Firstly, i apologise for lesser and lesser postings.. I've got lotsa things to post always.. I need to get a PDA fone.. I'm targetting O2 Mini. MP3 player, Phone, Organiser, Notepad(for immediate thoughts for blogging..), msn messenger(even if i'm playing game i can still logon all the while..), etc.. Need it badly.. sigh..
Anyway, brought to you a new skin which i love it myself.. And also a new song, Hu Yan Bing - Waiting for you.. Dunno why, when i heard this song 1st time at Cabana that day when i go find nicole, i find it nice..
Too many things to be blog.. Well, this gonna be another long blog...
Updates
Work - As u ppl know. I'm working 7 days a week. Not for the money but for the commitments to the company and my job. Working hrs are long and stressful too abt sales.. However, i've got wonderful colleagues. New clubbing kakis.. ^_^ New gaming kakis.. ^_^ New gals for me to tease.. ^o^
Self - I'm still single, not looking but beo-ing.. =P My shop is at 5th floor of SLS and opp my shop there's a shop selling inks. There are total of 3 gals in there. One malaysian and rest singaporeans. The malaysian is 22-yr-old, height abt 1.6m, not too skinny not too plump(though can see a little tire.. =P), figure is normal(estimated to be a A-cup by me =P), face not bad quite cute, black hair tied up neatly into a little pony-tail when let down it's slightly behind shoulder(when she let down her hair she looks very nice ^^). Name is Joanne, i think.. =P The younger singaporean is 18-yr-old(she doesn't look like she's 18 lor, machiam 24 or so..), height abt 1.7m, not too skinny not too plump but her tire is very clear lor, face is average, her figure is good(estimated to be a C-cup claimed by my colleague, michael & edmund), Long hair let down with natural wave and slight gold stripes, voice is coarse... =.= very coarse.. Name is Michelle, i think.. The older singaporean is dunno wat age, looks like sister of the younger singaporean, height abt 1.7m, slightly plump, face is below average, figure is normal, medium black slightly curly hair. Name is... I dunno... =P
Game - I'm playing RF rite now. Also known as Fantasy & Romance. I also dunno why it's called RF instead of FR. =P Anyway, it's an online RPG. Almost the same as A3 but it more like Lineage II. At times there are still lags in game but the graphics are very nice.. The server is based in Taiwan, thus, everyone is speaking chinese. Only a few is speaking in english. I'm in a clan/guild which is made by many of my colleagues.. A good thing is everyday also got ppl to tok to. At least no KIDS in there. They are very helpful to me too even if i'm a new player.. We juz had a major update to version 5 giga. This game consist of 18 giga i think.. It's gonna be a long game.. Every mth i paid S$20 for the credit. Quite ok lah, at least i will everyday guai guai go home play game. Save money instead of going clubbing more often.. =P
Regarding to my comments on BI on celly's blog, well, i seriously do believe that gals are really much better than guys.. At least i've came across a lot who are even better than me in treating gals rite.. Well, good guys nowadays are hard to come by.. Ke yu bu ke qiu.. I've seen too many bad guys.. I myself is a classic example. =) How bad am i? Too many bad things to mention liao.. sigh.. Toying with a gal's feeling is bad but it's fun.. Really fun.. How long have i not been fooling around liao..? Hmm.. Ever since Karen.. Watever it is, it's all in the past. Did i mentioned abt an email teaching how to woo gals? Well, in it there's a lot of info.. Example is "How to let a gal call you instead of you calling her for a chat or invitation to go on a date". Lotsa of things to learn in there but i've lost the webby liao. Anyway, playing pyschology game is the fun thing. My colleague, jason, call it FISHING. When you doing fishing, you had to reel-in and let loose. Same applies to hooking gals. Well, it's hard to describe without actions and i also dunno how to get the picture into words.. Anyway, i see Celly as a little fish struggling for her suivival.. sigh.. Watever it is, everyone have to make his/her own decision based on their heart, their mind and their soul.. A third person saying something can be dangerous.. =.= Thus, thou shall say no more..
