零

从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间
宁愿孤独懒的再去想谁
俩个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂

怎么会哭
(谁错谁对为谁抱歉)
不会再哭
(谁错谁对为谁憔悴)

走入零度空间等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对

来不及的防备没听过的誓言
要我怎么学会多了爱的明天

走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔

放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天

新的明天

俩个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰
挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变
谁会抓住我的无力双臂

怎么会哭
(谁错谁对为谁抱歉)
不会再哭
(谁错谁对为谁憔悴)

走入零度空间等到一切分裂
就算爱的危险我们一起面对

来不及的防备没听过的誓言
要我怎么学会多了爱的明天

走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔

放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天

新的明天

走出零度空间终于一切分裂
就算爱的很累我却不会后悔

放下所有防备一切都无所谓
逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天

新的明天
新的世界

好累啊.. 心煩, 又睡不著.. 咳...
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Juz a blog

Hmmm, 1st time hear this song and i like it liao. But it's hard to sing. High and low, fast and slow. Very unique and also powerful in its lyrics.. Kind of shag after listening to it.. Sigh.. But anyway, it's real nice. ^^

Jason's gf had broke off with him last wk. But they are still together. For the time being. Tml, thursday will gonna be the decision-making day. Jason is off tml and he will be going to Selena's place and help them do re-painting. This is his 1st time meeting her parents and grandparents.. Their fate lies here.. Selena's giving him a chance by letting her peers do the decision for them.. Well, though we all see jason as an easy-going guy but 2yrs of relationships not possible to say no feeling de lor.. But anyway, now i can feel that he sian liao though a bit not bear.. Even if Selena wan him, he might not even want her anymore.. Such situation, if it were to be me, i might do the same as jason.. So what, she is very pretty. Many of my friends seen her before, gals say she very chio, guys all almost drop all their teeth.

The hidden truth might be that she had a thing for another guy. And jason taught me this before. If u can get a gal who is attached(be it for awhile or ages), that gal cannot be wanted. Becoz if she can do this to her ex, she can do that to u next time. well, it's a very simple fact.. AT LEAST there's no 100% assurance that she will not. Thus, i said, wat's the point of getting serious? There's no point in that. I stand by this rule firmly, till i break the rule. But not possible. Like what some said, i always treat all gals so good, there's no focus even though i got a gf. Well, not having one to give it all i have, why not juz distribute it out among all? Even though juz friends, can't i treat juz anyone super good as if she is my gf? Well, i ain't any Wei Xiao Bao, i'm juz Weixing. Did i gave the mysterious gal my best, even though i did treat some others good? Yes i did. Out of all, she gained at least 70%. As for what she gained, i'm not telling. Only she and me will know it. I leave it to our own.. For the rest to guess. Whatever you all wanna think, go ahead..

Regarding how come i'm kind of change liao as of what shan said.. Well, in fact i haven't changed a bit. I'm still Weixing. =) Most impt, dun read me like a book. If u think, you will know more abt me thru reading, so be it. I leave it to you, i dun intend to change ppl thinkings. =D I'm a bad guy remember? I keep it as that. =) Juz a kind note, some things are mentioned too exegerated. Well, afterall, this is juz a blog. I wish to rack abt anything, it's all my wish. =) What are true what are exegerated, i leave those to u ppl. If you really knows me well, you shld be able to tell. Dun forget i'm not a book. =)

That day meet shan, when she ask me some stuffs, i can oredi felt something's amiss liao.. Well, the truth is reveal when i saw her blog juz now. As expected.. That's wat i knew abt her. =) Dun get me wrong, i dun see her as a playgal or wat. 16yrs-old nothing much to be surprised abt anything like that.. Juz like Mike and Small One(his gf who is also 16 this yr), Jason also says he see it as puppy-love. That one is very sticky lor, and strict also.. Early in the morning she would go to mike's place and wake him up and pull him to sim lim early to eat breakfast.. Oh i forgot to mention she also working in sim lim same company as us.. Then she is strict becoz, she dun even allow mike to tok to the gal opposite my shop.. =.=" Not to even mentioned call or msg other gals.. Now, even wan to chiong also cannot.. Super tight-down.. Then Jason says "aiya let her be lor, after a while she will be sian liao then will find another guy liao." That meant to be a joke though. But how true issit? I do not know. I leave that to them. =)

Think it's time i go find a gf as a stand-in liao. That gal who is bothering is getting impatience and had been pestering me more. I shall find a stand-in to shoo her off. It's hard to find 'the truth'.. When i'm ready, i always got turn-off.. sigh.. Suan le, no fate means no fate.. If i treat her as 'the truth', later it's me myself who got hurt in the end. =.=" Bah, juz find one to play sua lah.. Ok i gtg play game liao. Bye all.

Wat a surprise.. =X

Shan actually came down to sim lim today as she got nothing to do. juz to see see my shop.. =.=" No lah, and also for filling up some forms as she's applying for a place in my company.. She quit her Cabana job liao, saying the management is super duper ultra cropped up. Then very funny, she forgot how Jason looks like and Jason forgot how she looks like.. Then in the end, they are like asking me, "erm, who is she/he ah?".. lolx. Both RO players seen each other before but forgot.. =P Well, to err is human. =) Then those guys ah.. Kept crapping when shan is filling up the form. =.= Walao, made her paiseh.. Then in the end i got pinched.. >_<

We went Bugis Street walk walk then she go and buy a spec(without degree). She wanna make herself more toot.. =.=" That zhutou.. Oops! =X Well, nothing much though. After that go eat Mos Burger then i send her to her destination then headed back home.

Hmmm, like wat shan says. "ren wang wang zai shi qu de shi hou, cai hui dong de zhen xi.." How true is that.. Sigh.. But wat to do, most of the ppl are like this. That's why it's always good to treat everyday like the last day of life. Rmb i said if i'm able to live until age of 30 i would be glad? It's to make me live better. Well i'm left with 6 years and 2 mths. It's not long, nor issit short.. Well, life's bored if everyday also unhappy.. But, not everyday sunday lah.. Bound to have ups and downs.. Well, nothing is perfect in this world. For me, i'm glad with wat i have and who i am. Though single but i'm happy(as compared to the tortures mike is experiencing now... =P). A mate is not a muz but a bonus. Have one or not, it's not important at all.

When a person is without the desire to own, he/she can perform better communication with the opposite gender. Well, better communication as in more comfortable chatting with the other party. Well, this is one of the tactic in one of my spam mail. It's a good pick and skill. =) I'm trying to drill this into yuxiang though.. Need to get him to turn bad then pull him outta bad again.. Xiong sia.. But ok lah. =)

That Irene come sms me again asking if we can become so good like last time or not.. Well, she oredi got on my nerve, there's no turning back. Maybe i shld do the cruel way. haiz.. so sian. That's the reason i dun like immature gals. =.= SianZzZzZzZzZ.. Though she taught me something. Never push ur luck too far in relationships. The more u pester, the more hatred u get. The more u fan him/her, the more he/she would wan to ask u to go away and stop being a bother.

That Joan opposite my shop had gotten on my nerves too. That day when she walk past our shop, mike was teasing her so i join in the fun but got ignored. =.=" The flame was ignited at that instant. I was like "wakao, who the hell u think u are? My foot is nicer than u. wuss off." Then actually last friday wanted to go clubbing together with the gals opposite de. Mike ask me to ask Joan whether still on or not and i replied "Me and her very close meh? If she's going, i'm out.". Attitude sia but that's me when my tail is stepped on. I'm being friendly ain't i? Casual jokes are harmless lor. Since she bochap, i show her how bochap i am. When Michelle came into my shop to borrow broom, i still can joke and disturb her. But when Joan came in with Eric, i dun even wan to entertain her. I'm not worthy to be her friend lah. So be it. I wun lose a meat anyway. Hmmm, or shld i say "she's not worthy to be my friend"? That's harsh but i like using "fan diao" sometimes. That wun hurt that much if learnt. =) Darn i'm still so soft on her for wat...? =.=" Bah, watever.

Lately, my friendster friendlist is getting more and more ppl.. ^^ Though i din go get much numbers yet.. =.=" Aiya, so troublesome.. They wan they will give one lah. Asking too much will make myself got detest only.. =P Ok lah i wan go eat dinner liao.. Hungry sia.. Bye all, nite. ^^

Happy~~ =D

I've got a new toy~~ ^^ Long time no 'chong' myself liao.. ^^


There it is~ A Palm-top. A temporary stand-in before i get my O2 mini. ^^ Not so good but not too bad. ^^ MP3, 1.2m Camera, Contact storage, Schedules, Notes, etc. ^^ It's called Palm Zire 72. =D

Yesterday nite after shopping at Bugis Village(now known as Bugis Street) with Jason & Mike, when reach home, whole nite playing my new toy until 3am.. lolx.. Still trying to try-out whatever it can do. Still not done yet though.. =.= Well, at least now i can surf the net even when my sis took over my comp for a long long time. ^^ At Bugis, Jason bought 2 cute handbags for his gf, trying to please her out. Haha.. Kinda a bit too late though.. But, nothing is impossible. =) Though gals are really an easy catch but cultivating one is tough. At least his current one had been cultivated for 2yrs liao. Somemore, pretty leh. ^^ Mike bought 3 t-shirts and a small handbag for his gf but in the end his gf dun like the brand(luckily it's only $5.. ^^). As for me, i bought a black sling bag for myself and a pinky-purple bag for shan. My bag looks nicer and cheaper though.. =P But hers is not bad lah, stussy de. ^^ But scared she no like it. Anyway, for bringing to work nia.. Shld be fine lah.. hehe.. At most nx time bring her go see and buy her one that she likes lor. hehe =P

I thought i can get my off liao.. >_<>_< More than 2mths no off! sob! Total will be almost 6mths no off! Excluding the mc that day. T.T Bah, so be it. My very 1st off day, i'm oredi thinking how am i gonna spend it.. Too long no off liao, thus, dunno how shld i spend it.. Slacking at home playing game would be too wasted liao. Find ppl go out would have to crack my brain very hard to see who can i ask out on monday. =.=" Or maybe i shld go meet up anyone who is free, one by one.. lolx.. I pity my translink card. =P But, who cares abt that. =) Friends more impt mah. ^^ Lucky no gf, if not surely got occupied by her! =P But anyway, i got all the time i want to plan. =) With my new PDA. ^^

My colleague, Anthony, got a gf in China. Though me and mike kept on 'see china gals, guess how much, then say "Oh, it's a MIC(made in china)" and laugh', he did not say anything but smile. Suddenly one day he said something and woke me up..

