-colour-dye, cut and advice. Dunno next mth can go or not.. =.=

Jason is getting shaky. Not him but his relationship with his super chio gf.. Things doesn't look good lately. Though he show a dun-care-but-care-a-bit-attitude, afterall, she had stayed in his place for 2yrs+ liao. His mum oredi look her upon her daughter-in-law liao.. Juz like mike who had broke off with his 5yrs-relationship gf.. Life is so full of surprises. But anyway, i keep my fingers crossed and prepare a bit more money.. Coz if jason and his gf broke off, he definitely ask me and mike go chiong de.. Then can see the old him liao. Few gf a wk.. Soon, every single gals in SLS also his ex.. =P But not possible lah, most of them not his taste. But the two gal opp my shop he's interested. He's wanting for them to get hitched 1st though then he strike. That's the fun of it. =P When no one is interested in something, it seems boring. When someone owned it, there's a challenge. That's wat he taught me. =) Though i haven't used it but used it as a lesson learnt in life. =D

Okay that's all for today. i try to post again. =)

>_<

I'm so not used to staying at home doing nothing.. I'm on mc today. Early in the morning fever, temp shot up to 38.4 degree.. =.=" Whole body become weak sia, no strength at all.. Plus my head seems heavier than before due to headache.. Felt a whiole lump of phlem in my throat but no matter how i cough and sneeze, it wun come out.. My voice turn coarse also.. >_< Actually still thinking of going work de but i give it a pass coz i knew, tons of ppl gonna come nag and scream at me for that.. hehe.. I shall take a rest today.

Juz visited the doc and he gave me 2 days mc for today and tomorrow but i tell him i only need one day.. I say liao i'm not used to not working.. It's not abt workaholic but i juz can't abandon my responsibility of taking care of the job.. It's juz like how Carisa had to work OT almost the entire mth juz becoz she wan to commit. Or rather bo bian? Juz like shan who need to work until late night juz becoz of those paperwork had to be done before she can knock off at 3am..

Everyone's job and way of working are different from one another.. If a person doesn't came across that situation, he/she will not be able to picture that.. But anyway, doesn't really matters much.. =)

I've got quite a few things i wanna say but i dunno why i juz can't spell it or say it out.. Juz like how i unable to say from the bottom of my heart even though i really wan to.. This is juz like the 1st incident which i was 'Kai Bu Liao Kou' to her years ago.. Now another appeared.. Shld i really stick to my principle and mindset and belief..? That "Friendship last a lifetime, RS doesn't. At least that's what i believe.." Sigh.. Anyway, she wun get to know abt that.. =) Dun come ask me who was it lor.. I really dun wanna make that move. Let me dangling there in mid-air doing nothing.. Time will tell everything de. I always tell everyone this though.. Coz it's a fact. hehe..

Ok i'm getting sleepy liao due to the med... I wan go koon le.. Maybe tonite blog again if i'm not tired... Cya all..

i'm sorry . . . .

I'm sorry, gal. i never meant to hurt you this way. Please forgive my stupidity and insensitivity.. I merely care abt my mind, not sparing a thought for you at all. Sincerely i've regretted what i've done, said and mentioned.. It's my bad. I'm a bad guy. I'm even worth to be called a Friend to you.. =( I'm a nobody who only knows how to talk and write nonsenses.. I dare not ask you to forgive me entirely. I'm sorry.

It was me who got the wishful thinking. It's all wat i think but not the actual thing. How did i get all these? In case you do not know. That time at Devil's Bar u saw me and Carisa seems so close and i learnt from Jenny that u are kind of unhappy abt that. Well, seriously do not know wat's got into u that time coz there's nothing going on between me and her.. That gave me the thoughts abt u. Okay, it's my bad coz i did not follow-up on wat's going on.. I'm sorry.

You enjoyed my company, and seriously me too when we go club. It's my bad that i gotten the wrong idea. It's all my fault. I'm sorry.

I felt utterly uncomfortable when i was told that you are kind of hurt. I promise, i will never do it again. Never ever again. If i can't do that, i would be struck by lightning. I swear. I'm sorry.

