Many times, felt like making a huge leap to the year 2006.. But I guess I shld give it a pass for now.. The temptation is great but I know I can resist it, like I always did. Yup, Xing is that rush at times.

Ever since the Sherry’s case, Francis sees Xing as pathetic. He got to know 2 gals named Jillian and Winjean. J is tall, sleek and pretty. W is short, big eyes and cute. He took their numbers when he saw them out in the streets. Seeing Xing like that, he decided to intro W to Xing.. This is the beginning of a new nightmare..

Xing started to contact her. They shared a common thing, dog-lovers. That’s how he hit it off with her.. Other than sharing this, of coz they shared their life too.. Well, though they have not met before, Xing seems to have captivate W. Many says it's becoz of his voice.. Sherry mentioned that before, Lynn too.. Simply dun understand that, how can a coarse voice like that able to charm any gals.. Lolx.

Anyway, Xing did requested her photos. Upon receiving the photos, Xing lost all his confidence and had fear when toking to W. Not that she's ugly but rather the opposite.. Very soon W also request for Xing's photos but Xing never liked to take pics as he always think himself as ugly.. However, she din probe further.. As time passes, Xing starts to get anxious and wanted to meet her but on the other hand, he was afraid this might lead to the end of friendship.. Yup, Xing was that useless.

On one fine evening, Xing finally met W to pass her something near her place. After meeting, the duo just part without saying much.. While Xing is on his way home in the bus, he did msg W regarding the next meeting but no respond.. Almost immediately he msg her again and said, "it's ok if u dun wanna meet me anymore de. U just take care. Goodbye." It was quite a harsh msg.. No sense of understanding at all.. Xing is such an idiot.. Sigh.. Well, life still goes on. Even life still goes on, Xing's heart still not resting yet.. Sigh.. Watever for.. He suffered for almost 3yrs, one-sided love with efforts not being paid off no matter how good he treated her.. And worst still, he saw the true colours of his friend. Xing was able to make W felt touched and he almost gotten her.. Expect the unexpected, Xing's friend actually called her and somehow managed to save her.. Xing only came to realise the truth after some time...

Xing's thoughts: Do u really have to treat me this way..? For a gal and u can do this to me? I hate being betray.. If u really want the lass, just let me know and i'll give up the fight. Anyway, no matter in wat aspects, i'll lose to u. I'm utterly disappointed..

Sec 4 is quite a bad yr for Xing as well, the yr he got canned in public..

Xing got to know this guy named Eric. The worst human on earth. Xing was being led astray by the power of greed. Eric seeing this as his weakness, took advantages of it.. Xing was easily being threatened as well, he's such an easy push-over. His aunt gave him a discman and it's like a treasure to him. Eric borrowed it from him and threatened him to do things for him. If xing dun agree, he wun be able to get back the discman.. The feeling of being manipulated, the feeling of being controlled unwillingly.. Not entirely eric's fault, xing had himself to blame as well.. Karma. What comes around will goes around.

When xing entered sec 5, he intended to change, to change for the worst. Therefore, he went for a botak haircut, but immediately the next day he had high fever. So, 1st week of sch he only attended 1 day.. Xing's attendances were no good ever since sec 1. Kept skipping sch and without a valid reason for being absent.. Still rmb there was once he was being called to the principal's office and was being questioned. The principal literally laugh at him when xing said he wanted to go poly.. Well, xing's results were not possible for him to get into poly. Anyway, the more the humiliations, the stronger he gets.. The stronger he gets, the more defensive he is. Though no more in contact with this guy but if he were to come again and stepped on xing's tail, he would get it. Just hope he wun become a snake.

Xing is often seen with Francis. He had served his probation so he's back to World Trade Center. At there playing arcade, if not will be at the indian store.. That place is actually a gathering place for his friend's gang.. Well, xing din really joined them, just mixed around only. Many times when there's war abt to begin, xing will be told to leave 1st. He's always reluctant to leave. He wants to be a part of them, sharing joy having fun and brave the front. Well, it's becoz of Francis only.. Yup xing is that loyal. Because of his character, many would give a helping hand whenever he is in trouble.. Xing is a bad guy, better stay away from him..

Xing is a condemned student in the whole school. No teachers like him, no classmates like him. He's got a real bad temper. There's one incident that one of his mate named kok fai, older than xing by abt 2yrs and taller than xing by more than a head. He loves disturbing ppl. That time one of xing's shoes just fell out and seeing that kf immediately took the shoe and run abt, treating xing like a monkey trying to chase him. After running for a while, xing gave up and stood still with his blood burning. Seeing there's no more fun coz xing is not chasing, kf walk over to xing and laughing. When he's near xing, xing immediately gave him an uppercut from below. Everyone were stunned by that. No one ever expect xing would have such an action.. Well, no blood, guess it's too light for kf. Kf had always thought he is a big boss in class as he is the only one who dare to give the discipline master a punch in the face in public. Well, he doesn't know that xing had given up on life so he dun care at all. Even if it's to play life, he's game anytime.

Xing's thoughts: There's always a limit to all tolerances. Don't try me. I'll dare anyone to take my life. Afterall i'm left with nothing. You wanna play with me, u gotta know ur limit. This is my dad's mentality when he decided to plan on killing the two fools who prey on his wife. His death will bring joy to many, so why not take down two more lives. It's death anyway. So, dun play with me, boy.

Xing is not that violent nor scary as he seems to be.. Being forced to be, under some circumstances he may turn into devil within the angel. Fallen angel is the trail of devil's path. Let's just hope things will be just fine..

Anyway, back to sec 5. Xing is a bad student. No one feels that he gonna make it thru the O-Levels coz even though he's often seen at Tea Garden, a McDonald House near Queensway. He went only to listen to music and chitchat. Otherwise, teaching yx chemistry.. However, he's among the 6 ppl out of 40+ students in his class to graduate and got into poly. But it's a pity. He got merely 4 credits without humanities, thus, he's unable to get into Chemical Engineering nor Chemical Process. In the end, he got into Singapore Poly, Mechatronics. Robots making. =.= And he is alone. No friends at all.

Synopsis: Life at poly. 1st official relationship. The official start of working life.