"Sg gals mostly go for 5 Cs lah, wat crap lah, good looking or not lah, etc. Though MICs seem shui bian but they are contented with watever sg guys gave them. Got rice eat rice, wouldn't ask for sashimi. Got water drink water, wouldn't ask for Brandy."

How true is that? Well, i agree. Not to mention those cheapo MICs as advertised by singapore government. Those are naturally no diff from those condemned singaporeans. But i've seen alot of good MICs. =) Well, MIMs aren't that bad either. ^^

Now i knew 2 Erica.. =.= The 1st one is the violent one. =X 2nd one is a supplier from Abadi Computers. That day she came to my shop and ask if there's anything i wanna order, then after ordering some stuffs from her, she asked for my number and say that anything she will get back to me. =.=" I tell her that can call my office to find me de but she insist. =.=" Watever.. Opposite my shop that Joan also funny. =.=" Wan buy cigarettes but ask mike help her and not me. In the end also me who help her order. =.=" I got so scary meh? =P

That Angela(opposite my shop) also got disturb by me. Yesterday she tied up her hair then i told her "When u tied up ur hair, then u do look like u are 18. =P) Then i teased her by calling her 'auntie'.. lolx.. She ask me normally she look like wat age and i tell her '27'.. Haha.. She almost dropped upon hearing that.. haha.. =P Maybe going chiong with them this friday. Angela jio de.. Still dunno wan to go or not.. =.=

Shag..

Tired sia.. The few days been chiong-ing.. >_<>_<>

Wah today i hit it off with one the pen-tablet promoter sia.. Disturb her until she blush.. lolx.. Cute sia. Then one of the gals in my company got disturb by me. Not those two in my previous post de. We got 3 female staffs mah. In that pic only got 2, KR & JJ. The one i disturb is called Dionne. She used to be at a shop named Video P. When i was at Top Uni(my previous company), i used to beo her every now and then.. lolx.. But i shy mah, so no approach at all. =X But then she is attached. =.= How come so many attached? Sian.. Oh KR is not! But no thx.. =D Later see her tattoo liao i also wan put. hehe.. Anyway, her tattoo is at a place not easily visible... Oops! =X That Dionne ah. Today at there i'm lilke, whenever she says something, i suan her back. Lolx.. See her cute pissed off face makes me wanna pinch her chubby cheeks sia.. Haha.. But she's not fat at all. =) But quite cute. If got chance i post let u all see. Hehe.. See lah, i seriously need my O2 mini.. >_<

Then today Serene came, as i called her to come down. Again she wore low cut.. My nose almost bleed lor.. =X White short-sleeved blouse with cyan long skirt and slight make-up. One word, CHIO! lolx. I bring her go Jeffrey there to intro to them her products as Jeffrey's shop is the only one selling cases, cables, cradles, silicon cases, crystal cases for all sorts of PDAs including PDA-fone like TREO, TUNGSTEN, PALM & XDA. I knew they will not order from Serene if both Serene and Jerome approach them juz like that.. Thus, i made a plan. I bring some of my Ipod Nano silicon cases to them and let them sell. Then i gave them a list of Serene's products. (Wah i machiam working for Serene sia.. =.=) Then i ask Serene to come down today with the leather cases to show them. And when at their shop, i took the chance and pull Jerome for a little while Serene entertain them. As u know, pretty gal's tok definitely interest guys more. Another guy to be there would simply turn them off. =D i'm so clever. hehe.. In the end, they ordered some stuffs from Serene. She happy sia.. Haha.. Then after that we go smoke. On the way there, few of my colleagues disturb us sia but to vain of coz. =P Guess tml she's coming down again. great ^^ If not by next mth no chance ask her smoke liao coz she's quitting. =) Good for her. Anyway, she will definitely come my shop chat with me de whenever she is in Sim Lim. ^o^

These two days i only used 30sec to make my hair in the morning lor.. =.= Coz i din put anything on. No Moouse, no gel, no clay. Simply nerdy look. lolx. It's been a long time since i like that sia.. 40 over ppl in SLS, all see me they stunned. lolx.. It's been a long time i look like that. Then all my colleagues wanna touch my hair.. =.= Esspecially Yong An sia. He knn kept on playing with my hair saying they are soft. =.= They thought i juz dyed my hair but the fact is i did it long ago.. lolx.. There are good and bad lah.. Got ppl say i machiam jap style, some say i look weird, some say i look nerdy, some says i look like i haven't wake up. =.= Actually i intended to go cut hair, thus i cannot put any clay on it mah.. I dun wanna shampoo my hair before cutting de. Somemore i finish work late.. =.= If go home wash up, by the time the shop close liao.. Actually i'm thinking of not wanting to put on any clay anymore liao.. Can't think of a style unless i go Chapter 2 and let Nana cut. Nana is the Creative Hair-stylist there.. But i can't bear to go there leh.. If not, then i have to find a new style that requires no clay nor gel.. Most of the style needs though coz my my wavey hair. Though now short and not too wavey yet, and it's smooth and soft lah.. But eventually will need de lor.. Haiz.. Headache.. >_<>

Hmmm, shan wan me to tui siao her wor.. Oops! i mean, say her good points.. Hehe.. My previous post already say liao mah.. It's the biggest compliment for her liao. And the best thing abt her if she dun zhi zhuo. =) Juz like me. Muahahaha! =P Rmb that few hundreds of 'handmade chocolates'? Hehe, every since i pass u those, u see me when in game i wun even hiu u.. =P That time TPL still jealous sia.. Say i give u so many and i only gave her one. lolx.. But anyway, wat's gone is gone. Let it be a memory. =) As for the chalet ah, wan me to go for the BBQ nite ah? Why leh? U wan BBQ for me ah..? Dun wan lah, later ur bf jealous.. =X Later i cannot return home sia.. =D But anyway i see how 1st. See when my friends they all playing the overnight majong, so that i can schedule for the week. Dun forget i no off de hor.. >_< x ="P">

That gal sms me again.. Though i wanna stay neutral to her but she too sensitive liao. Still with a kid's thinking. I hate immature gals. Simply hate them. Seriously hate them. Now shoo and dun ever come near me. I am not worth being ur friend. Now go.

The thing went like this.

"Hello, how are u lately?"

"Normal lor."

"How come we are like strangers?"

"We are strangers mah."

This is part of it. Ok wat's wrong with short and sharp? Okok my fault my fault. I shld be more gentle and polite. My foot. I do not wan to take any risks and have her come fan me again. Later i cannot take it, and my words will make her jump off the building. Dun forget my words can be piercing and hurtful. Being cautious is better than taking any risks. Not even the slightest risk. Hope she read this. But anyway, not like i care. Muahahahaha! This gonna scare all gals away. Good good. Being friends will do. =)

"Friendships are forever, relationships are not. At least that's what i believe in."

i'm bad. ^_^

I influenced my friend on how to look upon gals.. Taught him how to see gals as dirt. Taught him how to think differently instead of being traditional. Taught how to look at life at a more relax pace and perspective.

He is a real stubborn guy who do not listen at all when he's agitated or angry. Just like how he was at primary school. Oh well, my nagging do works though but i might seriously lead him astray. I'm refering to ways of thinking not really 'bad things'. But i kinda feel weird myself. After talking senses into him and turn his despair into nothing, next comes 'gals are nothing but rubbish'. All these are taught by my friends as well as through research and also through friends' experiences.

Shan is one example. I'm not saying she's bad. To me, she is a person who can take it up and put it down easily. Was she not serious at all at BGR? Well, i'm sure she IS serious. So how can she just easily got hitch after few days break-up with ex bf? Well, a new one can heal one's wound. Happiness will cover the sadness. No matter how deep is the sadness, happiness definitely can cover it. But conservative people do not think that way. Simply dwell on it and cried buckets over spilled bean. Well, you can cry buckets over it but after that just get it over and clear the mess lah. It's not as if crying for years and the mess would be cleared automatically. Clearing the mess refers to your thoughts on how to handle it.

