19 February, 2009

It was unexpected but i still pull it thru... Lolx.. Mon nite went drink at coffeeshop at wdl with ken, steven, leon, chua and ken's wife. Was thinking since tue off and sales was not bad so drink a little shld be fine. Little did i know that i would drink till puke. =.= Then next day's practical revision for my 2A also unable to go due to hangover.. Woke up quite late then proceed to SGH for my destist then after that go vivo help out on the roadshow..

Was rather aggressive until someone warn me abt shin as he was eyeing my actions thru-out.. Afraid that these might got jessie into trouble for hiring a 'ghost' to pull sales, i toned down until i almost no strength and mood.. Then brandon disturb the canon promotor, Elaine, and say recommend me to her. She was quite speechless as i seems so i spur out "U scared she nobody wants meh?" But her respond gave me a little shocked.. =.= Anyway, din even open my golden mouth for her number and din tok much to her as well.. Was it that i forgot how to tok to gals other than toking to customers? ZzZzZzZzZz.. Actually i knew her since Katong roadshow where she also selling canon while i doing NEC.. Then today again i wearing NEC so after a while she did ask me if i'm going down again tml.. But too bad, i'm working for HP and not at this location.. Haha.. Wtf i din even ask where she stay, can go off together mah since i taking train also.. =.= Stupid. Lolx.. Anyway, ok de lah..

Jessie gave me encouragements for my TP and yet i told her i sure pass, makes her 'diao'. lolx.. Yeah that kind of face when ppl yaya to u.. lolx.. But i'm juz toking cock. Coz that nite i wanted to sleep early, 12mn i on my bed liao but roll here roll there until 4am then sleep. =.= Woke up at 6am then nap a little till 6.15am. So reluctant to go take TP.. Was thinking that i not enuff sleep and somemore 2 wks never go practice bike and almost 1mth no ride bike liao this time sure cannot make it liao so as well go back sleep more... Lolx.. Yeah i'm that lazy.. But on the other thinking that if forgo this one muz wait another 2mths makes me sian so i drag myself to BBDC... So tiring and sleepy..

Did my two rounds of warm-ups, quite ok... During the test, i can feel that i'm a total flop..
1st - S-course & crank-course too slow and not stable.
2nd - Narrow plank too fast.
3rd - E-brake incorrect posture plus brake before the 1st line, no speed.
4th - Bumpy course too fast liao.
5th - Slope jack-rabbit while going down after release clutch.
6th - After slope turn right, incorrect positioning that cause 2nd bike too close to me.
7th - Slip road turning left, my leg almost come down.
8th - Final right turn, almost wide turning.

After the test i was thinking this time sure fail liao coz i know myself that i've made too many mistakes.. 1st to 3rd already minus at least 4pts each liao, passing is 18 and below. Minor mistakes 2pts leh.. How to pass... lolx...

But in the end when the SHI SHEN calling names, i'm not being called. Lolx.. So i passed my class 2A with 14pts. 1st time pass. =) Afterall, my words still got power. Never fail any TP tests. lolx... 2B & 2A & my army class 3 & basic theory test & final theory test. Well, i'm bad at failing at tests.. =X

Almost went to get new bike. Lolx.. But after calculations seem a bit off.. Coz still trying to resolve the current bike.. Still haven't decide yet.. Later going down to Glen motor and see what the fellow says abt the claim 1st.. If everything really waste of time and effort, i might juz sell off the scrap metal and get a superfour instant. See how bah..

14 February, 2009

Weird. Everyone is like so agitated and excited abt the gst credit offset or whatever that is. Waiting for it to pay bills, waiting for it to tahan allowances for sch or something. I mean, even if it doesn't come, life still gotta go on rite? Juz live and let live lah. If got come in, good lah. If dun come in, move on lah. If really no come then need to jump building meh? Wtf. So gan chiong and scared as if cannot get like this, machiam have to use snatch de. =.=" So ugly.

Comments on local movies, they let u reflect on the ugly side of singaporean and i believed many fellows dun like to watch. Juz too afraid to look into the 'water of reflection'? Mai hum mai hum, mee siam mai hum. But i din know ppl also hum. Actually those are great shows to do self-reflections of self actions so as to improve oneself to be better. Dun be so farkup. But anyway, dogs never fail not to eat their own shit. So, some category ppl pls dun bother to go watch, juz pay the money go in and slp lah. Contribute to the local productions at least. Anyway, watch liao also useless coz u never learn anything, still farkup as usual.