Again, gal. I Weixing sincerely apologised to you for all that i've did to you. I'm sorry.

It's been a long time. ^o^

Firstly, i apologise for lesser and lesser postings.. I've got lotsa things to post always.. I need to get a PDA fone.. I'm targetting O2 Mini. MP3 player, Phone, Organiser, Notepad(for immediate thoughts for blogging..), msn messenger(even if i'm playing game i can still logon all the while..), etc.. Need it badly.. sigh..

Anyway, brought to you a new skin which i love it myself.. And also a new song, Hu Yan Bing - Waiting for you.. Dunno why, when i heard this song 1st time at Cabana that day when i go find nicole, i find it nice..

Too many things to be blog.. Well, this gonna be another long blog...

Updates
Work - As u ppl know. I'm working 7 days a week. Not for the money but for the commitments to the company and my job. Working hrs are long and stressful too abt sales.. However, i've got wonderful colleagues. New clubbing kakis.. ^_^ New gaming kakis.. ^_^ New gals for me to tease.. ^o^

Self - I'm still single, not looking but beo-ing.. =P My shop is at 5th floor of SLS and opp my shop there's a shop selling inks. There are total of 3 gals in there. One malaysian and rest singaporeans. The malaysian is 22-yr-old, height abt 1.6m, not too skinny not too plump(though can see a little tire.. =P), figure is normal(estimated to be a A-cup by me =P), face not bad quite cute, black hair tied up neatly into a little pony-tail when let down it's slightly behind shoulder(when she let down her hair she looks very nice ^^). Name is Joanne, i think.. =P The younger singaporean is 18-yr-old(she doesn't look like she's 18 lor, machiam 24 or so..), height abt 1.7m, not too skinny not too plump but her tire is very clear lor, face is average, her figure is good(estimated to be a C-cup claimed by my colleague, michael & edmund), Long hair let down with natural wave and slight gold stripes, voice is coarse... =.= very coarse.. Name is Michelle, i think.. The older singaporean is dunno wat age, looks like sister of the younger singaporean, height abt 1.7m, slightly plump, face is below average, figure is normal, medium black slightly curly hair. Name is... I dunno... =P

Game - I'm playing RF rite now. Also known as Fantasy & Romance. I also dunno why it's called RF instead of FR. =P Anyway, it's an online RPG. Almost the same as A3 but it more like Lineage II. At times there are still lags in game but the graphics are very nice.. The server is based in Taiwan, thus, everyone is speaking chinese. Only a few is speaking in english. I'm in a clan/guild which is made by many of my colleagues.. A good thing is everyday also got ppl to tok to. At least no KIDS in there. They are very helpful to me too even if i'm a new player.. We juz had a major update to version 5 giga. This game consist of 18 giga i think.. It's gonna be a long game.. Every mth i paid S$20 for the credit. Quite ok lah, at least i will everyday guai guai go home play game. Save money instead of going clubbing more often.. =P

Regarding to my comments on BI on celly's blog, well, i seriously do believe that gals are really much better than guys.. At least i've came across a lot who are even better than me in treating gals rite.. Well, good guys nowadays are hard to come by.. Ke yu bu ke qiu.. I've seen too many bad guys.. I myself is a classic example. =) How bad am i? Too many bad things to mention liao.. sigh.. Toying with a gal's feeling is bad but it's fun.. Really fun.. How long have i not been fooling around liao..? Hmm.. Ever since Karen.. Watever it is, it's all in the past. Did i mentioned abt an email teaching how to woo gals? Well, in it there's a lot of info.. Example is "How to let a gal call you instead of you calling her for a chat or invitation to go on a date". Lotsa of things to learn in there but i've lost the webby liao. Anyway, playing pyschology game is the fun thing. My colleague, jason, call it FISHING. When you doing fishing, you had to reel-in and let loose. Same applies to hooking gals. Well, it's hard to describe without actions and i also dunno how to get the picture into words.. Anyway, i see Celly as a little fish struggling for her suivival.. sigh.. Watever it is, everyone have to make his/her own decision based on their heart, their mind and their soul.. A third person saying something can be dangerous.. =.= Thus, thou shall say no more..

