Wat a busy day yest.. Early morning supposed to go see chinese doc at Bras Basah then while in the cab trying to call Dawn Tan, TP ssgt who is in-charged of my accident case. Gana fucked by her, wtf. Say i give wrong number become uncontactable, asked me if i'm really uninterested in getting the claim. =.=" It's the freaking guy in the ambulance took down wrong number lor.. Then she said she's leaving at 1pm so i have to go down to TP immediately. Went down and settle the report then continued to the chi doc. Pain! Made me smell like walking medicine. Duh!
Head back home thereafter to get my bike insurance then head to police station to fax over to Dawn's office then after that go back home and took a short nap. Woke up at 7.30pm and head to BBDC for my class 2A theory lesson. Boring lesson but it's compulsory.
After the lesson i walked all the way back to Bukit Gombat MRT. At the station upstairs, i saw a gal with blue dress, quite short above knee. That's not the point. She's chatting on her mobile and while she's talking she's used the other hand to cover her mouth.. That action, in fact overall, looks exactly like HER! She stopped at Jurong East and changed to EW-Line but dropped off at Clementi.. Knn my heart almost stopped coz i kept looking at her to confirm that it's not her.. There's no way possible that she's still in singapore at this point of time.. But on the other hand i wished it was really her.. Complicated and confused..
I was thinking, if it's really her what would i do..? Go up to her and slapped her on the face..? Or go up to her and hug her tight..? Intriguing as it can be, i can't decide.. The more u love, the more u hate. I thought all along it was juz companionship coz afterall there's no future at all from what i can see.. shrugs.
My bike is ready for collection next week onwards.. Still dunno to take or not to take.. This accident is like a Deja Vu.. I had been thinking that if i were to meet with an accident, would she abandone her work immediately and rushed to hospital to see me..? And my instinct is correct, she will not. Juz a call and that's it.. Ever since she started working there, she's totally different from before.. I'm like no longer an impt piece in her life anymore.. She knew she neglected me but can't helped it other than apologising.. I mean, if apologise do works then there's no need for police.. I juz dun understand her anymore.. Aquarius are hard to please. Ya i'm hard to please.. So, stay away from me..