FYI, i'm juz being random. Can't get to slp leh and it's like 4am. =.="

12 February, 2009

Juz back from Cherry. Yup again lolx.. This time went with jason, S, B and a surprising Stan. Heard that he no longer drinking liao and his child out liao.. But how come he's here..? Maybe to kpo look see bah.. Told him abt dawn jobless and asked if he tat side got vancant or not, gave me a little fake face. =.=" Den disturb him say he scared then come and gek hard hard again. His usual form. =.=" He's quite surprised i still in ctc with her. I mean, wtf why can't we? Lolx me and got nothing going on leh. Never lor. haha. Somemore she's leading a better life now, sounds better than before.. I miss her dog. =.="

Anyway, did have the intention to diao hua de but those gals dun make me stand at all. Not as if i got no money to throw but rather, no point to me. Forseen no point lah coz totally not interested leh.. But going there is ok, still got techno to hear.. Miss sparks and MU.. Haiz.. Guess moving on to ST James pretty soon.. Need to find new kakis.. Wakao been drinking lately like nv ending.. =.="

Yest supposed to meet up the gang to SH de but msg came before i got cab and told me not to go down coz no gals.. =.=" So sudden and since my heart is out, no way can settled.. Wanna go QB to finish my bottle since i'm out but kinda lazy and tired from walking.. In the end head home with alcohol free. lolx..

When got home got a beep from her telling me she's back in sg... Heng i nv go SH.. Anyway, was that even an impt issue.. lolx.. Chatted a little on the fone, nothing much den she need to work so i dun wanna disturb her.. Anyway, if she cannot feel that the fire is diminishing then too bad lor.. It is.. Sooner or later i guess. Always thot that playing in the dark is fun, but that doesn't seems to be the case.. Gotta resolve it ASAP i guess coz it never settles and it bothers me alot..

Dawn said i'm running away.. Well, maybe i guess.. Naturally for one to run away from reality when it hurts.. Coz running away is the easiest way out than to face reality.. Still dare to say me... If that time she intro that gal to me, maybe things already made for the change even if me and the gal are not meant to be at all.. Coz i'm bad at many-timings. Sure thing that i will resolve current prob immediately before going for the next objective. Haiz... Really dunno what to do or how to do. When there's no definite direction, it's like going merry-go-round in a simple roundabout without knowing where to exit, coz scared to exit wrong.. It's not like driving when exit wrong still can U-turn. Some things cannot U-turn de.. Knn why i so emo today.. I think it's becoz there's totally nothing heard from her the whole day bah somemore today's her offday. Whole day do what i also dunno. I think silence killing better bah. Dun call and msg her anymore.. Anyway, the responds will not be favourable in my case. I'm no longer impt piece liao.. Juz like how i been keeping a lookout for job for dawn but she dun even msg me to chitchat abit. Lolx... Too bad my side HP all taken liao and Dell no opening. Dare not get her into sony and lenovo coz doesn't seems prospective enuff..

Think beer and liquor are my best mate now.. Anyway, another holiday in two wks time! Really looking forward to that! This shld be fun and very fun. lolx....

10 February, 2009

I super love this song.. Seems like an old song from dong lai dong wang but how come i never spotted it until at QB.. Someone re sang i guess.. Or maybe becoz she was there that time at QB also and she's so engrossed in the mtv bah.. Watever she's interested in, i wun let a single chance slip by to make myself more sensitive and attentive.. Haiz... Juz how someone love to eat prawns and especially mushrooms.. Lolx. Or maybe the 'sensitive and attentive' applies on all positive gals of coz not on those that i dun like lah.. Oops! Discrimination! Lolx..