Well, so what did i told him exactly? Hmmm i not too sure as i was drunk too. Thus, my words are pretty aggressive on changing his thinking. For example, "break? break lor. Gals only what. So what? I've been single for 4 years ever since Karen and how come i'm still here happy-go-lucky? The pain is not gone, for it is forever there. But nothing's gonna changed even if i were to still be in that sad state. I don't need a gf to survive. Ask them save it up and don't come waste my time." This is how aggressive i'm on emphasising how gals shld be treated when heart-broken. Well, it's not the end of the world but the start of a new begining.

Come to think about what i had said. Am i really like that? Well, i don't know. I leave it to my friends to judge. Anyway, i can't just change anyone's point of view on me, neither would i really care. Might change a bit of my life but not much. =) Coz most ppl know how bad i'm liao. MUAHAHAHAHAAHA~~ =D

Oh well, i had gastric i think.. Constant gastric is no good.. I dun wanna see the doctor leh.. >_< Wait i got time then go pay him a visit.. At least for now, it's minor. Dun worry, i said i'll be glad if i'm able to live until age of 30. Should be able to tahan till then. =)

Hmmm, the shop that is opposite my shop is not moving liao.. Thus, if i were to take control of the accessories shop beside them, i might be changing my job soon. When i wan to think positively, no negative can get to me. When i wan to think negatively, no positive can get to me. But i'm afraid i can't bear to leave.. Sigh.. I hate life sometimes.. Reality bites..


Cubbing at Double-O with Ken(Left) and Mike(Right)


Logitech Promoter at one of our outlet. She is fierce one lor... >.<


My two colleagues at the other branch. JingJing and Kristina. Both also fierce de...


My colleague Kevin. He is also my camp-mate in School of Signals. I dun have his self pic and i promise not to anyhow show ppl this pic thus i had to cut.. ^o^


I dunno who is this. =.= But cute rite? ^o^

Okie lah, enuff of bo liao. I'm intending to get a digital camera.. A slim one rather than a good quality one. Kevin advise me to get Canon FX-series but i see Canon S80 chio leh.. Aiya when i go see i will know which to get. Still awaiting my bonus.. ^^ It's been a long time since i last received a bonus. First time and last time was from my 1st computer company before i went army.. sad.. Who want yang wo~~? lolx. =P Ok then i go play my game liao. bubye~~

Weeee~~

Here i am again, here to post again~~ lolx. i'm crazy, dun care me. =P Yesterday wanted to post but kinda tired thus i didn't. Anyway, lemme start with updates of these few days.

Yesterday morning i tio di siao.. >_< By Angela, the gal opp my shop de. Early in the morning 1st thing that i did is to check my ink cartridges and see if there's any need to top-up from my main branch.. All my ink cartridges are placed near the entrance of my shop. As i was walking over i saw Angela standing near her shop entrance outside the counter leaning her butt by the side against the glass table chatting with Eric who was inside the counter. She was facing our shop. =.= Ok i admit, i took a glance of them. When i was checking my Canon inks, suddenly she told Eric, "Wah, ta zhen de hen shou leh. Bu guo hai hao lah..". She was obviously saying me.. =.= The whole stretch of shops, i'm still the only skinny one. =.= When she passed that remarks, i did not even care to look out to them but i endure trying not to smile.. Simply bo chap.. =P But then, not very comfortable lor.. Really feel like stopping watever i'm doing and walk over to them and say, "Wah, ni zhen de hen da zhi.." Well, she IS big size mah, for a 18-yr-old gal with a 25-yr-old figure and built.. =X Upon thinking this, my mind is full of thoughts of how she gonna react.. Lolx.. Feel like laughing but can't lor.. lolx.. Later she thought otherwise.. haha.. Dun care better.. =P Then today got a guy went into their shop and got her num. Teehee.. Afterall she's a popular one with so many guys eyeing her body. =X

I told mike my planning for the next dbl-o outing and he was scareded.. lolx.. That time that waterfall at dbl-o had made him fall sick(with stomach flu i think) for almost a wk lor.. But this time if we go we each shall ordered a dozen of shots(Neat Tequila i prefered. ^o^) and 3 jugs of different vodka. I presummed there are total of 3 person going, thus, 36 shots and 3 jugs. ^o^ Then after that we play 5-10(hands guessing game which will made one drink fast coz loser will drink one shots). Everyone muz finish their own dozen of shots and if anyone finish shall drink those jugs of vodka, sip by sip with 10 straws of coz! Muahahaha~! Scarli my idea got myself drunk 1st.. =.= But anyway, that will be very fun coz EVERYONE will be drunk very soon. Then the happy-clubbing will start. =) I do not know why but when everyone is drunk, the fun then will start. Of coz with me starting the ball rolling. =P I can't wait till then! >_< But might change the plan to half a dozen coz ken dun really know how to drink neat. Later he got raped then i'm gonna be answerable for it(though he will not lose out if the partner is a gal.. ^o^). Anyway, since the 3 of us not having any gf, it's time for a little wild fun. Somemore without any gals around us would make things easier.. =P But it's true. =) However, if can choose i would still wanted a gf beside me. ^_^ Anyway, not long liao.. hehehe.. *Fingers crossed* =P

The shop CYMAX had been renovated and in a few days time, grand opening is starting. The deco is no diff as eSquare lor.. Crap.. Still say wan a change.. =.= Today, a lot of our printers and LCDs are inside the new shop liao.. The table for displaying Notebooks had been setup and ready to use liao.. I'm so excited yet scared. Coz till now i still do not know wat's the actual planning.. At 1st, they said the planning for 5th floor is, they will be taking up 5 shops and join them up to one(as in breaking the 'walls' or rather partition) and opposite the big shop are 2 shops(also join together). Last but not least, one more shop beside the big shop(1 shop away from the big shop) and will be still linked to the big shop as the back can be broken and link-up.. I show u the floor-plan..



See the big square boxes? The 'new shop' and the shop between 'new shop' and 'my shop' is currently occupied by Laser. HWH is my previous company before i went army. Broken lines indicate to be broken down. 'Laser' and 'new shop' are oredi 2 shops combined into one.. Thus when combined all the grey would be combining 6 shops.. Oppsite us would be combined too.. Grey shop will be selling Notebooks, LCDs, Networks, DIY computers, Softwares and Games(the shop above HWH is a gameshop owned by us), etc. Oppsite will be selling computer accessories like my current shop.. Now the thing is, i dunno would i be placed at grey or orange.. If grey, it would be stressful and exciting. If orange, it gonna be boring.. The previously planning is i would be at grey but i heard that i might be at orange or will be running both.. >_< I'm a human lor.. Everything also wan me to tahan meh? Tahan so much but salary din go up lor.. Somemore might not have off again.. Walao.. But still, working in this company is fun and challenging.. ^_^ Anyway, even if i were to leave, they will not close down lor and anytime i can get approach for other jobs.. Afterall, i had been working in Sim Lim for 5yrs(including the 2yrs before i went army) liao.. =)

Jasmine suddenly called me today and ask me go pei her eat dinner tomorrow nite.. As she wanted to go shopping at Bugis Parco and her bf not free to accompany her.. =.= Spare tire.. lolx.. No lah, yuxiang and jinlun might be coming too. Another childhood gathering dinner. ^o^

I really dun understand why shan said that in my tag lor.. Did i say her? o.O No leh.. I dote on her so much, how would i bear to say her? I would only say her for her own good but not on smoking as i myself is a smoker so i will not say her de.. sigh.. Sad.. sob! But anyway, no matter wat i still will dote on her. Juz like how i dote on 'her'.. Toking abt shan, that time i went to see her at her working place that day. I missed my last bus.. Waited at the bus-stop till abt 1.15am.. Been thinking of lotsa things.. Then suddenly i felt the urge to walk home.. Yes, walk home from Marine Parade to Chinatown. HO EH! Good one lor. But really, i did. i reach home at 4am and the next day i still climb up and go work.. Though with my legs aching lah.. Too long no exercise liao.. hehe.. That walk seriously helped me think things thru.. That's how i'm able to post those words for the mysterious gal which touched her(she told me so..). With the theme song and the power of my words, well, any gals shld be moved.. Anyway, dun think she did moved to tears but anyway, i'm somehow glad when she smsed me and told me that comments.. That indeed bring a smile to my face and my life.. Waiting or not waiting is no longer important. Both of us had matured somehow in a way or another. Wat's meant to be will be. Wat's meant not to be, there's no point having the both of us in suffering. If only all of us can be like shan who can stand up so easily from fallen battles. I'm not one as i'm only putting on a tough front(as wat celena said and she really know me well. a hug for ya *hug* =P). But still, time will tell and heal everything but most impt is still on self.

Anyway, i wan go play my game liao. Nite all. Good luck to those who still studying. ^^ Gambatte ne! Oyasumninasai, minna san~

hmmmm..

Dunno how long ago i came across one of my friend's blog and i saw this



How come i post this out of the blue? Well, recently i've got a friend who told me that if he were to flinch with the same gal always, shld be safer than going around plucking all the roses. Well, how true is this? Upon recalling the advert above, i dun see it as any safe. Nothing is safe. There's always a price to pay. You stick to one, doesn't mean he/she will stick to one. Please pay attention. I did mentioned FLINCH. Not relationships. Well, it's the same to me though... I'm not being introvert even though sometimes i'm one. I'm open as most guys but i do know the risks in whatever things i do. But anyway, that's my personal, private.

