25 December, 2005

Today is Christmas. So, Merry Christmas to all who read. =) I rarely got time to come post nowadays.. Friday slept at 5am, went ktv with friends. Sat slept at 6am, went for two celebrations.. shag.. Luckily today got nothing on after work.. =D

Almost everyday i slept late, earliest was 3am.. >_< But no choice lah.. You all stop guessing lah. Some thought i'm in a relationship.. Coz i have been meeting Vic almost everyday for the past 2wks. =.=" Well, let me declare. The nothing between the two of us. Just pure friends, maybe close friends. Am i rite, sis? =P Yup, that's wat i've been calling her thru sms. And of coz, i gotten a 'bro' from her. =)

Well, i seriously have to clarify.
I have got no time for relationships.
I have got no time for gaming. (i gave up RF Online)
I have got no time for movies.
I have got no time for tv shows.
I have got no time for blogging.
I have got no time for studying.
I have got no time for playing.
I have got no time for working.
I have got no time for chats after work.
I have got no time for chill-outs after work.
I have got no time for getting my car license.
I have got no time for packing my field-pack for army.
I have got no time for arranging my desktop.
I have got no time for comics.
I have got no time for novels.
I have got no time for organising things i wanna organise.
I have got no time for updating my palm with all my contacts and appointments and tasks and programmes.
I have got no time for waste. My time is getting precious and stress is getting to me but i simply love this feeling. (thanks, sis vic ^o^)

Too many things to be done, too little time left.. Too many things to plan, too useless in doing planning. Too many problems to handle, too little time to solve. Too many things to learn, too little time to master. Too many things to coordinate, too little to concentrate. Well, this is life? Hell, yes! Everyday is a brand new day! =) No matter how tough or hard or harsh is the path, i must not give up! When a person realised the important of TIME, he/she starts to mature, gradually.

There are ppl who asked me go clubbing, i told them off: No time.
There are ppl who asked me go sentosa sun-tanning on my off-day, i told them off: No time.
There are ppl who asked me go for dinner after work, i told them 'no time leh'.
There are ppl who asked me go for movie after work, i told them 'no time lah'.
There are ppl who asked me wat's wrong with me lately, i told them 'no time to tok'.
There are ppl who asked me to come back play RF, i told them off: Waste my time only.
There are ppl who asked me to go back school to study, i told them off: Waste my time & money only.

Hmm, why do i say study is waste of time? Well, it is a very very blow to those who are still studying but they will not understand. Traditional mindset is 'Study more can get more salary'. Yup, that's true. How much can u go? Is FOUR THOUSAND SINGAPORE DOLLARS enough? Ok lah, make it S$5000 a mth lah, for a degree holder. Well, when i'm getting $500 a mth i say i wan savings but i got none. When i'm getting $1000 a mth i say i wan savings and i got none. When i'm getting $1500 a mth i say i wan savings, in the end still none. The more you get, the more you spend. For my case is becoz of my family and i ain't got a choice. Anyone wanna try support a family of 4 ppl and a pet? So, pls dun come tok crap to me. Oh ya, back to main point. S$5000 a mth with a family of 4. Savings = $1000 a mth? Living standards will definitely rise, properties & transports. The 2 killers in singapore. Heard of retrenchment? Heard of companies being closed down? I give u an example. You are getting S$5000/mth and is a GM(General Manager) of this company called Ma*tor. This company is quite big. Lately, another company called Se*gate buy over the whole of Ma*tor. So, is there any chances that you will be retrenched if Se*gate were to get a lower-pay GM over to Ma*tor? Think abt it. No one can predict the future, nor can anyone prevent the uncomings.

Aiya, all these too chim liao lah. In this world, there's two categories. 95% and 5%. All of us, all ppl i knew are in the 95% category(including those above average-income-families, even some rich ppl like my current boss). I wanna be the 5%. It's extreme but it's not impossible. To be that, one have to sacrifice. Jasmine told me she wanted to retire at age of 30. Lemme see if she can really hang in there until 50 with that mindset. University-student being able to do is not surprising. What if there's a O-Level student AKA Poly-Halfway-Dropout did that? I've seen a few walking towards the path of 5% and i have to catch up. Cert is a piece of useless sh!t if one know how to success. In chinese ppl always say "Tian1 Li3, Di4 Li3, Ren2 He2". Everything have to be swee swee in order to success. Example, bubble tea business. It's a total failure. Anyone who thinking of opening one now please let me know, coz i rather u give me the money.

My words seems too profound and different from what i, Weixing, ought to be. Well, people changes as time pass. I only wanted my very first goal which is a car of my own, i'm targetting Subaru or Integra or whichever EVO that is appealling to me. Second goal will be Mitsubishi Eclipse. Shiok! It's not a dream, it's an aim in life. However, i still dun understand. Can anyone enlighten me? "Do u live life to aim, or aim to live life?" I still haven't had an answer. When i gotten my first goal, i shall try to answer that.. As for when, ppl surely think 2-5yrs. Well, i had set 6mths. =) Even though by then i din get it, i will not give up. That is my belief. Remember hor, "Tian Li, Di Li, Ren He" lor. =) Okie, gotta go liao. Guess the next update will be in wks. =)