22 November, 2005

demoralising..

That was from work.. Heard some things that i shld not have heard.. Anyway, so be it.. Work only mah.. Scared can't find meh? chey. There are still a handful of them awaiting me. Some are even much higher pay than what i'm getting now. Juz that i wun be that relax as before. Anyway, i'm off work liao. Let's not tok abt it anymore. Working 7days a week is more than a killer oredi. shacks.

Last wk got to know this gal called Vic thru wholivesnearyou and gotten her friendster, msn, blog and hp number. Seems too easy.. Kinda weird. =.=" Anyway, she's cute in all her pics. Juz like Michelle, she looks pretty mature for a young gal. She is only 17 this yr studying at MDIS. Juz known her for a few days and we are like about to meet up liao. And she dare to meet me alone at Boat Quay(That's wat she requested). Well, afterall i'm an introvert. =P Okok, it's normal for her to act this way. =P She stays quite near to my area though.. ^^ Was supposed to meet her for dinner few days back but in the end got called off.. Well, i was like 'want and dun want mood' lah.. And now i regretted. =.=" Oh well, i blame it on the nature of my work though.. >_< Haiz.. But still got chance de lah since we stay so close.. ^^ she is cute lor, this victoria.. My colleagues all see liao ask me go jio her.. =.=" See how lah ^^

Things had gotten much better for my shop neighbour and me.. =D Last sunday, Joan looked so bored sia. It's her shift last wk to work on a sunday. I can see that Michelle and Eric not around. Instead, lady boss and her elder daughter(quite cute, better looking and sounds sweeter than the young lad) are around.. Early in the morning i initiate the chat with her liao.. So unlikely of me. =.=" But her Icy look still there lah though there are still smiles on her bored face. =P Then on monday, i was chatting with Michelle regarding the clubbing on friday then i started teasing her that becoz she din go, mike also din go. Then out of the blue i spout out "aiya all becoz of Joanne lah, Mike dun wanna go becoz she din go!". Wahahaha.. Then she turn and look at me with that icy look and smile. lolx. Then today, all three of us kind of tok alot sia coz today not much customers and all of us are bored.. See i so good, entertain them.. lol.. Then Edmund lagi funny. He got Michelle's num and often sms her and had chatted with her on the fone but they never seems to tok face to face. Then today when he come jio me go smoke, as we step out of the shop i call out to michelle and ask if she wanna go toilet(me and her usual disturbing each other), can go together. Edmund was like stunned at my actions. Coz i am an introvert. Aiya he's juz being jealous. =P Anyway, he want, he take lor. I got no prob de. Gals only mah. ^^ Even though taken liao, still friends ah. Still can disturb de. =) I'm so mischief.. hehe

Shan had been having so much problems with her lovelife.. Haiz.. *sings Avril Lagvine's Complicated* Well, some things are inevitable. No choice de. If water were to flow surely to the sea, then there wun be wars and chaos liao.. Anyway, as long as she's happy can le. Being able to do wat she wan without any restrictions is a FU.. Looking at her and looking back at mysterious gal, hai.. Shan is still more fortunate.. Maybe.. I'm not disclosing wat's going on as there's no point in racking up the past. What's past had past, shall let it be buried. Anyway, i'm always available for her as a friend. =) No need scared gastric de, i can order bread and milo anytime. No need to scared cold, my winder breaker is always at my shop unless i bring it home to wash. Well, whatever u do, i'm forever backing u up. No need to scared not to tell me anything, for i would not reveal it unless i sense that u wanted me to. I maybe not be a good counsellor but i can be a normal listening and pinching-bag(sob! pain!). I maybe be a bad guy but i'm not an evil guy. Btw, i'm sorry that i will not allow u to come my house as my dog eats strangers..

I'm a real weird guy. Ppl say i'm 'guai pi', and yes i'm a bit. Depending on how, when, where, what and why. I can get pissed easily by gu-niangs. I can get pissed easily by gay-like when they disturb me. I can get excited and happy easily when friends come find me at sim lim sq. I can fall in love easily if things get comfortable without saying anything mushy at all. I can get turned off easily by small little stupid things(i.e. Joanne ignore me that time..). I can be easily satisfied with small little things. Well, i can be hard to get to know but i can be easily understood and seen thru. =.=" Men are more complex as long you came across those in your life. Women are more simple and yet complicated(ok complicated is becoz we guys think it that way..). Well, at least there are some i can somehow understand but to the extend of fully understood. Jason is rite. We can make gals think that we understand them well but in fact we merely let them believe that we did understand them so as to let us further our actions. =.=" Well, it's a fact, or shld i say it's a tactic/technique. He says it's time that i be a real bad guy and gain experiences from them.. I beg to differ as i oredi more or less gotten a bit even though i din really be a bad guy..

Now, Jason is real bored and i can see his evil horns protruding outta his head liao.. Gonna see how he fare in snatching gals from other guys. ^o^ That gonna be an eye-opener for me. It's good to be bad. Last time i wasn't very close to him, thus i dunno exactly wat's going on. I only know his ultimate is, "Woo --> Break-off with bf --> together liao --> Shoo --> despair". I can't find this ultimate technique from anyone of my friends de. Gonna see how he aim and launch at his 1st target. The MIC(Made in China) from the shop at 4th floor, the one whom i disturb that time. She's together with one of my colleague now for like a wk or so liao and she even went his place liao. Well, Jason gave my colleague his warnings liao. Hehe.. This gonna be fun. =) I wonder how that gal 'ben kuei'. =D Hmmm.. Hope i wun be lead to astray by him.. He oredi leading my mindset slowly liao.. Luckily i did not fall for his 1st trap which he seen as a potential target for me.. Indeed a very potential target which i never mentioned but i dun wan. =P Afterall, i'm a 'guai4 pi4'. =P