Going back a few posts, rmb those 3 gals i mentioned opposite my shop? Joanne, Michelle and Michelle's sis? Yea, the sis is 27 this yr, name i still dunno. And the Michelle is not called Michelle, she is Angela. My colleague, mike, got her num liao. ^^ Though he's more interested in Joanne. He juz confessed today. =P Great minds think alike. lolx. But anyway, i suddenly lost interest totally on both due to the war their boss trying to wage on us. And my boss retaliated.. I'm being crushed in between.. =.= I knew one of their staff named Eric. Dun really wan to spoilt it due to the war of the two bosses... Haiz.. But that's life. I guess i gonna be more aggressive soon on the way i work to make my boss more happy. =.= Afterall, i've got the idea and creative and customer-catching ideas. But that's gonna make me and the opposite more sour than before. But anway i couldn't care less. Becoz sooner or later, their shop will be ours. Due to this war, my attitude had changed towards the gals. I wun even glanced at them as i usually would. Even if i see them straight in the eye, it would be nothng but a cold stare. No more friendly looks from me to them except for Eric. Well, i used to look friendly and approachable. Now, Angela wun even dare to talk to me, let say borrow my broom(she did once shyly and slowly and even tease me asking me to help them sweep =.=). So be it, let it be. Anyway, it's not as if i needed them or something.

My new supplier, Serene, is real cute. She showed me her Ipod Nano Silicon Case. Upon seeing that i ordered 10pcs each of the 5 different colours. She happy sia. =.= Then she learnt that i'm from ATF, she kinda shocked. Coz her company had longed to do business with us.. However, in getting sales with ATF is hard. Let's see how she fare. But anyway, i called her office-hp regarding the change of destination of delivery of goods then the next day she called me back using her personal hp. =.= We even smsed a while on personal stuffs. She's 23 this yr, attached, medium-length slight brown hair, face ok rather decent with a bit of rabbit's tooth(Jason like it best for a certain purpose.. =X), figure normal expected to be a B-cup due to the low-cut everything she wore. =.= She doesn't go clubbing anymore(even if her bf ask her to go) and she's a casual smoker(i dun like gals who smoke but ok lor i also dun mind Erica & shan mah). Asked her a few times go clubbing but were turned down flat.. =( However, she ask me out for lunch but too bad i lunch-in. What a pity.. Sigh.. Then she also did ask me go for dinner but my dinner time is forever so late.. >_< In the end, we decided that everytime she comes SLS she would jio me go smoke. ^o^ At last, got a gal to smoke with at work. Not to mention Erica, she only comes once in a blue moon. As for Serene, she came at least once a wk. =P But anyway, we are juz friends. I'm not used to breaking up couples. =)

Wah today i got good-hair-day. Happy! =D It's been a long time liao.. >_<>_<>_< But anyway, i had yet to learn how to make the back part of my hair... Wah lao i seriously need to go Chapter 2 for my shade, 2-toned-colour-dye, cut and advice. Dunno next mth can go or not.. =.=

Jason is getting shaky. Not him but his relationship with his super chio gf.. Things doesn't look good lately. Though he show a dun-care-but-care-a-bit-attitude, afterall, she had stayed in his place for 2yrs+ liao. His mum oredi look her upon her daughter-in-law liao.. Juz like mike who had broke off with his 5yrs-relationship gf.. Life is so full of surprises. But anyway, i keep my fingers crossed and prepare a bit more money.. Coz if jason and his gf broke off, he definitely ask me and mike go chiong de.. Then can see the old him liao. Few gf a wk.. Soon, every single gals in SLS also his ex.. =P But not possible lah, most of them not his taste. But the two gal opp my shop he's interested. He's wanting for them to get hitched 1st though then he strike. That's the fun of it. =P When no one is interested in something, it seems boring. When someone owned it, there's a challenge. That's wat he taught me. =) Though i haven't used it but used it as a lesson learnt in life. =D

Okay that's all for today. i try to post again. =)

>_<

I'm so not used to staying at home doing nothing.. I'm on mc today. Early in the morning fever, temp shot up to 38.4 degree.. =.=" Whole body become weak sia, no strength at all.. Plus my head seems heavier than before due to headache.. Felt a whiole lump of phlem in my throat but no matter how i cough and sneeze, it wun come out.. My voice turn coarse also.. >_< Actually still thinking of going work de but i give it a pass coz i knew, tons of ppl gonna come nag and scream at me for that.. hehe.. I shall take a rest today.

Juz visited the doc and he gave me 2 days mc for today and tomorrow but i tell him i only need one day.. I say liao i'm not used to not working.. It's not abt workaholic but i juz can't abandon my responsibility of taking care of the job.. It's juz like how Carisa had to work OT almost the entire mth juz becoz she wan to commit. Or rather bo bian? Juz like shan who need to work until late night juz becoz of those paperwork had to be done before she can knock off at 3am..

Everyone's job and way of working are different from one another.. If a person doesn't came across that situation, he/she will not be able to picture that.. But anyway, doesn't really matters much.. =)

I've got quite a few things i wanna say but i dunno why i juz can't spell it or say it out.. Juz like how i unable to say from the bottom of my heart even though i really wan to.. This is juz like the 1st incident which i was 'Kai Bu Liao Kou' to her years ago.. Now another appeared.. Shld i really stick to my principle and mindset and belief..? That "Friendship last a lifetime, RS doesn't. At least that's what i believe.." Sigh.. Anyway, she wun get to know abt that.. =) Dun come ask me who was it lor.. I really dun wanna make that move. Let me dangling there in mid-air doing nothing.. Time will tell everything de. I always tell everyone this though.. Coz it's a fact. hehe..

Ok i'm getting sleepy liao due to the med... I wan go koon le.. Maybe tonite blog again if i'm not tired... Cya all..

i'm sorry . . . .

I'm sorry, gal. i never meant to hurt you this way. Please forgive my stupidity and insensitivity.. I merely care abt my mind, not sparing a thought for you at all. Sincerely i've regretted what i've done, said and mentioned.. It's my bad. I'm a bad guy. I'm even worth to be called a Friend to you.. =( I'm a nobody who only knows how to talk and write nonsenses.. I dare not ask you to forgive me entirely. I'm sorry.

It was me who got the wishful thinking. It's all wat i think but not the actual thing. How did i get all these? In case you do not know. That time at Devil's Bar u saw me and Carisa seems so close and i learnt from Jenny that u are kind of unhappy abt that. Well, seriously do not know wat's got into u that time coz there's nothing going on between me and her.. That gave me the thoughts abt u. Okay, it's my bad coz i did not follow-up on wat's going on.. I'm sorry.

You enjoyed my company, and seriously me too when we go club. It's my bad that i gotten the wrong idea. It's all my fault. I'm sorry.

I felt utterly uncomfortable when i was told that you are kind of hurt. I promise, i will never do it again. Never ever again. If i can't do that, i would be struck by lightning. I swear. I'm sorry.

Again, gal. I Weixing sincerely apologised to you for all that i've did to you. I'm sorry.

It's been a long time. ^o^

Firstly, i apologise for lesser and lesser postings.. I've got lotsa things to post always.. I need to get a PDA fone.. I'm targetting O2 Mini. MP3 player, Phone, Organiser, Notepad(for immediate thoughts for blogging..), msn messenger(even if i'm playing game i can still logon all the while..), etc.. Need it badly.. sigh..

Anyway, brought to you a new skin which i love it myself.. And also a new song, Hu Yan Bing - Waiting for you.. Dunno why, when i heard this song 1st time at Cabana that day when i go find nicole, i find it nice..

Too many things to be blog.. Well, this gonna be another long blog...

Updates
Work - As u ppl know. I'm working 7 days a week. Not for the money but for the commitments to the company and my job. Working hrs are long and stressful too abt sales.. However, i've got wonderful colleagues. New clubbing kakis.. ^_^ New gaming kakis.. ^_^ New gals for me to tease.. ^o^

Self - I'm still single, not looking but beo-ing.. =P My shop is at 5th floor of SLS and opp my shop there's a shop selling inks. There are total of 3 gals in there. One malaysian and rest singaporeans. The malaysian is 22-yr-old, height abt 1.6m, not too skinny not too plump(though can see a little tire.. =P), figure is normal(estimated to be a A-cup by me =P), face not bad quite cute, black hair tied up neatly into a little pony-tail when let down it's slightly behind shoulder(when she let down her hair she looks very nice ^^). Name is Joanne, i think.. =P The younger singaporean is 18-yr-old(she doesn't look like she's 18 lor, machiam 24 or so..), height abt 1.7m, not too skinny not too plump but her tire is very clear lor, face is average, her figure is good(estimated to be a C-cup claimed by my colleague, michael & edmund), Long hair let down with natural wave and slight gold stripes, voice is coarse... =.= very coarse.. Name is Michelle, i think.. The older singaporean is dunno wat age, looks like sister of the younger singaporean, height abt 1.7m, slightly plump, face is below average, figure is normal, medium black slightly curly hair. Name is... I dunno... =P

