When xing graduated from secondary, he spent one mth slacking at home playing playstation, final fantasy 8. Whole day playing, only sleeping upon 1st light.. He was being nagged daily to go and find a job. Well, xing is just being lazy.. Haha.. His 2nd aunt intro him to a job as a security guard at ST Technologies at Paya Lebar.. $1000/mth 12hrs, either 7pm-7am or 7pm-7am.. Shag out..

With his pay, xing rewarded himself with a hp, Ericsson 688. Lolx.. That time that phone is so goddamn popular and expensive.

Benedict ever mentioned abt the batteries for hp so xing thought ben is working in a hp shop. After xing quit his security job, he ask ben if his workplace got any vacancy without finding wat exactly is the job scope. Xing went for an interview and he got the job, will be starting work on the following monday. Still, till then he still dunno his job scope. Only knows the company name, Hardware House.

It is a computer company selling computer accessories and xing knows nuts abt computers. He only knows how to play computer games. Lol. Life's tough in there due to zero knowledge. However, xing is a keen learner and his interest on computers rose. In the end he learnt a lot and handle partial management despite him being a mere part-timer. They called him super-part-timer, most called him 'xing ye' aka grandpa xing.

It was fun working there. Xing got to know a lot of ppl but there's one he dun like, Jason Ng. The ah beng at 5th floor who only listens to techno and is very jiao gei. Lolx.. Edwin Wong is like a teacher to xing, teaching him Video Editing stuffs which is then the most popular trend in the trade. Carlynn is like a big sis to xing who takes good care of him when he's at Bits&Bytes. Jessica too when xing is at IT Cyber Hub. Geogos, johnny pek and johnny loh, when xing is at Copernicus. Andrew & weimin, when xing is at NTT. Joei the lady boss dote on xing the most.

Ben ever jio xing to go BQ to drink with the rest of the company members. To build bond. Well, xing doesn't know how to drink at all.. But the bonds are still being made. Happiness doesn't lasts long.. Soon, xing had to go to poly so can't work anymore.. Well, he's still working on wk-ends though..

The feeling of loniness.. Life at poly indeed sux big time. Xing was real excited abt getting into poly, no more sch uniforms while studying!! Weee!! Haha.. Wearing sch uniform always have to take note not to get caught while smoking.. Troublesome sia.. Sigh..

There's only two gals in poly, both taken.. Cheryl and Xueying. Cheryl is this noisy but pretty ah lian. Oops! I mean loudspeaker. Erm.. I mean.. Hehe. Facts are facts. =P despite she wear like one, she's an intelligent lady with a caring heart for everyone. Very brotherly to everyone. Xueying is the quiet & sweet type. Her bf is her cousin and make the relationship inconspicious so she's known as unattached initially. They dun even hold hands when with us until later part she got extremely jealous that there's so many gals around her bf.. Haha.. Gals are hard to understand at times..

Xing's thoughts: Will other guys tend to withdraw when knowing a gal is attached? Not really. Guys are more bold. And why do ppl keep their relationships in secret? Well, only they know it. It's pretty logical. I'm the kind who wun say if I got a gf, coz i'm not the kind who like to show off. But i'll let the pictures do the talking. A picture tells a thousand words. Be it on profiles or phone. A responsible act or rather a commited act.

Now it's the guys side. Alvin, rudy, moses, gerald, anthony, huiqi, derek. The fun guys to be with but the bond is not strong at all..

Life is really very tough at poly which many do not know.. Xing had very little pocket money so normally he wun eat in sch.. Whenever it's lunch time, he would said that he's meeting friend who is studying at NP at Clementi for lunch. In actual fact, he just take a bus to Clementi and walk around aimlessly.. Coz many times he got no money to eat. Anyway, he's used to withstanding hunger.. Rarely he would experienced gastric pains.

Due to scarce friends, xing going on online chat, IRC, to get to know more friends in SP.. He got to know a gal named Karen who's studying at opposite block only, studying electrical engineering. A nice and friendly gal who always willing to share xing's prob. He carry on his search daily, till one day he got to know Pamela. They meet up after a few exchange of sms. 1st meeting at Bugis Mac. Pamela is a secondary student studying at a neighbourhood sch at Tampines, she lives at Tampines too.

After they met, at night xing straightaway asked her to be his gf. To his surprise, she agreed to it. That's xing's 1st official relationship.. Greenhorn as he can be, he always do his best. Every morning he would take the 1st train and travel to Tampines to pick her up and send her to sch before he set out for his lessons back to the west. After sch if both are free, would meet up for movie or window shopping. Seldom hold hands, no hugs, no kisses. Xing is the shy type afterall.. Grewing bored of xing, she broke off with him after 2 weeks. Well, this ain't even qualified to be known as a relationship. For a little fun eh. However, xing is still very sad abt it though he mentioned he's ok. He just bottled everything, only karen knows abt it..

Being outta love, xing jio his classmates to BQ Tabs for drinking as there's free flow of beer.. Xing collapsed that day. Totally knockout till his two had to bring him home. They had a hard time trying to find Xing's address then got no choice but to check his IC.. Not once but twice this happened.. Thanks huiqi, thanks derek, thanks gerald. Sorry for the troubles caused..

Xing decided to go into online gaming, Jin Yong Online. Commited all his time and passion into it coz he finds that relationships are not worth his time.. As for the poly, he quit after 6mths but he still in contact with the rest. Xing went back to HWH to work while awaiting his NS.. He worked one and a half yr before he got into army..

All his happiness and sadness, he only shared it with karen and she too.. Thus, both of them become very close though they never seen each other before.. Well, as time passes xing start to think why not get her as gf..? Then came the approached.. Karen never had a bf before, so the sudden approached was quite shocking to her.. She asked, "Do u really want it? A support pillar or a bgr. It's either this or that.." Well, xing chooses bgr. That's how they started..

Xing never thought of how she looked like, coz he always thought, "Looks dun last, it's the heart that lasts.." However, as time moves on, it seems that she just wanna leave it as it is.. Meeting up never seems to have crossed her mind, thus, she rejected a lot of requests of meeting up by xing..

Xing's thoughts: If i'm able to move her, I think she's gonna meet me.. I rmb she had always wanted a Nokia 8250 but she dun have the money to buy it and somemore she gotta work to pay for her own fees and meals.. And most impt, her bday is approaching, just before my army.. Maybe this project might be a success..

Still can rmb she kept asking Xing to go and watch a korean show, My Sassy Girl. She said she loved the song in song. Pachelbel - Canon in D. But xing doesn't care much.. Even when they are chatting on the phone, she would ask him to listen while she played the song.. Xing is still into his game.. Xing is such a lousy bf..

Synopsis: The arrival of the bday. Unfaithful? Or rather being forced to? Army life.. Frozen.. Shutting the door.. Isolation..