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31 August, 2009
Actually i'm not that busy at all.. Juz dun have the urge to post.. Lolx.. Too many things to handle le bah... My hands are too full.. Fark.. Ownself find troubles. =.=" Gals will only spelt troubles.. Even though she din do anything wrong to me but she caused me to miss already..
Wtf.. Suddenly feel like time is so short.. Only if the time would stop forever at that moment she lie on my leg in my car.. Drunk, sleepy, tired and crying... Juz kept saying she hate singapore and she dun like singapore men... =.=" Nothing i can do but a shoulder to lean on, a companionship to accompany her and stay by her silently.. Kiss her to make her feel that it's not all men are like that, maybe i'm juz the exceptional abnormal one who gives and never ask for a return.. =.="
Sh!t man the oysters do work miracles. Knn. But i got my self-control lor.. Damn.
Life's a mess. Dunno what to do anymore.. Seems so tired.. 1yr and 6mths more to go.. Probably very soon bah will settle down already.. Haiz... She dun wanna come back singapore anymore le.. Will be her 1st time in sg and also her last time, she said.. Thus most probably will fly over in oct bah.. She's older than me. O.o Now then i realised.. Wtf..
Seems anyone younger no longer attracts the true me other than the wolf-eyed me if she wear scandalously... Tat's bad.. Duh, who cares... Dawn kept saying me, "Dun keep acting as if u care lor.." Well, maybe at times i do maybe at times i dun... I can't rmb the real feeling liao.. Too many fakes plus truths leads to ultimate confusion..
I juz want my new home.. Damn.
This coming mth is so full of schedules and packed until that i feel that i cannot breathe.. This wk roadshow at cwp from mon-sat then sun go genting liao till wed then thurs go pcshow at comex till sun then mon report camp at jurong till 13days later then most prob thailand trip thereafter.. Felt exhausted.. Were these really the life i wanted? Thot all along i juz wan a simple life like wakey liao go work then homed after work then slp then repeat.. No movies, no clubbings, no pubbings, no poolings, no ktv-ings, no spinnings, no companionships, no friends.. Duh.. Maybe the joining of IR is indeed the job for me.. Shift works plus no hp allowed, cut away everything, take away my life..
Here in sg is really a hectic world to live in.. No wonder my teerak dun like sg..
This sept pay jialat liao somemore got reservist.. Haiz... Sianz..
Wtf.. Suddenly feel like time is so short.. Only if the time would stop forever at that moment she lie on my leg in my car.. Drunk, sleepy, tired and crying... Juz kept saying she hate singapore and she dun like singapore men... =.=" Nothing i can do but a shoulder to lean on, a companionship to accompany her and stay by her silently.. Kiss her to make her feel that it's not all men are like that, maybe i'm juz the exceptional abnormal one who gives and never ask for a return.. =.="
Sh!t man the oysters do work miracles. Knn. But i got my self-control lor.. Damn.
Life's a mess. Dunno what to do anymore.. Seems so tired.. 1yr and 6mths more to go.. Probably very soon bah will settle down already.. Haiz... She dun wanna come back singapore anymore le.. Will be her 1st time in sg and also her last time, she said.. Thus most probably will fly over in oct bah.. She's older than me. O.o Now then i realised.. Wtf..
Seems anyone younger no longer attracts the true me other than the wolf-eyed me if she wear scandalously... Tat's bad.. Duh, who cares... Dawn kept saying me, "Dun keep acting as if u care lor.." Well, maybe at times i do maybe at times i dun... I can't rmb the real feeling liao.. Too many fakes plus truths leads to ultimate confusion..
I juz want my new home.. Damn.
This coming mth is so full of schedules and packed until that i feel that i cannot breathe.. This wk roadshow at cwp from mon-sat then sun go genting liao till wed then thurs go pcshow at comex till sun then mon report camp at jurong till 13days later then most prob thailand trip thereafter.. Felt exhausted.. Were these really the life i wanted? Thot all along i juz wan a simple life like wakey liao go work then homed after work then slp then repeat.. No movies, no clubbings, no pubbings, no poolings, no ktv-ings, no spinnings, no companionships, no friends.. Duh.. Maybe the joining of IR is indeed the job for me.. Shift works plus no hp allowed, cut away everything, take away my life..
Here in sg is really a hectic world to live in.. No wonder my teerak dun like sg..
This sept pay jialat liao somemore got reservist.. Haiz... Sianz..
Rick ~ 3:12:00 AM