28 January, 2008

Late entries...

18th December 2007

Finally got a chance to blog.. Lolx.. Coz i'm here in Ubi Ave 3 waiting for the shop to open.. Haiz.. Till now still haven't slp a wink yet.. However not really have the feel of tiredness though.. Whole nite been getting fedup and frustrated.. Haiz.. Sian. Need to go complain that HDB. Ccb made my baby suffered until like that.. Damn heart pain sia... Cb them.. Still wanna pay them money? Ask them go slp with snakes lah. Pui.

Back on 3rd shift and really no time to blog even though I had a PDA fone.. =.= I miss those days.. But I dun mind this lifestyle.. Hehe.. Everytime reach home wanna slp liao.. Wakey need go work liao.. Sat are burnt and worked till sun morning.. Only sun evening am available.. But been meeting yuxiang go out lah on these two free days.. Need to lift my burden ASAP.. Then my monitor spoilt.. Zzzzzz.. Luckily still got the laptop though I already ordered a 20" LCD TV which will only arrived on friday..

ST had offered me a company contract of 2yrs with the benefits of a permanent staff as a company staff.. However, the pay they gonna offer me is much lesser than what i'm getting now.. More CPF contributions though.. And with 3 bonuses per annual.. 3 bonuses is pretty normal lah, afterall it's considered government sector job.. My main concern is not my ability but the job responsibilities gonna increase tremendously and the politics that I am seeing aren't getting any lesser... Haiz.. I guess it's a matter of time lah..

Shld I carry on with my dream and reject the offers but still stays as a contractor till I lifted my burdens? Or shld I accept the offer and excel in it and shoot with all my might? Both had prospects and both had their risks... There's only one path... There's nothing such as "best of both worlds".. That's meant for kids.

In current state, some diploma-holders are merely slightly more than half of my salary.. Even some degree-holders aren't getting that much..

4th January 2008

This morning got home from work and went straight to bed.. Wakey at 1pm juz to go BBDC and I lost my way.. Lolx.. Luckily I wasn't late for my final theory test.. Damn. The questions are so tricky... In the end, I passed.. =.= without studying.. Lolx.. Sian.. =P

Actually I dun get mad for a long period.. But oh well, since nothing happen, then nothing happen lor.. Haha.. Got a feeling it's over and everything's back to square one.. Hmmm..

Anyway seriously no life that i'm living.. Maybe some might be able to put some colours to it.. Those kids.. Cute though.. =P

27th January 2008

Wat a day. Been having hang-over from the beer yest nite.. Head heavy plus weird feelings inside this body of mine.. =.= Anyway, meet huifang, xinlei and sally at Cineleisure for dinner. Their treat plus a lighter for my bday present.. Haha.. However, I dun seems to be in the mood for celebrations... Coz last yr this day, I had my 'best' birthday present early in the morning. I'm still dwelling in the past, I guess..

Met up with Dawn after meeting the 3 gals. We went for pool with one of her friend. Forgot the name though.. Nothing much and interesting lately.. Anyway, heard that Kel’s bday coming soon. Most prob will be going for a while bah that day.. Gotta see how coz will be at granny’s place..

Life is still as boring.. =.= Needed a life but doesn’t seems to be needing it. Kinda dunno wat’s my aim for life already.. Been clearing bad debts till I’m all numb.. This yr confirm clearing it once and for all and for good. Bygone all good and bad memories..

Rather random on my thoughts. Nothing much really..