Juz back from QB.. Nothing much there.. Xiaoling not working, brenda not working, xiaocui not working, stacey not working.. But ok lah, i juz wanna try to make myself a bit drunk.. Coz this time really almost the end of story liao.. Closing the book with the final chapter, the cold war.. If a year's relation were to end that easily, then that will be nothing.. I kept telling myself i dun put in much effort, i kept showing ppl i not interested and doesn't really care much but still inside i do feel the pain.. Pain is inevitable.. No pain is bluff.. Afterall, one year is not too short nor too long but every single of them i really give it all or at least 80%.. Not easy not to give anything.. Coz i'm still a human..

Even though things gonna really end, fault lies on me this time. I will bear no grudges nor hatred.. Juz let it go.. Maybe i still prefer singular lifestyle than to restrictions.. But came to think of it, it's becoz there's not much restrictions that's y things still do happened.. To be frank, i rather got tied down by someone.. Or at least she will go down together and of coz i will behave.. lolx.. Anyway, why do such things happened? Juz like how come her husband will still go down to geylang despite they are married for two years? Anyway, no outcome forseen. I still got a future while she still got her husband. What's not meant to be, no point going on to be to make things work..

Well, i'm not looking in one yet in the meantime so that i can fool around while i still can.. Lolx.. Quite uneasy to do that when being attached.. Afterall, there's a commitment there.. A responsiblity.. For like 9 mths i've been so guai.. It's so unlike me when i'm single.. Life only lives once, so be it..

Knn why i so emo today.. Conclusion has not been resolved and reviewed yet.. No conclusion yet during amber timing.. A week at most bah..

Went for short holiday with jason and gang. Nothing much.. Din really enjoy or rather felt quite a waste of money and time.. Spent abt 300 total, actually i rather use it for taiwan trip or even thailand.. Sigh.. Bought a 3-quarter pants quite nice and a 'levis-material-jacket'. Also several 'cosmetics' lolx.. Oh ya and some undergarments.. Dawn still curious to see what kind of garments i buy when i met up with her on the day i back at vivo.. =.=" Still as attractive as usual that aroused so many eyes on her.. lolx.. Together went over to catch zhiwei with his daughter and wife.. Lolx.. Dawn told me he denied his child on msn with her.. Anyway, met up liao then everything blow liao lor.. Aiya married liao still wan to play meh.. Some wife quite nice also mah.. ZzZzZzZzZz.. Dunno wat he thinking..

Wah computer totally diff from last time liao.. Speed much more faster.. When reached home on computer then get changed, i haven't even changed finish it reaches windows liao.. =.=" Last time still can go pee back and it's almost done.. =.=" Anyway, quite satisfied with it, in fact i'm happy with it..