Game - I'm playing RF rite now. Also known as Fantasy & Romance. I also dunno why it's called RF instead of FR. =P Anyway, it's an online RPG. Almost the same as A3 but it more like Lineage II. At times there are still lags in game but the graphics are very nice.. The server is based in Taiwan, thus, everyone is speaking chinese. Only a few is speaking in english. I'm in a clan/guild which is made by many of my colleagues.. A good thing is everyday also got ppl to tok to. At least no KIDS in there. They are very helpful to me too even if i'm a new player.. We juz had a major update to version 5 giga. This game consist of 18 giga i think.. It's gonna be a long game.. Every mth i paid S$20 for the credit. Quite ok lah, at least i will everyday guai guai go home play game. Save money instead of going clubbing more often.. =P

Regarding to my comments on BI on celly's blog, well, i seriously do believe that gals are really much better than guys.. At least i've came across a lot who are even better than me in treating gals rite.. Well, good guys nowadays are hard to come by.. Ke yu bu ke qiu.. I've seen too many bad guys.. I myself is a classic example. =) How bad am i? Too many bad things to mention liao.. sigh.. Toying with a gal's feeling is bad but it's fun.. Really fun.. How long have i not been fooling around liao..? Hmm.. Ever since Karen.. Watever it is, it's all in the past. Did i mentioned abt an email teaching how to woo gals? Well, in it there's a lot of info.. Example is "How to let a gal call you instead of you calling her for a chat or invitation to go on a date". Lotsa of things to learn in there but i've lost the webby liao. Anyway, playing pyschology game is the fun thing. My colleague, jason, call it FISHING. When you doing fishing, you had to reel-in and let loose. Same applies to hooking gals. Well, it's hard to describe without actions and i also dunno how to get the picture into words.. Anyway, i see Celly as a little fish struggling for her suivival.. sigh.. Watever it is, everyone have to make his/her own decision based on their heart, their mind and their soul.. A third person saying something can be dangerous.. =.= Thus, thou shall say no more..

That day i went to see shan, learning her situation, i really dunno wat to tell her.. Can't possibly tell her to break off with her bf directly. To me or to her, seems nothing but it's actually a big different to others. People see it as me trying to sink the ship so that i can board it.. =( That's human nature, i leave it at that.. She said she wanted to know wat would i do if i'm her.. This naughty gal learn real fast from me... She is a bright gal who can make her own decision and see for herself.. Though i've said it, i still wanna say it again, "Tian ta xia lai hai you wo zai.." =) Who ask me dote on u so much. hehe =P Actually i wanted to give u use my new starhub line de but you wanted to buy a new hp.. haiz.. =P Michelle had become one of my closest sms pal sia.. She even comes to me asking for advices when she encounter some prob.. I'm glad that she did though.. Coz i love being approached, it shows that at least i'm still got some use when i'm still alive... Erm.. btw, this michelle is not that michelle opp my shop one.. =) I'm kinda a bit worried abt her hp bill though.. She's still studying mah, later she cannot handle.. =/ I know she wun blame me but i'm.. haiz.. =(

Xuehui had been hu len hu re to me.. Makes me so turn off.. But anyway, it doesn't really matters much.. Less a person to care makes no diff to me.. Dun get me wrong, there's absolutely nothing going on between me and her. Even though i gave her 2 tickets to Xue Lang Hu(not very exp, though i'm broke) by Jacky.. That time i was asked to bring her go to the concert, treating it as a bday gift to her.. That time i wasn't working yet, still having my holidays from work.. Thus, i promised her.. In the end, things got worse on my side.. I was unable to take even half day leave on the sat for the concert thus i ask her to drag her sis go.. Was kinda reproached for me not having the time to go.. haiz.. So be it.. Anyway, she happy can le...

Ruyou last wk bought a MP3 player, so happy until she went Bugis with her friends and asked me to meet them coz she wanted to show me her new toy.. =P Siao char bo.. hehe.. When i saw the player, i told her i knew the distributor for that product and she was kind of sad as well as agitated plus a bit excited.. =P Coz my price shld be lower.. At least i can get special price direct mah.. hehe =P Anyway, she looks a bit diff. Think she go do her hair.. Looks more womanly liao.. teehee.. But then, i also gotten my 'hiao-ness' from her so i can't talk much abt her 'hiao-ness'.. keke =D Yesterday chatted with her a little on sms. Suddenly she said that i got chance.. =.= Dun suddenly drop my heart lor.. Scary de leh.. Later i cannot take it.. lolx. =P Ever since the gal from SLS gave me that bad incidence, i'm kind of scared of such liao.. >_< For Ruyou, it's juz that i dun feel that i deserved any chance or stuff. I'm oredi contented that i've a friend like her rather than that Danlin who dunno disappear to where liao.. oops! =X Dun worry, i wun run away. I'll still try my best to organise majong sessions for u if time permits for all. You are not scary at all lor. hehe =P Still, even i organise liao u still gotta emerge into the mood with my friends.. If not, everyone will feel awkward.. Anyway u so talkative and cute, can one lah. =P

Long time no see Erica liao.. That day she suddenly come drop by my shop with her cute friend, Val. =D Muz be went to see her bf who is working at 1st floor of SLS then shun bian come see me and jio me go smoke.. =P But anyway, i'm glad that actually there are still ppl who come drop by juz to say hi.. =) I thought i was forgotten liao ever since she got hitched.. =P Anyway, she still look the same as before. =) except that not so violent anymore.. Muz be my friend's taming skill. =P

Last sat i super not free sia.. Went Momo Bay and DBL-O in a night. =.=" But no choice lah.. have to go Momo.. I still gotta rush to dbl-o thus i left them early at abt 12.40am.. I oredi promised Ken & Mike that i'll be there and ken is super bored there coz mike dun have the mood to dance.. He kept msging me and asking me to quick go find them.. haha.. I was oredi quite high when i left Momo due to drinking too fast only those powerful drinks, somemore i'm drinking glass by glass and not sip by sip.. When i met up with the guys, haven't even started drinking i'm oredi dancing and leading them on my moves and making them happy by teasing those gals around us.. =P I'm so daring that day.. I haven't seen myself so daring before.. That finishing up the jug of Vodka Lime, we proceed to the dancefloor immediately.. I even asked them if they wanna do a little 'fishing'.. lolx.. But too bad, there wasn't any 'standard' gals around us at the dancefloor.. hehe =P But me and ken definitely had fun pushing mike to gals who squeeze pass him.. teehee.. =D Ken really enjoyed himself very much that nite. =)

Going such places really not suitable to bring partners.. Jason is rite abt this. Reason is becoz we wun enjoy as much if we bring gf/bf.. But if i can choose i still prefer having a gf to dance with me.. =) Well, let it be. I'm asking for much. I got clubbing kakis and can have fun together can le... Have or dun have gf doesn't really matters to me.. It's been a long long time ever since i last got hitched..

Though that mysterious gal did bring me back a little feeling.. Happy moments are short but forever etched in the heart to keep.. Those were the days that i can feel that i can give up everything.. Game, clubbing or even smoking.. I thought of smoking is becoz i dun like to be near to her after smoking coz i know it doesn't smell nice at all. I'm a smoker afterall.. When i go out with her, i dun really want to smoke even though she said she doesn't mind at all(she's such a considerate person..) but i still dun wan to even though the craving is there.. Coz if i dun smoke, i feel more comfortable staying close to her.. Real close.. Ah.. My memories back again... Oh well, nothing to be sad about.. =) At least i once had her in my heart to be the most impt person on earth and vice versa.. For that, i'm oredi glad with it.. =) Though my heart is still having a little feel like that of my theme song.. Ke yu bu ke qiu, shun qi zi ran bah.. However, i'm a stupid insensitive guy in such.. I wun know even though she wanted to hint me that i can start wooing her.. sigh.. Then somemore she's like "if u can find a gal u like, go ahead for it. dun have to worry abt me.." >_< When a person is too good, sometimes also cannot take it.. But watever lah, time will tell everything.. Maybe you yuan wu fen bah.. Ren zai jiang hu, shen bu you ji, dan ren wang wang bu you zi ji... "Waiting for you, i'm waiting for you, waiting for you, come into my dreams(life).." Taking it up and putting it down is part of life.. Watever it is, i let it be.. If i really find another gal who can really touch my heart, i'll go for it.. I know i will have ur blessing whole-heartedly even though it would mean pressing ur heart.. Remember that we are of a kind. So, that will be the same for me to you.. I know you will read this.. =) Let's move on with life instead of stranded in the same spot.. I'll hold ur hand and move on, be it as a friend or not.. =) Cheers.

Everyone in heart had a song that leads me to him/her.. For example, whenever i heard Tong Hua, memories of shan came to me.. Whenever i heard Ai Heng Jian Dan, memories of Winjean came to me.. Whenever i heard Kai Bu Liao Kou, memories of a mysterious gal(this one is not the recent one, she's a long ago one whom i dun even wan to let her know that i've fallen for her..) came to me.. Whenever i heard Zhang Huimei's Happy Birthday i recall Siti, coz she really sing very well for that song(even though she's a half malay half chinese but her chinese is good. might be even better than me.. =P).. Whenever i heard An Jing, memories of Karen came to me.. Got quite a few i can't recall now.. For the mysterious gal, i guess it would be Dao Dai sung by Jay Chou(not jolin)..