That day i went to see shan, learning her situation, i really dunno wat to tell her.. Can't possibly tell her to break off with her bf directly. To me or to her, seems nothing but it's actually a big different to others. People see it as me trying to sink the ship so that i can board it.. =( That's human nature, i leave it at that.. She said she wanted to know wat would i do if i'm her.. This naughty gal learn real fast from me... She is a bright gal who can make her own decision and see for herself.. Though i've said it, i still wanna say it again, "Tian ta xia lai hai you wo zai.." =) Who ask me dote on u so much. hehe =P Actually i wanted to give u use my new starhub line de but you wanted to buy a new hp.. haiz.. =P Michelle had become one of my closest sms pal sia.. She even comes to me asking for advices when she encounter some prob.. I'm glad that she did though.. Coz i love being approached, it shows that at least i'm still got some use when i'm still alive... Erm.. btw, this michelle is not that michelle opp my shop one.. =) I'm kinda a bit worried abt her hp bill though.. She's still studying mah, later she cannot handle.. =/ I know she wun blame me but i'm.. haiz.. =(
Xuehui had been hu len hu re to me.. Makes me so turn off.. But anyway, it doesn't really matters much.. Less a person to care makes no diff to me.. Dun get me wrong, there's absolutely nothing going on between me and her. Even though i gave her 2 tickets to Xue Lang Hu(not very exp, though i'm broke) by Jacky.. That time i was asked to bring her go to the concert, treating it as a bday gift to her.. That time i wasn't working yet, still having my holidays from work.. Thus, i promised her.. In the end, things got worse on my side.. I was unable to take even half day leave on the sat for the concert thus i ask her to drag her sis go.. Was kinda reproached for me not having the time to go.. haiz.. So be it.. Anyway, she happy can le...
Ruyou last wk bought a MP3 player, so happy until she went Bugis with her friends and asked me to meet them coz she wanted to show me her new toy.. =P Siao char bo.. hehe.. When i saw the player, i told her i knew the distributor for that product and she was kind of sad as well as agitated plus a bit excited.. =P Coz my price shld be lower.. At least i can get special price direct mah.. hehe =P Anyway, she looks a bit diff. Think she go do her hair.. Looks more womanly liao.. teehee.. But then, i also gotten my 'hiao-ness' from her so i can't talk much abt her 'hiao-ness'.. keke =D Yesterday chatted with her a little on sms. Suddenly she said that i got chance.. =.= Dun suddenly drop my heart lor.. Scary de leh.. Later i cannot take it.. lolx. =P Ever since the gal from SLS gave me that bad incidence, i'm kind of scared of such liao.. >_< For Ruyou, it's juz that i dun feel that i deserved any chance or stuff. I'm oredi contented that i've a friend like her rather than that Danlin who dunno disappear to where liao.. oops! =X Dun worry, i wun run away. I'll still try my best to organise majong sessions for u if time permits for all. You are not scary at all lor. hehe =P Still, even i organise liao u still gotta emerge into the mood with my friends.. If not, everyone will feel awkward.. Anyway u so talkative and cute, can one lah. =P
Long time no see Erica liao.. That day she suddenly come drop by my shop with her cute friend, Val. =D Muz be went to see her bf who is working at 1st floor of SLS then shun bian come see me and jio me go smoke.. =P But anyway, i'm glad that actually there are still ppl who come drop by juz to say hi.. =) I thought i was forgotten liao ever since she got hitched.. =P Anyway, she still look the same as before. =) except that not so violent anymore.. Muz be my friend's taming skill. =P
Last sat i super not free sia.. Went Momo Bay and DBL-O in a night. =.=" But no choice lah.. have to go Momo.. I still gotta rush to dbl-o thus i left them early at abt 12.40am.. I oredi promised Ken & Mike that i'll be there and ken is super bored there coz mike dun have the mood to dance.. He kept msging me and asking me to quick go find them.. haha.. I was oredi quite high when i left Momo due to drinking too fast only those powerful drinks, somemore i'm drinking glass by glass and not sip by sip.. When i met up with the guys, haven't even started drinking i'm oredi dancing and leading them on my moves and making them happy by teasing those gals around us.. =P I'm so daring that day.. I haven't seen myself so daring before.. That finishing up the jug of Vodka Lime, we proceed to the dancefloor immediately.. I even asked them if they wanna do a little 'fishing'.. lolx.. But too bad, there wasn't any 'standard' gals around us at the dancefloor.. hehe =P But me and ken definitely had fun pushing mike to gals who squeeze pass him.. teehee.. =D Ken really enjoyed himself very much that nite. =)
Going such places really not suitable to bring partners.. Jason is rite abt this. Reason is becoz we wun enjoy as much if we bring gf/bf.. But if i can choose i still prefer having a gf to dance with me.. =) Well, let it be. I'm asking for much. I got clubbing kakis and can have fun together can le... Have or dun have gf doesn't really matters to me.. It's been a long long time ever since i last got hitched..
