Today is Christmas. So, Merry Christmas to all who read. =) I rarely got time to come post nowadays.. Friday slept at 5am, went ktv with friends. Sat slept at 6am, went for two celebrations.. shag.. Luckily today got nothing on after work.. =D
Almost everyday i slept late, earliest was 3am.. >_< But no choice lah.. You all stop guessing lah. Some thought i'm in a relationship.. Coz i have been meeting Vic almost everyday for the past 2wks. =.=" Well, let me declare. The nothing between the two of us. Just pure friends, maybe close friends. Am i rite, sis? =P Yup, that's wat i've been calling her thru sms. And of coz, i gotten a 'bro' from her. =)
Well, i seriously have to clarify.
I have got no time for relationships.
I have got no time for gaming. (i gave up RF Online)
I have got no time for movies.
I have got no time for tv shows.
I have got no time for blogging.
I have got no time for studying.
I have got no time for playing.
I have got no time for working.
I have got no time for chats after work.
I have got no time for chill-outs after work.
I have got no time for getting my car license.
I have got no time for packing my field-pack for army.
I have got no time for arranging my desktop.
I have got no time for comics.
I have got no time for novels.
I have got no time for organising things i wanna organise.
I have got no time for updating my palm with all my contacts and appointments and tasks and programmes.
I have got no time for waste. My time is getting precious and stress is getting to me but i simply love this feeling. (thanks, sis vic ^o^)
Too many things to be done, too little time left.. Too many things to plan, too useless in doing planning. Too many problems to handle, too little time to solve. Too many things to learn, too little time to master. Too many things to coordinate, too little to concentrate. Well, this is life? Hell, yes! Everyday is a brand new day! =) No matter how tough or hard or harsh is the path, i must not give up! When a person realised the important of TIME, he/she starts to mature, gradually.
There are ppl who asked me go clubbing, i told them off: No time.
There are ppl who asked me go sentosa sun-tanning on my off-day, i told them off: No time.
There are ppl who asked me go for dinner after work, i told them 'no time leh'.
There are ppl who asked me go for movie after work, i told them 'no time lah'.
There are ppl who asked me wat's wrong with me lately, i told them 'no time to tok'.
There are ppl who asked me to come back play RF, i told them off: Waste my time only.
There are ppl who asked me to go back school to study, i told them off: Waste my time & money only.
Hmm, why do i say study is waste of time? Well, it is a very very blow to those who are still studying but they will not understand. Traditional mindset is 'Study more can get more salary'. Yup, that's true. How much can u go? Is FOUR THOUSAND SINGAPORE DOLLARS enough? Ok lah, make it S$5000 a mth lah, for a degree holder. Well, when i'm getting $500 a mth i say i wan savings but i got none. When i'm getting $1000 a mth i say i wan savings and i got none. When i'm getting $1500 a mth i say i wan savings, in the end still none. The more you get, the more you spend. For my case is becoz of my family and i ain't got a choice. Anyone wanna try support a family of 4 ppl and a pet? So, pls dun come tok crap to me. Oh ya, back to main point. S$5000 a mth with a family of 4. Savings = $1000 a mth? Living standards will definitely rise, properties & transports. The 2 killers in singapore. Heard of retrenchment? Heard of companies being closed down? I give u an example. You are getting S$5000/mth and is a GM(General Manager) of this company called Ma*tor. This company is quite big. Lately, another company called Se*gate buy over the whole of Ma*tor. So, is there any chances that you will be retrenched if Se*gate were to get a lower-pay GM over to Ma*tor? Think abt it. No one can predict the future, nor can anyone prevent the uncomings.
Aiya, all these too chim liao lah. In this world, there's two categories. 95% and 5%. All of us, all ppl i knew are in the 95% category(including those above average-income-families, even some rich ppl like my current boss). I wanna be the 5%. It's extreme but it's not impossible. To be that, one have to sacrifice. Jasmine told me she wanted to retire at age of 30. Lemme see if she can really hang in there until 50 with that mindset. University-student being able to do is not surprising. What if there's a O-Level student AKA Poly-Halfway-Dropout did that? I've seen a few walking towards the path of 5% and i have to catch up. Cert is a piece of useless sh!t if one know how to success. In chinese ppl always say "Tian1 Li3, Di4 Li3, Ren2 He2". Everything have to be swee swee in order to success. Example, bubble tea business. It's a total failure. Anyone who thinking of opening one now please let me know, coz i rather u give me the money.