That day i went to see shan, learning her situation, i really dunno wat to tell her.. Can't possibly tell her to break off with her bf directly. To me or to her, seems nothing but it's actually a big different to others. People see it as me trying to sink the ship so that i can board it.. =( That's human nature, i leave it at that.. She said she wanted to know wat would i do if i'm her.. This naughty gal learn real fast from me... She is a bright gal who can make her own decision and see for herself.. Though i've said it, i still wanna say it again, "Tian ta xia lai hai you wo zai.." =) Who ask me dote on u so much. hehe =P Actually i wanted to give u use my new starhub line de but you wanted to buy a new hp.. haiz.. =P Michelle had become one of my closest sms pal sia.. She even comes to me asking for advices when she encounter some prob.. I'm glad that she did though.. Coz i love being approached, it shows that at least i'm still got some use when i'm still alive... Erm.. btw, this michelle is not that michelle opp my shop one.. =) I'm kinda a bit worried abt her hp bill though.. She's still studying mah, later she cannot handle.. =/ I know she wun blame me but i'm.. haiz.. =(

Xuehui had been hu len hu re to me.. Makes me so turn off.. But anyway, it doesn't really matters much.. Less a person to care makes no diff to me.. Dun get me wrong, there's absolutely nothing going on between me and her. Even though i gave her 2 tickets to Xue Lang Hu(not very exp, though i'm broke) by Jacky.. That time i was asked to bring her go to the concert, treating it as a bday gift to her.. That time i wasn't working yet, still having my holidays from work.. Thus, i promised her.. In the end, things got worse on my side.. I was unable to take even half day leave on the sat for the concert thus i ask her to drag her sis go.. Was kinda reproached for me not having the time to go.. haiz.. So be it.. Anyway, she happy can le...

Ruyou last wk bought a MP3 player, so happy until she went Bugis with her friends and asked me to meet them coz she wanted to show me her new toy.. =P Siao char bo.. hehe.. When i saw the player, i told her i knew the distributor for that product and she was kind of sad as well as agitated plus a bit excited.. =P Coz my price shld be lower.. At least i can get special price direct mah.. hehe =P Anyway, she looks a bit diff. Think she go do her hair.. Looks more womanly liao.. teehee.. But then, i also gotten my 'hiao-ness' from her so i can't talk much abt her 'hiao-ness'.. keke =D Yesterday chatted with her a little on sms. Suddenly she said that i got chance.. =.= Dun suddenly drop my heart lor.. Scary de leh.. Later i cannot take it.. lolx. =P Ever since the gal from SLS gave me that bad incidence, i'm kind of scared of such liao.. >_< For Ruyou, it's juz that i dun feel that i deserved any chance or stuff. I'm oredi contented that i've a friend like her rather than that Danlin who dunno disappear to where liao.. oops! =X Dun worry, i wun run away. I'll still try my best to organise majong sessions for u if time permits for all. You are not scary at all lor. hehe =P Still, even i organise liao u still gotta emerge into the mood with my friends.. If not, everyone will feel awkward.. Anyway u so talkative and cute, can one lah. =P

Long time no see Erica liao.. That day she suddenly come drop by my shop with her cute friend, Val. =D Muz be went to see her bf who is working at 1st floor of SLS then shun bian come see me and jio me go smoke.. =P But anyway, i'm glad that actually there are still ppl who come drop by juz to say hi.. =) I thought i was forgotten liao ever since she got hitched.. =P Anyway, she still look the same as before. =) except that not so violent anymore.. Muz be my friend's taming skill. =P