Though that mysterious gal did bring me back a little feeling.. Happy moments are short but forever etched in the heart to keep.. Those were the days that i can feel that i can give up everything.. Game, clubbing or even smoking.. I thought of smoking is becoz i dun like to be near to her after smoking coz i know it doesn't smell nice at all. I'm a smoker afterall.. When i go out with her, i dun really want to smoke even though she said she doesn't mind at all(she's such a considerate person..) but i still dun wan to even though the craving is there.. Coz if i dun smoke, i feel more comfortable staying close to her.. Real close.. Ah.. My memories back again... Oh well, nothing to be sad about.. =) At least i once had her in my heart to be the most impt person on earth and vice versa.. For that, i'm oredi glad with it.. =) Though my heart is still having a little feel like that of my theme song.. Ke yu bu ke qiu, shun qi zi ran bah.. However, i'm a stupid insensitive guy in such.. I wun know even though she wanted to hint me that i can start wooing her.. sigh.. Then somemore she's like "if u can find a gal u like, go ahead for it. dun have to worry abt me.." >_< When a person is too good, sometimes also cannot take it.. But watever lah, time will tell everything.. Maybe you yuan wu fen bah.. Ren zai jiang hu, shen bu you ji, dan ren wang wang bu you zi ji... "Waiting for you, i'm waiting for you, waiting for you, come into my dreams(life).." Taking it up and putting it down is part of life.. Watever it is, i let it be.. If i really find another gal who can really touch my heart, i'll go for it.. I know i will have ur blessing whole-heartedly even though it would mean pressing ur heart.. Remember that we are of a kind. So, that will be the same for me to you.. I know you will read this.. =) Let's move on with life instead of stranded in the same spot.. I'll hold ur hand and move on, be it as a friend or not.. =) Cheers.
Everyone in heart had a song that leads me to him/her.. For example, whenever i heard Tong Hua, memories of shan came to me.. Whenever i heard Ai Heng Jian Dan, memories of Winjean came to me.. Whenever i heard Kai Bu Liao Kou, memories of a mysterious gal(this one is not the recent one, she's a long ago one whom i dun even wan to let her know that i've fallen for her..) came to me.. Whenever i heard Zhang Huimei's Happy Birthday i recall Siti, coz she really sing very well for that song(even though she's a half malay half chinese but her chinese is good. might be even better than me.. =P).. Whenever i heard An Jing, memories of Karen came to me.. Got quite a few i can't recall now.. For the mysterious gal, i guess it would be Dao Dai sung by Jay Chou(not jolin)..
Okie i shall stop here.. Pretty tired.. My sweet dreams are waiting for me.. lolx =P Oh ya, shan might be leaving for Thailand as her company is opening an outlet there.. She might be going though.. But anyway, it's gonna be her decision coz it's gonna be her future.. No friends there in a foreign place is indeed scary, somemore got language barrier.. But i believe she can cope well if she intend to go. I'll gladly welcome her when she comes back for holidays once a while. I'll definitely take off to go out with her.. Even though in sg if she request, i would still do the same. =) Gtg liao. take care all. ^o^
