A day off from work

Slacking at home listening to music and blogging. Play a bit of game.. Later need to go out again.. =.=" Haiz.. Sianz. My uncle darn nosy and nag super a lot. >.< I hate nags. =.=" When saying something juz say one time can liao lah. Repeat so many freaking times for wat? You will only turns me off. Feel like changing my number. Such a nuisance.

Ghost in the Shell part 2 came out liao! But even if i buy i also no time to watch.. Not much ppl knows of my hectic schedule. Every morning i woke up at abt 9am then left my place for work at abt 10am. My work starts from 10.30am-8.30pm. Upon closing all the shops will be abt 9pm liao.. By the time i reach home is roughly close to 10pm.. Bathe, eat and relax a bit. Soon i will get tired around 11pm(due to the drowsiness from the full-cream warm milk). Thus, i will get to slp soundly at abt midnight. =.= Lifeless. lolx.. I've got my A3 and DOTA and blog and emails and chats and forum-surfing on my hands.. So little time, so many things to be done.. Seems to have been turned into a regular workaholic liao.. How long i haven't been to movies liao.. How long i haven't been to clubbing(not counting the one at NB on Irene's bday coz merely few hrs and absolutely no enjoy at all) liao.. How long i haven't been on a long gaming day liao.. Haiz.. My off-day falls on wk-day once every wk on Thursday. However, every off day seems to be so freaking occupied by nonsences. No time for myself. I dun freaking live my life for others lor.. =.= Sian.. Why am i so dissatisfied with my life..? I'm happy working though.. Sian.. I wonder where my stress came from..

A lot of ppl have been asking me how did i got started with that mysterious gal.. lolx.. It all started juz like that lor, naturally. Dun ask how, dun ask why. When it's love, there's no absolute answer. Neither me nor she knows why.. Haha.. Something at least better than nothing. We had no regrets. =) Am i right, gal? =P

I'm actually quite pissed off with ppl who kept asking me to get attached.. =.=" It's not a bad thing to get attached but it's not want means want. It's not an essential needs for me at the moment even though at times of darkest i really needed one.. But i still got my friends with me. Great friends around me every now and then. =) Well, i still rmb that time i did mention something in a pissed-off way to someone.. "i dun need a gf to survive, or rather a gal to survive my life. Why shld i need one when it can invites more problems for me?" Those were mentioned quite sometime ago liao but it's still lingering in my brain till now.. Anyway, watever will come will come. Watever will go will go. Best to let nature takes its own course. I'm not awaiting, i'm not hoping for anything, i'm not wishing for anything. =)

It's juz like one of my friend.. We were once schoolmates who dunno one another, then few yrs later we became 'HI-BYE' friend, then yrs later became normal friends who lunched/dined together occasionally, then we became closer than before and feelings appeared but i stay neutral by suppressing myself, till now we are still as close as of before despite me rejecting her intention a few times(jokingly).. When she learnt something's wrong abt me, she would immediately give me a call and helped cleared my thoughts thru her intelligence & experience, both logically & theorically. This would seems a pity we did not start out but i see it as deem fit.. Friends last forever but not relationships. At least, that's what i think. No one can proved me wrong yet. =P Afterall, i'm a natural stubborn & bad guy. =)

Busy~~

Really busy in this new company.. >_<>_< And somemore nx mth our new shop will be opening and a few staffs will be transfered there... There's only one new staff coming in on the 1st and the other on the 24th of next mth.. =.=" Sianzzzzz...

That stupid shan. Got thing then find me de. =D =P =) *Whistle & roll eyes* Muahahaha~! Everytime i post i always think of you mah so i mention you lor.. Dun wan ah? ok lor. i end here. =D

Finally got contact with long-lost-friend(really long meh? =P), Michelle. Dunno how many yrs back, we used to contact alot thru sms. Quite close until one fateful day when i msg her and i got a reply "Who are you?" from her. =.=" I was kind of "eh oh.." =P It's her bf.. lolx.. Ever since then, i rarely msg her liao, even greetings also lesser liao.. Dun wanna cause distress to them. hehe.. Few days back suddenly got a notice from 'wholivesnearyou' then i realised that she's back in sg liao.. We seems to have lost touch of each other entirely sia.. Or shall i say she lost touch with most of her guy friends?? Muahaha~~ I din say that though, she said that herself one.. =P Dun flame me hor! ;P Noticed a little change in her look. She looks more chubby liao.. lolx =P I think she will be reading my blog real soon, hope i dun get flamed. hehe.. Peace out =)

