Shag out.. Slept at 7.30am and yet wakey at 11am then tahan until now still do my blog.. =.=" I muz be siao or wat.. lol..
Yest went down to qb with BD group however switched over to Martin instead since xiaobudian asked... But brandon and his wife left first then followed by jason. Left me and jessie.. Later steven and qiang came down to look for me as they haven't got enuff alcohol in them.. Chatted a while and played a few games of pool then found something amusing.. Lolx.. That pinky guy seems interested in knowing Jessie but not sure who am i to her so dare not really approach but rather kept toking to me.. Then after the match between him and jessie they shaked hand. While shaking jessie's hand he looked at me for a while lolx.. Confirm leh.. =D When told jessie she still dun believe.. When i played pool with him, he already kept beo-ing liao lor.. Lolx.. Anyway, cyndi also there with her bf. Said she not working for a wk liao. =.=" If i'm the boss i also will not hire u lah. ZzZzZzZz.. Anyway, jess left early while i sent her down to take cab then as we sms-ing she complaining a bit on the uncle driving her a big round via orchard shaw.. Lolx.. That uncle sleepy lah mind not functioning well..
Left with the 3 of us.. Drink, sing, tok. All the way until 7am then the boss says he really need to close liao... LOLX! When we came down from Martin and down to the road, the whole sky is damn bright liao.. 1st time for all of us to be drinking till this EARLY! =.="
Went home wash up and did some sms. Then on my mininote and check mail then realised something... She posted a new photo.. Juz now after my work reached home and again another photo. She's not the usual cam-whore. Maybe less than 5 pics a year. =.="
Anyway, did some postings the other day on the QQ group asking ppl inside a question. Interesting...
"Hi ppl, may i know how can i remove my qq or rather entire account? Anyway, someone register for me last time but i din really use it. Then nowadays i've been online in this chat for like several mths liao, but i've never seen her online. Even though she's online, i'm juz a 'transparent', anyway i'm not important. I'm tired."
These were posted in chinese while i direct convert.. I knew she will see it. I posted it on sun morning 6am before i slept.. Sun evening 5pm she called, trying to tok abt it but i act busy trying to rush her with my words here and there.. Then she spur out asking wat FEI HUA i'm toking abt inside there. I juz say that's a fact. Then she tried teaching me on the process of removal. I was doing upgrading and installation for cust so listen half-hearted lor.. Then without much heart to do the toking, i told her to wait then i asked weihao some questions abt cust things then when back on her i told her i'm busy if later free then tok. Sounds cool as i can act, but pain.. Thereafter at downstairs, 3 sticks were burned..
Yea.. I was cold in my words.. When i posted those words in the chatroom, i removed my ring from my neck, name in my phonebook had been changed and pic had been detached from her ctc. I'm really tired. It's an obvious sign and there's NOTHING i shld say to her coz it's like there's nothing between us. As if we had never started, so there's no need for an end. No essential for a word called 'break'. Coz we ain't official in the 1st place.. Ya i'm juz a nobody. Not needed at all. I will not contact her again. There's a limit to everything.
Mon her off day and great, no news. Cfm i gave up liao. I dun even bother msg/call her since she dun even bother. 1 and a half day more to taiwan getaway. I really need a break.. Ya a break.. Maybe it's better that way.
21 April, 2009
19 April, 2009
Stumbled on a blog on a trip reminds me of an incident with a friend.. =.="
The conversation goes like this....
Wah i really need to take a break! I want to go Taiwan!
I also want to go!!
Huh...?
I want!!
=.= Hmmmmm.....
Come on..
Well, i will not book 2 rooms de wor.. *giggle in mischief*
Okie!
Well, i dun like to slp on single bed de wor...
Okie!!
=.="
Though i did not really bring her go but she's kind of naive.. =.=" Same age as me. ZzZzZzZz.. And she's juz a friend to me.. Well, juz one of the few gals that i actually bring to hang out with my group of best friends.. Though only once during ktv session.. My besty knew i will not anyhow bring friend along especially gals lol.. I think so far only a handful.. My ex Shan, friend Celena, friend Dawn, friend Ruyou, friend Xuehui & friend Joy. Well, my this group is the longest group alive coz it consists of only my primary school friends, some with spouse.
But as it goes, smaller and smaller it gets.. One after another getting more and more tired in maintaining the circle.. Celebrating one another bday as time comes.. Meeting up here and there for food or leisure.. Everyone got their own lifestyle and things to do.. Everyone can be busy.. It's juz about whether to put in effort to make things work or not.. It doesn't juz take one hand to clap.. Jiang Shan doesn't build up in a day.. It takes 108 ppl effort to make it happen.. Being a leader is tough i know.. But as a support there's nothing i can do to help her.. Helpless seeing and hearing her crying over bitterness and yet nothing can be done to make the group strong and bond like before.. Age goes up and everything can change as time passes by.. Reality is cruel but yet we still have to stand to face and accept rather than to try to change.. Jocelyn left with her bf.. Now Jinlun with his gf.. With JL not around, Jianhao also not joining.. Only left Jasmine, Wendy, Yuxiang and me.. Jasmine is married and yet she's still do organising for events.. Wendy is soon to ring the bell as well, heard they are looking for flat already.. Yuxiang still same as before.. Having no confidence due to the last incidence.. 5yrs, wat to do.. Me too hectic from my work and quite occupy at times with my game if not occasional pubbing for pools. Yeah i'm still a sucker for pool lol.. Wow that time i actually won 5 rounds in a row! >.<
Anyway, me yx and jas had been toking abt the situation.. Yea it's getting smaller now.. Everyone is like so busy.. As for me, can't blame me due to my work but of coz i do compromise if i really can.. Juz like that time i having PCshow so unable to go for majong at Jas's place... I wonder if that day i were to be there, things wun get that sour and bitter.. Haiz.. Sad.. All good things always come to an end..
1st time she was crying.. The only different is the other one i was there after that though not lending any shoulder but ears whereas this one was only lending ears thru the phone.. The other one i accompanied her till 7am, this one till 2am.. The other one i was single at that time, this one i was attached. Nonetheless, it still pain to see friends in pain.. Their sorrow are my sorrows.. =.=" There's no sorrow without happiness and there's no happiness without sorrow. All are part and parcel of life.. Juz like how living things eventually went on to the afterlife while the remains back to the earth.. Sad.. One door closes, the other opens.. The door opens, the other closes.. Never ending shits. We are really born to suffer aren't we not..? And yet we had to survive everyday juz like how african had to do to suvive.. Tragic as it can be, but that's life..
"Everyone can give up on u, but there's no way u can give up on urself. Juz like me, myself and i. When there's nothing but darkness around, i'm the only one who can bring myself up and be me again.."
That's a phrase that's in my head where no one ever told me the real morale of the "me, myself and i". No one truely understand why they are using it and how it really came from.. Anyway, that's MY LOGIC, which i've never said before. Juz like how a person understand the meaning of "me, myself and i", he/she assumed he/she will simply gets the meaning.. In fact, it's simple in complicated pyschology. U think u know, maybe not. U think u dunno, maybe yes. There's no right or wrong, juz move on coz planet earth doesn't stop juz for anyone..
If July 2009 were to be the last mth i gonna live, i would live as it is while it still last.. I will not fly off to another other safe spot, nor will i run away.. Everything had a start, got an end.. I dun wish for anyone beside on the day of ragnarok nor do yearn for any. I juz wish for eternal serenity. Was it a lie to panic the world? Or was it a prank to pull people's leg? Well, doesn't matter to me.. Even if i live on pass Aug 2009, who knows in 30-40yrs time? Juz come early and end my misery coz living itself is a misery.. But i can't juz end it anyhow.. For my family, for my love, for my dog, for my work, for my colleagues, my customers, for my relatives, for my besty, for my friends. I still have to play my part as Rick, as Weixing, as ahboy..
Some time back had already differenate the two. Both are entirely different. Juz somehow a bit nostalgic here and there.. But that will only brings back melancholy bad memories of my past.. I seek nothing of that since i'm already hitched(for now).. There's no desire at all but a nut that never understood wat felt inside.. =.=" J said i'm still the same as before that cling on the cliff and forever never says die till the day cliff says "please die". Well, that's me in the 1st place..
When he said he love u, the more u cried and hate urself.. I dun understand.....
When he never said "i love u", the more u yearn and wish for it.. I can understand.....
When i said "i love u", she replied "me too", the more uneasy i felt and wish for more.. I dun understand.....
What the hell is wrong among these situations.. Human are indeed unpredictable creatures with so many hell unlogical emotions. =.=" Juz like how i reject, juz u are a nice gal and i'm not ur standard. Any guys will cursed and swore at me for that. But, at that time how i yearn to tell her those actual words that are stucked in the throat.. =.="
Some things always the most beautiful when not being able to obtain.
Becoz of this sentence, the one rather choose the uncle.. Maybe she's right abt it..
All these ain't random but from bottom.. Like i said before, it's not everyone in my phonebook i would simply juz go find them juz to accompany them juz becoz they are sad or happy or lonely. I'm not a 'thing', nor am i an 'item'. If one doesn't hold any 'weight' in me, i rather choose my game or slumber. The 'weight' is not juz any 'weight'..
And btw, i'm not chim... I'm born Aquarius, water of mystery.. So, it's kinda normal.. =)
The conversation goes like this....
Wah i really need to take a break! I want to go Taiwan!
I also want to go!!
Huh...?
I want!!
=.= Hmmmmm.....
Come on..
Well, i will not book 2 rooms de wor.. *giggle in mischief*
Okie!
Well, i dun like to slp on single bed de wor...
Okie!!
=.="
Though i did not really bring her go but she's kind of naive.. =.=" Same age as me. ZzZzZzZz.. And she's juz a friend to me.. Well, juz one of the few gals that i actually bring to hang out with my group of best friends.. Though only once during ktv session.. My besty knew i will not anyhow bring friend along especially gals lol.. I think so far only a handful.. My ex Shan, friend Celena, friend Dawn, friend Ruyou, friend Xuehui & friend Joy. Well, my this group is the longest group alive coz it consists of only my primary school friends, some with spouse.
But as it goes, smaller and smaller it gets.. One after another getting more and more tired in maintaining the circle.. Celebrating one another bday as time comes.. Meeting up here and there for food or leisure.. Everyone got their own lifestyle and things to do.. Everyone can be busy.. It's juz about whether to put in effort to make things work or not.. It doesn't juz take one hand to clap.. Jiang Shan doesn't build up in a day.. It takes 108 ppl effort to make it happen.. Being a leader is tough i know.. But as a support there's nothing i can do to help her.. Helpless seeing and hearing her crying over bitterness and yet nothing can be done to make the group strong and bond like before.. Age goes up and everything can change as time passes by.. Reality is cruel but yet we still have to stand to face and accept rather than to try to change.. Jocelyn left with her bf.. Now Jinlun with his gf.. With JL not around, Jianhao also not joining.. Only left Jasmine, Wendy, Yuxiang and me.. Jasmine is married and yet she's still do organising for events.. Wendy is soon to ring the bell as well, heard they are looking for flat already.. Yuxiang still same as before.. Having no confidence due to the last incidence.. 5yrs, wat to do.. Me too hectic from my work and quite occupy at times with my game if not occasional pubbing for pools. Yeah i'm still a sucker for pool lol.. Wow that time i actually won 5 rounds in a row! >.<
Anyway, me yx and jas had been toking abt the situation.. Yea it's getting smaller now.. Everyone is like so busy.. As for me, can't blame me due to my work but of coz i do compromise if i really can.. Juz like that time i having PCshow so unable to go for majong at Jas's place... I wonder if that day i were to be there, things wun get that sour and bitter.. Haiz.. Sad.. All good things always come to an end..
1st time she was crying.. The only different is the other one i was there after that though not lending any shoulder but ears whereas this one was only lending ears thru the phone.. The other one i accompanied her till 7am, this one till 2am.. The other one i was single at that time, this one i was attached. Nonetheless, it still pain to see friends in pain.. Their sorrow are my sorrows.. =.=" There's no sorrow without happiness and there's no happiness without sorrow. All are part and parcel of life.. Juz like how living things eventually went on to the afterlife while the remains back to the earth.. Sad.. One door closes, the other opens.. The door opens, the other closes.. Never ending shits. We are really born to suffer aren't we not..? And yet we had to survive everyday juz like how african had to do to suvive.. Tragic as it can be, but that's life..
"Everyone can give up on u, but there's no way u can give up on urself. Juz like me, myself and i. When there's nothing but darkness around, i'm the only one who can bring myself up and be me again.."
That's a phrase that's in my head where no one ever told me the real morale of the "me, myself and i". No one truely understand why they are using it and how it really came from.. Anyway, that's MY LOGIC, which i've never said before. Juz like how a person understand the meaning of "me, myself and i", he/she assumed he/she will simply gets the meaning.. In fact, it's simple in complicated pyschology. U think u know, maybe not. U think u dunno, maybe yes. There's no right or wrong, juz move on coz planet earth doesn't stop juz for anyone..
If July 2009 were to be the last mth i gonna live, i would live as it is while it still last.. I will not fly off to another other safe spot, nor will i run away.. Everything had a start, got an end.. I dun wish for anyone beside on the day of ragnarok nor do yearn for any. I juz wish for eternal serenity. Was it a lie to panic the world? Or was it a prank to pull people's leg? Well, doesn't matter to me.. Even if i live on pass Aug 2009, who knows in 30-40yrs time? Juz come early and end my misery coz living itself is a misery.. But i can't juz end it anyhow.. For my family, for my love, for my dog, for my work, for my colleagues, my customers, for my relatives, for my besty, for my friends. I still have to play my part as Rick, as Weixing, as ahboy..
Some time back had already differenate the two. Both are entirely different. Juz somehow a bit nostalgic here and there.. But that will only brings back melancholy bad memories of my past.. I seek nothing of that since i'm already hitched(for now).. There's no desire at all but a nut that never understood wat felt inside.. =.=" J said i'm still the same as before that cling on the cliff and forever never says die till the day cliff says "please die". Well, that's me in the 1st place..
When he said he love u, the more u cried and hate urself.. I dun understand.....
When he never said "i love u", the more u yearn and wish for it.. I can understand.....
When i said "i love u", she replied "me too", the more uneasy i felt and wish for more.. I dun understand.....
What the hell is wrong among these situations.. Human are indeed unpredictable creatures with so many hell unlogical emotions. =.=" Juz like how i reject, juz u are a nice gal and i'm not ur standard. Any guys will cursed and swore at me for that. But, at that time how i yearn to tell her those actual words that are stucked in the throat.. =.="
Some things always the most beautiful when not being able to obtain.
Becoz of this sentence, the one rather choose the uncle.. Maybe she's right abt it..
All these ain't random but from bottom.. Like i said before, it's not everyone in my phonebook i would simply juz go find them juz to accompany them juz becoz they are sad or happy or lonely. I'm not a 'thing', nor am i an 'item'. If one doesn't hold any 'weight' in me, i rather choose my game or slumber. The 'weight' is not juz any 'weight'..