Okie i shall stop here.. Pretty tired.. My sweet dreams are waiting for me.. lolx =P Oh ya, shan might be leaving for Thailand as her company is opening an outlet there.. She might be going though.. But anyway, it's gonna be her decision coz it's gonna be her future.. No friends there in a foreign place is indeed scary, somemore got language barrier.. But i believe she can cope well if she intend to go. I'll gladly welcome her when she comes back for holidays once a while. I'll definitely take off to go out with her.. Even though in sg if she request, i would still do the same. =) Gtg liao. take care all. ^o^

Fantastic!!

Juz finsihed watching Final Fantasy VII – Advent Children… SHIOK!! Damn if this show is coming to Singapore, I’ll definitely wan to watch it again with full effects and quality in cinema!! It’s so touching.. Bringing me back to those days when I’m playing Final Fantasy VII. It’s like a series to that game.. If I didn’t play that game at all, I would not have understand and not being able to feel the show.. No matter wat, I simply love Final Fantasy VII among all… This show is definitely the BEST CG animation I’ve ever watched in my life, even the previous Final Fantasy Unlimited can’t fight the power of attraction of this show..

Cloud Strife is the best-looking guy in the show. Main lead is always main lead.. So cool and his smiles will definitely melt any gals’ heart if he’s real..

Tifa Lockhart is the cutest gal in the show. She’s so real, so beautiful..

Aeris is the most beautiful and pure gal in the show.. She’s so holy, so angelic.. Even after losing her life to the dark, she is still inside the planet protecting everyone living on it juz like a mother to all..

Yuffie Kisaragi is the most hyper gal in the show. Forever so active, and cute too.

Vincent Valentine is the most mysterious guy in the show. Cool and doesn’t want to talk much. He’s one of my fave char in game too..

Danzel is the cutest little boy in the show. Not too sure abt his relationship with Cloud or Tifa.. In the show, Barret ask him to take care of his mom(meaning Tifa).. Is he Tifa’s son? Whose the dad? Cloud? All is mystery coz this guy is not in game..

I can’t find individual pics from the web.. I will host them once I gotten them.. Oh man, really feel like watching it once again.. Though I juz finished it abt 15min ago.. Now I’m at the main website of Final Fantasy VII – Advent Children, thus it’s playing the background music right now.. >_< href="http://www.square-enix.co.jp/dvd/ff7ac/">http://www.square-enix.co.jp/dvd/ff7ac/

Hmmm, shan called me yesterday nite at abt 4am and she was crying real badly.. Wat the hell was going on…? I dunno a thing.. She said her bf beat her and she is in great pain and bleeding too.. The next thing I asked her where is she now, she immediately replied that she is with a friend now.. Then she hang up in a while.. After she hang up, I totally can’t get myself to slp.. Think I took at least at hour before I went back to my slump and woke up at 6am, 7am, 8am and finally 9am… Whole day at work I totally lost my mood to work.. When I got no customers for me to serve, I’m totally look as if I’m so depressed. Can’t even smile a bit even though there are 2 cute gals at opp my shop.. Worried sick but I guess I juz have to endure a bit more.. Coz tml, I mean today, after work I’ll be going to ECP to look for her and wait for her to off work.. Since she’s not working on Wed, we can chat till late or even till 1st light the next day.. Even though I still need to go for work, I also wan to learn the truth.. If not I really can’t slp and eat well.. Haiz..

Come to think of this, I suddenly had a question.. “Why do guys kept going back to their ex-gf?” My colleague, Jason, gave me a great insight.. When courting a gal, have to put in a lot efforts to get her. When courting an ex, dun have to put so much effort and it’s as easy as ABC. Ok, that is for him only. Coz no matter which ex-gf(well he got tons of them, he himself lost count) of his, simply a word from him, they will definitely nod in agreement. Easy catch for him, juz a fone call will do the trick. Easy to catch means cheap? No need to be so expensive? That I do not know. Well 70% of guys are only after one thing, which is sex. Ok this is my theory and estimation. Well I do not know exactly but friends around me, 90% are in the 70% category.. I’m not normal compared to them, coz I dun wan to, not I’m scared.. 30 minutes of pleasure leads to 10 months of pain leads to Wedding leads to Suffering. =.=

Bah I’m going back to my game to do something then I’m gonna go slp liao.. Tml is gonna be a long long day and nite for me.. Nite all..

Moody, Cloudy yet Calm.

Put my fave song into my blog again.. Haha.. That time Karen suddenly ask me in msn, "Oh after been so long, u still listening to this song ah?" Yeah, it's kinda old and long time ever since dunno when.. Haha..

Maybe it's time that i reveal a bit of insights.. I never mention this to anyone before.. It's abt inside me, my mind and my soul before things turn sour between me and the mysterious gal and before i go back reservist...

That night we went out together for a show and after that we were going to another place to meet up with her friend before we proceed to our destination.. Our relation is already pretty close then, but we were not attached.. Even though that day it had been quite sometime ago, it still lingered in my brain and i sensed it as if it's juz yesterday, so vividly in my mind.. The feeling is so real, so close yet so far.. Her hands are so smoothing, her hair smells so good and soft, her fragrance is so charming, her looks is so sweet.. However, who knows, that very day was the start of change of me.. The desire, the jealousy, the uncertainty...

The Uncertainty - I do not know how long can we be like this till the day we can be officially.. What made these drive into me? I'm not the kind who would rush.. It's all becoz of another person.. She touches my heart and moved me all out of a sudden..

The Jealousy - Someone whom i do not know, came close to her as what i seems to see.. He juz came, claiming he dropped by juz to see his friends. Hmm, though that doesn't seems normal to me, coz i would do the same thing giving the same reason.. Juz sitting at 1st floor all the way till all of us leaving the place.

The Desire - Basically my uncertainty add on to my jealousy which implant me with the desire..

This is bad, coz i'm like a changed person towards her.. Though as usual she wun say a single thing abt it, the more she behaves this way, the more worst i becoming.. Sigh, in the end, that's it for the two of us. It's a One-Way-Ticket-With-No-Return. I jeopardized my own future with my own hands..

Give-and-take is easy said than done. Giving too much; taking too little, is no good. Taking too much; give too little, is no good.

DAMN IT I LOST MY POST! ONLY RECOVERED TILL ABOVE! GODDAMN BLOGGER SUCKS! GET IT AN 'UNDO' FOR GOD SAKE! USELESS 'RECOVER POST'. FARK IT. BAH.

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I gotten these from my inbox.. lolx.. interesting.. =P


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The Ten Most Dangerous Mistakes YOU Probably Make With Women And What To Do About It...

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MISTAKE #1: BeingToo Much Of A Nice Guy
Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted "nice" guys?
Of course you have.
Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in YOU.
What's going on here?
It's actually very simple...
Women don't base their choices of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful GUT LEVEL ATTRACTION for them.
And guess what?
Being nice doesn't make a woman FEEL that powerful ATTRACTION.
And being NICE doesn't make a woman CHOOSE you.
I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to ACCEPT... but GET OVER IT.
Until you accept this FACT and begin to act on it, you'll NEVER have the success with women that you want.

MISTAKE #2: Trying ToConvince Her To Like You
What do most guys do when they meet a woman that they REALLY like... but she's just notinterested?
Right! They try to "convince" the woman to feel differently.
Well, I have news for you... YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE HOW A WOMAN "FEELS" WHEN IT COMES TO ATTRACTION!
Never, ever, EVER.
You cannot CONVINCE a woman to feel differently about you with "logic and reasoning".
Think about it.
If a woman doesn't "feel it" for you, how in the world do you expect to change that FEELING by being "reasonable" with her?
But we all do it.
When a woman just isn't interested, we beg, plead, chase, and do our best to change her mind.
Bad idea. One that will never work.

MISTAKE #3: Looking To HerFor Approval Or Permission
In our desire to please women (which we mistakenly think will make them like us), us guys are always doing things to get a woman's "approval" or "permission".
Another HORRIBLE idea.
Women are NEVER attracted to the types of men who kiss up to them... EVER.
Don't get me wrong here.
You don't have to treat women BADLY for them to like you.
But if you think that treating a woman well means "always getting her approval and permission for things", think again.
You will never succeed by looking for approval. Women actually get ANNOYED at men who seek their approval.
Doubt me? Just ask any attractive woman if Wussy guys who chase her around and want her approval annoy her...

MISTAKE #4: Trying To Buy Her Affection With Food And Gifts
How many times have you taken a woman out to a nice dinner, bought her gifts and flowers, and had her REJECT you for someone who didn't treat her even HALF as well as you did?
If you're like me, then you've had it happen a LOT.
Well guess what?
It's only NATURAL when this happens...
That's right, I said NATURAL.
When you do these things, you send a clear message:
"I don't think you'll like me for who I am, so I'm going to try to buy your attention and affection". Your good intentions usually come across to women as over-compensation for insecurity, and weak attempts at manipulation. That's right, I said that women see this as MANIPULATION.

MISTAKE #5: SharingHow You Feel Too Early InThe Relationship With Her
Another huge and unfortunate mistake that most men make with women is sharing how they "feel" too early on.
Attractive women are rare.
And they get a LOT of attention from men.
Most men don't realize this, but attractive women are being approached in one way or another ALL THE TIME.
An attractive woman is often approached several times a DAY by men who are interested. This translate into dozens of times per week, and often HUNDREDS of times per month.
And guess what?
Attractive women have usually dated a LOT of men.
That's right. They have EXPERIENCE.
They know what to expect.
And one thing that turns an attractive women off and sends her running away faster than just about anything is a guy who starts saying "You know, I really, REALLY like you" after one or two dates.
This signals to the woman that you're just like all the other guys who fall for her too fast... and can't control themselves.
Don't do it. Lean back. Relax.
There's a much better way...