That toothy hor.. Feel that she's somehow similar to me as in our characteristic. lolx.. We are rebelious. =D Watever we dun wan, we dun like to be forced into doing.. She sprained her leg long time ago but till now still dun wanna go see doctor.. lolx. Juz like me sia.. The more you asked me to quit smoking, the more i gonna smoke.. lolx.. When i go eat with carisa, she would think that i would want to have a smoke after meal but miraclely i dun wan to. =P Rebelious indeed. =)

Haiz.. That XH hor.. Say wan to update her new blog till now still no news.. =.=" But anyway, even though got also rarely update new posts one lah. =P Promised her to go see Xue Lang Hu in sept.. I still dunno i can take off on that day or not.. lolx.. Scarly cannot then jialat liao.. Anyway, no matter wat i will make it happen de coz i paid for it liao. haha. That day she shun bian come find me at sls when her friends wan go buy World of Warcraft.. She dun look like last time liao. But i no comments.. hehe =P Still take my mineral water and drink. =.="

Sianz.. Every since working i dun have much time for myself.. Haiz.. Nowadays my off day is Thursday. Anyone who free can ask me out lor.. But muz tell me early lah.. Haha.. =P K lah i go koon liao.. Tired..

Sian..

Hmmm.. Really diff lor.. Got work and no work.. Haha.. When not working, i tend to slack to the extreme and got lotsa things to think abt.. Now got work, seriously no time to think and do other stuffs.. lolx.. However, this is then the life for me. =)

New environment, new life, new friends, new game, etc. =P Wah my new company darn a lot of ppl lor.. >.< My that branch alone got almost 10 ppl liao.. haha.. Well, that's not all.. Anyone who know abt Sim Lim Square(SLS) will know my company one. You can ask them how many branches we have.. Notorious de lor.. lolx... It's called ATF. =D The whole community i dunno got how many ppl but i guessed shld be abt 50 or so..

Haiz.. one thing i dun like abt this company is 'Hidden Cost'.. I dunno the price of my products thus when i got friends come buy things from me, i dunno how to quote them the prices.. >.< Sian sia.. I got a lot ppl coming and look for me but i can't help them reduce much on the price.. Unlike last time, i can see the cost price so that i can cheap cheap sell. Sometimes my company only earn a few cents nia.. Not even enuff to cover the paperworks.. But bo bian, friends are more impt. =P Hao Ting!! lolx.

Wah, shan can tell me that i din bring her go watch Initial-D.. =.=" I endure not to go watch lor.. >.< But she din contact me.. Or if not call me liao then say min later call back but it's a few days later lor.. haiz.. Got bf liao diff liao lor.. Can feel the 'wind' liao lor. =P Even though now i watch the downloaded version but i can still go watch one lor.. Effects not as good as movie theater.. =.="

Jason's gf going home tonite coz tml she's flying off to china for a week and he's discussing that nx wk can go chiong liao.. =.=" He never like to go clubbing with her gf de.. Coz got gals cannot beos(peep) and got flesh cannot eat(and give me that very shiok reaction. lolx) That's why going clubbing with him is the most fun de.. Can see gals automatically danced closer to him and some trying to follow his steps. lolx.. Oh ya, he's working in the same company as me but diff branch.. There are 3 gals in our retail shops. He oredi targetting one of the gals liao.. Lolx.. Shld be easy for him lah. Guess tml he will start his actions liao.. but anyway, dun think he is serious lah.. Afterall, guys juz wanna have fun and somemore he only have a week to 'play'. =P And such chances are 'once in a blue moon'.. Haha.. Anyway, not my prob. =D

Sian, today my A3 got double-experience event and yet i went company dinner with them.. By the time i reach home no more event liao.. Haiz.. Though i'm quite a hardcore-gamer(or shall i say passionate-gamer =P), i will not abandone such gatherings for the sake of gaming.. Afterall, gaming is virtual. It's all for the fun of it.. =) K lah i wan go slp soon. i go see toothy's blog then i go drink milk and koon liao.. tml morning if can wakey then play game b4 go work. Bye all~~ Later.. =)