And btw, i'm not chim... I'm born Aquarius, water of mystery.. So, it's kinda normal.. =)
05 April, 2009
真的有点累了。。不知道要怎么说才好。。信任已减低了，疑问也多了。。刚得知是有人每天都会送她去上班，我就感到不自在。就算她说是要给钱的，我还是感到不安。我休假还特意说要送她去上班反而还会被拒绝。。以前上班时还会通电话，难道现在不方便了吗？一两个月见一次面，见面不到三小时，我们这样是快乐的吗？我又不是牛郎阿，干吗要这么痛苦与辛苦呢？花了一千块买了一架手机？还是别人送的？她休息的莫一天我还特地不睡觉，七点的时候打给她连听电话都不听，那么的不方便吗？休息一整天连给电话都没有，有时还关上了电话，玩失踪啊？好让我找不到也摸不清在设么啊？我撞车的时候，睡觉比看我还来的重要。。我看我得检讨一下我自己了。因为我觉得我真的不重要了。。已经不需要我了。。有我与没有我已经没有分别了。。以前每天都想见面，现在已经变得无所谓了吧？痛。。。还记得有一次和她去喝酒还说过后我们去别边，最后说要回家了。。但是呢，结果说自己一个人在咖啡店喝酒。。还说喝到很晚。。还是在等人放工..？我有太多太多的疑问了。。她每次有问题或是不开心的时候都不会跟我说。她说过，不想跟我说是因为不想让我担心。不跟我说难道跟‘他’说啊？不跟‘他’说难道还有另一个人吗？连这种事都不跟我说的话，那我算设么？我根本就一点都不被需要。那我还在这干嘛？
坦白说，我已看不清未来了。。你到底在想设么？可以告诉我吗？我真的很想知道你的全部。
可能是我想太多了吧。可能是我要求太多了吧。如果我根本都不爱你，我干吗浪费我的时间和精神呢？是不需要我的爱了吗？是不需要我这个人的存在了吗？我一点都不重要了吗？
我看我需要一些时间冷静吧.....我每天听到这首歌的歌词，我都很痛..里面就像是在流着血。。心如刀割。。
坦白说，我已看不清未来了。。你到底在想设么？可以告诉我吗？我真的很想知道你的全部。
可能是我想太多了吧。可能是我要求太多了吧。如果我根本都不爱你，我干吗浪费我的时间和精神呢？是不需要我的爱了吗？是不需要我这个人的存在了吗？我一点都不重要了吗？
我看我需要一些时间冷静吧.....我每天听到这首歌的歌词，我都很痛..里面就像是在流着血。。心如刀割。。
爱是这辈子的坟
一个人好孤独, 反正你也不在乎
我该如何你才能感到满足
你走的时候我用沉默代替挽留
是你对爱不认真,还是我没天分
他的唇更适合你想象的那个吻
冰冷的理由摧毁我的身
但看到你幸福眼神,我的泪不再冷
亲爱的能不能最后给我一个吻
能让我死后带走这余温
你说我不要再天真,
那是不可能我们没缘分
一个人好孤独,反正你也不在乎
我该如何你才能感到满足
你走的时候我用沉默代替挽留
是你对爱不认真,还是我没天分
他的唇更适合你想象的那个吻
冰冷的理由摧毁我的身
但看到你幸福眼神,我的泪不再冷
亲爱的能不能最后给我一个吻
能让我死后带走这余温
你说我不要再天真,那是不可能
我们没缘分
他的唇更适合你想象的那个吻
冰冷的理由摧毁我的身
但看到你幸福眼神,我的泪不再冷
亲爱的能不能最后给我一个吻
能让我死后带走这余温
你说我不要再天真,那是不可能
我们没缘分
爱是这辈子的坟
爱是这辈子的坟
03 April, 2009
Juz jail-break my iphone.. hack till 5am yest nite.. =.=" shag out lol.. Finally able to change the theme liao.. Now the next thing will be wanting to be able to forward sms which iphone cannot do.. ZzZzZzZzZz... Unable to find a free version.. lolx.. Realised something when i switched from pixon to iphone.. I lost 5 contacts.. Dawn, Dawn's home, Jessie, Darling, Darling home. =.=" Coz that time these 5 got pic profile so ctc were moved to phone from sim.. =.=" Then deleted all when selling off my pixon.. But lucky some numbers were in my brain. Sweat. Lolx.. I dun rmb house numbers.. =.="
Lately been tempted to keep going pub.. Maybe i shld learn from richard.. Go ktv alone with some beer.. Anyway, there's quite a few nearby my house.. Not being emo juz wanna sing and relax.. That shld be one of a few ways to enjoy life i guess..
Been looking at areas for new home and looking at loans for HDB.. Though still got 23mths but very soon de lor.. Still whether to get hitched or together with mummy's name to get house still a mystery.. Been quite a while since i had my own private dimension liao.. Had been a decade since i moved outta Jurong.. I only scared later too happening nia when i get my new home.. =.=" Anyway, job doesn't seems stable when i sees so many ppl clinging strong to their job despite the pay-cut and comm-cut.. No places are truely stable even if it's of my own.. Haiz..
There's no such thing as definite.
There's no such thing as confirm.
There's no such thing as trust.
There's no such thing as friendship.
There's no such thing as companionship.
There's no such thing as true love.
The whole world is fake!
Lolx i'm juz being random.. Well, i'm still attached. One yr one mth and still counting.. Knn dawn still like so surprised that we lasted so long already.. Shld be i'm the one saying that sentence to her lor.. But she claimed that she had changed le.. No longer the old dawn that i knew.. 江山易改，本性难移。Though i kept having that thot but she still holding strong.. And still wishes the best for me.. Haiz. Dun go against the will of nature.. Let nature takes its own course bah..
Cb fatty say i flop ever since i rode back my bike. =.=" Wah lao lazy to style lah.. Lolx.. At least i keep it short and not messy lor.. ZzZzZzZz.. Anyway, not as if i'm going to style to pian some xiaomeimei ah.. Lolx..
That day went Whiskey with ken, steven, chua, qiang and ken's wife. The day after QB session with brandon, brandon's wife, jessie, kelvin toh, jason and zhiwei. Both days also xiong.. Coz QB with denki ended at 1am but i super high, if that day continues onwards i'm in the mood lor.. When i'm in the mood, i'm a fun guy lolx.. That's how i got my 'NEMO' nick i think.. Lolx.. Whiskey with courts also jialat, all the way till pub closes and eat prata before home.. =.=" Think with Amy got chance.. Well in fact there's nothing good abt her, i juz like her lips.. Lolx perv! But really lah.. They are small and look tasty. LMAO!!
Both days also got a single person gave me a little gf feeling made me uneasy.. Coz mon is her off day and she din contact me.. Wed went down geylang to try to peep her and went wrong coffeeshop and saw the western store is closed then reached home called her and her phone is off.. Whole body warm up.. Long time no such feeling liao.. Almost had a thirst for alchohol.. Called abt 5 times.. After an hr tried again then got thru.. =.=" Her phone batt emptied. Had a nice chat and the cloud is cleared.. ^.^ I'm really hard to please de.. Haiz.. Uncertain and doubt will kill it as time goes on like that.. And she knew i was uncomfortable abt not being able to reach her.. She starting to lose it liao.. When i'm really gone, i'm gonna be gone for good...
Called Cyndi once when i'm at QB with denki.. Her mum picked up. =.=" Asked me who am i and where her daughter is working at. =.=" Lucky i'm quick to react and told her at parkway, shopping centre. =.=" Wat a big liar i am.. Lolx.. But bo bian lah, wan to get ppl's mother worried meh..? Sigh.. Then the next day spoke to Cyndi and we had a good laugh, with her mum of coz.. Her mum thot i'm her bf sia. wtf.. Then she also jialat one.. Act like one, in front of her mum.. Like asking me to bring her go see doc coz she sick.. Asking me whether wan to go visit her after work coz she's sick and will be at home.. Then ask if i'm gonna ta bao supper for her family. =.=" Then several questions shot me. Do i really look/sound like i'm interested in her? ZzZzZzZzZzZz..
In fact, i would treat almost every single gal the same way as i would treat my gal, except tat i would treat my gal much much better.. Occasionally for some close ones i will also go to the extend to give them the 'warm' needed.. And also, i shall repeat myself again though already said thousand times.. Me and Dawn are clean. There's nothing between except for the fact that we are really close last time juz like how me with celena, me with jasmine, me with carisa, me with vina, me with huiwen, me with connie, me with xuehui.
From keith, there's no best friends between a man and woman, normally it's either rejection then both become close to each other despite having no relation, purely as friends..
Every chapter had a story behind them. Anyway, there's nothing to hide. And btw, i'm not always the one who got rejected except by......... Hmmmm.. At first i did put name but i think it will not be right.. Lolx.. But ppl who are close to me can easily let me fly to their side whenever i hear sign of neccessary.. If again dawn needed someone to tok to her till daylight under her block, i would.. If any of the mentioned said that, i will be there too.. Even though i had to work for the roadshow or pcshow.. roadshows/pcshows can flop but i only have one individual unique friend that is non-replaceable..
If she wanted me to pick her up everyday 5am and send her home, i would.. Even if i were to die of exhaustion, i will grasp my last breath for her but not for my friends not even close friends..
If u really love the stars, even though i cannot get the stars but at least i would bring down the moon for u..
I once said those to someone of a 'friend'. If she still rmb abt the moon.. I believe she do, though quiet as always.. Always hiding in the back supporting me silently, till forever.. Forever i will rmb u too and silently too..
Lately been tempted to keep going pub.. Maybe i shld learn from richard.. Go ktv alone with some beer.. Anyway, there's quite a few nearby my house.. Not being emo juz wanna sing and relax.. That shld be one of a few ways to enjoy life i guess..
Been looking at areas for new home and looking at loans for HDB.. Though still got 23mths but very soon de lor.. Still whether to get hitched or together with mummy's name to get house still a mystery.. Been quite a while since i had my own private dimension liao.. Had been a decade since i moved outta Jurong.. I only scared later too happening nia when i get my new home.. =.=" Anyway, job doesn't seems stable when i sees so many ppl clinging strong to their job despite the pay-cut and comm-cut.. No places are truely stable even if it's of my own.. Haiz..
There's no such thing as definite.
There's no such thing as confirm.
There's no such thing as trust.
There's no such thing as friendship.
There's no such thing as companionship.
There's no such thing as true love.
The whole world is fake!
Lolx i'm juz being random.. Well, i'm still attached. One yr one mth and still counting.. Knn dawn still like so surprised that we lasted so long already.. Shld be i'm the one saying that sentence to her lor.. But she claimed that she had changed le.. No longer the old dawn that i knew.. 江山易改，本性难移。Though i kept having that thot but she still holding strong.. And still wishes the best for me.. Haiz. Dun go against the will of nature.. Let nature takes its own course bah..
Cb fatty say i flop ever since i rode back my bike. =.=" Wah lao lazy to style lah.. Lolx.. At least i keep it short and not messy lor.. ZzZzZzZz.. Anyway, not as if i'm going to style to pian some xiaomeimei ah.. Lolx..
That day went Whiskey with ken, steven, chua, qiang and ken's wife. The day after QB session with brandon, brandon's wife, jessie, kelvin toh, jason and zhiwei. Both days also xiong.. Coz QB with denki ended at 1am but i super high, if that day continues onwards i'm in the mood lor.. When i'm in the mood, i'm a fun guy lolx.. That's how i got my 'NEMO' nick i think.. Lolx.. Whiskey with courts also jialat, all the way till pub closes and eat prata before home.. =.=" Think with Amy got chance.. Well in fact there's nothing good abt her, i juz like her lips.. Lolx perv! But really lah.. They are small and look tasty. LMAO!!
Both days also got a single person gave me a little gf feeling made me uneasy.. Coz mon is her off day and she din contact me.. Wed went down geylang to try to peep her and went wrong coffeeshop and saw the western store is closed then reached home called her and her phone is off.. Whole body warm up.. Long time no such feeling liao.. Almost had a thirst for alchohol.. Called abt 5 times.. After an hr tried again then got thru.. =.=" Her phone batt emptied. Had a nice chat and the cloud is cleared.. ^.^ I'm really hard to please de.. Haiz.. Uncertain and doubt will kill it as time goes on like that.. And she knew i was uncomfortable abt not being able to reach her.. She starting to lose it liao.. When i'm really gone, i'm gonna be gone for good...
Called Cyndi once when i'm at QB with denki.. Her mum picked up. =.=" Asked me who am i and where her daughter is working at. =.=" Lucky i'm quick to react and told her at parkway, shopping centre. =.=" Wat a big liar i am.. Lolx.. But bo bian lah, wan to get ppl's mother worried meh..? Sigh.. Then the next day spoke to Cyndi and we had a good laugh, with her mum of coz.. Her mum thot i'm her bf sia. wtf.. Then she also jialat one.. Act like one, in front of her mum.. Like asking me to bring her go see doc coz she sick.. Asking me whether wan to go visit her after work coz she's sick and will be at home.. Then ask if i'm gonna ta bao supper for her family. =.=" Then several questions shot me. Do i really look/sound like i'm interested in her? ZzZzZzZzZzZz..
In fact, i would treat almost every single gal the same way as i would treat my gal, except tat i would treat my gal much much better.. Occasionally for some close ones i will also go to the extend to give them the 'warm' needed.. And also, i shall repeat myself again though already said thousand times.. Me and Dawn are clean. There's nothing between except for the fact that we are really close last time juz like how me with celena, me with jasmine, me with carisa, me with vina, me with huiwen, me with connie, me with xuehui.
From keith, there's no best friends between a man and woman, normally it's either rejection then both become close to each other despite having no relation, purely as friends..
Every chapter had a story behind them. Anyway, there's nothing to hide. And btw, i'm not always the one who got rejected except by......... Hmmmm.. At first i did put name but i think it will not be right.. Lolx.. But ppl who are close to me can easily let me fly to their side whenever i hear sign of neccessary.. If again dawn needed someone to tok to her till daylight under her block, i would.. If any of the mentioned said that, i will be there too.. Even though i had to work for the roadshow or pcshow.. roadshows/pcshows can flop but i only have one individual unique friend that is non-replaceable..
If she wanted me to pick her up everyday 5am and send her home, i would.. Even if i were to die of exhaustion, i will grasp my last breath for her but not for my friends not even close friends..
If u really love the stars, even though i cannot get the stars but at least i would bring down the moon for u..
I once said those to someone of a 'friend'. If she still rmb abt the moon.. I believe she do, though quiet as always.. Always hiding in the back supporting me silently, till forever.. Forever i will rmb u too and silently too..
25 March, 2009
JANUARY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
Found these when i stumbled Dessy's blog.. =.="
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
Found these when i stumbled Dessy's blog.. =.="
Never gana poke, u will never know the pain. So what u dun have friends anymore? So what i got so many friends? If 2yrs ago i did not lost my hp, u think my contacts got so little only 400+? It's a fact lor. Got so many for wat? Useless wat.. Juz like that kind of friend u had there. Got one like that already headache liao then u still wan many many? Juz live life lah. I can be shui bian too and can have tons of friends but got use meh? Maybe next time got use for them lah but who knows?
When i told him my past, he was shocked. Earning so little while i earn so much but never he imagine i'm so poor last time. Candles, darkness, coldness, houseless, dirtyness. None of the situations he had ever experienced. Then cham what cham? Very jialat meh? When i 1st started work i drink tap water and eat white bread, u can meh? When i 1st started work i smoked paper, u dare to smoke that in public? When i 1st started work, eating one meal a day with one big bottle plain water tahan a wk, maybe this one u can. Every mth end facing vitamin M and every home also get vit M from u, u can tahan? Somemore that time only getting like 1k flat back home nia. Also can survive ah. So wat i earn more now? So wat i dun need to pay anything at mth end? So wat i dun have liabilities? It's how u look at life mah. The more farkup u think u are in, then the more farkup ur situation is lor.. Nowadays kids are too good life. Never slept the streets before. Never slept the bridges before. Never slept near the sea before. Never really gets the bitterness that i had once went thru. CB when i was in that state when i was 6yrs old, u are still drinking milk lor. Never had anyone been more jialat state that i ever been thru..
So conclusion, ditch that friend of urs. He's not even fit to a called a 'friend', more like a fiend to me. 1st time steal ur gf. 2nd time steal ur hp. What's next? If juz now that one is me, i'm afraid his head already kissed my glass bottle liao.
Been emo lately also. Dun really wanna tok abt it.. Whenever tok to her in msn, made me tear down my mask.. Forever putting up a strong front whenever msn chat her but forever tear down thereafter.. It's not that i dun wanna try.. Juz maybe i'm really tired.. Even got the heart also dun have the strength.. Dun bother introducing gals to me, really.. I'm really a bad guy, not worth hurting ur friends.. I know u knew i wouldn't.. But i juz dun wan.. I really dun care.. I know how much u wanted to pull me outta the pit.. But please, dun get pull down by me.. I may be once ur buoy but i juz dun wan to see u as a buoy now.. How come i sound so much like 'her' and how come i realised my plannings are juz like 'her'..? =.=" Anyway, nvm.. Juz let me hide and put up my mask a little longer.. Maybe after this yr the end is really near.. Somemore i still got two more pending holidays cfm liao.. Thailand and Taiwan.. Both i'm so looking forward to them..
