12 February, 2007

Devastated as she can be.. Tee learn to pick herself up from her fall. At least she still got Xing, though no always by her side. But she's glad that Xing doing fine with her mum..

Xing was pampered by everyone. Staying at a small little house with so many aunties and uncles and most impt his two grandparents. Some says granny dote on him much more than any of her children.. Well, Xing still dunno wat's good for him.. Sigh.. Xing always request to go home with mummy and daddy, not knowing if they can afford it. It's all becoz Victor kept buying him toys.. Even though he ain't have enuff for himself, he would still buy for Xing..

Victor and Tee had to keep moving house as Victor starts to owe a lot of personal debts.. Need to run away.. Sometimes Xing would follow them even though it's gonna be sleeping in the streets.. When the hard time comes, they even had to bathe at the Swimming Pool or even at the beach, changi beach. Sometimes when there's no way to go, they would take a bus which dunno will take them to where.. Sailing on without a destination.. Changi Beach is not a nice place to sleep.. A lot of mosquitoes.. People's Park OG 2nd floor on the bridge is not a nice place to sleep.. Very humid and dirty.. Corridors is not a nice place to sleep.. So many pests crawling around..

They finally found a new place to stay at Redhill area, near ABC market. One of the house that lasted longest.. Even though there are times that there are no lights and water at all.. Candles are everywhere.. The only source of light.. Water had to be taken illegally outside but tampering with the thing outside... Bucket of water being stored everywhere.. Food are scarce.. $2.00 mixed veg rice shared among 3 person, 1 meal per day.. Life's tough but Xing still dun wanna go back granny's place.. Tough life but simple enuff.. He is that easy to be satisfied..

Occasionally Xing would go back to his own home to suffer.. Soon after, Tee was pregnant again.. This time no idea what's the child's name and no idea where is the child now also... Sigh.. At times Victor would bring Xing to his workplace to play arcade, racing horse. It's such a fun game till he addicted to it.. Lolx.. Xing also had a favourite yellow 4-wheel bike but got teased by others saying he dunno how to ride a 2-wheel bike.. Unable to stand the shame, Xing request Victor to remove the two side wheels. Having it done, Xing whole day would get on his bike and learning how to ride it in a hard way, by banging onto walls. =.=" By remembering the pain, u will learn better. Afterall, no pain no gain.

Time really flies.. Tee was pregnant once again.. This time she was being watched and made sure that the child was not gone.. Granny even bought tonics for her, bring her for checkups. That's how Ling came into the world. Xing is rather jealous of Ling as Ling is being taken care of by her own parents and Xing had lesser chance going back to his own home ever since Ling was born.. But he do not know that his life is much better than Ling's...

Soon after, Victor starts to get into more debts due to no work. And it's not just normal debts but bad debts with high interest.. Even Tee's name was being used and they had to do collection at Granny's place.. Everyone there hated them for causing such dismay.. But can't be helped.. It's Grandpa who cleared for Tee.. They all said it's Victor's fault and Tee should have just divorced him but she doesn't listen to them.. They just kept moving and moving and moving.. Telok Blangah, Redhill, Queensway, Queenstown, Ajunied, Tampines, Ang Mo Kio, Seng Kang, Outram. Too many to mention. Anyway, they are known as the wanderers, who do not have a place called home.. During the wandering, Tee actually gave birth to another baby gal named Ching. No one knows when did that happen. But they did bring Ching to Tee's mum once a while for some food. Everyone love Ching as she is the most cutest baby in the world. Kept smiling and smiling and smiling, non-stop. Her smiles melted everyone, even Xing liked his baby sister too. That time Xing was already started schooling at Alexandra Hill Primary School..

However, good things do not last long.. Due to the tough life the trio is living, they are unable to accept one more mouth.. So, they are left with no choice.. When Xing came to learn abt it, he was angry and sad. No matter how Victor and Tee explained, he simply dun listen.. Even got beaten up by Victor but still no use.. This time he really hated Victor.. But anger doesn't last very long. Soon, he was pacified by Victor with tons of toys, at the expense of his little sis.. Xing learn it when he grow up... No one knows where Ching had gone to.. But Victor assured that she is in good hands, will have good life..

Xing's thoughts:
To be with natural parents to suffer, or not to be with natural parents to live a better life? One can never be able to get the best of both worlds.. Reality bites.. That's forever the case.. Life's sux..

Synopsis: Primary School life of Xing. The feeling of working. The feeling of behind bar. The feeling of being pushed around. What kind of life is Xing leading..? Stay tuned.