If u feel that I dun love u enough, so be it. I had explained and I had my reasons. I can't do things the way u wanted it to be. U may be the world, u may not be the world. Coz, u are not the only one who needed me, and not the most at that time. U are juz being childish and foolish. Go away as you may.
More a friend, less a friend, it makes no different to my life. I love all my friends and everyone are being equally treated. Dun be selfish for ur self gain, for ur self profit. U will disgust me. You may look pretty but getting more and more ugly liao. Eww. Gals. Damn.
Hey it might not be in the speculated script, but well, almost lah.. =X Okok my bad.. =P Anyway, welcome to the free world of carefree. Embrace it and enjoy it while u can, coz it will not last long.. Soon, in the near future, u will be repeating history.. =X Anyway, that's the cycle of life. What goes around comes back around. The water surely flow to the sea.. =)
8th August 2007, a day not supposed to be an enjoyable day, a day not supposed to be happy at all. In the end, all's well. Went Amber to find Carol with david and kelvin and meeting adam there in a while. It's kinda boring for everyone initially and no one knows what is the weather inside me.. Haha.. In the end, I had to disturb ppl to keep myself occupied and entertained to avoid getting dead drunk..
Kept disturbing carol coz she kept rubbing her already turning red left eye due to the irritation from her contacts.. Even offered to "blow" for her.. Lolx.. That meant to be a prank.. =P Ended up I had to scare her by attempting to shoot her hand with my fingers.. =X Suddenly she asked abt my sis and wanted her number.. =.= Then got disturbed by me saying she so fast want to get to know my family member already.. Lolx.. Kinda hilarious looking at her shy and tipsy look. Haha..
"And your name is?"
"Phoebe.."
"Freebies??"
"No.. It's Phoebe.."
"Phoebia??"
"No.. Phoebe, P-H-O-E-B-E"
"Oh ok. I'm weixing."
"Er? Don't you have a christian name or something?"
"I don't use fake names." *wink*
Conversations of cheeky weixing with a tall lady at Amber.. =.= Despite her rather elegant and guai-looking-OL, she was quite good at pool.. Looks are deceptive indeed.. Haha.. Quite a good game, only once though..
That david, wanted to act anti-social yet in the end also getting outgoing with gals.. =.= That kel kept saying the ah lian waitress in black is cute and even asked him to play pool with her.. In the end also din get number.. =.= Aiyo muz everyone wait for me..? Seriously, though i'm already a bo-chap guy towards such, but I know myself that i'm a threat to all guys.. Some things dun have to wait, cannot hesitate de.. Really..
Hmmm, my tongue seems to be working only when under the influenced of alcohol.. =.= that's not very good.. Haha.. =X
Think david finally gets to see a different me. I'm totally different from who I am when i'm in the army.. The frozen xing is no longer the frozen xing. =) Juz like how kelvin labelled me as a super flirt ever since I started cheong-ing with them.. =.= Please leh.. Haiz.. Even yuxiang also labelled me.. Zzzzz.. That means I shld play along? Lolx.. Cheeky and playful as I can be, or even more than the past, I swear I will let no one to dig it out. =)
Found that nowadays I love drinking on-the-rock.. Chivas is much lighter than martell but less smoothing though.. Never get to really taste the different in the past.. Kelvin said i'm a good drinker, actually i'm a great conceal-ler..
If facing an ugly gal, u dun even have the confidence, forget abt getting the desired chio-bu. Enyouth seriously drilled me a lot by giving me hell lots of mental torturing and sufferings and insults.. If these dun pay me off in my performances, I as well die.. Haha.. Ain't possible lah.. But currently priority is still clearing bills and debts. Very soon I guess coz things are going very smoothly the way I wanted it to be. =)
Love? I had forgotten what was that. Lolx.. It's nothing but troubles. Haha.. Enjoy the bliss, enjoy the suffering. There's no need to whine. It's free-play. Life's juz like a game, life's juz like Nike, juz do it. =)
Someone juz read this piece of article before I post it..... Anyway, there's nothing to hide. =) You know where to find this piece of article as usual. Sure u did not forget my habit.. Haha..
Carol's bday is coming.. =.= seriously dunno what present to get her.. Told her that will bring her to movie then to shopping for one present then to dinner then at night bring her go her long awaited ST.James(coz she's underage, she said so..) to either dragonfly or powerhouse.. Full day celebration sia.. =.= But she said she wanted to go work that night, then said that no need all these, juz give her flowers can liao.. I was quite stunned.. Was rather amused at her request.. =) Shall see how it goes..