Last sat i super not free sia.. Went Momo Bay and DBL-O in a night. =.=" But no choice lah.. have to go Momo.. I still gotta rush to dbl-o thus i left them early at abt 12.40am.. I oredi promised Ken & Mike that i'll be there and ken is super bored there coz mike dun have the mood to dance.. He kept msging me and asking me to quick go find them.. haha.. I was oredi quite high when i left Momo due to drinking too fast only those powerful drinks, somemore i'm drinking glass by glass and not sip by sip.. When i met up with the guys, haven't even started drinking i'm oredi dancing and leading them on my moves and making them happy by teasing those gals around us.. =P I'm so daring that day.. I haven't seen myself so daring before.. That finishing up the jug of Vodka Lime, we proceed to the dancefloor immediately.. I even asked them if they wanna do a little 'fishing'.. lolx.. But too bad, there wasn't any 'standard' gals around us at the dancefloor.. hehe =P But me and ken definitely had fun pushing mike to gals who squeeze pass him.. teehee.. =D Ken really enjoyed himself very much that nite. =)

Going such places really not suitable to bring partners.. Jason is rite abt this. Reason is becoz we wun enjoy as much if we bring gf/bf.. But if i can choose i still prefer having a gf to dance with me.. =) Well, let it be. I'm asking for much. I got clubbing kakis and can have fun together can le... Have or dun have gf doesn't really matters to me.. It's been a long long time ever since i last got hitched..

Though that mysterious gal did bring me back a little feeling.. Happy moments are short but forever etched in the heart to keep.. Those were the days that i can feel that i can give up everything.. Game, clubbing or even smoking.. I thought of smoking is becoz i dun like to be near to her after smoking coz i know it doesn't smell nice at all. I'm a smoker afterall.. When i go out with her, i dun really want to smoke even though she said she doesn't mind at all(she's such a considerate person..) but i still dun wan to even though the craving is there.. Coz if i dun smoke, i feel more comfortable staying close to her.. Real close.. Ah.. My memories back again... Oh well, nothing to be sad about.. =) At least i once had her in my heart to be the most impt person on earth and vice versa.. For that, i'm oredi glad with it.. =) Though my heart is still having a little feel like that of my theme song.. Ke yu bu ke qiu, shun qi zi ran bah.. However, i'm a stupid insensitive guy in such.. I wun know even though she wanted to hint me that i can start wooing her.. sigh.. Then somemore she's like "if u can find a gal u like, go ahead for it. dun have to worry abt me.." >_< When a person is too good, sometimes also cannot take it.. But watever lah, time will tell everything.. Maybe you yuan wu fen bah.. Ren zai jiang hu, shen bu you ji, dan ren wang wang bu you zi ji... "Waiting for you, i'm waiting for you, waiting for you, come into my dreams(life).." Taking it up and putting it down is part of life.. Watever it is, i let it be.. If i really find another gal who can really touch my heart, i'll go for it.. I know i will have ur blessing whole-heartedly even though it would mean pressing ur heart.. Remember that we are of a kind. So, that will be the same for me to you.. I know you will read this.. =) Let's move on with life instead of stranded in the same spot.. I'll hold ur hand and move on, be it as a friend or not.. =) Cheers.

Everyone in heart had a song that leads me to him/her.. For example, whenever i heard Tong Hua, memories of shan came to me.. Whenever i heard Ai Heng Jian Dan, memories of Winjean came to me.. Whenever i heard Kai Bu Liao Kou, memories of a mysterious gal(this one is not the recent one, she's a long ago one whom i dun even wan to let her know that i've fallen for her..) came to me.. Whenever i heard Zhang Huimei's Happy Birthday i recall Siti, coz she really sing very well for that song(even though she's a half malay half chinese but her chinese is good. might be even better than me.. =P).. Whenever i heard An Jing, memories of Karen came to me.. Got quite a few i can't recall now.. For the mysterious gal, i guess it would be Dao Dai sung by Jay Chou(not jolin)..

Okie i shall stop here.. Pretty tired.. My sweet dreams are waiting for me.. lolx =P Oh ya, shan might be leaving for Thailand as her company is opening an outlet there.. She might be going though.. But anyway, it's gonna be her decision coz it's gonna be her future.. No friends there in a foreign place is indeed scary, somemore got language barrier.. But i believe she can cope well if she intend to go. I'll gladly welcome her when she comes back for holidays once a while. I'll definitely take off to go out with her.. Even though in sg if she request, i would still do the same. =) Gtg liao. take care all. ^o^