Mon when i'm returning from sls after getting my comp fixed and when i'm inside the taxi passing by Riverfront, how i wish i'm outta town and no need to think so much abt anything.. Be it work, rs, money or friends.. It's really deep and stubbornly i juz dun wanna climb up.. Juz let me be for the time being.. The more u forced me, the longer i shall be in and the more i fight back and hide..
Now i understand.. So many gals yet so empty.. Soul-less soul back again.. Maybe it's juz gonna be me, myself and i.. Anyway, the plan to get married in two yrs time is still on.. Well, i'm not supposed to say this but i juz can't hide when i'm facing this blog.. Maybe i shld del this and made one that's only in my own comp where no one sees unless i died.. Sad..
Anyway, thanks dawn for ur time in msn juz now.. U are still the best.. Dunno why dunno how, i always manage to reveal myself a little to u and u always manage to catch it and tear it all down.. Despite my fightback and u continue to grumble non-stop trying to hit those words into my brain and try to pull me out of that hole.. Haiz.. It's my bad.. Anyway, really appreciate it.. *hugz*
When i told him my past, he was shocked. Earning so little while i earn so much but never he imagine i'm so poor last time. Candles, darkness, coldness, houseless, dirtyness. None of the situations he had ever experienced. Then cham what cham? Very jialat meh? When i 1st started work i drink tap water and eat white bread, u can meh? When i 1st started work i smoked paper, u dare to smoke that in public? When i 1st started work, eating one meal a day with one big bottle plain water tahan a wk, maybe this one u can. Every mth end facing vitamin M and every home also get vit M from u, u can tahan? Somemore that time only getting like 1k flat back home nia. Also can survive ah. So wat i earn more now? So wat i dun need to pay anything at mth end? So wat i dun have liabilities? It's how u look at life mah. The more farkup u think u are in, then the more farkup ur situation is lor.. Nowadays kids are too good life. Never slept the streets before. Never slept the bridges before. Never slept near the sea before. Never really gets the bitterness that i had once went thru. CB when i was in that state when i was 6yrs old, u are still drinking milk lor. Never had anyone been more jialat state that i ever been thru..
So conclusion, ditch that friend of urs. He's not even fit to a called a 'friend', more like a fiend to me. 1st time steal ur gf. 2nd time steal ur hp. What's next? If juz now that one is me, i'm afraid his head already kissed my glass bottle liao.
Been emo lately also. Dun really wanna tok abt it.. Whenever tok to her in msn, made me tear down my mask.. Forever putting up a strong front whenever msn chat her but forever tear down thereafter.. It's not that i dun wanna try.. Juz maybe i'm really tired.. Even got the heart also dun have the strength.. Dun bother introducing gals to me, really.. I'm really a bad guy, not worth hurting ur friends.. I know u knew i wouldn't.. But i juz dun wan.. I really dun care.. I know how much u wanted to pull me outta the pit.. But please, dun get pull down by me.. I may be once ur buoy but i juz dun wan to see u as a buoy now.. How come i sound so much like 'her' and how come i realised my plannings are juz like 'her'..? =.=" Anyway, nvm.. Juz let me hide and put up my mask a little longer.. Maybe after this yr the end is really near.. Somemore i still got two more pending holidays cfm liao.. Thailand and Taiwan.. Both i'm so looking forward to them..
Mon when i'm returning from sls after getting my comp fixed and when i'm inside the taxi passing by Riverfront, how i wish i'm outta town and no need to think so much abt anything.. Be it work, rs, money or friends.. It's really deep and stubbornly i juz dun wanna climb up.. Juz let me be for the time being.. The more u forced me, the longer i shall be in and the more i fight back and hide..
Now i understand.. So many gals yet so empty.. Soul-less soul back again.. Maybe it's juz gonna be me, myself and i.. Anyway, the plan to get married in two yrs time is still on.. Well, i'm not supposed to say this but i juz can't hide when i'm facing this blog.. Maybe i shld del this and made one that's only in my own comp where no one sees unless i died.. Sad..
Anyway, thanks dawn for ur time in msn juz now.. U are still the best.. Dunno why dunno how, i always manage to reveal myself a little to u and u always manage to catch it and tear it all down.. Despite my fightback and u continue to grumble non-stop trying to hit those words into my brain and try to pull me out of that hole.. Haiz.. It's my bad.. Anyway, really appreciate it.. *hugz*
23 March, 2009
Pixon sold at $380 to fellow lenovo colleague. At 1st he bid $280 only and singtel wanna eat at $300.. Actually looking at $400 lor.. Only 1 mth old but aiya for him only, deal. Left with the itouch nia.. Dunno to release or not to release.. Really no use for that liao... Usage lesser and lesser.. =.=" Highest fetched so far only $400 while i'm looking at $450.. One week only drop 100, pain lor... Nv drop before, haven't reg warranty also.. Charged less than 3times... Sigh..
Well, jason got it rite. I'm not in need of money at all.. Juz that i seriously no need all those liao.. Why waste and let the value drop? Juz like my bike now, swee swee liao and i can fetch much higher price than before but i still not selling yet.. Tats becoz i got a need for it mah.. Somemore it's cheaper than getting a 2A bike and my installment finishing liao in abt half a yr or so.. By then i only need to pay 2T oil and petrol and parking money only.. I dun get summons de... Oops! =X Only tio illegal parking then gana.. Lolx me safety rider leh...
Sell itouch and pixon can cover my cover for Iphone 3G liao. Why not? Anyway, bring so many things for wat? My bean bag getting more and more full lor.. =.=" Heavy leh.. ZzZzZzZz.. Anyway, my mio coming on the 31st and iphone on 25th. Slowpoke sia they all.. =.=" Then after that will go cut off my starhub internet. Wee...
Tml's her off day so i off also. ^^ But yest chatted on the phone and she said maybe unable to meet liao.. Lolx.. Though looking forward to it but always be prepared for the worst. =) Anyway, if really meeting i guess later early in the morning she will call me bah.. Then we shall for go breakfast together. ^^ Long time no tongbang a gal liao.. Lolx.. Anyway, even if not meeting also nv mind.. Coz will be heading over to sim lim to get my comp fixed. Then maybe find ppl out la liang lor.. If not will go vivo disturb.. lolx.. Need to bathe my bike tml.. >.<
Ok going to prepare liao coz going boatquay for a while.. Meeting dell. He say he emo, need a drink.. =.=" Lucky i finish report liao.. This wk very little so easy to do but bad news lah.. Lolx.. Coz meaning lesser comm. Sigh..
Well, jason got it rite. I'm not in need of money at all.. Juz that i seriously no need all those liao.. Why waste and let the value drop? Juz like my bike now, swee swee liao and i can fetch much higher price than before but i still not selling yet.. Tats becoz i got a need for it mah.. Somemore it's cheaper than getting a 2A bike and my installment finishing liao in abt half a yr or so.. By then i only need to pay 2T oil and petrol and parking money only.. I dun get summons de... Oops! =X Only tio illegal parking then gana.. Lolx me safety rider leh...
Sell itouch and pixon can cover my cover for Iphone 3G liao. Why not? Anyway, bring so many things for wat? My bean bag getting more and more full lor.. =.=" Heavy leh.. ZzZzZzZz.. Anyway, my mio coming on the 31st and iphone on 25th. Slowpoke sia they all.. =.=" Then after that will go cut off my starhub internet. Wee...
Tml's her off day so i off also. ^^ But yest chatted on the phone and she said maybe unable to meet liao.. Lolx.. Though looking forward to it but always be prepared for the worst. =) Anyway, if really meeting i guess later early in the morning she will call me bah.. Then we shall for go breakfast together. ^^ Long time no tongbang a gal liao.. Lolx.. Anyway, even if not meeting also nv mind.. Coz will be heading over to sim lim to get my comp fixed. Then maybe find ppl out la liang lor.. If not will go vivo disturb.. lolx.. Need to bathe my bike tml.. >.<
Ok going to prepare liao coz going boatquay for a while.. Meeting dell. He say he emo, need a drink.. =.=" Lucky i finish report liao.. This wk very little so easy to do but bad news lah.. Lolx.. Coz meaning lesser comm. Sigh..
22 March, 2009
Sold my Compaq Presario since i'm not using it at all when sis return it to me as she's got her mac liao.. Sold my fat psp since i'm like not been touching it for eons.. Sold my dopod phone since i'm so lazy to even bring it out.. Maybe selling off my pixon and itouch also.. Wah lao me so waste of money.. Now using Nokia 6121 now my sis fone as she using LG viewty..
Computer broke down, think mainboard spoilt.. Less than one mth.. =.=" Think if can will change another board.. get a more highend one.. =.=" Lucky still got my hp mini note..
Me and her getting along better lately.. Dunno how, the chemistry seems to be back.. So that is to say we will experience cold wars once a mth? lol... Last time even her time of mth also no like that de.. Anyway, really got change liao.. At least for now still secure. =) Xiaoqiang said she's pretty when he saw her pic. Lolx.. To him every gals also pretty lah.. But when he saw one of the pic that i took with jessie at nana, he was shocked to see how possible am i with such a chiobu! lolx.. Well yea, she look really stunning that day. Tat's the day of the raining day when i accompany her till her 'driver' came to pick her up..
Suddenly gotten a 'i miss u' from her. =.=" Really made me unable to work properly that day after lor.. Lolx she really is like dawn lor.. Will always make me wanna dote on her.. Well, which gals dun like to be pampered.. Haha.. But someone said she expensive leh.. Lolx...
Computer broke down, think mainboard spoilt.. Less than one mth.. =.=" Think if can will change another board.. get a more highend one.. =.=" Lucky still got my hp mini note..
Me and her getting along better lately.. Dunno how, the chemistry seems to be back.. So that is to say we will experience cold wars once a mth? lol... Last time even her time of mth also no like that de.. Anyway, really got change liao.. At least for now still secure. =) Xiaoqiang said she's pretty when he saw her pic. Lolx.. To him every gals also pretty lah.. But when he saw one of the pic that i took with jessie at nana, he was shocked to see how possible am i with such a chiobu! lolx.. Well yea, she look really stunning that day. Tat's the day of the raining day when i accompany her till her 'driver' came to pick her up..
Suddenly gotten a 'i miss u' from her. =.=" Really made me unable to work properly that day after lor.. Lolx she really is like dawn lor.. Will always make me wanna dote on her.. Well, which gals dun like to be pampered.. Haha.. But someone said she expensive leh.. Lolx...
18 March, 2009
"You wan to sian this ah lian ah..?"
"Sian her? I as well go for jessie.."
"Huh?! That one high maintenance lor....."
Guess who am i toking to? Lolx... Absolutely not jason though. =P
Shag out from pc show. As expected to be over.. Non-stop daily upgrading of rams and opening invoices and changing of systems.. Chaotic lor.. Sell until no stock also dunno.. Then today got fark by supervisor for doing something wrong.. =.=" Din know it made a different.. But if were to give what show is offering, ain't that gonna another minus sign to that sale? Cheaper by $100 and no warranty and so many free gifts.. If overall sales got gp then of coz direct refer liao lor.. Sigh.. Anyway, it's over and of coz same mistake cannot happened twice..
Knn that fatty no reply. Such an obvious hint lor knn. Can i hold back his pay as revenge? I believe i'm capable of doing that. Pay nia mah, dun take lor. Anyway give him pay also left with nothing, hold him back half a mth force him to tahan longer. Two more days grant.
So many pics in my fone but so lazy to upload.. lolx.. Think few more days will do it bah.. Today work until i wan to slp liao.. Desktops only left display sets and laptops also not much.. Still not to sure wat can sell wat cannot sell.. Sian. I hate this kind of life. Half-hearted selling. Later i sell then no stock tio fark again. =.=" Getting tired of these kind of life liao..
Since when did i become a touchsmart king. Wtf lor i only sold a few sets nia.. =.=" 1st time working with HP colleagues.. Feeling not bad but dun have the cooperation, the teamwork not strong enuff lor.. Unable to feel the heat to get me on fire to sell non-stop.. Only manage to get a little of adrenline in my vein.. Not shiok enuff..
Gotten myself a itouch and help my sis to IPP a macbook. >.< Really regret in getting that ipod.. Shld have gotten iphone instead.. Upon using the net access and using the screen and feeling the speed of itouch, straightaway feel like throwing away my pixon.. =.=" The scrolling is total junk as compared to itouch.. Imagine using iphone.. The only thing i dun like is the keyboard.. My fingers are still a bit too big for it.. Anyway, it rox.
Been trying to get my compaq and hp to run leopard on them.. Unable to get them to work yet.. Short of patching or something i guess.. Sigh.. Excited in getting them to turn into mac..
Bike finally back but the block seems to be faulty liao.. Think need to go service the block.. Dangerous if dun do it.. Tml morning meeting yx for breakfast then go do liao.. Richard and Adam said my bike is finally something presentable as compared to the old yellow.. Much better than before liao.. More beautiful of coz.. But still, urge me to hurry to change to S4.. =.=" Wasting my 2A like that. Lolx.. I also wish.. But i dun wan too much of a liability mah.. Even my starhub i also wan to cut liao.. Getting singnet coz it's cheaper.. Everything need to cut cost le..
We are granted final 2 yrs.. Really forcing us to move out liao.. Sigh.. 2yrs neither short nor long.. Planning ahead liao, did told yx abt my plannings. Settling down and getting my own house in 2yrs time cfm.. Be it whoever it may be lah. The plan muz be abide.. Some decisions are different or rather it's crucial when age gets on.. Time doesn't turn back for anyone.. Everything is racing against time.. I dun wanna start buying a flat when i'm 40 then only can take 15yrs loan which gonna be freaking xiong.. At least having a choice, why not? The future can be achieved, juz a matter of planning and time and effort.. Afterall, it still takes two hands to clap.. Can anyone teach me how to clap with one? I dun mean slap.
Surprisingly that Cyndi said she drive.. Lolx.. This xiao ah lian not jian dan wor.. She's "cunning" from wat i feel.. She's not easy lor.. Even with 'hit-and-run' tactic might not work on her.. Though that's not my actual planning lah.. Juz being random. But anyway, she's good in doing sales. =.=" Got closed once liao. ZzZzZzZzZz..
Jessie sent me the taiwan webby lol.. I really wan to go.. >.< Probably booking for Oct trip shld be good.. Weather is good from Nov though according to jason. =.=" Remind me of genting.. Purr like a kitty but shiok! Haha.. At least dun go during winter ok liao.. Liang liang one can go la liang.. Lolx..
Tired.. Forever like not enuff slp.. I wonder how my lovely can tahan that job. Still praying for her to quit that job or got sacked.. =X Yes i'm bad but it's for her own good lor. =.=" There so complicated and somemore it's bad for health to work nightlife and i dun like it at all.. If going to chiong nightlife comparing to working nightlife is entirely different lor.. Juz like how i dun wan dawn to go work pub that time, not even for once.. Nightlife is to be enjoyed not worked thru-out.. Even though i were to open a shop there, i wun be so stupid to stay there all the way until shop closes for the day lor. Work smart not work hard. I may not be a good follower, but that doesn't mean i'm not a good leader. =.=" If at the show there each full-timer were to have 2 part-timer and work as a team, i dun believe my team will lose to anyone. I may not be as good as some, but i will not lose to those majorities..
One person can close one deal, ten can close ten. Multipliers dominate. Knn how come i sound like MLM. =.=" Well, actually that's one of the fastest selling ability that one can imagine.. Afterall i'm in that darkness of despair before where everything almost gone, friends & relatives. Imagine everyone treating u like a ghost.. Still got one can come and call me ghost when he himself is in no comparison as compared to me as of now. =.=" Laughing while he himself is the laughing stock but too bad he himself also dunno he is a clown. Sad. Still look like a wuss to me since dunno when. Pussy.
