Haiz.. Life is so full of ups and downs.. Bad times, good times, happy times, sad time, etc. Sometimes really dun understand life.. Y can it be so unfair..? Maybe i'm rite abt life.. We are borned to suffer in this world even though there's good times.. Sad of all, many good-life do not know wat's good for them.. Taking everything for granted.. Sigh..

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I've got a friend, X. Her family background is messy. As messy as mine but mine is much more jialat.. In her family are her parents and one elder brother and they live in a One-Room HDB Flat. She is 16 this yr and her bro i'm not sure but i know he is still studying, in a poly i think. She had quitted sch early this yr. Few factors detected.. 1stly, her mum is not working and she is not being normal. Pardon me for saying this but she told me that herself. Her dad is working though but i dunno as wat.. The father have to support the family with a peanut-pay. Everyday is trying to make ends meet. Her brother is studying with like not much concern as everything is covered.. No need to worry abt pocket-money, no need to worry abt sch fees, etc. X is sick of studying due to peer pressure.. Ancient ppl always think that for gals, they do not need to study much. Afterall, they got married off and live off their hubbies.. But in SG, it's diff.. Unless the guy is super rich. Any Average guy wun be able to support the high living standards.. Now, X quitted her sch to help out with the family burden.. Well, several things happened at these time.. X has to pay for the house utilities and give her parents a bit of money.. Despite that, her brother used the internet vigorously.. Well, that account was under her name.. So, she of coz have to pay for that.. Recently she lost her handphone and she did not manage to cut it off before the usage shot up.. The bill came and shows $500+.. To make things worst, her brother treated her very badly.. wat had she done to deserve such fate..? Now who can tell me?

When i knew her, she had got a bf and her bf is in DB(detention barrack). While she is staying at her bf's place with his parents.. Every mth, she would give his parents $100 for her staying or watsoever.. She doesn't like to go home due to those factors.. Even if it's me, i would do the same.. Now she had broken off with that bf and is with another. Same thing, she lives with him.. For any bad guys out will definitely seize the opportunity and advantage.. Well, all guys think alike. Maybe i'm wrong but 80% i'm right. Who got anything to say? Well, taking advantages of others misery to increase self happiness is something i hate. Coz this is wat i've been thru since i started work.. Ok i do not wish to talk abt my life. It may be nothing wrong for her but i juz can't stand it. I would always do wat i can to help her in the best of my ability.. However, my power is limited..

At 1st i was thinking of getting her a place to stay. At least she wun resort to find a guy to live with him in order to stay away from home.. Erica rent a room and she was paying abt $200 every mth for tat.. Tat was 25% of her monthly pay.. But she still can survive.. However, her character is diff from X. X is more demure and soft-spoken than Erica. As i had mention, Erica can slap me on the face for nothing. If u ask X to do the same to me, i dun think she would. Unless she is Very angry.. An introvert.. =.= So, this idea is also very dangerous.. 2nd idea, with some help, shld be able to rent a Ond-Room Flat for her but the procedure can be tedious and my side cannot help me at all.. Some more, who the hell will dare to rent a place in his/her name and let others stay..? =.= 3rd idea is hostel.. In SG, there are getting more and more FT(Foreign Talent) coming into SG. Some would rent a place to stay while some will go to hostel to stay.. Nearby my place had a new hostel set up.. But i dunno whether would she want.. But anyway, it will be extremely hard to contact her nowadays.. I can't possibly call her bf's place to look for her.. =.= Sigh..

Went to watch HITCH yesterday nite. It was quite a good show.. Lucky still manage to catch it before it is lifted.. Quite a good plot and story.. Few things realised after watching.. IE, a gal will not be attracted or will not notice an ugly guy if there's no created opportunities.. People only look at the pretty side. People is often blind by pretty stuffs. It's human nature. No one is to be blamed.. Ugly ppl do not wish to be born ugly. Well, it's their fate.. If ppl can't accept, so be it but dun discriminate.. It's bad. If really wanna say, juz say it in a joking matter.. Like wat i always used to suan ppl.. No hard feelings after bad words being spilled.. But still dun go too far, there's always a limit in everything..