Got urge to continue yest posting. Yest was kinda posting in a rush with my dopod while my beloved sis occupied my comp. Well, she always did. But she's my sis afterall, so gotta give it to her. Though i nagged, but i still give in to her.. haha..

Heard around, "I've got another friend also same situation as her.. Marrying to a guy 10yrs older.. The story of 25-hours watch. Everytime she's angry, she would throw the watch outta her window.. Then after a while she felt unbearable and heartache so would rush down to retrieve back the watch. She always managed to take back the watch and it's working fine as usual.. Saying that their love is like the watch. Unbreakable, tough and lasting. So, next time buy 25-hours ok."

I mean, does age seriously matters? When Irene 1st learnt abt my relationship, she said i was cheating on a small gal. Well, both elder sis din even say anything. That shows that she throw that remark without knowing anything, can't blame her. =) This happened long ago, like 4mths? o.O Anyway, age doesn't really matter. Most important is seriously communication. What kind of mindset others have are their own problems and it wun change a thing.

"Why do u work? For money right? Why do u get a gf then?" Hmmm, he's trying to get me on the mindset of putting priorities. Emotions can easily crippled a person. Successful ppl always put $ infront of everything else so as to focus. "When u got the money, u afraid u can't find any gals?" Well, that's not what i wanted. Those are simply material-seeking gals, thus, u see i used to refrain from any gf in the past. "Think abt it, even if she request something from u, u still gotta wait till payday. Ain't it tough?" Yup true, but what else i can do? It's my own useless ah. Can't simply blame anyone for something that cannot be done ya? "Even if were to marry now straightaway and dinner held at coffeeshop even if it's only buffet, u think u can afford it now?" Ya i can't. Well, in all, if such things were to happen and gonna kick a fuss, that would show no point in doing anything. I believe she will not. Thus, in order to give her a better life, i would like to take the biggest risk and giving it all that i had to make it happen. No matter how much stones are being thrown, i still have to give it all out and not just try. Try is not the word anymore. Try is merely giving out a percentage of effort and not full effort. Either one, i'm giving all i have. There's no turning back now.. Simplicity is not as simple as ABC. Time passes, ppl changes, materials grow, technology increases. There's no such thing as sure thing anymore but one thing i can be sure of, my heart. It sure is true and commited to everything the mind thinks. We've come a long way, aren't we?

Magnets are cute. Same polarities repel and different polarities attracts. No matter how the relation of N & S is clear, they will still attract to each other. No matter how strong the WILL is, opposite will still attracts. That's the danger. Well, this is human nature. I used to get attracted easily, not until i found the one that i decided. Thereafter, to prevent the history to repeat itself, all oppositions are being put at a distance, a safe line. That's for safety measure for self and also my responsibility to do it. Though it's not neccessary, but safety measures still have to be made. There's no IF, i simply wun let it happen. Well, gals are less dangerous than guys. =) Dun forget i condemn my kinds.. Like i always did. There's nothing good to say abt them, i can only think of the bad on their mind. Coz i used to be one.. Karma.. Sigh.. Lolx wtf karma again.. ~.~ I'm starting to grow inferior of that word.. Lolx..