"Sian her? I as well go for jessie.."
"Huh?! That one high maintenance lor....."
Guess who am i toking to? Lolx... Absolutely not jason though. =P
Shag out from pc show. As expected to be over.. Non-stop daily upgrading of rams and opening invoices and changing of systems.. Chaotic lor.. Sell until no stock also dunno.. Then today got fark by supervisor for doing something wrong.. =.=" Din know it made a different.. But if were to give what show is offering, ain't that gonna another minus sign to that sale? Cheaper by $100 and no warranty and so many free gifts.. If overall sales got gp then of coz direct refer liao lor.. Sigh.. Anyway, it's over and of coz same mistake cannot happened twice..
Knn that fatty no reply. Such an obvious hint lor knn. Can i hold back his pay as revenge? I believe i'm capable of doing that. Pay nia mah, dun take lor. Anyway give him pay also left with nothing, hold him back half a mth force him to tahan longer. Two more days grant.
So many pics in my fone but so lazy to upload.. lolx.. Think few more days will do it bah.. Today work until i wan to slp liao.. Desktops only left display sets and laptops also not much.. Still not to sure wat can sell wat cannot sell.. Sian. I hate this kind of life. Half-hearted selling. Later i sell then no stock tio fark again. =.=" Getting tired of these kind of life liao..
Since when did i become a touchsmart king. Wtf lor i only sold a few sets nia.. =.=" 1st time working with HP colleagues.. Feeling not bad but dun have the cooperation, the teamwork not strong enuff lor.. Unable to feel the heat to get me on fire to sell non-stop.. Only manage to get a little of adrenline in my vein.. Not shiok enuff..
Gotten myself a itouch and help my sis to IPP a macbook. >.< Really regret in getting that ipod.. Shld have gotten iphone instead.. Upon using the net access and using the screen and feeling the speed of itouch, straightaway feel like throwing away my pixon.. =.=" The scrolling is total junk as compared to itouch.. Imagine using iphone.. The only thing i dun like is the keyboard.. My fingers are still a bit too big for it.. Anyway, it rox.
Been trying to get my compaq and hp to run leopard on them.. Unable to get them to work yet.. Short of patching or something i guess.. Sigh.. Excited in getting them to turn into mac..
Bike finally back but the block seems to be faulty liao.. Think need to go service the block.. Dangerous if dun do it.. Tml morning meeting yx for breakfast then go do liao.. Richard and Adam said my bike is finally something presentable as compared to the old yellow.. Much better than before liao.. More beautiful of coz.. But still, urge me to hurry to change to S4.. =.=" Wasting my 2A like that. Lolx.. I also wish.. But i dun wan too much of a liability mah.. Even my starhub i also wan to cut liao.. Getting singnet coz it's cheaper.. Everything need to cut cost le..
We are granted final 2 yrs.. Really forcing us to move out liao.. Sigh.. 2yrs neither short nor long.. Planning ahead liao, did told yx abt my plannings. Settling down and getting my own house in 2yrs time cfm.. Be it whoever it may be lah. The plan muz be abide.. Some decisions are different or rather it's crucial when age gets on.. Time doesn't turn back for anyone.. Everything is racing against time.. I dun wanna start buying a flat when i'm 40 then only can take 15yrs loan which gonna be freaking xiong.. At least having a choice, why not? The future can be achieved, juz a matter of planning and time and effort.. Afterall, it still takes two hands to clap.. Can anyone teach me how to clap with one? I dun mean slap.
Surprisingly that Cyndi said she drive.. Lolx.. This xiao ah lian not jian dan wor.. She's "cunning" from wat i feel.. She's not easy lor.. Even with 'hit-and-run' tactic might not work on her.. Though that's not my actual planning lah.. Juz being random. But anyway, she's good in doing sales. =.=" Got closed once liao. ZzZzZzZzZz..
Jessie sent me the taiwan webby lol.. I really wan to go.. >.< Probably booking for Oct trip shld be good.. Weather is good from Nov though according to jason. =.=" Remind me of genting.. Purr like a kitty but shiok! Haha.. At least dun go during winter ok liao.. Liang liang one can go la liang.. Lolx..
Tired.. Forever like not enuff slp.. I wonder how my lovely can tahan that job. Still praying for her to quit that job or got sacked.. =X Yes i'm bad but it's for her own good lor. =.=" There so complicated and somemore it's bad for health to work nightlife and i dun like it at all.. If going to chiong nightlife comparing to working nightlife is entirely different lor.. Juz like how i dun wan dawn to go work pub that time, not even for once.. Nightlife is to be enjoyed not worked thru-out.. Even though i were to open a shop there, i wun be so stupid to stay there all the way until shop closes for the day lor. Work smart not work hard. I may not be a good follower, but that doesn't mean i'm not a good leader. =.=" If at the show there each full-timer were to have 2 part-timer and work as a team, i dun believe my team will lose to anyone. I may not be as good as some, but i will not lose to those majorities..
One person can close one deal, ten can close ten. Multipliers dominate. Knn how come i sound like MLM. =.=" Well, actually that's one of the fastest selling ability that one can imagine.. Afterall i'm in that darkness of despair before where everything almost gone, friends & relatives. Imagine everyone treating u like a ghost.. Still got one can come and call me ghost when he himself is in no comparison as compared to me as of now. =.=" Laughing while he himself is the laughing stock but too bad he himself also dunno he is a clown. Sad. Still look like a wuss to me since dunno when. Pussy.
11 March, 2009
When i had stopped all my urges, she called and sounded so gentle like she used to be.. Like asking me how come so many days din call her, instead of questioning me why i din call. Already took wed as my off day which WAS her usual off day, but today she told me she off on monday. Reached home 6am then used com all the way till 8pm then too late and tired to go out.. Still mentioned intend to go out to buy my watch, my supposed to be x'mas present or was that a bday present? Either one, that was way too late. Wanted to told her to forget it, no need to waste money or rather no need to waste effort, juz fuck it. Since i already bought a watch that i liked. Anyway, not interested. There were so many things she din know coz she never like to listen, juz tok and tok and tok, kept cutting off wat i wanna say. Though i loved being a listener, but i juz being forever a listener.. It's all abt give and take..
Juz like how she do not know how tough life is working in a war.
Juz like how she do not know i bought myself a new HP.
Juz like how she do not know i bought myself a new watch.
Juz like how she do not know how much i'm suffering from silent lonesome despite attached.
Juz like how she do not know i've not been flirting around despite being given so much freedom and yet being so alone.
Juz like how she do not know how i hated gals working nite life to be my partner.
Juz like how she do not know how i've been cracking my brain when we gonna be forced out of our house despite those troublesome hassle that had to be dealed with..
Juz two words, life sux.. Well, come to think of it. I'm still starting the cold war.. I'm not gonna call her at all. Waste time and money only. I as well use that time and effort to close more deals. I'm more in need of money than love..
Been a bit into mac lately.. Trying to turn my comp into a mac.. Tired sia by doing research.. =.=" Then somemore the file downloaded cannot be used.. zZzZzZzZz.. Little sis also said she wanna get a mac coz my compaq notebook seems to breaking down soon..
Shag.. Think going to slp soon.. Tml off, think will upgrade my desktop to vista ultimate..
Juz like how she do not know how tough life is working in a war.
Juz like how she do not know i bought myself a new HP.
Juz like how she do not know i bought myself a new watch.
Juz like how she do not know how much i'm suffering from silent lonesome despite attached.
Juz like how she do not know i've not been flirting around despite being given so much freedom and yet being so alone.
Juz like how she do not know how i hated gals working nite life to be my partner.
Juz like how she do not know how i've been cracking my brain when we gonna be forced out of our house despite those troublesome hassle that had to be dealed with..
Juz two words, life sux.. Well, come to think of it. I'm still starting the cold war.. I'm not gonna call her at all. Waste time and money only. I as well use that time and effort to close more deals. I'm more in need of money than love..
Been a bit into mac lately.. Trying to turn my comp into a mac.. Tired sia by doing research.. =.=" Then somemore the file downloaded cannot be used.. zZzZzZzZz.. Little sis also said she wanna get a mac coz my compaq notebook seems to breaking down soon..
Shag.. Think going to slp soon.. Tml off, think will upgrade my desktop to vista ultimate..
09 March, 2009
Friday, as promised for Cyndi. Went to QB with brandon and jason.. Supposed to open a Martell for her but in the end did not.. Coz Brenda took out Richard's balance and my balance. Total add up almost 3/4 liao.. Tried pia and drank till drop, but unable to finish them all.. =.=" Stayed till 4am+..
Sat went down again but this time alone.. Lolx.. Carol came thereafter her work after 12am. Then jason came after his session with seb they all but jason went off early coz he said he tired.. Carol also went off soon after.. I stayed all the way till my songs came.. 4.30am.. =.="
Sun went down to coffeeshop with acer, gateway and dell for a short drink.. Tok cock alot with me almost dozing off. =.=" Damn shag.. Steven still say wanna go boat quay for 2nd round.. Lolx.. Anyway, also stay all the way till abt 4am..
SHAG!!!!
Roadshow doing full shift all the way since tue till sun.. Then still got drinking sessions.. Haiz.. Think health is getting worse.. Dunno on wed or thurs, had a row with her.. Actually not really a row lah.. My recept is poor with my bluetooth on then she kept unable to hear clearly then throw her tantrums on me. Knn i disable liao and call her back then she said she dun wan to tok liao. Thus till now i never called her at all. For wat? I rather call Cyndi and disturb her..
Xiaoling is so amused by cyndi's tongue stud but disgusted by the sound she made as she kept using the stud to rub her teeth.. Lolx.. It's nothing new to me anyway.. Her tattoo on her lowerback is so similar to my ex.. Yeah those wings.. Jason still disturb me saying i miss the 'tattoo-feeling'.. Well, in a way yes. Anyway, been sleeping alone for so many mths liao, used to it le.. Since last yr i think. Anyway, not impt lah. Sales been pretty bad.. Even with the roadshow.. Only managed to close 44 sets for the roadshow.. I'm really a roadshow-flop.. Though everyday reached early and did best to close the 1st set but on sat i did roti-prata during the roadshow though on top got abt 10sets.. Roti-prata means zero. =.=" Then sun own-goal so many, 3 sony, 2 acer, 2 lenovo and 1 gateway got stolen but din get back coz he served long time liao while i got bitten by a snake.. ZzZzZzZz..
Unable to see the future.. Seems like it's getting harder and harder to work liao.. Haiz.. Have to endure.. The good ole times will come again.. Heard pay will be delayed. Diao.. Ever since i started working this is the 2nd time liao.. =.=" Heard that Terry cannot tahan liao.. But his sales there is as good as mine.. But maybe the people there not as good as mine.. Over here i've got splendid colleagues and friends, even customers.. Afterall, good services rendered aren't for nothing.. Juz like that day at vivo look-see for the roadshow and my customer recognised me, the one who bought the DV3605TX from me. Nice lady. Customer database might be quite an impt factor of the community for the future to come..
Bike haven't got back yet still under repairs.. But when get back liao also cannot do hair le.. Lolx.. Aiya doing sales, appearance also a factor lor.. Juz like how i see a flop-but-chio-gal can close a deal even if the cust dun wanna buy de.. I meant perfume here.. lolx.. Anyway, i still got a long way to learn.. Knowledge of products is not the main but the technique of closing.. Juz like how two of my colleagues who know so little abt computers and yet they can close deals like nobody's business and get so high pay.. One of them is aiming skill, the other is hardwork.. But actually both had both.. Imagine they are like me dilly-dally kept nua-ing and expect my sales can be better than all brands.. =.=" When i see how steven closes all his deals on sun really got me nothing to say.. 23 sets per day is not yet the best for him.. Even gateway can close several sets despite the branding not strong.. Whereas my brand is quite strong but i flop and also only closed a few deals.. I think i need to wake up.. If not my gross gonna drop below 2k liao if i go on like that........
Sat went down again but this time alone.. Lolx.. Carol came thereafter her work after 12am. Then jason came after his session with seb they all but jason went off early coz he said he tired.. Carol also went off soon after.. I stayed all the way till my songs came.. 4.30am.. =.="
Sun went down to coffeeshop with acer, gateway and dell for a short drink.. Tok cock alot with me almost dozing off. =.=" Damn shag.. Steven still say wanna go boat quay for 2nd round.. Lolx.. Anyway, also stay all the way till abt 4am..
SHAG!!!!
Roadshow doing full shift all the way since tue till sun.. Then still got drinking sessions.. Haiz.. Think health is getting worse.. Dunno on wed or thurs, had a row with her.. Actually not really a row lah.. My recept is poor with my bluetooth on then she kept unable to hear clearly then throw her tantrums on me. Knn i disable liao and call her back then she said she dun wan to tok liao. Thus till now i never called her at all. For wat? I rather call Cyndi and disturb her..
Xiaoling is so amused by cyndi's tongue stud but disgusted by the sound she made as she kept using the stud to rub her teeth.. Lolx.. It's nothing new to me anyway.. Her tattoo on her lowerback is so similar to my ex.. Yeah those wings.. Jason still disturb me saying i miss the 'tattoo-feeling'.. Well, in a way yes. Anyway, been sleeping alone for so many mths liao, used to it le.. Since last yr i think. Anyway, not impt lah. Sales been pretty bad.. Even with the roadshow.. Only managed to close 44 sets for the roadshow.. I'm really a roadshow-flop.. Though everyday reached early and did best to close the 1st set but on sat i did roti-prata during the roadshow though on top got abt 10sets.. Roti-prata means zero. =.=" Then sun own-goal so many, 3 sony, 2 acer, 2 lenovo and 1 gateway got stolen but din get back coz he served long time liao while i got bitten by a snake.. ZzZzZzZz..
Unable to see the future.. Seems like it's getting harder and harder to work liao.. Haiz.. Have to endure.. The good ole times will come again.. Heard pay will be delayed. Diao.. Ever since i started working this is the 2nd time liao.. =.=" Heard that Terry cannot tahan liao.. But his sales there is as good as mine.. But maybe the people there not as good as mine.. Over here i've got splendid colleagues and friends, even customers.. Afterall, good services rendered aren't for nothing.. Juz like that day at vivo look-see for the roadshow and my customer recognised me, the one who bought the DV3605TX from me. Nice lady. Customer database might be quite an impt factor of the community for the future to come..
Bike haven't got back yet still under repairs.. But when get back liao also cannot do hair le.. Lolx.. Aiya doing sales, appearance also a factor lor.. Juz like how i see a flop-but-chio-gal can close a deal even if the cust dun wanna buy de.. I meant perfume here.. lolx.. Anyway, i still got a long way to learn.. Knowledge of products is not the main but the technique of closing.. Juz like how two of my colleagues who know so little abt computers and yet they can close deals like nobody's business and get so high pay.. One of them is aiming skill, the other is hardwork.. But actually both had both.. Imagine they are like me dilly-dally kept nua-ing and expect my sales can be better than all brands.. =.=" When i see how steven closes all his deals on sun really got me nothing to say.. 23 sets per day is not yet the best for him.. Even gateway can close several sets despite the branding not strong.. Whereas my brand is quite strong but i flop and also only closed a few deals.. I think i need to wake up.. If not my gross gonna drop below 2k liao if i go on like that........
03 March, 2009
Juz back from Whiskey Bar and QB Bar... Ya again drank until so late.. i juz feel like drinking lor... At 1st only at coffeeshop coz got colleagues quarrel.. Suddenly juz swap over to BQ and reached there QB almost full house so we went whiskey.. Played pool kept getting wall-snook.. =.= Anyway, when we almost done before going over to QB for 1 last jug, i went toilet.. On the way there past the pool table, suddenly got stopped.. Got a cute gal ask the player to drink but since i'm beside him, i also gana.. =.=" Then she said she only worked on fri, sat and sun so she gave me her number and told to go drink on friday.. Diao.. So easily i was hooked. lolx.. Well, afterall i'm such an anything guy mah.. ZzZzZzZzZz.. She kept emphasising me to come on friday.. =.=" Quite ok lah.. made in singapore de.. Quite cute.. Figure not bad also..
