Damn sh!t!! Juz came back from QB bar.. Damn high liao.. Knn juz now outside whiskey smoking and finally that gal came out liao.. Did exchanged a few words liao lor.. Ccb my heart beat damn fast.. Dunno it's becoz of the liq or the gal.. Hardly can breathe.. So close almost leaning against one another liao.. Wtf.. In fact saw them a few times liao. Find that they are quite ok but kept going whiskey whereas we at QB.. She said juz now, "Wah u frequent here hor..?" And i got no reaction.. Not really that lah.. Actually another guy came out for smoke and knew her de.. Then they are playing 'wu gui wu gui tiao'. Wtf.. =.= Then as time goes i really cannot tahan liao coz the kick is coming in.. Therefore i made a move leaving my bro and friends there.. As well as the gal.. Knn haven't take number lor.. >.< Got mood liao yet like that.. Cb.. Dunno i down so many glasses for wat fuck.. Cb.. Not as if i'm really emo or wat. Kao.. VSOP somemore.. Once it's hard liq, i hardly can control myself it's seems.. But when it's really kicking in hard then i will be making myself scram liao.. If not i really can't stop and will knock out and not juz vomit.. That's y i always say i cannot vomit coz once i do, that's it for me.. Super duper fugly. There goes my chance... Sigh.. Anyway, she did mentioned she's also frequent Whiskey.. Time will tell..
Heart prob is always the case for letting a person emo.. Wtf.. Drinking is not the only solution leh.. Somehow even though i knew the logic but today i really cannot stop.. Izzit becoz of chionging the drink or i juz wanna let it down.. I let of signs of letting go and yet the response is good.. Damn the mind games, rick! =.= Even though attached but still not letting it be a secret.. Wat kind of game is this.. Like wat karman says, huh not even a together photo..? Yeah... Jian bu de guang.. Some things are beyond control.. Wat's meant to be will be, wat's not to be will not be.. But i still believe there's something out there for me.. I always dun like initiative.. Coz if i do, that's faking.. That's y when that gal tok to me, i was extremely excited though high liao.. Sigh.. Now say wat also no use liao..
Why dun u let her go? Why dun u juz let go since she already said she cannot make a decision? Is her husband more impt or u more impt? Well, even she herself cannot make up her freaking mind lor and yet why the hell are u still clinging to her when u jolly well know that there's not much hope since her husband is making a counter attack? Wtf. Go and die lah. It's not the fucking and it's juz a new begining and yet u are so hard-headed abt her. Knn. Not as if she's super good in bed or super good as a gf ah.. This kind of gal scared cannot find meh? Sigh!! Piff!! Dunno when u can wake up ur fucking ideas! Cb coming to 27 liao lor not 17 leh!! Even though she chose her husband she got nothing to lose lor and yet u gonna lose not only ur time but ur heart too!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