MISTAKE #6: Not Getting How Attraction Works For Women
Women are VERY different from men when it comes to ATTRACTION.
You need to accept this fact, and deal with it.
When a man sees a beautiful, young, sexy woman, he INSTANTLY feels a sexual attraction.
But does the same apply for women?
Do women feel sexual attraction to men based mostly on looks? Or is something else going on?
Well, after studying this topic for over five full years now, I can tell you that women usually have their "attraction mechanisms" triggered by things OTHER than looks.
Have you ever noticed that you see a lot more average and unattractive men with beautiful women than the other way around?
Think about it.
Women are more attracted to certain qualities in men... and they're attracted to the way a man makes them FEEL than they are to looks alone.
If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.
But it's not an accident. You have to LEARN how to do this.
And ANY guy can learn how...

MISTAKE #7: Thinking That ItTakes Money And Looks
One of the most common mistakes that guys make is giving up before they've even gotten started... because they think that attractive women are only interested in men who have looks and money... or guys who are a certain height... or guys who are a certain age.
And sure, there are some women who are only interested in these things.
But MOST women are far more interested in a man's personality than his wallet or his looks.
There are personality traits that attract women like a magnet...
And if you learn what they are and how to use them, YOU can be one of these guys.
YOU DO NOT have to "settle" for a woman just because you aren't rich, tall, or handsome.
Let me say this again: If you know how to use your body language and communication correctly, you can make women feel the same kind of powerful sexual attraction to you that YOU feel when you see a hot, sexy young woman.

MISTAKE #8: Giving AwayAll Of Your Power To Women
Earlier I mentioned that it's a mistake to look to a woman for approval or permission.
Well, another similar tactic that a lot of guys use is GIVING AWAY THEIR POWER to women.
Said differently, guys try to get women to like them by doing whatever the woman wants.
Another bad idea...
Women are NEVER attracted to men that they can walk all over... Women aren't attracted to Wussies!

MISTAKE #9: Not Knowing EXACTLY What To Do In EachType Of Situation With Women
Now I'm going to blow your mind...
A woman ALWAYS knows what you're thinking.
Women are approximately TEN TIMES better than men at reading body language. That's ten TIMES.
I know, it might be hard to believe. But for example, if you're out on a date with a woman, and you want to kiss her, she knows it.
And if you don't know exactly what to do and exactly HOW to kiss her, and you just sit there looking at her and getting nervous, she won't help!
And this goes for ALL aspects of women and dating...
Approaching a woman, getting her number, asking her out, kissing her, getting physical... everything.
If you don't know what to do in each situation, you will probably screw it up... and LOSE EVERYTHING.
And you KNOW it.
It is VITALLY important that you know EXACTLY how to go from one step to the next with a woman... from the first meeting, all the way to the bedroom.

MISTAKE #10: Not Getting HELP
This is the biggest mistake of all.
This is the mistake that keeps most men from EVER having the kind of success with women that they truly want.
I know, guys don't like to make themselves look weak or helpless. We don't like to ask for help.
Hey, I've been there myself.
Let me tell you a little about me and how I figured out how to be successful with women...
About five years ago I became fed up with the fact that I didn't know how to approach, meet, and get dates with women that I was attracted to.
It frustrated the hell out of me.
One night I was out with a friend, and I saw a woman I wanted to ask out, but I just couldn't get up the nerve to do it. I can still remember that night... right on the spot I made the decision to do whatever it took to learn how to be successful with women and dating.
Well, after a lot of hard work and trying all kinds of crazy things, I finally figured it all out.
I can now approach just about any woman and get her number almost instantly. I've dated models, I've dated actresses, and I've dated nice, normal, regular girls as well.
It has been a very rewarding experience. I no longer feel that sick, insecure feeling... like I don't know how to meet women... and I might wind up alone.
I know that anytime, anywhere, I can go out and meet attractive women.
I've written a book on the topic, and I've done seminars on both coasts of the United States... and taught tens of thousands of men all around the world.


Oh well, rather crappy yet interesting. haha.. At least something noted. =) Anyway, it doesn't really matter at all to me. Coz i dun have time for one. So, dun waste my time. =P Okie, back to my gaming, cya peeps. =)

PS: Any comments on the post? I welcome any. lolx =P

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Am i living now or wat? I dun feel a fark. =.=" I'm like a dead fish. U know, even though fishes are dead, they still move with the wave/current.. Moving with the flow without knowing wat the fark i'm doing.. =.=" Ppl ask me go clubbing, i say no. Ppl ask me go movie, i say no. Ppl ask me play game, i say no. Then wat the hell am i doing nowadays? I DUN KNOW, DUN FARKING COME ASK ME! Heck. Ok fine i'm a bit drunk. How the hell did i got drunk? I DUN KNOW! Watever..

Ok i remembered something. I know know abt work. My company had juz opened another shop in Sim Lim Square at 5th floor. It's under my command. There's only 2 person working there in the shop. Me and a new guy. Basically i'm the one in-charged of the goddamn shop. =.=" Selling wat? Black CDs, black DVDs, jewel cases for discs, all sorts of cables, all sorts of mouses, all sorts of keyboards, all sorts of web cameras, all sorts of headphones with mic, etc. Basically, it's a LELONG accessories shop. No sign-board up yet coz we are expanding the shop. Now, it's a LELONG shop for the like of my lady boss. Soon, by the end of this mth, we will be taking over the shop(which is actually 2 units broken down into 1) beside us and made it a super big accessories shop at 5th floor. =.=" Managing a big shop isn't a joke! Damn i'm going mad. Anyway, stressful and frustating. Guess i'm fine only when i'm at work coz everyone can see a hyper active and cheerful weixing who is always smiling and laughing everynow and then juz like a kid. =.=" Watever. Bye.

PS: Dun come fan me and msg me how am i getting on. I will not even be bothered to reply. Anyway, anything i will surely post here. Goodbye.

A day off from work

Slacking at home listening to music and blogging. Play a bit of game.. Later need to go out again.. =.=" Haiz.. Sianz. My uncle darn nosy and nag super a lot. >.< I hate nags. =.=" When saying something juz say one time can liao lah. Repeat so many freaking times for wat? You will only turns me off. Feel like changing my number. Such a nuisance.

Ghost in the Shell part 2 came out liao! But even if i buy i also no time to watch.. Not much ppl knows of my hectic schedule. Every morning i woke up at abt 9am then left my place for work at abt 10am. My work starts from 10.30am-8.30pm. Upon closing all the shops will be abt 9pm liao.. By the time i reach home is roughly close to 10pm.. Bathe, eat and relax a bit. Soon i will get tired around 11pm(due to the drowsiness from the full-cream warm milk). Thus, i will get to slp soundly at abt midnight. =.= Lifeless. lolx.. I've got my A3 and DOTA and blog and emails and chats and forum-surfing on my hands.. So little time, so many things to be done.. Seems to have been turned into a regular workaholic liao.. How long i haven't been to movies liao.. How long i haven't been to clubbing(not counting the one at NB on Irene's bday coz merely few hrs and absolutely no enjoy at all) liao.. How long i haven't been on a long gaming day liao.. Haiz.. My off-day falls on wk-day once every wk on Thursday. However, every off day seems to be so freaking occupied by nonsences. No time for myself. I dun freaking live my life for others lor.. =.= Sian.. Why am i so dissatisfied with my life..? I'm happy working though.. Sian.. I wonder where my stress came from..

A lot of ppl have been asking me how did i got started with that mysterious gal.. lolx.. It all started juz like that lor, naturally. Dun ask how, dun ask why. When it's love, there's no absolute answer. Neither me nor she knows why.. Haha.. Something at least better than nothing. We had no regrets. =) Am i right, gal? =P

I'm actually quite pissed off with ppl who kept asking me to get attached.. =.=" It's not a bad thing to get attached but it's not want means want. It's not an essential needs for me at the moment even though at times of darkest i really needed one.. But i still got my friends with me. Great friends around me every now and then. =) Well, i still rmb that time i did mention something in a pissed-off way to someone.. "i dun need a gf to survive, or rather a gal to survive my life. Why shld i need one when it can invites more problems for me?" Those were mentioned quite sometime ago liao but it's still lingering in my brain till now.. Anyway, watever will come will come. Watever will go will go. Best to let nature takes its own course. I'm not awaiting, i'm not hoping for anything, i'm not wishing for anything. =)

It's juz like one of my friend.. We were once schoolmates who dunno one another, then few yrs later we became 'HI-BYE' friend, then yrs later became normal friends who lunched/dined together occasionally, then we became closer than before and feelings appeared but i stay neutral by suppressing myself, till now we are still as close as of before despite me rejecting her intention a few times(jokingly).. When she learnt something's wrong abt me, she would immediately give me a call and helped cleared my thoughts thru her intelligence & experience, both logically & theorically. This would seems a pity we did not start out but i see it as deem fit.. Friends last forever but not relationships. At least, that's what i think. No one can proved me wrong yet. =P Afterall, i'm a natural stubborn & bad guy. =)

Busy~~

Really busy in this new company.. >_<>_< And somemore nx mth our new shop will be opening and a few staffs will be transfered there... There's only one new staff coming in on the 1st and the other on the 24th of next mth.. =.=" Sianzzzzz...

