"I dun wanna hear that song." What was that coming out of me? Was it a 'i want to think of her yet I dun wan to be remind of her?' Why do I have such feeling..? This is exactly what she had been feeling inside..?

I want to see u becoz I miss u..

I dun wanna see u becoz I dun wanna hurt u again..

The mixed feeling of love and hate.. U saw ur shadows in us.. U showed me ur memories.. It seems that it's really all my fault.. I'm the one who killed it with my own hands.. I guess both need more time.. It's not that she's not ready but rather both are not ready.. We shld both step back for now.. It's better that way for now..