My bad again.. Though i'm still home alone.. Anyway, i'm juz a so anything guy.. Anyone who managed to get a little close to me, sure got chance de.. I juz dunno how to reject.. Lolx.. Somemore i'm in no status now.. Haha.. Aiya still nothing happened.. Toking abt it, botak seems to have a chance with one of gal who trying to fake drunk.. WTF lor.. Whoever also knew she faking it.. Anyway, he managed to steal a kiss.. Lolx.. Unlike me, always accomplished nothing.. Was it really that i dare not or i juz dun wan to..? Juz like how daring i am to straight telling xiaoling how beautiful she is directly on her face.. Somemore, a few times not juz once.. Ok i admit i'm over liao.. A bit drunk leh though only high..
Jialat lah report haven't do and yet this whole wk doing full shift from 11am till 10pm.. I requested it though by right rotating shift... I juz dun wan too much time on hand.. To make myself think so much despite suppressing it.. I thot i might broke down anytime but seems to be staying strong like i always do.. I juz dun anyhow play around when it comes to such.. Even though it's only a little, but there's still commitment and effort in it...
So, my planning was accurate afterall.. Planning to get a house with my mum's name instead of with wife's name.. No matter what, i want my own house with no liabilities.. House more impt than car.. At least this is an asset, car is not.. Though bike is dangerous but i believe i will be ten times more careful when i got back my bike.. Well, that's me, myself and i.. Crap.. I'm still me.. Emo-ing kept coming back upon removal of mask when there's no one knowing me around me.. Sibei tired.. Sibei sian.. Sibei shag..
My bad again.. Though i'm still home alone.. Anyway, i'm juz a so anything guy.. Anyone who managed to get a little close to me, sure got chance de.. I juz dunno how to reject.. Lolx.. Somemore i'm in no status now.. Haha.. Aiya still nothing happened.. Toking abt it, botak seems to have a chance with one of gal who trying to fake drunk.. WTF lor.. Whoever also knew she faking it.. Anyway, he managed to steal a kiss.. Lolx.. Unlike me, always accomplished nothing.. Was it really that i dare not or i juz dun wan to..? Juz like how daring i am to straight telling xiaoling how beautiful she is directly on her face.. Somemore, a few times not juz once.. Ok i admit i'm over liao.. A bit drunk leh though only high..
Jialat lah report haven't do and yet this whole wk doing full shift from 11am till 10pm.. I requested it though by right rotating shift... I juz dun wan too much time on hand.. To make myself think so much despite suppressing it.. I thot i might broke down anytime but seems to be staying strong like i always do.. I juz dun anyhow play around when it comes to such.. Even though it's only a little, but there's still commitment and effort in it...
So, my planning was accurate afterall.. Planning to get a house with my mum's name instead of with wife's name.. No matter what, i want my own house with no liabilities.. House more impt than car.. At least this is an asset, car is not.. Though bike is dangerous but i believe i will be ten times more careful when i got back my bike.. Well, that's me, myself and i.. Crap.. I'm still me.. Emo-ing kept coming back upon removal of mask when there's no one knowing me around me.. Sibei tired.. Sibei sian.. Sibei shag..
02 March, 2009
Juz back from QB.. Nothing much there.. Xiaoling not working, brenda not working, xiaocui not working, stacey not working.. But ok lah, i juz wanna try to make myself a bit drunk.. Coz this time really almost the end of story liao.. Closing the book with the final chapter, the cold war.. If a year's relation were to end that easily, then that will be nothing.. I kept telling myself i dun put in much effort, i kept showing ppl i not interested and doesn't really care much but still inside i do feel the pain.. Pain is inevitable.. No pain is bluff.. Afterall, one year is not too short nor too long but every single of them i really give it all or at least 80%.. Not easy not to give anything.. Coz i'm still a human..
Even though things gonna really end, fault lies on me this time. I will bear no grudges nor hatred.. Juz let it go.. Maybe i still prefer singular lifestyle than to restrictions.. But came to think of it, it's becoz there's not much restrictions that's y things still do happened.. To be frank, i rather got tied down by someone.. Or at least she will go down together and of coz i will behave.. lolx.. Anyway, why do such things happened? Juz like how come her husband will still go down to geylang despite they are married for two years? Anyway, no outcome forseen. I still got a future while she still got her husband. What's not meant to be, no point going on to be to make things work..
Well, i'm not looking in one yet in the meantime so that i can fool around while i still can.. Lolx.. Quite uneasy to do that when being attached.. Afterall, there's a commitment there.. A responsiblity.. For like 9 mths i've been so guai.. It's so unlike me when i'm single.. Life only lives once, so be it..
Knn why i so emo today.. Conclusion has not been resolved and reviewed yet.. No conclusion yet during amber timing.. A week at most bah..
Went for short holiday with jason and gang. Nothing much.. Din really enjoy or rather felt quite a waste of money and time.. Spent abt 300 total, actually i rather use it for taiwan trip or even thailand.. Sigh.. Bought a 3-quarter pants quite nice and a 'levis-material-jacket'. Also several 'cosmetics' lolx.. Oh ya and some undergarments.. Dawn still curious to see what kind of garments i buy when i met up with her on the day i back at vivo.. =.=" Still as attractive as usual that aroused so many eyes on her.. lolx.. Together went over to catch zhiwei with his daughter and wife.. Lolx.. Dawn told me he denied his child on msn with her.. Anyway, met up liao then everything blow liao lor.. Aiya married liao still wan to play meh.. Some wife quite nice also mah.. ZzZzZzZzZz.. Dunno wat he thinking..
Wah computer totally diff from last time liao.. Speed much more faster.. When reached home on computer then get changed, i haven't even changed finish it reaches windows liao.. =.=" Last time still can go pee back and it's almost done.. =.=" Anyway, quite satisfied with it, in fact i'm happy with it..
Even though things gonna really end, fault lies on me this time. I will bear no grudges nor hatred.. Juz let it go.. Maybe i still prefer singular lifestyle than to restrictions.. But came to think of it, it's becoz there's not much restrictions that's y things still do happened.. To be frank, i rather got tied down by someone.. Or at least she will go down together and of coz i will behave.. lolx.. Anyway, why do such things happened? Juz like how come her husband will still go down to geylang despite they are married for two years? Anyway, no outcome forseen. I still got a future while she still got her husband. What's not meant to be, no point going on to be to make things work..
Well, i'm not looking in one yet in the meantime so that i can fool around while i still can.. Lolx.. Quite uneasy to do that when being attached.. Afterall, there's a commitment there.. A responsiblity.. For like 9 mths i've been so guai.. It's so unlike me when i'm single.. Life only lives once, so be it..
Knn why i so emo today.. Conclusion has not been resolved and reviewed yet.. No conclusion yet during amber timing.. A week at most bah..
Went for short holiday with jason and gang. Nothing much.. Din really enjoy or rather felt quite a waste of money and time.. Spent abt 300 total, actually i rather use it for taiwan trip or even thailand.. Sigh.. Bought a 3-quarter pants quite nice and a 'levis-material-jacket'. Also several 'cosmetics' lolx.. Oh ya and some undergarments.. Dawn still curious to see what kind of garments i buy when i met up with her on the day i back at vivo.. =.=" Still as attractive as usual that aroused so many eyes on her.. lolx.. Together went over to catch zhiwei with his daughter and wife.. Lolx.. Dawn told me he denied his child on msn with her.. Anyway, met up liao then everything blow liao lor.. Aiya married liao still wan to play meh.. Some wife quite nice also mah.. ZzZzZzZzZz.. Dunno wat he thinking..
Wah computer totally diff from last time liao.. Speed much more faster.. When reached home on computer then get changed, i haven't even changed finish it reaches windows liao.. =.=" Last time still can go pee back and it's almost done.. =.=" Anyway, quite satisfied with it, in fact i'm happy with it..
19 February, 2009
It was unexpected but i still pull it thru... Lolx.. Mon nite went drink at coffeeshop at wdl with ken, steven, leon, chua and ken's wife. Was thinking since tue off and sales was not bad so drink a little shld be fine. Little did i know that i would drink till puke. =.= Then next day's practical revision for my 2A also unable to go due to hangover.. Woke up quite late then proceed to SGH for my destist then after that go vivo help out on the roadshow..
Was rather aggressive until someone warn me abt shin as he was eyeing my actions thru-out.. Afraid that these might got jessie into trouble for hiring a 'ghost' to pull sales, i toned down until i almost no strength and mood.. Then brandon disturb the canon promotor, Elaine, and say recommend me to her. She was quite speechless as i seems so i spur out "U scared she nobody wants meh?" But her respond gave me a little shocked.. =.= Anyway, din even open my golden mouth for her number and din tok much to her as well.. Was it that i forgot how to tok to gals other than toking to customers? ZzZzZzZzZz.. Actually i knew her since Katong roadshow where she also selling canon while i doing NEC.. Then today again i wearing NEC so after a while she did ask me if i'm going down again tml.. But too bad, i'm working for HP and not at this location.. Haha.. Wtf i din even ask where she stay, can go off together mah since i taking train also.. =.= Stupid. Lolx.. Anyway, ok de lah..
Jessie gave me encouragements for my TP and yet i told her i sure pass, makes her 'diao'. lolx.. Yeah that kind of face when ppl yaya to u.. lolx.. But i'm juz toking cock. Coz that nite i wanted to sleep early, 12mn i on my bed liao but roll here roll there until 4am then sleep. =.= Woke up at 6am then nap a little till 6.15am. So reluctant to go take TP.. Was thinking that i not enuff sleep and somemore 2 wks never go practice bike and almost 1mth no ride bike liao this time sure cannot make it liao so as well go back sleep more... Lolx.. Yeah i'm that lazy.. But on the other thinking that if forgo this one muz wait another 2mths makes me sian so i drag myself to BBDC... So tiring and sleepy..
Did my two rounds of warm-ups, quite ok... During the test, i can feel that i'm a total flop..
1st - S-course & crank-course too slow and not stable.
2nd - Narrow plank too fast.
3rd - E-brake incorrect posture plus brake before the 1st line, no speed.
4th - Bumpy course too fast liao.
5th - Slope jack-rabbit while going down after release clutch.
6th - After slope turn right, incorrect positioning that cause 2nd bike too close to me.
7th - Slip road turning left, my leg almost come down.
8th - Final right turn, almost wide turning.
After the test i was thinking this time sure fail liao coz i know myself that i've made too many mistakes.. 1st to 3rd already minus at least 4pts each liao, passing is 18 and below. Minor mistakes 2pts leh.. How to pass... lolx...
But in the end when the SHI SHEN calling names, i'm not being called. Lolx.. So i passed my class 2A with 14pts. 1st time pass. =) Afterall, my words still got power. Never fail any TP tests. lolx... 2B & 2A & my army class 3 & basic theory test & final theory test. Well, i'm bad at failing at tests.. =X
Almost went to get new bike. Lolx.. But after calculations seem a bit off.. Coz still trying to resolve the current bike.. Still haven't decide yet.. Later going down to Glen motor and see what the fellow says abt the claim 1st.. If everything really waste of time and effort, i might juz sell off the scrap metal and get a superfour instant. See how bah..
Was rather aggressive until someone warn me abt shin as he was eyeing my actions thru-out.. Afraid that these might got jessie into trouble for hiring a 'ghost' to pull sales, i toned down until i almost no strength and mood.. Then brandon disturb the canon promotor, Elaine, and say recommend me to her. She was quite speechless as i seems so i spur out "U scared she nobody wants meh?" But her respond gave me a little shocked.. =.= Anyway, din even open my golden mouth for her number and din tok much to her as well.. Was it that i forgot how to tok to gals other than toking to customers? ZzZzZzZzZz.. Actually i knew her since Katong roadshow where she also selling canon while i doing NEC.. Then today again i wearing NEC so after a while she did ask me if i'm going down again tml.. But too bad, i'm working for HP and not at this location.. Haha.. Wtf i din even ask where she stay, can go off together mah since i taking train also.. =.= Stupid. Lolx.. Anyway, ok de lah..
Jessie gave me encouragements for my TP and yet i told her i sure pass, makes her 'diao'. lolx.. Yeah that kind of face when ppl yaya to u.. lolx.. But i'm juz toking cock. Coz that nite i wanted to sleep early, 12mn i on my bed liao but roll here roll there until 4am then sleep. =.= Woke up at 6am then nap a little till 6.15am. So reluctant to go take TP.. Was thinking that i not enuff sleep and somemore 2 wks never go practice bike and almost 1mth no ride bike liao this time sure cannot make it liao so as well go back sleep more... Lolx.. Yeah i'm that lazy.. But on the other thinking that if forgo this one muz wait another 2mths makes me sian so i drag myself to BBDC... So tiring and sleepy..
Did my two rounds of warm-ups, quite ok... During the test, i can feel that i'm a total flop..
1st - S-course & crank-course too slow and not stable.
2nd - Narrow plank too fast.
3rd - E-brake incorrect posture plus brake before the 1st line, no speed.
4th - Bumpy course too fast liao.
5th - Slope jack-rabbit while going down after release clutch.
6th - After slope turn right, incorrect positioning that cause 2nd bike too close to me.
7th - Slip road turning left, my leg almost come down.
8th - Final right turn, almost wide turning.
After the test i was thinking this time sure fail liao coz i know myself that i've made too many mistakes.. 1st to 3rd already minus at least 4pts each liao, passing is 18 and below. Minor mistakes 2pts leh.. How to pass... lolx...
But in the end when the SHI SHEN calling names, i'm not being called. Lolx.. So i passed my class 2A with 14pts. 1st time pass. =) Afterall, my words still got power. Never fail any TP tests. lolx... 2B & 2A & my army class 3 & basic theory test & final theory test. Well, i'm bad at failing at tests.. =X
Almost went to get new bike. Lolx.. But after calculations seem a bit off.. Coz still trying to resolve the current bike.. Still haven't decide yet.. Later going down to Glen motor and see what the fellow says abt the claim 1st.. If everything really waste of time and effort, i might juz sell off the scrap metal and get a superfour instant. See how bah..
14 February, 2009
Weird. Everyone is like so agitated and excited abt the gst credit offset or whatever that is. Waiting for it to pay bills, waiting for it to tahan allowances for sch or something. I mean, even if it doesn't come, life still gotta go on rite? Juz live and let live lah. If got come in, good lah. If dun come in, move on lah. If really no come then need to jump building meh? Wtf. So gan chiong and scared as if cannot get like this, machiam have to use snatch de. =.=" So ugly.
Comments on local movies, they let u reflect on the ugly side of singaporean and i believed many fellows dun like to watch. Juz too afraid to look into the 'water of reflection'? Mai hum mai hum, mee siam mai hum. But i din know ppl also hum. Actually those are great shows to do self-reflections of self actions so as to improve oneself to be better. Dun be so farkup. But anyway, dogs never fail not to eat their own shit. So, some category ppl pls dun bother to go watch, juz pay the money go in and slp lah. Contribute to the local productions at least. Anyway, watch liao also useless coz u never learn anything, still farkup as usual.
FYI, i'm juz being random. Can't get to slp leh and it's like 4am. =.="
Comments on local movies, they let u reflect on the ugly side of singaporean and i believed many fellows dun like to watch. Juz too afraid to look into the 'water of reflection'? Mai hum mai hum, mee siam mai hum. But i din know ppl also hum. Actually those are great shows to do self-reflections of self actions so as to improve oneself to be better. Dun be so farkup. But anyway, dogs never fail not to eat their own shit. So, some category ppl pls dun bother to go watch, juz pay the money go in and slp lah. Contribute to the local productions at least. Anyway, watch liao also useless coz u never learn anything, still farkup as usual.