李圣杰--手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台

每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆

看着往事一幕一幕

再次演出你我的爱

我把电视机打开听着别人的对白

也许那些故事可以给我一个交代

你要的爱我学不来

眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概

不能给你未来我还你现在

安静结束也是另一种对待

当眼泪流下来伤已超载

分开也是另一种明白

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开

不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海

感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白

把爱收进胸前左边口袋

最后的疼爱是手放开

不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪

感情就像候车月台有人走有人来

我的心是一个站牌写着等待

我把收音机打开听着别人的失败

啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀

你的依赖还在胸怀

我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开

感情中专心的人容易被伤害

Free...

Many things had happened and i'm too not in the mood to post them.. But afterall, i still post it in here.. haha.. Btw, new outlook. Did it in a haste so it's not very well done.. =.="

That day went JL's place to play majong. The 1st time so many ppl there. JL, YX, Wendy, Jasmine, Han, me and Ruyou are there.. lolx.. I know it's kinda my last time playing with them and the next time for me will gonna be a long way.. Thus, ask so many ppl.. Though doesn't play much but okie lah.. ^^ Anyway, that day we played till very late.. Till abt 4am i think.. =.= In the end of mj, YX and Ruyou shared a cab back while wendy took a cab by herself.. As for me, i wanted to take a cab in the opposite direction.. But after crossing the road, i think i can walk home.. And enjoy the cool breeze. ^^ On my way back home as i approaching Zouk there, something interesting happened.. I was walking on the pavement near the road, then a car near me pulled over and stopped by the roadside. There was a malay guy in it and he beckoned me over. Out of curiousity and thinking that he wanted to ask for directions, i walked over to the car.

The conversation goes like this:
"Hi, where u going?"
"I'm on my way home."
"Come on, get in."
"Get in for wat? My house is juz nearby..(feeling a little weird)"
"Juz come in first lah"
"No thanks. i can walk home."
"Wat do u think abt it?"
"About what?"
"About sex."
"Haha..(I smile a bit and give him a wave and walk off)"

LOLX! Oh my god, i was even approached by a guy! Haiz.. But this is not what i wanted.. Afterall i'm straight and i'm still waiting for her..

Regarding the job that i intended to go to at funan.. That boss din replied us for any further instructions and stuffs, juz keep us pending.. Been rotting for a mth and i'm going craze.. >_< I will never turn my head to eat the grass behind me.. Haiz.. Sian..

Anyway, the current company is quite ok except for one thing i dun feel comfortable.. Which is there's no customers service in this company.. =.=" Most of the staffs are the same.. I'm not used to it lor.. Afterall, i always give my best service i can provide to all my customers.. Haiz.. But anyway, end of the mth i'll be going to another shop at 5th floor.. Same company but new shop with a new name.. Gonna make it totally different from all the existing shops..

No more THE ONE liao.. We had come to a conclusion.. We shld end it.. Though it's not counted as started at all. But of coz, those days are worth remembering.. ^^ For Once, i was an important person in her life and For Once, she was an important person in my life. So many problems will come to us if we were to officially start.. Haiz.. To 'protect' me, she intend to do wat i mentioned in my previous post.. >_< Being with someone u dun love is indeed painful and meaningless.. I dun wan her to fall back into her old shoes..

That time when the decision is made, i was upset and lost.. But i'm fine now, dun worry.. Life still goes on for me and for her. ^^ Even though we are not together, we still live our life as usual. =) Well, juz like my theme song here "wo gei ni zhui hou de teng ai shi shou fang kai.."

I will never turn my head to eat the grass behind me. However, i guess she would be an exception.. I think.. But, by the time i might have gf liao.. Of coz, i will not juz cease the relationship juz to be with her.. I said liao, i will be serious in every relationship de.. It's not for the fun of it only.. =.=" I'm not a flirt lor.. And most impt, no guys pls.... =.=" But anyway, i'm open liao. hehe.. See who's gonna be the unlucky one to be with me. =P Erm, i mean the fortunate one to have me. =P Gonna go koonz liao.. tml still gotta work.. >_<