Sunday Carol came woodlands and look for me for a smoke. When she came in, the security alarm went off lolx.. The Sims II inside her bag was making it sound due to the security bar.. She so scared to walk out of the shop.. lolx.. Remove the bar liao then ok le. While smoking she did mentioned that i look much better with short hair but this time diff. Of coz lah cut at woodlands specially look for vonn to look for sam leh. Then buy the clay 30+ lor.. =.= Salesman gana sales-tok.. lolx.. I know business bad but ok lah for her only. Anyway i really need to style my hair since no longer riding and wearing helmet. At night meet up with the gang at Cherry and S said the same thing too. Still can asked me "Cut hair ah?" =.=

After Cherry went down to Lip. Gana grabbed by a gal. Ya i know she CMI but i told her to leave as i wanna be alone to drink only. Knn she juz dun wanna go and still wan to steal my kiss. Wtf lor straightaway reject and kept asking her to leave. But die die dun wan to go. =.= ZzZzZzZzZz.. No matter how u wanna rub me or ask me to hug u, no use de lor. I can be anything but no means no. Wah kao i thot i gonna gana rape. =.= Eww.. Anyway, sooner or later cannot go there liao. Curfew.. lolx.. Unless i really broke up with her lah.. But no matter the case, Cherry quite relax but diff from Nana. Prefer Cherry, not too messy not so many ppl. Jason did suggest a few gals but dunno leh. Juz no mood. Quite pretty a few. Somemore thai not bad IMO.. At least i prefer thai to viet. But of coz if really got a good MIS will be best lah.

FT taking over market from what i see, no matter what fields. More and more rolling in. Pinoy nurses, MIC waitresses, Thai & Viet gals, etc. Not to even mentioned malaysian gals long time come into market liao.. Like erica doing pedicure and medicure. Joanne doing sales job at sls last time. Erica doing distribution for Abadi computers that time. Dion former colleague from ATF. Huiwen doing waitress at clean pub at night and day doing office recept.

Aiya dunno wat to say lah. Anyway, it's not the end of the world. Mixed is not an uncommon thingy anymore anyway. I dun mind my son/daughter to be mix-blood though. Can be quite cool lol.. Toking abt next gen.. Had been thinking abt it.. Coming to 30 in 3yrs. If settle down by then my child will be 20yrs while i'm 50. =.= To be frank, the next gen is the thing that make the life ongoing. A new stage of life, a new chapter.. But of coz there are so many mummies out there with child(ren) without a complete family.. Sad case. Young doesn't mean stable.. Even my uncle now 40 over and juz divorced. 3 sons all follow ex-wife.. But if flowers do prick, then watever for..? Mentioning these, i came to realise i'm like totally no mood. =.= No one to thrill me or nothing thrilling? No idea.. Maybe i still prefer natural than sought after bah..

Richard rec me to go after Rena but juz no feel leh.. Though i dun mind trying to make it work lah. Toking abt that, saw Regina at QB looking for Brenda. So dao lolx.. However din see Von.. Ok back to topic. I asked a few in regards to Diners and ProTrim. Seems Protrim is easier while Diners might be scary after removing makeups.. Lolx.. Seems all see me as looking for short-term. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.. And only going for looks. Knn i really very shui bian one lor. I mean, quite shui bian.. But i shy lah.. Lolx..............

The Pixon batt cannot make it. =.= But still no regrets on that.. Quite a nice phone. Anyway, it's one of the phone that i did considered before when it says 8megapixels cam. It's not abt the cam though coz i dun really take pics but abt the sleek design. Not too bad overall.

08 February, 2009

Lately dunno wat got into me. Went JB relax. Buy Pixon. Buy HP mini note. Preparing to DIY a new computer desktop. Going Batam holiday for two days near mth end. Been going Cherry and Lips. =.="

But still i dun owe a single cent to all my credit cards.. Plus ppl out there total owe me 1k over. =.=" 1.7k cpf contributions... Damn when can i ever hit that amount. =.= Or am i even able to hit. Lolx..

Bought Jason to QB and seems that only xiaoling caught his attention.. Lolx.. Well, she's sweet afterall.. But too bad leh i really dun like nightlife gals.. Juz like now, if she gonna carrying like that, it will be the end of story pretty soon.. Anyway, he really did tried his best to get her number but in the end seems she gotten his num but plane put high.. Instincts told me he got chance. Haiz everytime he around i cannot perform well. lolx.. Juz like that time, my gf machiam his gf, coz we got nothing to tok abt since she got so many prob and yet dun wan to bother me. Ya seems i'm such a bother.