My words seems too profound and different from what i, Weixing, ought to be. Well, people changes as time pass. I only wanted my very first goal which is a car of my own, i'm targetting Subaru or Integra or whichever EVO that is appealling to me. Second goal will be Mitsubishi Eclipse. Shiok! It's not a dream, it's an aim in life. However, i still dun understand. Can anyone enlighten me? "Do u live life to aim, or aim to live life?" I still haven't had an answer. When i gotten my first goal, i shall try to answer that.. As for when, ppl surely think 2-5yrs. Well, i had set 6mths. =) Even though by then i din get it, i will not give up. That is my belief. Remember hor, "Tian Li, Di Li, Ren He" lor. =) Okie, gotta go liao. Guess the next update will be in wks. =)
16 December, 2005
Utterly Disappointed..
Sian.. Damn sian.. Totally, utterly disappointed in myself. Totally disgusted by myself.. Fark! Where the fark are all my courage and bravery?! I felt like a chicken juz now. A freaking pussy sissy! You ppl know how the feeling gonna be?! Example, approaching a gal and asking for her number! This is freaking MALE EGO restricting me!! Fark it! >_<
Ok dun get me wrong. I wanted my courage is not for such small matters. Women are nothing. I dun need them to survive. I'm looking upon my colleagues Sen and Yingfen and Jess. They are the toughest women i had ever seen. Knn i need to change myself. I MUST change! Gotta go all out!! Fark the male ego. Fark the mian zi issue! Since FT(Foreign Talent) can do it, I Weixing can too! There is little different in people but that little defferent makes a big different. The little different is attitude and big different is whether it is Positive or Negative! I'm convinced that i'm totally Positive now! I want to be a totally new Weixing to face the world! I want to go Shanghai with everyone in Feb! I want my license by JUNE! I want my own personal car by next year before my bday in 2007! I want my new home in 2007! I want to meet more positive thinking new friends! I want to mix around more with succesful people! I want everyone to stay healthy and never give up!
Imagine a dustbin about 10m away infront of u. If u were to throw in succesfully a paper ball, u will be rewarded with a million dollar at no conditions! WILL YOU TRY? Yes! I WILL! If were to be given 100 chances to throw and you kept missing till 99th, WILL YOU GIVE UP EVEN THE LAST TRY? NO! I WILL NOT! Well, this is part of what i had learnt lately. This is not even 1%. This is not enuff. I want to learn more!
I wanna go sleep liao, so that tml i'm recharged to perform better! Good Nite All!! ^o^
Ok dun get me wrong. I wanted my courage is not for such small matters. Women are nothing. I dun need them to survive. I'm looking upon my colleagues Sen and Yingfen and Jess. They are the toughest women i had ever seen. Knn i need to change myself. I MUST change! Gotta go all out!! Fark the male ego. Fark the mian zi issue! Since FT(Foreign Talent) can do it, I Weixing can too! There is little different in people but that little defferent makes a big different. The little different is attitude and big different is whether it is Positive or Negative! I'm convinced that i'm totally Positive now! I want to be a totally new Weixing to face the world! I want to go Shanghai with everyone in Feb! I want my license by JUNE! I want my own personal car by next year before my bday in 2007! I want my new home in 2007! I want to meet more positive thinking new friends! I want to mix around more with succesful people! I want everyone to stay healthy and never give up!
Imagine a dustbin about 10m away infront of u. If u were to throw in succesfully a paper ball, u will be rewarded with a million dollar at no conditions! WILL YOU TRY? Yes! I WILL! If were to be given 100 chances to throw and you kept missing till 99th, WILL YOU GIVE UP EVEN THE LAST TRY? NO! I WILL NOT! Well, this is part of what i had learnt lately. This is not even 1%. This is not enuff. I want to learn more!