FYI, i'm juz being random. Can't get to slp leh and it's like 4am. =.="
12 February, 2009
Juz back from Cherry. Yup again lolx.. This time went with jason, S, B and a surprising Stan. Heard that he no longer drinking liao and his child out liao.. But how come he's here..? Maybe to kpo look see bah.. Told him abt dawn jobless and asked if he tat side got vancant or not, gave me a little fake face. =.=" Den disturb him say he scared then come and gek hard hard again. His usual form. =.=" He's quite surprised i still in ctc with her. I mean, wtf why can't we? Lolx me and got nothing going on leh. Never lor. haha. Somemore she's leading a better life now, sounds better than before.. I miss her dog. =.="
Anyway, did have the intention to diao hua de but those gals dun make me stand at all. Not as if i got no money to throw but rather, no point to me. Forseen no point lah coz totally not interested leh.. But going there is ok, still got techno to hear.. Miss sparks and MU.. Haiz.. Guess moving on to ST James pretty soon.. Need to find new kakis.. Wakao been drinking lately like nv ending.. =.="
Yest supposed to meet up the gang to SH de but msg came before i got cab and told me not to go down coz no gals.. =.=" So sudden and since my heart is out, no way can settled.. Wanna go QB to finish my bottle since i'm out but kinda lazy and tired from walking.. In the end head home with alcohol free. lolx..
When got home got a beep from her telling me she's back in sg... Heng i nv go SH.. Anyway, was that even an impt issue.. lolx.. Chatted a little on the fone, nothing much den she need to work so i dun wanna disturb her.. Anyway, if she cannot feel that the fire is diminishing then too bad lor.. It is.. Sooner or later i guess. Always thot that playing in the dark is fun, but that doesn't seems to be the case.. Gotta resolve it ASAP i guess coz it never settles and it bothers me alot..
Dawn said i'm running away.. Well, maybe i guess.. Naturally for one to run away from reality when it hurts.. Coz running away is the easiest way out than to face reality.. Still dare to say me... If that time she intro that gal to me, maybe things already made for the change even if me and the gal are not meant to be at all.. Coz i'm bad at many-timings. Sure thing that i will resolve current prob immediately before going for the next objective. Haiz... Really dunno what to do or how to do. When there's no definite direction, it's like going merry-go-round in a simple roundabout without knowing where to exit, coz scared to exit wrong.. It's not like driving when exit wrong still can U-turn. Some things cannot U-turn de.. Knn why i so emo today.. I think it's becoz there's totally nothing heard from her the whole day bah somemore today's her offday. Whole day do what i also dunno. I think silence killing better bah. Dun call and msg her anymore.. Anyway, the responds will not be favourable in my case. I'm no longer impt piece liao.. Juz like how i been keeping a lookout for job for dawn but she dun even msg me to chitchat abit. Lolx... Too bad my side HP all taken liao and Dell no opening. Dare not get her into sony and lenovo coz doesn't seems prospective enuff..
Think beer and liquor are my best mate now.. Anyway, another holiday in two wks time! Really looking forward to that! This shld be fun and very fun. lolx....
Anyway, did have the intention to diao hua de but those gals dun make me stand at all. Not as if i got no money to throw but rather, no point to me. Forseen no point lah coz totally not interested leh.. But going there is ok, still got techno to hear.. Miss sparks and MU.. Haiz.. Guess moving on to ST James pretty soon.. Need to find new kakis.. Wakao been drinking lately like nv ending.. =.="
Yest supposed to meet up the gang to SH de but msg came before i got cab and told me not to go down coz no gals.. =.=" So sudden and since my heart is out, no way can settled.. Wanna go QB to finish my bottle since i'm out but kinda lazy and tired from walking.. In the end head home with alcohol free. lolx..
When got home got a beep from her telling me she's back in sg... Heng i nv go SH.. Anyway, was that even an impt issue.. lolx.. Chatted a little on the fone, nothing much den she need to work so i dun wanna disturb her.. Anyway, if she cannot feel that the fire is diminishing then too bad lor.. It is.. Sooner or later i guess. Always thot that playing in the dark is fun, but that doesn't seems to be the case.. Gotta resolve it ASAP i guess coz it never settles and it bothers me alot..
Dawn said i'm running away.. Well, maybe i guess.. Naturally for one to run away from reality when it hurts.. Coz running away is the easiest way out than to face reality.. Still dare to say me... If that time she intro that gal to me, maybe things already made for the change even if me and the gal are not meant to be at all.. Coz i'm bad at many-timings. Sure thing that i will resolve current prob immediately before going for the next objective. Haiz... Really dunno what to do or how to do. When there's no definite direction, it's like going merry-go-round in a simple roundabout without knowing where to exit, coz scared to exit wrong.. It's not like driving when exit wrong still can U-turn. Some things cannot U-turn de.. Knn why i so emo today.. I think it's becoz there's totally nothing heard from her the whole day bah somemore today's her offday. Whole day do what i also dunno. I think silence killing better bah. Dun call and msg her anymore.. Anyway, the responds will not be favourable in my case. I'm no longer impt piece liao.. Juz like how i been keeping a lookout for job for dawn but she dun even msg me to chitchat abit. Lolx... Too bad my side HP all taken liao and Dell no opening. Dare not get her into sony and lenovo coz doesn't seems prospective enuff..
Think beer and liquor are my best mate now.. Anyway, another holiday in two wks time! Really looking forward to that! This shld be fun and very fun. lolx....
10 February, 2009
I super love this song.. Seems like an old song from dong lai dong wang but how come i never spotted it until at QB.. Someone re sang i guess.. Or maybe becoz she was there that time at QB also and she's so engrossed in the mtv bah.. Watever she's interested in, i wun let a single chance slip by to make myself more sensitive and attentive.. Haiz... Juz how someone love to eat prawns and especially mushrooms.. Lolx. Or maybe the 'sensitive and attentive' applies on all positive gals of coz not on those that i dun like lah.. Oops! Discrimination! Lolx..
Sunday Carol came woodlands and look for me for a smoke. When she came in, the security alarm went off lolx.. The Sims II inside her bag was making it sound due to the security bar.. She so scared to walk out of the shop.. lolx.. Remove the bar liao then ok le. While smoking she did mentioned that i look much better with short hair but this time diff. Of coz lah cut at woodlands specially look for vonn to look for sam leh. Then buy the clay 30+ lor.. =.= Salesman gana sales-tok.. lolx.. I know business bad but ok lah for her only. Anyway i really need to style my hair since no longer riding and wearing helmet. At night meet up with the gang at Cherry and S said the same thing too. Still can asked me "Cut hair ah?" =.=
After Cherry went down to Lip. Gana grabbed by a gal. Ya i know she CMI but i told her to leave as i wanna be alone to drink only. Knn she juz dun wanna go and still wan to steal my kiss. Wtf lor straightaway reject and kept asking her to leave. But die die dun wan to go. =.= ZzZzZzZzZz.. No matter how u wanna rub me or ask me to hug u, no use de lor. I can be anything but no means no. Wah kao i thot i gonna gana rape. =.= Eww.. Anyway, sooner or later cannot go there liao. Curfew.. lolx.. Unless i really broke up with her lah.. But no matter the case, Cherry quite relax but diff from Nana. Prefer Cherry, not too messy not so many ppl. Jason did suggest a few gals but dunno leh. Juz no mood. Quite pretty a few. Somemore thai not bad IMO.. At least i prefer thai to viet. But of coz if really got a good MIS will be best lah.
FT taking over market from what i see, no matter what fields. More and more rolling in. Pinoy nurses, MIC waitresses, Thai & Viet gals, etc. Not to even mentioned malaysian gals long time come into market liao.. Like erica doing pedicure and medicure. Joanne doing sales job at sls last time. Erica doing distribution for Abadi computers that time. Dion former colleague from ATF. Huiwen doing waitress at clean pub at night and day doing office recept.
Aiya dunno wat to say lah. Anyway, it's not the end of the world. Mixed is not an uncommon thingy anymore anyway. I dun mind my son/daughter to be mix-blood though. Can be quite cool lol.. Toking abt next gen.. Had been thinking abt it.. Coming to 30 in 3yrs. If settle down by then my child will be 20yrs while i'm 50. =.= To be frank, the next gen is the thing that make the life ongoing. A new stage of life, a new chapter.. But of coz there are so many mummies out there with child(ren) without a complete family.. Sad case. Young doesn't mean stable.. Even my uncle now 40 over and juz divorced. 3 sons all follow ex-wife.. But if flowers do prick, then watever for..? Mentioning these, i came to realise i'm like totally no mood. =.= No one to thrill me or nothing thrilling? No idea.. Maybe i still prefer natural than sought after bah..
Richard rec me to go after Rena but juz no feel leh.. Though i dun mind trying to make it work lah. Toking abt that, saw Regina at QB looking for Brenda. So dao lolx.. However din see Von.. Ok back to topic. I asked a few in regards to Diners and ProTrim. Seems Protrim is easier while Diners might be scary after removing makeups.. Lolx.. Seems all see me as looking for short-term. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.. And only going for looks. Knn i really very shui bian one lor. I mean, quite shui bian.. But i shy lah.. Lolx..............
The Pixon batt cannot make it. =.= But still no regrets on that.. Quite a nice phone. Anyway, it's one of the phone that i did considered before when it says 8megapixels cam. It's not abt the cam though coz i dun really take pics but abt the sleek design. Not too bad overall.
Sunday Carol came woodlands and look for me for a smoke. When she came in, the security alarm went off lolx.. The Sims II inside her bag was making it sound due to the security bar.. She so scared to walk out of the shop.. lolx.. Remove the bar liao then ok le. While smoking she did mentioned that i look much better with short hair but this time diff. Of coz lah cut at woodlands specially look for vonn to look for sam leh. Then buy the clay 30+ lor.. =.= Salesman gana sales-tok.. lolx.. I know business bad but ok lah for her only. Anyway i really need to style my hair since no longer riding and wearing helmet. At night meet up with the gang at Cherry and S said the same thing too. Still can asked me "Cut hair ah?" =.=
After Cherry went down to Lip. Gana grabbed by a gal. Ya i know she CMI but i told her to leave as i wanna be alone to drink only. Knn she juz dun wanna go and still wan to steal my kiss. Wtf lor straightaway reject and kept asking her to leave. But die die dun wan to go. =.= ZzZzZzZzZz.. No matter how u wanna rub me or ask me to hug u, no use de lor. I can be anything but no means no. Wah kao i thot i gonna gana rape. =.= Eww.. Anyway, sooner or later cannot go there liao. Curfew.. lolx.. Unless i really broke up with her lah.. But no matter the case, Cherry quite relax but diff from Nana. Prefer Cherry, not too messy not so many ppl. Jason did suggest a few gals but dunno leh. Juz no mood. Quite pretty a few. Somemore thai not bad IMO.. At least i prefer thai to viet. But of coz if really got a good MIS will be best lah.
FT taking over market from what i see, no matter what fields. More and more rolling in. Pinoy nurses, MIC waitresses, Thai & Viet gals, etc. Not to even mentioned malaysian gals long time come into market liao.. Like erica doing pedicure and medicure. Joanne doing sales job at sls last time. Erica doing distribution for Abadi computers that time. Dion former colleague from ATF. Huiwen doing waitress at clean pub at night and day doing office recept.
Aiya dunno wat to say lah. Anyway, it's not the end of the world. Mixed is not an uncommon thingy anymore anyway. I dun mind my son/daughter to be mix-blood though. Can be quite cool lol.. Toking abt next gen.. Had been thinking abt it.. Coming to 30 in 3yrs. If settle down by then my child will be 20yrs while i'm 50. =.= To be frank, the next gen is the thing that make the life ongoing. A new stage of life, a new chapter.. But of coz there are so many mummies out there with child(ren) without a complete family.. Sad case. Young doesn't mean stable.. Even my uncle now 40 over and juz divorced. 3 sons all follow ex-wife.. But if flowers do prick, then watever for..? Mentioning these, i came to realise i'm like totally no mood. =.= No one to thrill me or nothing thrilling? No idea.. Maybe i still prefer natural than sought after bah..
Richard rec me to go after Rena but juz no feel leh.. Though i dun mind trying to make it work lah. Toking abt that, saw Regina at QB looking for Brenda. So dao lolx.. However din see Von.. Ok back to topic. I asked a few in regards to Diners and ProTrim. Seems Protrim is easier while Diners might be scary after removing makeups.. Lolx.. Seems all see me as looking for short-term. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZz.. And only going for looks. Knn i really very shui bian one lor. I mean, quite shui bian.. But i shy lah.. Lolx..............
The Pixon batt cannot make it. =.= But still no regrets on that.. Quite a nice phone. Anyway, it's one of the phone that i did considered before when it says 8megapixels cam. It's not abt the cam though coz i dun really take pics but abt the sleek design. Not too bad overall.
08 February, 2009
Lately dunno wat got into me. Went JB relax. Buy Pixon. Buy HP mini note. Preparing to DIY a new computer desktop. Going Batam holiday for two days near mth end. Been going Cherry and Lips. =.="
But still i dun owe a single cent to all my credit cards.. Plus ppl out there total owe me 1k over. =.=" 1.7k cpf contributions... Damn when can i ever hit that amount. =.= Or am i even able to hit. Lolx..
Bought Jason to QB and seems that only xiaoling caught his attention.. Lolx.. Well, she's sweet afterall.. But too bad leh i really dun like nightlife gals.. Juz like now, if she gonna carrying like that, it will be the end of story pretty soon.. Anyway, he really did tried his best to get her number but in the end seems she gotten his num but plane put high.. Instincts told me he got chance. Haiz everytime he around i cannot perform well. lolx.. Juz like that time, my gf machiam his gf, coz we got nothing to tok abt since she got so many prob and yet dun wan to bother me. Ya seems i'm such a bother.
Went jb and relax. Took bus in then go city square walk walk then proceed to our relaxation. Jacuzzi, steam bath and suana. Shiok!! The Nasi Lemak also not bad but 1st time eat Nasi Lemak got curry one.. lolx.. Anyway, not bad trip though with new group members.
March think will die. Coz last mth pay is crap. 60% down wtf. Market already so bad then no stocks. CB 1.5k dunno how to survive. This mth muz really try my best to close watever freaking sales that i catch. Really cannot care wat friendship this and that. Afterall only one will look at spif. If u catch i will do my best for u, if i catch u better eat wat i give. Give and Take, not Take and Take.
Clarified. MICs are not my only cup of tea! =.=" Machiam i dun wan local delights. Juz that all i saw are rubbish. All ok one i'm not in the list. My standard where got high? ZzZzZz. My gf very pretty meh? Pls lor on the ground anyhow find also can find one better than her. But why? Why i chose her in the 1st place when knowing not supposed to be? Coz it's she chase me de. lolx.. Yeah i'm such an easy target. =.=" Anyway, she not local so i not easy to reject. Well, it's a fact coz till now i still fare my gal as top on the list then follow MII, MIT then MIV then MIM then MIS. WTF i'm toking abt? Indo-chi, Thai, Viet, Malaysia, Sing. So far dun really got friends from taiwan, only one which is my HP one but not much comms with her so can't say much but i believe when Taiwan is in ctc, they cfm top of the list. Lolx.. Maybe Japan.. Omg i'm fantasizing.. =.="
Taiwan trip shld be this yr end with jason. That shld be fun. Never bored outing with him. 10yrs ain't for nothing i guess. Can't imagine we so buay gam last time.. lolx.. Coz we knew how to work hard but play hard too. Need to enjoy, only live once. Anyway, preparing my savings liao and now totally no personal debts also no bills and liabilities. Lucky my gf easy to maintain.. Lolx.. She's like no requirements de. Bought her own hp at around 1k, bought her own air tix, bought her own dress and clothings. But of coz occasinally still got pampered her lah. ZzZzZz.. Cannot ask her wat she wan de, coz she sure wan me save more money for my 'plan'. Yeah, the 'plan' is still on. But seems so far away. I guess might be able to make it. Cannot drag too late, few more yrs i guess it will be time..
Went raining bar yest.. Wanted to go Speed for a little while de but headache and cannot drink much and somemore back also pain.. Saw jason's coll then he treated us some beer. Saw lion dance and dragon dance then went off at around 1am.. Our usual timing.. Went back home started charging and explore a little on my Pixon. Wtf dunno how to use. =.=" Guess it's time. Anyway, this is better than i get a PS3. Waste money.