Went jb and relax. Took bus in then go city square walk walk then proceed to our relaxation. Jacuzzi, steam bath and suana. Shiok!! The Nasi Lemak also not bad but 1st time eat Nasi Lemak got curry one.. lolx.. Anyway, not bad trip though with new group members.

March think will die. Coz last mth pay is crap. 60% down wtf. Market already so bad then no stocks. CB 1.5k dunno how to survive. This mth muz really try my best to close watever freaking sales that i catch. Really cannot care wat friendship this and that. Afterall only one will look at spif. If u catch i will do my best for u, if i catch u better eat wat i give. Give and Take, not Take and Take.

Clarified. MICs are not my only cup of tea! =.=" Machiam i dun wan local delights. Juz that all i saw are rubbish. All ok one i'm not in the list. My standard where got high? ZzZzZz. My gf very pretty meh? Pls lor on the ground anyhow find also can find one better than her. But why? Why i chose her in the 1st place when knowing not supposed to be? Coz it's she chase me de. lolx.. Yeah i'm such an easy target. =.=" Anyway, she not local so i not easy to reject. Well, it's a fact coz till now i still fare my gal as top on the list then follow MII, MIT then MIV then MIM then MIS. WTF i'm toking abt? Indo-chi, Thai, Viet, Malaysia, Sing. So far dun really got friends from taiwan, only one which is my HP one but not much comms with her so can't say much but i believe when Taiwan is in ctc, they cfm top of the list. Lolx.. Maybe Japan.. Omg i'm fantasizing.. =.="

Taiwan trip shld be this yr end with jason. That shld be fun. Never bored outing with him. 10yrs ain't for nothing i guess. Can't imagine we so buay gam last time.. lolx.. Coz we knew how to work hard but play hard too. Need to enjoy, only live once. Anyway, preparing my savings liao and now totally no personal debts also no bills and liabilities. Lucky my gf easy to maintain.. Lolx.. She's like no requirements de. Bought her own hp at around 1k, bought her own air tix, bought her own dress and clothings. But of coz occasinally still got pampered her lah. ZzZzZz.. Cannot ask her wat she wan de, coz she sure wan me save more money for my 'plan'. Yeah, the 'plan' is still on. But seems so far away. I guess might be able to make it. Cannot drag too late, few more yrs i guess it will be time..

Went raining bar yest.. Wanted to go Speed for a little while de but headache and cannot drink much and somemore back also pain.. Saw jason's coll then he treated us some beer. Saw lion dance and dragon dance then went off at around 1am.. Our usual timing.. Went back home started charging and explore a little on my Pixon. Wtf dunno how to use. =.=" Guess it's time. Anyway, this is better than i get a PS3. Waste money.

Today sales grabbed ok. Had quite a few sales for Adam. Near the end accidentally close one CB for Acer, uncle customer, and i closed him 6920 for adam. Anyway, can't blamed me coz cust ask me and i tok tok closed. Realised that i knew the cust's friend that's y so easy close also. Cust still wan to think de lor. Anyway, business really bad lately. For a sat to do a sales of around 30sets, low lor. Expect tml maybe around 20. Cake is so small.. Have to grab faster than other promotors and staffs.. Trying to learn the 'owl eyes' from uncle... Oops!! Lolx.. Anyway, keith's luck also not bad. Been trying to see his cust also.. But normally he only let go of the non-napster.. So have to grab even before he tok to cust.. Actually have to do the same for ALL staffs. Hungry...

Ever since that genting trip, i always been feeling hungry.. Not that i'm hunger for gamble but food.. Think the several times of topic on shit makes me shit everyday. Wtf. Constipation is like so natural everyday. Routine sia.. Juz like breathing and u dun even know that u are breathing.. I dun mean breathe shit lah... Anyway, hoping to becoming bigger size ASAP.. Think i need more milk... I mean FULL CREAM not HUMAN!! =.= Knn why am i so connie today... I MEANT CORNY... =.=

Looking forward to the Batam trip.. Alot of things needed to get there.. Belts, shoes, polo, pants, shorts, watch, etc. >.< Lucky not taiwan or hongkong.. Lolx.. If thailand also not bad...

Shag liao.. Maybe go shit one more time before sleeping.. lolx..