I wanna go sleep liao, so that tml i'm recharged to perform better! Good Nite All!! ^o^
03 December, 2005
Another day
Again it's getting towards the end of this yr.. Time flies without any mercy. Soon in a mth plus, i'm turning 24 liao.. Looking back, i had finished my NS 3yrs ago, quitted poly 6yrs ago, graduated from secondary 8yrs ago.. I think so.. Paiseh i'm too tired and lazy to count.. >_< Come to think abt it, i've changed ever since i left army too. That time i was botak then to short hair then to forced-centered-window then to messy spike then to messy-outta-bed. =.=" Wat's next? i've got no idea.. Well, when i go chapter 2 then i'll know. ^o^
Another thing that had seems to change is my attitude to gals? Most assumed.. Well, not that. I've not change much, juz a little change. I'm still the traditional Weixing with a bit more out-going and a bit more socialable nowadays.. I'm still the guai Weixing with a little bit of bad and a little bit of notti.. ^o^ Anyway, i'm juz being me of what my friends SEE in me and not in words. =) Well, words can be deceiving and yet some truth that are not easily revealed by me personally. Well, i juz looked back at my posts last mth.. I can't believe i wrote those.. Anyway, i'm easily influenced by ppl.. I rather be a bad a*s to be shown to others rather than doing nothing that can at least aid a bit to some in their lives. Hope me being a bad guy in here did help a bit. But anyway, i've got no control in what others gonna think.. I can only try to do it the bad way. 'It's good to be bad, and yet psychologically implement the opposite effects..' It doesn't matter how others gonna look at me or how others gonna get disgusted by my posts. Well, afterall, these are juz but words.. Wah, i can be story teller for the bad liao.. lolx.. =P
Wah sian.. Juz now my hp beep and gotten a sms from Vic.. My fone was covered by my bag thus i din hear/see it till more than an hr later.. Replied her and got no reply.. Guess i was too late.. Think she is juz bored and wanted a little chatting on sms.. Sian.. >_< Only if my pillow isn't that big. =.=" Sigh.. Tml see how bah..
I really miss sashimi! >_<>_< But i dun mind as long not too hard though. =P I'm shui bian but i'm not fan jian lor! ^o^ Hmmm.. Tml see how bah.. If i were to ask Michelle out for dinner, Edmund surely not happy de. All he know is i'm snatching from him. Aiya, kids wun understand de lah.. He sees me getting close to either Joan or Michelle, he got jealous. He sees me getting close to Vic(he knew abt her as i told him), he develop 'green-eyes'. Then i told him abt Vic's friend Peishan taking my number before we three parted that time, he again turn green-eyed. =.=" Seeing me meeting two pretty gals alone, accused me say got gals no share. wtf sia. He really wan me to play the hard way? I would use psychology ways to make him ben-kui lor.. Make him totally lose confident and ability in himself. I'm sure i stand a better chance in getting Michelle or Joan. But if i really wanna play, i would want him to get together with either 1st, then i go 'gua-chia' snatch his gf made him tulan and ditch the gal and tell him to take back. But fighting with a kid is no fun. No excitment at all. Anyway, he will give up in a while if he can't get Michelle. Lemme put a little poison and watch the fun going.. Muahahahaha! *evil grinz* =D =E =P
Was supposed to go Devil's Bar but in the end it was cancelled.. Think shld be comfirm going on Tues due to the special invitation cards.. Only those invited can go in. There will be free-flow till 11pm and Andrew got one 3/4 full bottle for us free.. ^o^ Gonna drink till we drop! =D Then on Wed there's a gathering for our company. Guess we will be going for dinner after work then drink a bit then go ktv.. With Santos around, i bound to drink a lot due to force.. Santos is good with psychology and he was a very good talker that can 'force' ppl into drinking.. Mike ganna before liao.. Haha.. And Santos is a VERY GOOD drinker. =.=" Then on friday maybe going clubbing at Momo with Jason and Mike and maybe Ken.. Sat got a gathering with my poly friends. Though dinner i wun be able to make it but might be going clubbing thereafter.. This coming week i'm so bz.. >_< Still thinking of meeting shan for prata and Vic for dinner leh and Peishan also and of coz not forgetting Ruyou's ice-cream. ^^ Last but not least, Celena's movie trip to Chicken Little. ^o^ Unless she watched it liao lah.. sigh.. =P
