14 October, 2007

A bad day.

Actually Saturday no need to work.. But no one to cover the job.. No choice.. Though high pay on PH but i prefer having my rest.. Sigh.. And toking abt that, few days back msg some ppl and there's no reply from one of them.. I did mentioned, i hate ppl who dun bother to reply. There's no such an excuse as 'forgot'. It's a lame excuse. When i asked a question i expect an answer, simple as that. If u can't even achieve the simple logic/manner, i think there's no need for a friend like u. Whenever u call/msg, i always respond unless i'm at work. And u are fast in replying when u wanted something from me or need help from me. So, i'm being taken for granted. Case closed, it's the end.

Actually i wun felt like this but sat after work i was walking the streets of singapore alone and makes me ponder on such things. I decided to have my hair-cut at Chapter 2 so i took 174 to a bus-stop after PS and from there walk to sim lim square look look see see.. So many ppl there but seems to me, this place had became a foreign place to me.. No longer heart-warming.. Left the sad place and went straight to Chapter 2 at Bugis village.

After the cut, went shopping for a while. Saw several jeans that i like the colours but not the materials.. It's of poor quality to me... Went on to search for a 'bean-bag' pouch but in the end bought a waist bag thinking of using it during bike lesson so that i dun need to get a locker.. Looking thru the watches on mega sales and saw one that i like but din get it in the end.. Saw quite a few nice clothings but still did not get myself any.. Haha.. That ended my shopping.

Called Kelvin and he said wanted to go Boat Quay find Aleli and asked to go too.. The time is still early so i went back home first. Around 11pm+ i reached BQ, Shebangs. Got a sofa-seat, not bad.. Sit down not long only, gana 3 glasses of Martell on the rock... Yes i wanna drink on-the-rock but not drinking it while playing games... =.= Vince arrived shortly after and Mike joined us thereafter when we found him near the coffeeshop.. Long time no see him liao.. He juz gotten another tattoo on his right leg from his friend's shop. Soon, it will be my turn to go on for one on my arm. =) Few days back i was still thinking where shld i go to have it put on.. Haha.. Now no need to find liao lor.. =P

That day juz watched Jay's Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi.. How i adore the female main cast.. The style that i like.. Recalled almost half a decade back met one gal like that but kind of avoidance was shown and performed.. Now she's getting married soon.. Anyway, i never told her i love her. Never i would do that.. Not all had to be expressed out. As such, i would like to keep it deep where no one knows.. It's better that way.. Oh, and yesterday the table us at Shebangs got one gal who gave me the similar feeling.. The way she look at me and the way she smiles.. Kelvin said she is not good-looking at all. Yeah i agree but i like the feeling of looking at her face to face without feeling awkward.. The comfortable feeling is what i'm seeking.. I may be able to approach any gals but not those that whom i felt comfortable with.. Afterall i'm a shy guy. =X

My test had been canceled coz i'm unable to meet the requirements.. Due to working 2nd shift now and in the coming weeks i had to work on 3rd shift.. There's no way i can go for my final 2 lessons.. Time not enough.. Guess i can only go on sundays... Since i've decided not to work on sundays anymore... Though sundays are double pay to me, but normal days with 4hrs OT are already more than sunday.. And most probably i will hit 105hrs this mth and if there's an extend to 125hrs due to urgency of work, i can also hit.. Calculated that if i hit 125hrs, that will be $1250 liao.. Weekdays there are 23days this mth and per day is $70 so it will come out to be $1610.. Hopefully can get that amount this mth bah.. So that i can clear the penalties caused by that bitch.

Why would a person paid for his ex-girlfriend? Well, i ain't got a choice. Women are nothing but troubles.