That stupid shan. Got thing then find me de. =D =P =) *Whistle & roll eyes* Muahahaha~! Everytime i post i always think of you mah so i mention you lor.. Dun wan ah? ok lor. i end here. =D

Finally got contact with long-lost-friend(really long meh? =P), Michelle. Dunno how many yrs back, we used to contact alot thru sms. Quite close until one fateful day when i msg her and i got a reply "Who are you?" from her. =.=" I was kind of "eh oh.." =P It's her bf.. lolx.. Ever since then, i rarely msg her liao, even greetings also lesser liao.. Dun wanna cause distress to them. hehe.. Few days back suddenly got a notice from 'wholivesnearyou' then i realised that she's back in sg liao.. We seems to have lost touch of each other entirely sia.. Or shall i say she lost touch with most of her guy friends?? Muahaha~~ I din say that though, she said that herself one.. =P Dun flame me hor! ;P Noticed a little change in her look. She looks more chubby liao.. lolx =P I think she will be reading my blog real soon, hope i dun get flamed. hehe.. Peace out =)

That toothy hor.. Feel that she's somehow similar to me as in our characteristic. lolx.. We are rebelious. =D Watever we dun wan, we dun like to be forced into doing.. She sprained her leg long time ago but till now still dun wanna go see doctor.. lolx. Juz like me sia.. The more you asked me to quit smoking, the more i gonna smoke.. lolx.. When i go eat with carisa, she would think that i would want to have a smoke after meal but miraclely i dun wan to. =P Rebelious indeed. =)

Haiz.. That XH hor.. Say wan to update her new blog till now still no news.. =.=" But anyway, even though got also rarely update new posts one lah. =P Promised her to go see Xue Lang Hu in sept.. I still dunno i can take off on that day or not.. lolx.. Scarly cannot then jialat liao.. Anyway, no matter wat i will make it happen de coz i paid for it liao. haha. That day she shun bian come find me at sls when her friends wan go buy World of Warcraft.. She dun look like last time liao. But i no comments.. hehe =P Still take my mineral water and drink. =.="

Sianz.. Every since working i dun have much time for myself.. Haiz.. Nowadays my off day is Thursday. Anyone who free can ask me out lor.. But muz tell me early lah.. Haha.. =P K lah i go koon liao.. Tired..

Sian..

Hmmm.. Really diff lor.. Got work and no work.. Haha.. When not working, i tend to slack to the extreme and got lotsa things to think abt.. Now got work, seriously no time to think and do other stuffs.. lolx.. However, this is then the life for me. =)

New environment, new life, new friends, new game, etc. =P Wah my new company darn a lot of ppl lor.. >.< My that branch alone got almost 10 ppl liao.. haha.. Well, that's not all.. Anyone who know abt Sim Lim Square(SLS) will know my company one. You can ask them how many branches we have.. Notorious de lor.. lolx... It's called ATF. =D The whole community i dunno got how many ppl but i guessed shld be abt 50 or so..

Haiz.. one thing i dun like abt this company is 'Hidden Cost'.. I dunno the price of my products thus when i got friends come buy things from me, i dunno how to quote them the prices.. >.< Sian sia.. I got a lot ppl coming and look for me but i can't help them reduce much on the price.. Unlike last time, i can see the cost price so that i can cheap cheap sell. Sometimes my company only earn a few cents nia.. Not even enuff to cover the paperworks.. But bo bian, friends are more impt. =P Hao Ting!! lolx.

Wah, shan can tell me that i din bring her go watch Initial-D.. =.=" I endure not to go watch lor.. >.< But she din contact me.. Or if not call me liao then say min later call back but it's a few days later lor.. haiz.. Got bf liao diff liao lor.. Can feel the 'wind' liao lor. =P Even though now i watch the downloaded version but i can still go watch one lor.. Effects not as good as movie theater.. =.="

Jason's gf going home tonite coz tml she's flying off to china for a week and he's discussing that nx wk can go chiong liao.. =.=" He never like to go clubbing with her gf de.. Coz got gals cannot beos(peep) and got flesh cannot eat(and give me that very shiok reaction. lolx) That's why going clubbing with him is the most fun de.. Can see gals automatically danced closer to him and some trying to follow his steps. lolx.. Oh ya, he's working in the same company as me but diff branch.. There are 3 gals in our retail shops. He oredi targetting one of the gals liao.. Lolx.. Shld be easy for him lah. Guess tml he will start his actions liao.. but anyway, dun think he is serious lah.. Afterall, guys juz wanna have fun and somemore he only have a week to 'play'. =P And such chances are 'once in a blue moon'.. Haha.. Anyway, not my prob. =D

Sian, today my A3 got double-experience event and yet i went company dinner with them.. By the time i reach home no more event liao.. Haiz.. Though i'm quite a hardcore-gamer(or shall i say passionate-gamer =P), i will not abandone such gatherings for the sake of gaming.. Afterall, gaming is virtual. It's all for the fun of it.. =) K lah i wan go slp soon. i go see toothy's blog then i go drink milk and koon liao.. tml morning if can wakey then play game b4 go work. Bye all~~ Later.. =)

李圣杰--手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台

每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆

看着往事一幕一幕

再次演出你我的爱

我把电视机打开听着别人的对白

也许那些故事可以给我一个交代

你要的爱我学不来

眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概

不能给你未来我还你现在

安静结束也是另一种对待

当眼泪流下来伤已超载

分开也是另一种明白

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开

不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海

感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白

把爱收进胸前左边口袋

最后的疼爱是手放开

不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪

感情就像候车月台有人走有人来

我的心是一个站牌写着等待

我把收音机打开听着别人的失败

啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀

你的依赖还在胸怀

我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开

感情中专心的人容易被伤害

Free...

Many things had happened and i'm too not in the mood to post them.. But afterall, i still post it in here.. haha.. Btw, new outlook. Did it in a haste so it's not very well done.. =.="

That day went JL's place to play majong. The 1st time so many ppl there. JL, YX, Wendy, Jasmine, Han, me and Ruyou are there.. lolx.. I know it's kinda my last time playing with them and the next time for me will gonna be a long way.. Thus, ask so many ppl.. Though doesn't play much but okie lah.. ^^ Anyway, that day we played till very late.. Till abt 4am i think.. =.= In the end of mj, YX and Ruyou shared a cab back while wendy took a cab by herself.. As for me, i wanted to take a cab in the opposite direction.. But after crossing the road, i think i can walk home.. And enjoy the cool breeze. ^^ On my way back home as i approaching Zouk there, something interesting happened.. I was walking on the pavement near the road, then a car near me pulled over and stopped by the roadside. There was a malay guy in it and he beckoned me over. Out of curiousity and thinking that he wanted to ask for directions, i walked over to the car.

The conversation goes like this:
"Hi, where u going?"
"I'm on my way home."
"Come on, get in."
"Get in for wat? My house is juz nearby..(feeling a little weird)"
"Juz come in first lah"
"No thanks. i can walk home."
"Wat do u think abt it?"
"About what?"
"About sex."
"Haha..(I smile a bit and give him a wave and walk off)"

LOLX! Oh my god, i was even approached by a guy! Haiz.. But this is not what i wanted.. Afterall i'm straight and i'm still waiting for her..

Regarding the job that i intended to go to at funan.. That boss din replied us for any further instructions and stuffs, juz keep us pending.. Been rotting for a mth and i'm going craze.. >_< I will never turn my head to eat the grass behind me.. Haiz.. Sian..

Anyway, the current company is quite ok except for one thing i dun feel comfortable.. Which is there's no customers service in this company.. =.=" Most of the staffs are the same.. I'm not used to it lor.. Afterall, i always give my best service i can provide to all my customers.. Haiz.. But anyway, end of the mth i'll be going to another shop at 5th floor.. Same company but new shop with a new name.. Gonna make it totally different from all the existing shops..

No more THE ONE liao.. We had come to a conclusion.. We shld end it.. Though it's not counted as started at all. But of coz, those days are worth remembering.. ^^ For Once, i was an important person in her life and For Once, she was an important person in my life. So many problems will come to us if we were to officially start.. Haiz.. To 'protect' me, she intend to do wat i mentioned in my previous post.. >_< Being with someone u dun love is indeed painful and meaningless.. I dun wan her to fall back into her old shoes..

That time when the decision is made, i was upset and lost.. But i'm fine now, dun worry.. Life still goes on for me and for her. ^^ Even though we are not together, we still live our life as usual. =) Well, juz like my theme song here "wo gei ni zhui hou de teng ai shi shou fang kai.."

I will never turn my head to eat the grass behind me. However, i guess she would be an exception.. I think.. But, by the time i might have gf liao.. Of coz, i will not juz cease the relationship juz to be with her.. I said liao, i will be serious in every relationship de.. It's not for the fun of it only.. =.=" I'm not a flirt lor.. And most impt, no guys pls.... =.=" But anyway, i'm open liao. hehe.. See who's gonna be the unlucky one to be with me. =P Erm, i mean the fortunate one to have me. =P Gonna go koonz liao.. tml still gotta work.. >_<