Shag shag.. i wanna go slp liao.. Nite all.. ^^
Another thing that had seems to change is my attitude to gals? Most assumed.. Well, not that. I've not change much, juz a little change. I'm still the traditional Weixing with a bit more out-going and a bit more socialable nowadays.. I'm still the guai Weixing with a little bit of bad and a little bit of notti.. ^o^ Anyway, i'm juz being me of what my friends SEE in me and not in words. =) Well, words can be deceiving and yet some truth that are not easily revealed by me personally. Well, i juz looked back at my posts last mth.. I can't believe i wrote those.. Anyway, i'm easily influenced by ppl.. I rather be a bad a*s to be shown to others rather than doing nothing that can at least aid a bit to some in their lives. Hope me being a bad guy in here did help a bit. But anyway, i've got no control in what others gonna think.. I can only try to do it the bad way. 'It's good to be bad, and yet psychologically implement the opposite effects..' It doesn't matter how others gonna look at me or how others gonna get disgusted by my posts. Well, afterall, these are juz but words.. Wah, i can be story teller for the bad liao.. lolx.. =P
Wah sian.. Juz now my hp beep and gotten a sms from Vic.. My fone was covered by my bag thus i din hear/see it till more than an hr later.. Replied her and got no reply.. Guess i was too late.. Think she is juz bored and wanted a little chatting on sms.. Sian.. >_< Only if my pillow isn't that big. =.=" Sigh.. Tml see how bah..
I really miss sashimi! >_<>_< But i dun mind as long not too hard though. =P I'm shui bian but i'm not fan jian lor! ^o^ Hmmm.. Tml see how bah.. If i were to ask Michelle out for dinner, Edmund surely not happy de. All he know is i'm snatching from him. Aiya, kids wun understand de lah.. He sees me getting close to either Joan or Michelle, he got jealous. He sees me getting close to Vic(he knew abt her as i told him), he develop 'green-eyes'. Then i told him abt Vic's friend Peishan taking my number before we three parted that time, he again turn green-eyed. =.=" Seeing me meeting two pretty gals alone, accused me say got gals no share. wtf sia. He really wan me to play the hard way? I would use psychology ways to make him ben-kui lor.. Make him totally lose confident and ability in himself. I'm sure i stand a better chance in getting Michelle or Joan. But if i really wanna play, i would want him to get together with either 1st, then i go 'gua-chia' snatch his gf made him tulan and ditch the gal and tell him to take back. But fighting with a kid is no fun. No excitment at all. Anyway, he will give up in a while if he can't get Michelle. Lemme put a little poison and watch the fun going.. Muahahahaha! *evil grinz* =D =E =P
Was supposed to go Devil's Bar but in the end it was cancelled.. Think shld be comfirm going on Tues due to the special invitation cards.. Only those invited can go in. There will be free-flow till 11pm and Andrew got one 3/4 full bottle for us free.. ^o^ Gonna drink till we drop! =D Then on Wed there's a gathering for our company. Guess we will be going for dinner after work then drink a bit then go ktv.. With Santos around, i bound to drink a lot due to force.. Santos is good with psychology and he was a very good talker that can 'force' ppl into drinking.. Mike ganna before liao.. Haha.. And Santos is a VERY GOOD drinker. =.=" Then on friday maybe going clubbing at Momo with Jason and Mike and maybe Ken.. Sat got a gathering with my poly friends. Though dinner i wun be able to make it but might be going clubbing thereafter.. This coming week i'm so bz.. >_< Still thinking of meeting shan for prata and Vic for dinner leh and Peishan also and of coz not forgetting Ruyou's ice-cream. ^^ Last but not least, Celena's movie trip to Chicken Little. ^o^ Unless she watched it liao lah.. sigh.. =P
Shag shag.. i wanna go slp liao.. Nite all.. ^^
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