Today sales grabbed ok. Had quite a few sales for Adam. Near the end accidentally close one CB for Acer, uncle customer, and i closed him 6920 for adam. Anyway, can't blamed me coz cust ask me and i tok tok closed. Realised that i knew the cust's friend that's y so easy close also. Cust still wan to think de lor. Anyway, business really bad lately. For a sat to do a sales of around 30sets, low lor. Expect tml maybe around 20. Cake is so small.. Have to grab faster than other promotors and staffs.. Trying to learn the 'owl eyes' from uncle... Oops!! Lolx.. Anyway, keith's luck also not bad. Been trying to see his cust also.. But normally he only let go of the non-napster.. So have to grab even before he tok to cust.. Actually have to do the same for ALL staffs. Hungry...
Ever since that genting trip, i always been feeling hungry.. Not that i'm hunger for gamble but food.. Think the several times of topic on shit makes me shit everyday. Wtf. Constipation is like so natural everyday. Routine sia.. Juz like breathing and u dun even know that u are breathing.. I dun mean breathe shit lah... Anyway, hoping to becoming bigger size ASAP.. Think i need more milk... I mean FULL CREAM not HUMAN!! =.= Knn why am i so connie today... I MEANT CORNY... =.=
Looking forward to the Batam trip.. Alot of things needed to get there.. Belts, shoes, polo, pants, shorts, watch, etc. >.< Lucky not taiwan or hongkong.. Lolx.. If thailand also not bad...
Shag liao.. Maybe go shit one more time before sleeping.. lolx..
But still i dun owe a single cent to all my credit cards.. Plus ppl out there total owe me 1k over. =.=" 1.7k cpf contributions... Damn when can i ever hit that amount. =.= Or am i even able to hit. Lolx..
Bought Jason to QB and seems that only xiaoling caught his attention.. Lolx.. Well, she's sweet afterall.. But too bad leh i really dun like nightlife gals.. Juz like now, if she gonna carrying like that, it will be the end of story pretty soon.. Anyway, he really did tried his best to get her number but in the end seems she gotten his num but plane put high.. Instincts told me he got chance. Haiz everytime he around i cannot perform well. lolx.. Juz like that time, my gf machiam his gf, coz we got nothing to tok abt since she got so many prob and yet dun wan to bother me. Ya seems i'm such a bother.
Went jb and relax. Took bus in then go city square walk walk then proceed to our relaxation. Jacuzzi, steam bath and suana. Shiok!! The Nasi Lemak also not bad but 1st time eat Nasi Lemak got curry one.. lolx.. Anyway, not bad trip though with new group members.
March think will die. Coz last mth pay is crap. 60% down wtf. Market already so bad then no stocks. CB 1.5k dunno how to survive. This mth muz really try my best to close watever freaking sales that i catch. Really cannot care wat friendship this and that. Afterall only one will look at spif. If u catch i will do my best for u, if i catch u better eat wat i give. Give and Take, not Take and Take.
Clarified. MICs are not my only cup of tea! =.=" Machiam i dun wan local delights. Juz that all i saw are rubbish. All ok one i'm not in the list. My standard where got high? ZzZzZz. My gf very pretty meh? Pls lor on the ground anyhow find also can find one better than her. But why? Why i chose her in the 1st place when knowing not supposed to be? Coz it's she chase me de. lolx.. Yeah i'm such an easy target. =.=" Anyway, she not local so i not easy to reject. Well, it's a fact coz till now i still fare my gal as top on the list then follow MII, MIT then MIV then MIM then MIS. WTF i'm toking abt? Indo-chi, Thai, Viet, Malaysia, Sing. So far dun really got friends from taiwan, only one which is my HP one but not much comms with her so can't say much but i believe when Taiwan is in ctc, they cfm top of the list. Lolx.. Maybe Japan.. Omg i'm fantasizing.. =.="
Taiwan trip shld be this yr end with jason. That shld be fun. Never bored outing with him. 10yrs ain't for nothing i guess. Can't imagine we so buay gam last time.. lolx.. Coz we knew how to work hard but play hard too. Need to enjoy, only live once. Anyway, preparing my savings liao and now totally no personal debts also no bills and liabilities. Lucky my gf easy to maintain.. Lolx.. She's like no requirements de. Bought her own hp at around 1k, bought her own air tix, bought her own dress and clothings. But of coz occasinally still got pampered her lah. ZzZzZz.. Cannot ask her wat she wan de, coz she sure wan me save more money for my 'plan'. Yeah, the 'plan' is still on. But seems so far away. I guess might be able to make it. Cannot drag too late, few more yrs i guess it will be time..
Went raining bar yest.. Wanted to go Speed for a little while de but headache and cannot drink much and somemore back also pain.. Saw jason's coll then he treated us some beer. Saw lion dance and dragon dance then went off at around 1am.. Our usual timing.. Went back home started charging and explore a little on my Pixon. Wtf dunno how to use. =.=" Guess it's time. Anyway, this is better than i get a PS3. Waste money.
Today sales grabbed ok. Had quite a few sales for Adam. Near the end accidentally close one CB for Acer, uncle customer, and i closed him 6920 for adam. Anyway, can't blamed me coz cust ask me and i tok tok closed. Realised that i knew the cust's friend that's y so easy close also. Cust still wan to think de lor. Anyway, business really bad lately. For a sat to do a sales of around 30sets, low lor. Expect tml maybe around 20. Cake is so small.. Have to grab faster than other promotors and staffs.. Trying to learn the 'owl eyes' from uncle... Oops!! Lolx.. Anyway, keith's luck also not bad. Been trying to see his cust also.. But normally he only let go of the non-napster.. So have to grab even before he tok to cust.. Actually have to do the same for ALL staffs. Hungry...
Ever since that genting trip, i always been feeling hungry.. Not that i'm hunger for gamble but food.. Think the several times of topic on shit makes me shit everyday. Wtf. Constipation is like so natural everyday. Routine sia.. Juz like breathing and u dun even know that u are breathing.. I dun mean breathe shit lah... Anyway, hoping to becoming bigger size ASAP.. Think i need more milk... I mean FULL CREAM not HUMAN!! =.= Knn why am i so connie today... I MEANT CORNY... =.=
Looking forward to the Batam trip.. Alot of things needed to get there.. Belts, shoes, polo, pants, shorts, watch, etc. >.< Lucky not taiwan or hongkong.. Lolx.. If thailand also not bad...
Shag liao.. Maybe go shit one more time before sleeping.. lolx..
31 January, 2009
Class 2A
Wat a busy day yest.. Early morning supposed to go see chinese doc at Bras Basah then while in the cab trying to call Dawn Tan, TP ssgt who is in-charged of my accident case. Gana fucked by her, wtf. Say i give wrong number become uncontactable, asked me if i'm really uninterested in getting the claim. =.=" It's the freaking guy in the ambulance took down wrong number lor.. Then she said she's leaving at 1pm so i have to go down to TP immediately. Went down and settle the report then continued to the chi doc. Pain! Made me smell like walking medicine. Duh!
Head back home thereafter to get my bike insurance then head to police station to fax over to Dawn's office then after that go back home and took a short nap. Woke up at 7.30pm and head to BBDC for my class 2A theory lesson. Boring lesson but it's compulsory.
After the lesson i walked all the way back to Bukit Gombat MRT. At the station upstairs, i saw a gal with blue dress, quite short above knee. That's not the point. She's chatting on her mobile and while she's talking she's used the other hand to cover her mouth.. That action, in fact overall, looks exactly like HER! She stopped at Jurong East and changed to EW-Line but dropped off at Clementi.. Knn my heart almost stopped coz i kept looking at her to confirm that it's not her.. There's no way possible that she's still in singapore at this point of time.. But on the other hand i wished it was really her.. Complicated and confused..
I was thinking, if it's really her what would i do..? Go up to her and slapped her on the face..? Or go up to her and hug her tight..? Intriguing as it can be, i can't decide.. The more u love, the more u hate. I thought all along it was juz companionship coz afterall there's no future at all from what i can see.. shrugs.
My bike is ready for collection next week onwards.. Still dunno to take or not to take.. This accident is like a Deja Vu.. I had been thinking that if i were to meet with an accident, would she abandone her work immediately and rushed to hospital to see me..? And my instinct is correct, she will not. Juz a call and that's it.. Ever since she started working there, she's totally different from before.. I'm like no longer an impt piece in her life anymore.. She knew she neglected me but can't helped it other than apologising.. I mean, if apologise do works then there's no need for police.. I juz dun understand her anymore.. Aquarius are hard to please. Ya i'm hard to please.. So, stay away from me..
Head back home thereafter to get my bike insurance then head to police station to fax over to Dawn's office then after that go back home and took a short nap. Woke up at 7.30pm and head to BBDC for my class 2A theory lesson. Boring lesson but it's compulsory.
After the lesson i walked all the way back to Bukit Gombat MRT. At the station upstairs, i saw a gal with blue dress, quite short above knee. That's not the point. She's chatting on her mobile and while she's talking she's used the other hand to cover her mouth.. That action, in fact overall, looks exactly like HER! She stopped at Jurong East and changed to EW-Line but dropped off at Clementi.. Knn my heart almost stopped coz i kept looking at her to confirm that it's not her.. There's no way possible that she's still in singapore at this point of time.. But on the other hand i wished it was really her.. Complicated and confused..
I was thinking, if it's really her what would i do..? Go up to her and slapped her on the face..? Or go up to her and hug her tight..? Intriguing as it can be, i can't decide.. The more u love, the more u hate. I thought all along it was juz companionship coz afterall there's no future at all from what i can see.. shrugs.
My bike is ready for collection next week onwards.. Still dunno to take or not to take.. This accident is like a Deja Vu.. I had been thinking that if i were to meet with an accident, would she abandone her work immediately and rushed to hospital to see me..? And my instinct is correct, she will not. Juz a call and that's it.. Ever since she started working there, she's totally different from before.. I'm like no longer an impt piece in her life anymore.. She knew she neglected me but can't helped it other than apologising.. I mean, if apologise do works then there's no need for police.. I juz dun understand her anymore.. Aquarius are hard to please. Ya i'm hard to please.. So, stay away from me..
29 January, 2009
Madness
The fateful day of 22nd Jan 2009, also the bday of my best buddy, i met with an accident at Keppel Road while heading for the ECP at the last traffic light.. KNN. I was on my way to Changi Road to pay my installment for my bike and this happened... What a day.
I was entering Keppel Road and was stopped by the red light. A lorry on my left so i took the right lane, both turning left.. Ended up stopping at the next traffic light again but before that i already saw two big trucks parking after the traffic lights occupying the left lane so i stopped at the rightmost lane. There was a bike beside me and another behind him. The green showed and off we go. I wasn't speeding at all coz i'm not the type who speed thus the bike on my left zoom off then me follow then the third bike behind. Seeing the front traffic light(YES THE THIRD TRAFFIC LIGHT! DAMN!) in our favor we juz carry on. Since i'm on the rightmost lane, the bushes are blocking my right side. Upon passing the traffic light, a car came on from the right directly crossed our path! There's no way i can stop in time... So i crashed on the malaysian car.. For what i remembered, the 1st bike is safe. Me and the second bike gana.
The second bike merely braked, stopped and fell. Whereas for me, i crashed and fell. No i did not fly coz my speed is slow. However, all i can do is lying on the ground groaning in pain coz my back is pain. Think i landed on my butt and sprained my bloody back. I broke a tooth also. Nothing i can do but lie down there in the middle of the road and pressing my lowerback coz the pain is unbearable as if the spine is broken.. Many ppl came and shouting were heard everywhere. There were ppl toking to me, some toking abt the whole enactment. Nothing came in except for hoping that the ambulance come quick coz the pain is sickening.. A Civil Defence Ambulance came and took me to SGH immediately to the intensive care at the A&E.
In there lying on the bed the pain was truely unbearable and still cannot get the doc to see me. Knn still have to queue? >.< Tried to move a bit here and there but i found myself the more i move the more painful it gets. Finally the doc came and gave me an injection from behind trying to ease me of some pain.. Well, the needle was painful too. =.=" Wat to do, no pain no gain.. Went for X-ray for my spinal and pelvis. Waited like no tml for the freaking results. The pain doesn't goes off. Even i wanna go pee also difficult.. They offered me a wheelchair but i told them i cannot sit.. Limp all the way to the wrong gents then limp all the way to the other gents.. Freak day.. Results are out and doc said all's well, nothing broken. Hearing him saying so casually, i dun wanna stay in hospital despite the pain to walk.. Drag myself, my bag and my helmet to the cashier then head for a taxi home. CB.. That was the longest and toughest road i ever have had.
Reached home still gana KPKB. CB why i crashed onto the car and not the car crashed me? If he crashed me then there will be lesser nonsenses liao mah. Took the doc's given pain-killers and had two days MC. Tried going to work on the 3rd day but i was rather in bad shape to work.. Cannot stand long and walking damn slow like ah peh.. Thus, ended up going home early.. Anyway, no sales..
Before the accident i even went Genting with brandon, Joan, Jessie, Johnny, TT Tan. 1st trip there and the temperature is superb, cold. =.=" Though only like 16-18 degree but i was always purring like a kitten. =.=" Really cannot stand coldness but shiok, not the slightest sweat at all. We took a night bus there, 7hrs, 2 stopping breaks and arrived at Highland Hotel at around 5am+.. Unable to check in at all coz only can check in at 12.30pm. WTF. Whole night din slp much then no place to slp.. =.= Went directly to the casino coz that's the only 24/7. =.=" TT, Jess and Johnny straight go for the jackpot. The rest of us juz stare in blank.. Hungry, sleepy, tired.. =.=" Finally when we go further into the casino, there's a mini restaurant! Immediately Brandon, Joan and me went in for a bite. Ham, egg, bread, butter, jam, peas, coffee. The breakfast sux big time. =.= The coffee and tea are ultra sweet. wtf. U call this cafe? I think drink plain water better..
After the meal, we head on to find Jess and TT at the baracat tables. They are playing 'Player & Banker' game. The 3 of us who dun gamble juz watch how ppl play, some win some lose.. I also dunno wat i'm seeing coz too tired.. To keep myself awake, kept beo-ing gals.. Wow a lot of MICs... Lolx.. Quite a lot of C-cups and D-cups too.. lolx.. Nothing better to do. =.= Stood there, walk here and there for around 4hrs then i finally give up. I brought rm450 there but spent rm50 at the 1st stopping point for food and cigarettes and drinks. So, i took out a $100 note and change for some chips. I was thinking 100 can play for 4 games coz per bet minimal is 25. But the lady gave me two $50 chip. =.=" Lazy to change again. Thus, juz try my luck for 2 games.. From 100 become 500 then after that go up and down and up and down and up and down until i tulan. Neverending game. =.=" Thus, when i'm left with 500, i'm tired. I was thinking since my cost price is 100 so why not i juz bet everything in? At most i lose 100 nia mah. Ok bet and i won 500. Total chips 1000 and i stopped and went to cash out. WTF 20 pieces of $50 notes. =.= My Gucci wallet cannot be use liao.. Lolx.. So in the end, my pocket had 1.3k.
Later noon, all of us go check in our room then go for lunch around 1pm. Everyone is tired.. Went for Dim Sum. Ok lah the food. Advice from Cheryl, Do Not Eat At The Foodcourt! It's Dirty & Not Nice! Lolx.. Jess, brandon and Joan went back to their room to slp. Johnny and TT carry on their battle.. Me wanted to go walk walk coz i nv come genting before.. All here and there, nothing much leh.. Somemore weather outside so cold, wan to smoke also sian.. Nothing much there coz i dunno can go down many many many many escalators and will reach a super big place like a shopping paradise. =.=" Tired to walk also thus head back to my room. I share room with brandon while his wife share with jess. Brandon still wan to put either me or johnny same room as jess de. Lolx.. Not funny. =.= Though i dun really mind lah. Lolx.. Aiyo the room is for resting de lah nothing else. Gamble more impt..
When i was at my room door, i slotted in my card key. Red Light. =.=" Did i went to the wrong room? I rmb it was 26 ah 6th floor.. o.O Tried on 28, 30, 22, 36, 38. All cannot open.. Called Brandon, his fone cannot get thru. Wtf i'm locked out.. Called jessie, cannot get thru. =.= Lan lan go back casino to pass time. At that time i was extremely tired liao.. I only rmb i kept taking out money.. At the end of the day i think i lost everything i earned. Lolx... Then gave up and went to the lobby starbucks for a nice smoothing coffee. Dopod was unable to connect to internet. =.=" Smoked like chimney and drank my coffee then after tried my luck again to go back to my room around 6pm+. The cardkey still cannot work.. =.= Then suddenly saw brandon coming over from the lift side eating ice-cream leisurely.. Oh my hero.. Finally i can get some sleep.. Fell onto the bed and knocked out almost immediately.. Woke up around 8pm+ for dinner.. Still tired..
Met up with the gang and go to the chinese restaurant for some good food. Knn really went all the way down hill via escators. Lolx.. After our food, went for bowling there nearby. I sux at bowl coz really super long time no play liao. Kept washing the drains.. Lolx.. After that we went to another casino nearby. Again they continue their battle. I'm scared liao so i play jackpot with cigarettes in my mouth lolx.. So unglam.. A guy approached me and asked me to sign up for membership, i ignored him.. Mins later a gal approached me for the same thing. Then i told her i'm singaporean. She said can also juz need my passport so she will filled up for me while i carry on my jackpot.. Then after that signature then proceed to the counter to get my cards. Took photo also. Gotten two cards, one for slots and the other for tables. When i'm done, the gang is gone nowhere to be found lol.... Searched the whole casino up and down inside to outside. Nothing.. =.=" I was abandoned.. They muz be thinking i'm such a gambling freak and abandoned me.. =.=" Walked here and there trying to find my way back to highland. Took abt an hr+ then i reached.. In the end, jess & TT & johnny did came back juz to take money to continue battle.. =.=" Unable to tahan, took a quick bath then go sleep.. Actually seems energetic so i took out my psp to play.. Actually wanted to ask brandon if he wanna drink de but seeing him watch tv until eyes closed. I off the lights and knock out. Wat a long and tiring day.
Next day, went for breakfast then go back to casino again. Remaining around 200+ only. Juz wanna try my luck to win something but in the end lost everything.. Lolx.. Thinking that this is merely the second day and i was penniless.. Went to ATM and withdraw 400 from my credit card but not for gamble. After drawing went back to room to relax. Then took my laptop and went to starbucks with brandon while waiting for the two ladies to join us after their bath. After that went for dinner for western food then TT suggest going to VIP room. One amazing thing i did at the restaurant, i put salt into my coffee. LMAO! Anyway i cannot go into the VIP room with the white card. So, played jackpot and earn 1 point then proceed to change to green card. After that head on to the VIP area. Brandon and joan went back to their room coz they dun gamble at all.. VIP is scary coz everyone played so big.. Min 300 per bet. But shiok lah got waiter and waitress bring ginseng water for us.. Sat down at one table while johnny and jess played baracat, TT went around trying his luck. Me stand there like an idiot trying to enjoy the fun. Min 300 leh i only got 400, isn't this courting death? =.=" After a while i also cannot tahan so changed all 400 into chips.. But i dun play much juz on and off each round. Kept breaking even. It's all abt patience. Cannot keep playing de.. Sometimes muz endure.. lolx.. Suddenly i spotted something new.. Can place bet on 'TIE GAME' and the payout is 8times. Learnt something new. Then also got 'Player Pair' & 'Bank Pair', payout is 11times! O.O Looking at the scoreboard and the bets on the table. I put a 50 chip on the tie and i won 400. Then put again 50 on tie and i won again 400. In two games i won 800. =.= Started to spot here and there and trying out the pairs too. At the end of the session, won abt 1000. Think got total rm1500 in my pocket.. lolx..
At nite, went with brandon and joan to pub for a little drink and pool. Had a Long Island Tea and a bottle of beer. Quite tipsy liao lolx.. Then we head back to sleep. Next day was the last day had to check out 12.30pm and gather at 1.30pm then head to bus terminal for bus back home. Morning went for breakfast dim sum again then went back casino to play again. Again i keep spotting TIE and jess was quite stunned and amused by that.. Lolx.. Actually i dunno how to play de.. Juz that got feeling only then juz put in for the TIE lor.. Lose 50 only but win is 400 + the 50 back. Ok mah... But gambling is like that lah.. Not everyday is sunday.. Somemore TIE are hard to come by coz the possiblities are so small. Out of 60 games, maybe 8 or even less.. Some tables dun even have tie game at all.. It's all abt luck.. Then they called me TIE BOY. Wtf.. Is this for good or bad lol.. At the end of the day total money in pocket around rm2200. Actually had 3k+ but lost some of it due to greedy wanting to place 100 on tie and yet none of the 100 opened tie.. haha..
Ok lah overall quite a new experience and nice too. ^^ Will consider going again if got ppl jio lor.. If not i can booked myself also.. lolx.. But i'm not so daring lah.. Haha.. Sorry for such long post.. Type until my back start to ache also.. >.< Time to sleep liao..
I was entering Keppel Road and was stopped by the red light. A lorry on my left so i took the right lane, both turning left.. Ended up stopping at the next traffic light again but before that i already saw two big trucks parking after the traffic lights occupying the left lane so i stopped at the rightmost lane. There was a bike beside me and another behind him. The green showed and off we go. I wasn't speeding at all coz i'm not the type who speed thus the bike on my left zoom off then me follow then the third bike behind. Seeing the front traffic light(YES THE THIRD TRAFFIC LIGHT! DAMN!) in our favor we juz carry on. Since i'm on the rightmost lane, the bushes are blocking my right side. Upon passing the traffic light, a car came on from the right directly crossed our path! There's no way i can stop in time... So i crashed on the malaysian car.. For what i remembered, the 1st bike is safe. Me and the second bike gana.
The second bike merely braked, stopped and fell. Whereas for me, i crashed and fell. No i did not fly coz my speed is slow. However, all i can do is lying on the ground groaning in pain coz my back is pain. Think i landed on my butt and sprained my bloody back. I broke a tooth also. Nothing i can do but lie down there in the middle of the road and pressing my lowerback coz the pain is unbearable as if the spine is broken.. Many ppl came and shouting were heard everywhere. There were ppl toking to me, some toking abt the whole enactment. Nothing came in except for hoping that the ambulance come quick coz the pain is sickening.. A Civil Defence Ambulance came and took me to SGH immediately to the intensive care at the A&E.
In there lying on the bed the pain was truely unbearable and still cannot get the doc to see me. Knn still have to queue? >.< Tried to move a bit here and there but i found myself the more i move the more painful it gets. Finally the doc came and gave me an injection from behind trying to ease me of some pain.. Well, the needle was painful too. =.=" Wat to do, no pain no gain.. Went for X-ray for my spinal and pelvis. Waited like no tml for the freaking results. The pain doesn't goes off. Even i wanna go pee also difficult.. They offered me a wheelchair but i told them i cannot sit.. Limp all the way to the wrong gents then limp all the way to the other gents.. Freak day.. Results are out and doc said all's well, nothing broken. Hearing him saying so casually, i dun wanna stay in hospital despite the pain to walk.. Drag myself, my bag and my helmet to the cashier then head for a taxi home. CB.. That was the longest and toughest road i ever have had.
Reached home still gana KPKB. CB why i crashed onto the car and not the car crashed me? If he crashed me then there will be lesser nonsenses liao mah. Took the doc's given pain-killers and had two days MC. Tried going to work on the 3rd day but i was rather in bad shape to work.. Cannot stand long and walking damn slow like ah peh.. Thus, ended up going home early.. Anyway, no sales..
Before the accident i even went Genting with brandon, Joan, Jessie, Johnny, TT Tan. 1st trip there and the temperature is superb, cold. =.=" Though only like 16-18 degree but i was always purring like a kitten. =.=" Really cannot stand coldness but shiok, not the slightest sweat at all. We took a night bus there, 7hrs, 2 stopping breaks and arrived at Highland Hotel at around 5am+.. Unable to check in at all coz only can check in at 12.30pm. WTF. Whole night din slp much then no place to slp.. =.= Went directly to the casino coz that's the only 24/7. =.=" TT, Jess and Johnny straight go for the jackpot. The rest of us juz stare in blank.. Hungry, sleepy, tired.. =.=" Finally when we go further into the casino, there's a mini restaurant! Immediately Brandon, Joan and me went in for a bite. Ham, egg, bread, butter, jam, peas, coffee. The breakfast sux big time. =.= The coffee and tea are ultra sweet. wtf. U call this cafe? I think drink plain water better..
After the meal, we head on to find Jess and TT at the baracat tables. They are playing 'Player & Banker' game. The 3 of us who dun gamble juz watch how ppl play, some win some lose.. I also dunno wat i'm seeing coz too tired.. To keep myself awake, kept beo-ing gals.. Wow a lot of MICs... Lolx.. Quite a lot of C-cups and D-cups too.. lolx.. Nothing better to do. =.= Stood there, walk here and there for around 4hrs then i finally give up. I brought rm450 there but spent rm50 at the 1st stopping point for food and cigarettes and drinks. So, i took out a $100 note and change for some chips. I was thinking 100 can play for 4 games coz per bet minimal is 25. But the lady gave me two $50 chip. =.=" Lazy to change again. Thus, juz try my luck for 2 games.. From 100 become 500 then after that go up and down and up and down and up and down until i tulan. Neverending game. =.=" Thus, when i'm left with 500, i'm tired. I was thinking since my cost price is 100 so why not i juz bet everything in? At most i lose 100 nia mah. Ok bet and i won 500. Total chips 1000 and i stopped and went to cash out. WTF 20 pieces of $50 notes. =.= My Gucci wallet cannot be use liao.. Lolx.. So in the end, my pocket had 1.3k.
Later noon, all of us go check in our room then go for lunch around 1pm. Everyone is tired.. Went for Dim Sum. Ok lah the food. Advice from Cheryl, Do Not Eat At The Foodcourt! It's Dirty & Not Nice! Lolx.. Jess, brandon and Joan went back to their room to slp. Johnny and TT carry on their battle.. Me wanted to go walk walk coz i nv come genting before.. All here and there, nothing much leh.. Somemore weather outside so cold, wan to smoke also sian.. Nothing much there coz i dunno can go down many many many many escalators and will reach a super big place like a shopping paradise. =.=" Tired to walk also thus head back to my room. I share room with brandon while his wife share with jess. Brandon still wan to put either me or johnny same room as jess de. Lolx.. Not funny. =.= Though i dun really mind lah. Lolx.. Aiyo the room is for resting de lah nothing else. Gamble more impt..
When i was at my room door, i slotted in my card key. Red Light. =.=" Did i went to the wrong room? I rmb it was 26 ah 6th floor.. o.O Tried on 28, 30, 22, 36, 38. All cannot open.. Called Brandon, his fone cannot get thru. Wtf i'm locked out.. Called jessie, cannot get thru. =.= Lan lan go back casino to pass time. At that time i was extremely tired liao.. I only rmb i kept taking out money.. At the end of the day i think i lost everything i earned. Lolx... Then gave up and went to the lobby starbucks for a nice smoothing coffee. Dopod was unable to connect to internet. =.=" Smoked like chimney and drank my coffee then after tried my luck again to go back to my room around 6pm+. The cardkey still cannot work.. =.= Then suddenly saw brandon coming over from the lift side eating ice-cream leisurely.. Oh my hero.. Finally i can get some sleep.. Fell onto the bed and knocked out almost immediately.. Woke up around 8pm+ for dinner.. Still tired..
Met up with the gang and go to the chinese restaurant for some good food. Knn really went all the way down hill via escators. Lolx.. After our food, went for bowling there nearby. I sux at bowl coz really super long time no play liao. Kept washing the drains.. Lolx.. After that we went to another casino nearby. Again they continue their battle. I'm scared liao so i play jackpot with cigarettes in my mouth lolx.. So unglam.. A guy approached me and asked me to sign up for membership, i ignored him.. Mins later a gal approached me for the same thing. Then i told her i'm singaporean. She said can also juz need my passport so she will filled up for me while i carry on my jackpot.. Then after that signature then proceed to the counter to get my cards. Took photo also. Gotten two cards, one for slots and the other for tables. When i'm done, the gang is gone nowhere to be found lol.... Searched the whole casino up and down inside to outside. Nothing.. =.=" I was abandoned.. They muz be thinking i'm such a gambling freak and abandoned me.. =.=" Walked here and there trying to find my way back to highland. Took abt an hr+ then i reached.. In the end, jess & TT & johnny did came back juz to take money to continue battle.. =.=" Unable to tahan, took a quick bath then go sleep.. Actually seems energetic so i took out my psp to play.. Actually wanted to ask brandon if he wanna drink de but seeing him watch tv until eyes closed. I off the lights and knock out. Wat a long and tiring day.
Next day, went for breakfast then go back to casino again. Remaining around 200+ only. Juz wanna try my luck to win something but in the end lost everything.. Lolx.. Thinking that this is merely the second day and i was penniless.. Went to ATM and withdraw 400 from my credit card but not for gamble. After drawing went back to room to relax. Then took my laptop and went to starbucks with brandon while waiting for the two ladies to join us after their bath. After that went for dinner for western food then TT suggest going to VIP room. One amazing thing i did at the restaurant, i put salt into my coffee. LMAO! Anyway i cannot go into the VIP room with the white card. So, played jackpot and earn 1 point then proceed to change to green card. After that head on to the VIP area. Brandon and joan went back to their room coz they dun gamble at all.. VIP is scary coz everyone played so big.. Min 300 per bet. But shiok lah got waiter and waitress bring ginseng water for us.. Sat down at one table while johnny and jess played baracat, TT went around trying his luck. Me stand there like an idiot trying to enjoy the fun. Min 300 leh i only got 400, isn't this courting death? =.=" After a while i also cannot tahan so changed all 400 into chips.. But i dun play much juz on and off each round. Kept breaking even. It's all abt patience. Cannot keep playing de.. Sometimes muz endure.. lolx.. Suddenly i spotted something new.. Can place bet on 'TIE GAME' and the payout is 8times. Learnt something new. Then also got 'Player Pair' & 'Bank Pair', payout is 11times! O.O Looking at the scoreboard and the bets on the table. I put a 50 chip on the tie and i won 400. Then put again 50 on tie and i won again 400. In two games i won 800. =.= Started to spot here and there and trying out the pairs too. At the end of the session, won abt 1000. Think got total rm1500 in my pocket.. lolx..
At nite, went with brandon and joan to pub for a little drink and pool. Had a Long Island Tea and a bottle of beer. Quite tipsy liao lolx.. Then we head back to sleep. Next day was the last day had to check out 12.30pm and gather at 1.30pm then head to bus terminal for bus back home. Morning went for breakfast dim sum again then went back casino to play again. Again i keep spotting TIE and jess was quite stunned and amused by that.. Lolx.. Actually i dunno how to play de.. Juz that got feeling only then juz put in for the TIE lor.. Lose 50 only but win is 400 + the 50 back. Ok mah... But gambling is like that lah.. Not everyday is sunday.. Somemore TIE are hard to come by coz the possiblities are so small. Out of 60 games, maybe 8 or even less.. Some tables dun even have tie game at all.. It's all abt luck.. Then they called me TIE BOY. Wtf.. Is this for good or bad lol.. At the end of the day total money in pocket around rm2200. Actually had 3k+ but lost some of it due to greedy wanting to place 100 on tie and yet none of the 100 opened tie.. haha..
Ok lah overall quite a new experience and nice too. ^^ Will consider going again if got ppl jio lor.. If not i can booked myself also.. lolx.. But i'm not so daring lah.. Haha.. Sorry for such long post.. Type until my back start to ache also.. >.< Time to sleep liao..
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